5 Signs You Are a hardcore Seeker of Light Dying Consciously.

Renegade: Lack of Interest To Learn the left brain Oriented educational system.

Educational system in the west is all about propaganda and separation. It currently gives the illusion of favoring mostly the people of Europe, you know the “great” Napoleaon Bonaparte, Cristopher Columbus and all that nonsense, so that the people of Europe can live in denial of the fact that their basic supplies such as water and food, cotton are all poisoned (chemtrailed) to dumb you down by the rulers most think in arrogance would be on their side if there would ever be a holy war against other nations. Like I said in an earlier article, it has gone so out of hand that Hollywood makes movies like Gods of Egypt and Exodus: Gods and kings starring with European actors so that all of a sudden Europeans are the only kings who build the great pyramids, invented science, astrology, spirituality and art. A definition of self hatred. When you tell this to some of the older European generation about their foods being chemtrailed or poisoned by the same people they worship, they get very aggressive and defensive about these statements because secretly they are attracted to the story of blood and rape their perceived ancestors have done to the people outside their fake boarders. Many spiritual hippies are passively doing the same thing. They have a fake sense of superiority and do not want to acknowledge they were tricked. However these people have ruined their lives already and will not make it and many younger ones too are not going to make it. We are talking about everybody in all countries, not just Europe. Everybody has been programmed to separate. That is what cultures are for and today im talking more about the European manifestation of a culture that has made peoples mind wicked and self hating to a point the need to see hate on others has become chronic. All nations are doing the same. You see, Quantum physics quantum entanglement has shown us that when you separate two electrons, basically super macro bits of matter, when these two electrons are separated from another, even if they are light years away from one another, their communication is instant. It is telepathic. If you shake one electron the other one light years away reacts instantly so if you have any national pride of your seeming ancestor who murdered, raped and enslaved other people then the energy of pride to separate (murder, judgement, rape, sarcasm, prejudice etc) will all come back to you due to putting so much energy or focus on to it and since there is nobody really out there, we are all one or as Einsteins relativity says we are interconnected, your subconscious mind that rules 90 percent of your life will interpret all that pride and hate towards others as you. It interprets you wanting to be an embodiment of conflict thus you fall sick mentally, physically, basically creating hell on earth for your self rather than heaven. As it is happening. There are older generation that did not get it and are going trough serious physical pains and are dying now as earth is going trough its ascension. The old generation lived by the sword (aggression) and died by the sword. The elites know this and have done a good job to reduce the population in Europe without too much false flag events and man made natural disasters. They inject the so called Europeans with a mentality that sneakily leads them to ruin their lives. This is why the suicide rate is so big here. The food you eat, the water you eat and the sex driven pop culture has made people to hate and shame their bodies thus they need to find some form of way to escape themselves, usually trough projections such as passively finding themselves superior to others. Is it financial, race, location oriented its all the same.

So when it comes to the individuals who are potential, hardcore seekers of light, they simply know something is off with schools and their brains will not be able to find any interest to learn or even continue school once they reach a certain age where parents consent is not needed anymore. Educational system wants you to think in a certain way, so that you make the same old ancient fear based decisions just like our dumb down ancestors that were sodomised by rulers of their time did as well. If you have slavery in your cellular memories then creating the life you really want will not work. You will not even know what you want because you are so used to enslavement and serving others.

Not able to tolerate authorities.

This is kind of same like the first one. You face adversities with curiosity and the best way to face adversity is to be around people who think they have power over you. I am talking about teachers, lawyers, psychologist, doctors, social workers, parents and so forth. Authorities have not found their atomic selves, their spiritual selves, and are ruled by the same linear thinking, fear and slave based DNA that their enslaved ancestors had. Remember, you are an extension of your ancestors, basically a reborn version of them. You literally carry all the cellular memories, traumatized memories of humanity sodomised since the beginning of man when we, adam and eves, were abandoned by false gods the Annunakis. The adam and eve story in the bible, although a metaphor is ultimately our limited understanding of what the Sumerians and ancient Africans were trying to tell us. That we were once, and most still are, primitive beings that were not able to handle higher dimensional thinking and planes due to not having the ability to see ourselves as equal with all the rest of the humanoids in other planets. Since Annunakis have a more tranquil, balanced mind with natural abilities such as telepathy, telecanesis and so forth, we gave the Annunakis the credit of being gods and limited our selves to be their worshippers. Monotheism serves the original creator of homo sapiens called Enki while polytheism serves all Annunakis as god. Dumb homo sapiens started to make their own tribes and started to fight about who is god and who is not, same stuff many do today. Its all a dejavu in a new form when we started to argue as netherdals who is god and who is not. Its all in our cellular memory so we repeat the same mistake. Seeing that homo sapiens are to excited to stay primitive, the Annunakis left us to our own grace and are waiting for us to destroy ourselves or raise our consciousness so that we can mentally receive them into our lives once the astrological alignments is set without freaking out. This is why dreams become so vivid when you start to ascend. You are being prepared for a lost ancient life by remembering your multidimensionality.

You are not attached to anyone or anything. You are ok to be alone.

