Klem Kaan

Awakening From the dream Of birth and Death: Becoming at Peace with your Divine mission or Purpose.

Your divine mission or purpose actually starts the instant you have answered your own personal call to consciously follow your divinity or Awakening. Its the good old mundane stuff. Your mission was always within you, you just did not see or hear it but now you can otherwise you would not be reading this article and resonating with the title and text.

When the divine intelligence (God, Universal or Cosmic intelligence) gets re-activated so does your path in life. Your path to consciously wake up and detach from the physical dream (physical universe) is already the mission it self because as said many times in my earlier articles, your willingness to follow your divinity will not only change the cause (your mind) it will also start to effect your external world as well and at first, things can get messy, especially the relationships you were involved in while still unconscious, which is why its crucial to understand that your spiritual mission has already started and is not something that happens in the future in the form of, less say, becoming the next famous guru, the next mother Teresa, the next Gandhi, the next Martin Luther King, the next best seller in spiritual books, you know. Your spiritual mission is to go trough the mess of your old life with your intention to release yourself and others from it and the ancient cycle of passive negativity and physical negativity that went along with it for a very long time but got numbed with external stimulus (overeating, overworking, alcohol, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, unhappy relationships in denial etc). Your mission is basically to do your best not to react from your ego to other peoples egos, some who will in their unconsciousness try to drag you down. You must be vigilant for your divinity and not put your power outside of you which reacting to the external world from your ego would do, meaning you are adding power to the matrix and the ancient cycle of hate and misery would go on thus you are bound to that relationships or a very similar one in an etheric level and you would not be moving forward with your day to day lessons. As long as you have the pure intent to change your life (which would include to change your old way of perceiving the world) you are already in your divine mission. At first it will be tough and there is a high chance you will loose yourself and fall down once in a while by reacting to other peoples egos but your intent to grasp life is what really counts and will help you to overcome your own misused ego. I just want to add that ego is just a tool for day to day living. It is not evil although we have abused and miss used it for the purpose of darkness/ separation. You use ego to judge whether to cross the streets or not, you use it whether to buy a processed food or not. These are judgements that do not have any intent to harm or enslave anybody to your world.

Although your spiritual mission will take a more obvious expression at some point such as starting a creative project, becoming a intuitive healer, becoming a humanitarian, devoted raising a child to become a conscious co- creator in life etc, the spiritual mission is ultimately an extraordinary normal day thing that boils down to forgiveness. Everything will always boil down to forgiving yourself, forgiving others thus forgiving the entire world and the thought system that is the root cause of our insane world. We are here to forgive everything that we find negative, we are also here to use discernment with what we think as positive and release the world. We are talking about a totally different way of being than what we were thought as we were raised.

There is a big obsession for some of us to find this  grandiose mission thing to do. I sure was one of them. I remember after dropping my Course in miracles book down in my early journey I actually experienced some of my first syncro events that led me to establish a corporate start up business not so far from Sahara deserts. Since it included the “help” of the government it started to feel like an actual mission but ultimately it was actually the simple day to day mundane stuff to forgive the weirdness of homo sapiens and the man made world that mattered the most. The corporate thing was actually nothing. It was all about forgiving the relationships and to actually release these relationships by forgiving them. We have forgot that our presence as awaken being with the ability to discern is enough already regarding the healing of this planet. Your awakening and the inner joy that comes out from this inner process is what matters and is the healing agent for the entire collective sleeping mind that has split itself to many different bodies that think are separate autonomous self (Hindus the world of multiplicity).  When you withdraw your investment to perpetuate ego consciousness which is all about separation and division by accepting your awakening and the death of your old world that kept you stuck in ego consciousness, you are already working as an example for others to make the same choice. Your mission has nothing to do with preaching about anything to others. Your peace and experience of your divinity is enough and on some level the people around you will sense this which is why as you advance, which can take time, you will notice people becoming attracted to you although they are really attracted to their own potential that they can sense in you. As said earlier in a another post, some will not like you due to jealousy or some other weird egoistic reason and this is where your mission steps in over and over again: to forgive.

Forgiveness does NOT include being passive and letting others abuse you verbally or physically. Its about coming in touch with our ancient decision to participate in this dream and agreeing to experience separation. Once you notice that we are playing a video game dream of separation you will learn not to take people personally which is basically another way to say you are forgiving people in your life for something they did not really do because it is all just a scripted video game dream meant to create an illusion of separation and people are simply actors reading their lines from the collective unconsciousness without knowing they are actors reading their lines that is scripted meant to perpetuate separation. But you know now everything is just an act, which means your spiritual mission is not about making a scripted life real by holding grievances, its all about making beneficial choices that are about reinforcing this divine fairy tale experience of everything being actually just a video game dream play. That the world is literally a stage and people are actors. If you judge people/ actors on a stage you are making the play real in your mind and cementing or rooting your self into the dream and your belief as a physical brain body self gets reinforced and you will be sucked back to the dream and basically feeling awful.

So, if you are reading this then your mission already begun. It re-began the second you decided to wake up. Your mission revolves to forgive the world day in and day out. It has nothing to do with the size of the mission. Whether you are a carpenter or a holistic business owner, a humanitarian, your life will still have challenges, especially with people so its important not to take anything personally/ seriously which means you are already able to forgive in the most deepest level. You are already doing your mission by not adding more negativity to the collective unconsciousness. As the westerns greatest wisdom teacher once said in the Gospel of thomas  found in Naghamadi Egypt: Be passerby.

The collective unconsciousness is the sleeping Son of Sod that is having a strange dream of separation/ multiplicity, it is us. If you judge the actors on the stage called the world, you are really judging your self of being the one that is dreaming them up and basically punishing your self in a level most are not aware of which is why there is so much sickness. You are the sleeping son of god, a part of the son that is waking up and hopefully using its remaining time wisely by not judging the reflections of his sleeping mind which is the world and entities he sees.

So relax, if you are opening your third eye, especially having the intent to not take the good and bad seriously (forgiveness) then you already are doing your divine mission. If you do not practice forgiveness then who will? Majority of religious believers and all the media materials that were inspired by religious mythologies have made sin and guilt real which means the forgiveness and prayers they practice on others are not authentic. It is all about establishing themselves holier than others who are able to “forgive” others sins when in reality there is no sin, its all an illusion… Argh… I think I went too “deep” again (this is actually common sense) but I kind of wanted to go there. I will leave now. Bye.

“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.” Lao Tzu

 

Awakening from the dream of birth and death: Signs you are escaping the societal matrix entirely.

THE END OF YOUR WORLD.

Your world as you knew it before is changing very fast. Some people have vanished from your life and some you can not relate to anymore no matter how hard you and the people in your life try. Some will despise you without any valid reason. When this is happening it means that you are ready to face the unknown and thus life/universe/god is assisting to speed up your Enlightenment or freedom from space time experience and become a lucid dreamer within the physical dream which planet earth, the entire physical cosmos really is. This only starts to happen after you are not happy with your old way of living. When you are unhappy with your old life, your minds starts to open to new ideas. Without the curiosity to experiment with the idea that perhaps the world we see is in fact subjective, there would be not enough energy, zeal, to pull you into subjective direction which means your life, relationships or comfort zone would have remained the same and you would have being ruining your life just like the rest. The more your old world breaks down the more you get detached from things and people in a mental level. The more you get detached, the more you feel content by being by your self which becomes its own paradox because people will be attracted to you since you do not need anything or anybody outside your self. You are thus releasing your self from giving your mental power to the outside matrix world thus its hold on you is weakening. The more it weakens the weirder your life starts to get in both the good and bad ways so be prepared!

YOU HAVE GONE TROUGH THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

As explained in many different ways in my earlier article. The dark night (a.k.a existential crisis) is a time of grieving the life that you knew before but which was all a lie. Your system got shocked and you needed time to integrate the fact that we live in an illusion that is trying to lure us back to its grips which means the life that you thought you were living was not beneficial for you except, of course, if you still wanted to remain living a lie which some will do.

Most of your relationships from the past will not support your change simply because they are not mentally ready. It does not matter. The world was over long ago! When you go trough the dark you are not a match with the old way of living which means relationships, things and passions are not a match. At least for a while. In my case my old passions did re-surface but since they are more fun based rather than a serious thing, I have been gaining more opportunities in those fields lately.

NOTE: Not all people go trough the dark night. There is no race involved yet it is quite common for people to say that you leap frog in your spiritual evolution when you go trough the dark. I personally feel great. Hah! For those who need a bone, sure, I will admit that challenges still come.

YOU ARE DRAWN TO EAT HEALTHY FOOD.

Sounds retarded, I know, I mean, what does food got to do with experiencing heaven on earth? Well, as you progress in your growth, you will discover that a lot of our foods are processed and the idea behind that is to dull our biological body system and make it less aware of the universe and the fact that we are made of the exact same fabric as the universe: mass of atoms. So when you eat a bunch of killed animals you are digesting your body intelligence with information about death and destruction and you still wonder why people go trough cancer and other dis- eases? Do not get me wrong, you will know when or if you need to eat meat. You will also know when to never eat meat again. It all depends of your intention.