This okeyness to be alone comes from many years of experience where you notice that majority of people around you do not have vision, dreams and desire to know who they are. It is mostly primitive desires, intelligence hijacked by hormones, to find a mate and to get noticed by others to feel worthy (usually by the mate and children if they have one). This experience of being okey to be alone does come with a price, something that can lead you to be humiliated, abused and betrayed by others, basically to get crucified/ shamanically killed in a modern world setup. The catch 22 is that in majority of cases, you asked for it! If you want to become God dependent then you must organically, in a soulful level learn not to expect anything from anybody. This only comes by experience, not reading. The experience to trust yourself will ultimately give you confidence to also stand for yourself when it comes to what we call higher dimensional beings like Plaeidians, the Annunakis and so forth. We are now more able to discern, even with humanoids we have been fixed since our times of neanderthals to think as gods, although they are not.

In order to reverse time space experience and go back to before big bang you must have the mental ability to discern all symbols within this simulation of life because there are also beings that do not want humanity to evolve. Ultimately, all of this is all a dream but you will still need to learn to use ALL symbolism of this universe as a means to go beyond physical universe. This is why forgiveness/ let it go is so so so important. Without forgiveness none of the yoga practices, kundalini activations or psychedelic experiences will last. You will always come down from the high and be miserable just like the rest!

You experiment with forgiveness, celibacy, meditation, food and psychedelics.

Forgiveness in a quantum sense is the key to get out from the cycle of birth and death. It is the ultimate and I am not sure If I will be able to explain this because it is so fundamental. Since we live in a telepathic hologram of a universe that is very much like a dream, what you give is what you get. When you get angry at something, what you have done is that you have established sin real in your mind. If you have established sin real in your mind then so is quilt (wanting to be punished) real in your mind and if quilt is real then so is pain real which means the body is real, which means death is real. Learning to reverse this spiritual cycle of suicide requires you to have an INTENT to reverse your judgement and just understand that the people in your life who hurt you really do not know what they are doing and are ultimately treating you that way because that is the way they treat themselves in their mind… Mostly denied and numbed with overeating, abuse of sex, alcohol, too many children, drugs and entertainment which is why they are so promoted. 

Celibacy for men is a great way to enhance motivation, creativity and confidence. There is a movement called nofap which explains this further. Many professional athletes do not have sex the day before their game so just think about that. You do not have to become a complete celibate. Experiment once in a while and be amazed!

Food is a big one. If you eat death such as meat then you are ingesting traumatized disrespected and tortured animals into your body. Your subconscious, once again, will interpret this as you and will further the experience by bringing more death into your life. Emotional death, mental death and physical death such as cancer (which is more and more known to be easy to cure with right diet and in some cases by taking cannabis). Please do not start with me with a debate of “but red Indians killed animals”. They respected the animal and helped the animal transition. Now the animals are caged in a small space, fed with other animal bones and meat and not allowed to move. There is no guns used to kill them anymore, just this weird nail pistol they shoot on the animals skull… It is all up to you what you wan to do though. As Ralph Smart, the modern day Alan Watts points out greatly “If you would not feed your plants with a coca cola then why are you giving coce to your kids?”

Psychedelics if used correctly give a temporary expansion of consciousness and gives you glimpses of what to expect as you raise your vibration trough forgiveness. Forgiveness is same as ego death because you are more able to see from other peoples perspective now. Psychedelics such as cannabis and mushrooms are experiences of temporary ego death where many realize new things about themselves. The good and the bad. The bad trip comes from the fact that the individual has been so numb to all the pain gathered from ancestors and daily life and handling them during the psychedelic experience is too much. Many people who come out from a bad trip have however experienced healing due to discovering that this is the case. Psychedelics is not for everyone but I will leave that explanation to the people who have not done this stuff. In my personal life it was a catalyst.

You are willing to be “crucified to the cross”

This is where many will turn back and go back to their comfort zone and will fail once they leave this plain. If you have lived in a man made system, gained materials, gained a sense of self and relationships that runs based on this gained sense of self, all that will be torn down once you become curious and serious of your divine light. The tearing down of the life you thought you loved is so that you can experience an everlasting ego death that so many pot heads and psychonauts want to experience but they cant since they are still in the system, you know, attracted to the hedoinistic way of living and surrounded by people who are miserable numbing the pain with hedoinism. Psychedelics will not erase ego and will keep you in an never ending loop of being dependent on substances to gain a sense of expansion of consciousness or Awakening. Crucifixion, also known as the shamanic journey, is where, to put it simply, the matrix and its entities will not like you anymore and will do all that dumb stuff they have done to all beings of light god knows how long. When I say “beings of light” I am simply talking about beings that are having a different awareness and know that in order to sustain this awareness you have to be balanced and make smart choices. These choices are choices that are beneficial for everyone which means in a physical level that many times you will have to let people go from your life and allow them to do their own mistakes. People are telepathic in nature and will sense your detachment which is why in most cases they will perceive you as selfish for deciding to become your own creator.

What I am sharing is my truth. Everyone should share their truth so that we can come to the conclusion how identical they are regardless of the time frame in this space/time experience. You have the potential for a amazing life but the few years of the awakening process comes with a cost. You can do it!