YOU YEARN TO BE IN NATURE.

For many who live in central areas, to them nature has become a little bit alien since they rarely have the time to visit forests or parks. When you start to wake up you will enjoy the intelligence and vibration of nature and will notice how much a simple 30min walk in nature refreshes the body mind. I am not an expert in telling the biological effects of it but the yearning to go to nature and spend more and more time there will be more common. If you go to city central it tends to be due to a calling/ mission not just to “hang out”.

YOU ARE LESS AFRAID OF DEATH.

This is a big one. The beginning stages of awakening from the dream of birth and death is really a conscious way of dying. The experience, that tends to be a gradual process to most of us, is like going beyond our childhood. In order to have that experience however, the things that were blocking this awareness you had even during your first  years of childhood must go. When you lose everything and even your old way of thinking while still appearing to be in this world, you my friend, have just died without having to physically die. You have experienced the loss of your old self and you are ready to live a life on earth as a resurrected ascended master or as some like to call Christ. Your mission from here on out is to simply spread your talent or gifts all around the world so that others will also be inspired to wake up and embrace the new earth. They can only experience that when they love themselves the same way we on the journey of ascension started to do once we answered our own call to make a change. A change that ultimately does not happen outside but within. After that, the outside world (effect) changes automatically. When you awaken and integrate your learning, you become very effective in your daily tasks and passions.

Before we can see the new earth, the old must die. – Klem Kaan

PS: I have some cool stuff coming up soon outside of writing articles. You can best get updated on my facebook.

Awaken from the Dream of Birth and Death: Why life falls apart when we Awaken.

So, your life is a gigantic mess right now and nothing seems to be working right? First things first, relax. Everything is ok and you are actually on the right track. Nothing is wrong with you and things will get better.

The reason shit starts to hit the fan as you detach from ego consciousness that kept you in a sleep like experience of life is because you are being called to the unknown by the Universe detaching you from your comfort zones. The idea of your life falling apart is to make you prepared to Trust your Self as an extension of the Universe (or God if you will) rather than relying on a changing outside world which was what you were doing before answering our call to ascend. We all did that because that is how we got programmed. None of us knew there is a divine order in this insane planet so we never Trusted this intelligence that is within us (universal energy/ mass of atoms that is one with source) so we created our own safety with relationships and society in general to keep us in place but a safety net which was at the end of the day our own self made prison house due to its limitations.  Some people went as far as to accept their semi comfortable nine to five jobs and were willing to stay there until they reach their retirement age! This is not however what universal energy wants from us. The universe wants you to be fully free not semi free. There really is no compromise with this. Everything that was limiting your life even by 2 percent will go. No matter how great the sex was with your spouse, if he or she limits you in other areas of life then it will not last even if you resist the change. It happens step by step to many people because the fear of liberation is so strong. We have gotten too comfortable within our golden cage and are not comfortable with the freedom: doing the creativity work we love, being around amazing people, inspiring and helping people… That is what we all want deep inside.

 

The phase where everything goes upside down can take time and tends to be scary to many because the ones who are not ready for this will appear having all things figured out while your life makes no sense anymore. Please take heart. You are simply going trough a divine transformation. You are allowing your self to be crucified to the cross in your own unique way so just allow that to happen and do not fight it. Rebuilding your life will also take few years so allow your self to be a mess for a while. You will also notice the people who are there for you and the ones who are not there for you.

Ultimately your life is not really falling apart but it is actually falling into place. You just need patience. Life really is like a movie and what you are going trough is a typical heroes journey from the comfortable life towards the unknown. Ultimately the challenges you have will enrich you and you will eventually return to society and spread your knowledge to the people in need. You are literally a gift to planet earth.

“We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” ~ Joseph Campbell

Let The Dead Bury The Dead.

A small reminder for those who read my stuff.

Although I am not a follower of the bible nor was born under the bible belt and know that the bible was edited in order to control the masses to think in a certain way so that humanity can be kept in linear time as servants for the few, there are quotes from Jesus here and there in the bible that did take place 2000 years ago. One of them goes like this… And it is not a pretty one and I will explain why.

Let the dead bury the dead (Luke 9:60)

When Jesus said that to a man who was worried to follow Jesus Christ due to the mans fathers up coming burial and perhaps gaining the fathers full inheritance, Jesus basically told the man that humanity is already dead because they are not aware of their reality as the entire Universe. That humans are made of mass of  universal energy known as atoms that contains all knowledge. That humans are not aware that they are dreaming their lives (inspiring atoms) and have the ability to change their mind so that everything else will change as well. He is saying that majority are ruining their lives by seeking happiness outside of themselves trough commonly accepted activities such marriages, having children, sex, eating and seeking intellectual understanding about life from external sources such as priests, rabbis, schools and as we modern people tend to do the same trough our politicians, scientist, psychologist and some still do with religion.  We are constantly seeking happiness outside ourselves because we are programmed with a thought system of lack: Belief in objective reality and its so called natural laws. No worries, I have also been there. I have also numbed my self with many different activities but lucky to me it became too painful so I was able to start letting it go.  Once I did let go and I was looking back above the battleground, I noticed how comfortable we have gotten with this limited one dimensional life and actually accept it as life. None of that will ever work. All you have to do is look back into our history which has been filled with massacre, rape, slavery, wars and pain, you know, all that basic stuff that has happened in human history.  This means that eventually we will not be very comfortable but will perpetuate the mistake even further by blaming others regarding the lot in our lives and BOOM!.. War happens, we get tired of war and we set up a truce/ tolerance for one another for a while, until things get uncomfortable again and we start the cycle of blame/ war all over again. In our private lives and collectively. Some are so aware of this seemingly never ending insane cycle of humanity by actually making billion dollar businesses out of human ignorance and arrogance by investing money in any drama driven and promoting business and marketing ideas. Hah, what a waste of time however. Our history as humanity: all of that is irrelevant except to pin point that the way we have been thinking and the pop culture religious and political ways of viewing life has not been working very well and in order for salvation to occur, a change of mind has to occur which will automatically reflect in our external world which is just an effect of the change of mind (projector). It is you who has to do the job. You cant expect Jesus or God to do the job for you. The bible was designed for people to make them expect someone to save them rather than realizing their own power within. One thing I have not said so far is that it amazes me that people never think that although in the Jesus metaphor Jesus got resurrected, well, did he stay here on earth? The answer is no! He did not. Why? Because it is up to you to do the work from there. We are the ones who closed our minds and started to dream now we are the ones who have to open it by allowing the universe to guide our lives for us to make the right decisions that are beneficial for the entire one dreaming mind which we are all part of although we appear separate. By opening I mean to release your rigidness of mind. You are the same as Christ. We live  in a world of vibration. When an individual like Jesus vibrates in a high frequency it is simply not possible to stay on a dense earth dimension anymore. Many so called Alien races do not appear because of this same issue.  They are “there”, they are simply vibrating too high to come to a world full of negativity and hate: dense atoms. They also cant interrupt with peoples lessons otherwise people would not be able to integrate their own lessons of a seeming life of separation. When you vibrate high it just means you are overly sensitive to the entire universe, the mass of atoms that you are made of are vibrating and open thus you open to ancient information and at that point you do not want to be sensitive around people who are filled with thoughts of hate. You do not want that because you become like a sponge that sucks information which means you suck other peoples emotions and thoughts. This is why many relationships end when someone starts to wake up. They are vibrating in higher frequencies, their mass of atoms which humans are made of (universal energy) are vibrating while some in their lives are stuck in rigidness of mind thus their inner world, mass of atoms stay stiff and they start to repel each other.

It is very important to mention now that there is nothing wrong with having children, marriages, sex, eating… you know all the basic human stuff and as long we do not over do them. Yet they will not bring the happiness we have been looking for and in fact many of these things will become irrelevant if you truly understand what I and many others today are talking about. The obsession to find a partner or raise kids will fade away. The more cosmic energy flows trough your body over the coming years, so does the idea of physical sex diminish. When it comes to marriages, family, having children in many cases they have become distractions and have rooted humanity to the 3 dimensional world even further. Spiritual or universal energy is basically a mass of atomic energy that contains the knowledge of the universe. We are all made of mass of atoms thus the same knowledge of all creation is within us. We can cure any disease with this knowledge because it has the energy to radiate all diseases away. Unfortunately our parents were not able to teach this to us because their parents and grand parents and further down were all programmed by fear based, objective and religious ego consciousness which is all about taking the world seriously and giving our power to an external figure known as God (and his spokesman such as priests, politicians etc) rather than taking our power back as being part of all creation. People have done this to themselves, screwing up their lives, because that is what their parents and society as a whole secretly expected them to do so that they can continue their eternal drama together and since they did not have the courage to rebel or question societies value system (same values that killed Christ and many others in the past, not to mention wars and genocide) they sell themselves out and join the consensus thought system that keeps them in a spiritual slavery and they take their children with them. They are basically a walking dead and expect their children to follow and many do follow. I once heard a close person actually tell me that “if you cant win them, join them”. Hah, pathetic! True definition how much misery likes company. 😀

So what does “Let the dead bury the dead” mean again? It means that majority of people are spiritually dead and have accepted human pleasure and comfort as their path while fighting to avoid pain.  So many are called but few have the courage to go all the way. This will include friends, family, lovers, so called leaders, doctors. You name it. Inside in their subconcious they know that following God will turn their worlds upside down because you are called to remember your perfection and let go of your limited self and all that perpetuated and sustained that limited self.

Why I was inspired to write this today is because while I was walking the city center of Helsinki I saw like 3 different scenarios: women with their screaming kids and none of the women were happy and in fact I bet they resented the fact of ever having a child. The kids were already damaged, seeking validation and attention true nonsensical screaming which the parents can never give because the parents are not spiritually intelligent enough to guide their children. This is majority of humanity in all around the world, rejecting and denying their inheritance as the child of god and basically dying before physically dying.

By the way, if you do not like what I am writing and think I am some kind of narcissist, then please, before you decide something retarded regarding my post, I have stated many different ways that this ascension, awakening or whatever name we give it, is not that big of a deal and does not make you an elite… Sort of… It is a remembrance of a fantastic life but all that will settle as well. Life will be extraordinary and you are allowed to be exactly as you are. It is just that humanity is not seeing this simplicity because they have been programmed to think upside down and live in a world that was also build as an extension of this upside down way of perceiving life so now almost everything our past decisions were aimed at rooting us to go further down rather than up the ladder. Reversing all this can be indeed a very painful process because the life that was holding you down must fade away. When you come out of it though, and you feel great about it yet you look back at others who are still caught in the past, it is quite natural to want to help by at least sharing your own experiences and what have you learned. As I am writing this, I still have not figured everything out in my life and still find challenges coming up. I do admit that this summer was fantastic! Simple, extraordinary and lovely people. I am very optimistic however that everything will be alright with all of us and our destiny as homo sapiens is beyond our wildest dreams.

Am I pushing your buttons? 6 Reasons you should Not wake up from the Physical dream.

I tend to procrastinatate writing stuff so today I am sort of forcing my self to write this one. Please bare in mind that I am not interested to save the world or become well known. I originally made my website to share my videos and songs but that would have not being an interesting enough content to uphold a website which does cost money as well which is why I started to add more value to my page which is the stuff I have been writing so far. What I am writing Is just an after effect that is part of our collective evolution. Like a ripple effect, the evolution of humanity caught my attention and thus I decided to go along in case I will miss out something important which indeed it is. Majority of humanity have not noticed that we are living a time of change known as Aquarius so majority are missing out unfortunately and are ruining their lives. This problem is not just a linear issue its actually a multidimensional problem. Every dimension of time is packed with people majority still caught up in linear time which is in fact the past. The world was over long ago believe it or not and you are the only one in the room within you personal hologram of life and death that has been already over! Just like a movie. A movie may appear linear starting from beginning to the end but it has still been already filmed in the can before it even got projected to the screen to be experienced. And so is your life… You are already dead and looking at a world that is past but you are too fearful to let it go. I wont go too deep with this. Just saying that if you are reading this right now and find it resonating then indeed by all means continue reading. I do want to add that writing this stuff, although not new, is indeed my new passion and I love to spread the word forward. I am not a guru, spiritual teacher or any of that kind. I am an awakening esoteric ego. I have tarnished my image many times in the past years and even made a gritty exclusive documentary that was all about tarnishing my image as a goal getter business man and artist. You can watch it here. So if you think I am some kind of a cult leader, hah, think again. You will be wasting your time and ruining your life. “Let the dead bury the dead” is a quote from Jesus which means let the spiritually dead bury the dead. This page is about life. Yes, the road can be tough but life always wins. Humans will for life is too strong although the majority of humans have a high tolerance for misery and pain because our culture has been set to numb mental, physical and emotional pains so we are not aware that we have a soul that has been tortured that yearns to spread its wings and fly.

So am I pushing your buttons? Have my writings upset you? Are you bothered by the fact that earth, humanity is actually an illusion or a holographic dream or as some might call a simulation of a false life? Are you pissed that your career, loved ones, family and friends are all made up? Are you upset to hear that you are actually outside time and space in heaven/ infinity dreaming of a limited existence in a limited universe? That you are already dead just like the rest of humanity are already dead. Everybody is like in the movie The 6th sense… Humanity is literally like a ghost, they all think they are alive but the world was over long ago. Are you troubled by the idea that your are the one who has to take charge of your thinking because God has no clue about your dreams just like a parent does not know what a sleeping child is seeing in his or her dream. The only thing the parent knows based on the childs troubled sleeping face is that  the child is having a nightmare thus the parent tries to wake up the child with gentle ease by whispering loving thoughts to the child.

“Nothing to worry. You are safe at home. All you are seeing is just a nightmare and they have no effect”

Regarding the parent – child metaphor, please remember this is all a metaphor because we are not really bodies in heaven. God is not a person and nor are you. So back to the story. Like the parent whispering to the child to wake up and reminding the child that what he/she is seeing is just a dream God is basically whispering to the one mind dreaming of a universe with multiple bodies (extraterrestials included) that its dreaming. Since the one mind (which is ultimately you) is so identified with the symbols of the dream The mind interprets the whisper of god to wake up in the form of symbols such as the manifestation of moses, Jesus, krishna and none animated bodies like esoteric books such as the course in miracles, buddhism or any article that is trying to motivate the reader to wake up.

However when people are presented with the truth. That it is beneficial for you to wake up rather than staying stuck in a cycle of birth and death (physical reality which is a dream) majority like to hit the snooze button and continue their lives as if they never heard what any great master like Jesus or a authentic book or article was trying to say… And here is why… The 6 reasons you should forget about waking up from the illusion of birth and death and live your day to day life as if you never red this article.

1:If you answer the call to listen to the “Gods whisper” that is calling you to wake up (Gods whisper that took the form of Jesus, Buddha, esoteric books, esotric videos, esoteric music and articles) then you must be ready to allow your world to end and by that I mean that most of the western people are living a very unconscious lives and have made choices so that they can remain and deepen their state of unconsciousness or sleep. This usually includes poor choices regarding work, friends, spouse, family members, hobbies, diet and the way you think/ believe. Our thinking/ beliefs are not easy to purify which is why the old world that held your belief/ thinking system together tends to fall apart if you get serious about awakening from a thousand year lasting false existence. There are not many retreat centers in the world where people who have lost all and now have to start from zero can go to which is why Trust is such an important aspect of Awakening while finding refuge where you can rest and allow your biological self to adjust to this profound realization of not being a body. The world is not Awakening friendly because it is designed to keep us asleep and will continue to do that for quite a while. The reason trust is so important is because you are not separated from God, you are just dreaming of separation. The divine intelligence that fights against the chaos we created is also within the dream which is why your usual way of thinking must go away so that it can guide you. Without the divine intelligence infused with our miss creation of a false dream like universe there would be no order in this universe and one example out of many I can come up with is that our sun would not be in the exact place in the galaxy to shine its radiance from a perfect distance so that it wont burn our planet. This same intelligence that knows how things can be “safer” also knows how to guide you properly in a crazy planet.

2: If you are not ready to tarnish you image then you might as well stop it there. You can not care what other people think of you once you answer the call. When you loose your old life (which may include losing your house, spouse, job etc) you will be tempted to think how others perceive you. A lot of angry people tend to use the word “sheep” to define a person that is bound to a herd mentality. This page is not about being angry to people, quite the opposite, but it is true that humanity has a deep seated belief system (I call virus) and that is the belief in objective reality that needs to be taken seriously in order to survive. Once you start to become more subjective you will experience cognitive dissonance with the rest of the world who are still caught in an objective world and your very being will get misunderstood. You will not resonate with many people and it will take trials and errors and the ability to be vulnerable (average joes hates vulnerability) to find the ones that are suitable for your new subjective awareness. Objective reality has thought us to be goal getters and ambitious, serious individuals who must find this priceless pearl outside of us (to many people this priceless pearl is finding the ways to have sex). We have surpressed our nurturing feminine side which includes self nurturing and resting so that we can be effective in our natural talents and nurturing around others. This feminine energy is coming back now. The rising of female movements (such as the Me 2 movement) is just an expression of that even though they may not know it.

3: Awakening from the dream is really like consciously dying while still appearing in the body. Your usual way of human interaction will radically change and many foods will not fit your new awareness due to its harm to the body. Although the body is a deformity of thought it is still a divine creation and it has its own intelligence such as pain. When you feel any pain all that is happening is that your bodies intelligence is telling you to stop whatever it is you have been doing to it such as too much alcohol, unhealthy food, negativity or stress etc. To die consciously would also mean to accept to let go of any desire to be famous, rich, good looking etc. You must surrender your life to this divine intelligence that will guide your life towards a path that will bring you more and more within to the subjective reality. It is a very paradoxical journey. For example many things we thought to be our advancements or achievements have actually being damaging regarding our spiritual evolution while our trials and errors and the ability to move on have been our truest contribution to the healing of this one mind that is dreaming the entire universe, animals and all humanoids. We are all one. Its not unusual for long sentenced prisoners to be more happier than an average joe who is “free” because the prisoner has less distractions and no goals or desires around him. The prisoner thus ends up finding interest in the inner subjective realms and even has the time to digest all the physical changes due to very simple prison life. Nelson Mandela is a good example and so is Gandhi.

4: Eventually you will have to learn to surrender to the entire process even at times when nothing makes sense. As we advance in our subjective journey some have had the excitement to become teachers, healers, guides but this does not guarantee fortune and fame at all. The real question is are you ready to do Gods will even if nobody would know anything about you and you would not be rewarded materialistically at all? The ones that do receive material gains like Osho who had close to hundred rolls royces are ultimately there to learn that none of that brings them the happiness they were looking for. Perhaps your soul does not need to go that lesson especially if you are born within rich systems such as Norway or Finland. 😀

5: There is nothing wrong with religion yet it has taken peoples power away from them and has made many religious followers dependent on a force outside of themselves to save them. Many actually believe that there will be a second coming of Christ not understanding that the second coming is actually the time we are living right now which is the age of Aquarius where humanity is reclaiming their Christ within themselves. We are all Christ because we are all the one Son of God that is dreaming of a separated universe. Christ is simply a higher state of consciousness where you are more aware/ conscious of being a lucid dreamer outside time and space just like Jesus was aware of being a lucid dreamer. Jesus became one with Christ consciousness. Many have done so before and after Jesus so there is nothing special about him. If you are not ready to take responsibility of your life and rather prefer to project all your issues on a god outside of you to solve your issues then this path I have been talking about may not be for you because in this path you are taking full responsibility of your thinking and the actions that follow from your thinking. I also want to add that Atheism demands independence from a higher force/ God but this is not so. We are all one and interconnected. Independence or separation is just an illusion which is the world we appear to live in. The people that claim to be atheist have usually being very miserable people usually dependent on substances or relationships to ease their own created sense of abandonment from God (I prefer calling Oneness) and are sabotaging their lives by being over obsessive to prove religious people including esoteric teachings as bullshit. What a sad life and a waste of time…

6: Since Awakening is like dying from an old life and being rebirth to a new one while still appearing to be here. You may have to go trough phases of losing the zeal and passion in the stuff that you used to love. You must face the emotional side of death which is not only about losing your body but the entire human experience. You will loose more desires as you move forward… Even the desire to hold a role of a son, mother or whatever role you used to so identify with must fade away. This all does indeed sound harsh to anybody who still sees value in the 3 dimensional world but as you progress trough these experiences you will feel compassionate towards humanity and will function without any conditions set on others. Sure, you will still use common sense. You will not spend and waste your time listening to a drunk person, you know, or waste time with toxic family members who are still trying to control you, you know, or hang around with friends who have no respect for you. You will notice that many times it will be more beneficial for everybody for you to just leave the relationship so that others will one day get motivated to take charge of their own lives and make a change within themselves. You get what I am saying! Tired of writing. Bye.

 

Awakening from the dream: Re-entering society after divine transformation.

Once you have gone trough the dark night of the soul (which can last from months to years) there is no turning back. So much has shifted within you. You have mentally, physically and some of you quite literally seeing glimpses of hell in the astral realms (the realm of nocturnal dreams or out of body experiences) and you have come back out of it stronger than ever. It will be harder to piss you of because you have seeing the inner realms of heaven and hell even the best UFC fighter does not have the courage to enter yet. One major quality within you by this time is that you re-become highly sensitive to your surroundings and you can now honor this sensitivity and use it well to navigate trough life. In other words you have become an empath or psychic. Once you come out of the metaphorical cocoon and re-enter society, your acquired wisdom and the lack of addiction to ego consciousness gets automatically contrasted with the deep misery, search for validation and meaning the majority of others around you are going trough from all ages and races. Majority of them so distracted by the world that they are not aware that they are miserable by searching for happiness outside of themselves. You will see the cosmic drama being acted out right in front of you… And boy that can be quite funny actually!

You can listen to the full article here or just continue to read.

A word of warning which is that if you are not meant to wake up in this lifetime then what I have written so far will make no sense to you and will sound crazy. It gets more intense as we progress the ladder up as you will see as you read this. I am sorry to break your sense of reality. Bare in mind tough that this is becoming more common. There are 7 billion people on earth now so of course there must be more people waking up compared to 2000 years ago at the time of Jesus when there was perhaps only 2 million people on earth thus only 1-20 people waking up. One of them historically known as Jesus.

Before I go on with the topic of re-entering the societal matrix I would like to write a summary of the basic phases of awakening from the dream of separation (the dream of leaving God/Oneness and to dream to be born in to a physical false dream like universe to survive as a body and eventually die as a body)

1. Initiation: Everybody starts from this phase and majority of humanity have been stuck here for a long time. This phase is simply to be born into this world. Once you are born you get conditioned by your care takers and later on by your friends, school system, media and society. Unless you were born to an Enlightened being, which is rare, the conditioning you received while growing up were all objective. They all believed in a mysterious external world outside of themselves and something that should be taken seriously for the sake of survival. Once you take things seriously for many years you become addicted to that state and know no other way to navigate trough life. Once you reach adulthood and you notice that you are not happy, that you are still serious or unhappy, you are motivated to question everything you have been thought. Many people however suppress their real feelings regarding their unhappiness by distracting themselves trough relationships, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, beach vocations, overworking and overeating to a point the feeling of misery gets denied and hidden in the unconsciouss. When this happens the next step your soul will try to do to warn you is trough bodily sickness to motivate you to question what you pass as life but even this will not work in many cases because we will find satisfaction in blaming other people regarding the lot in our lives and the unconscious self hatred of not having the care to do anything about it but blame. The old grumpy man is a good example. Hitler found immense pervasive satisfaction in blaming others of his misery and even killed many to gain some sense of power. Many people at this point of initiation will find interest in conspiracy theories and although the basics are true, that a group of insane powerful individuals are not for the highest good of all and are plotting for a one world government to keep people more in bondage, the people who are miserable will then get stuck in blaming the insane elites yet not seeing the full picture of it which is that the miserable people are actually dreaming the elites up and the elites are just serving their wish to remain in literal and eternal sleep. They are also innocent.

NOTE: This does not mean that these global scammers which the pop culture refers to as the “powers that be” should not be responsible for their actions and put to a forced mental institution or even prison. 

2. Undoing or Letting go: If you are lucky and you listen to your unhappiness or the sickness, you will start to rebel against everything you have been thought.  You will attract esoteric books, few friends who are also awakening and the right videos and you will notice the importance of letting go of the false self: your old life which was working as an distraction. Dropping your old life will be a process because we fear the unknown after all of the old is gone. Many people will not go trough this phase and will jump back to their old lives and/ or comfort zones because they fear peer pressure that will inevitably happen with relationships. So many do not want you to be free and very few from your old life will allow you to go trough this radical process of letting go. The people from your old life will channel words and act out unconsciouss behaviors that will try to root you back in to the comfort zone you were part of for so long. Awakening is a road without distance so you really are not going anywhere but the change occurs at the level of the mind and once you have raised your awareness your life will picture this awareness accordingly which means your external world (the effect) will change based on the change in your thinking (the cause or projector). This is perhaps the most intense process of waking up and can also last for some time. If you live with a spouse, with family, it has been quite typical for them to suggest you should visit a psychiatrist and if you do that (some will be forced to do it) the psychiatrist, unless he/she is aware of jungian or any esoteric psychology, will usually diagnose your behavior as mental illness and you may have to go trough medication. Since you are the dreamer of your life and the people who seem to be outside of you are actually you, you will eventually have to forgive these people who hurt you by trying to drag you down to the old ways. Without forgiving them you will not be able to forgive yourself and release yourself from the experience of linear time: the sins of the past, the absence of present peace due to the fearful expectations of the unforgiving future.. All this will be gone only trough forgiveness in a quantum sense. Forgiveness is the key to be released from time. None of us came here pure and waking up from the insane dream of birth and death, time and space, will make you more aware of this. We are all doing our best with our current state of awareness. I also want to add that although the psychiatrist have no clue what is happening within you (psychology is still in its infancy), they are there to keep you more grounded without knowing that is what they are for. Going to a mental health professional will also be a good justification for others to allow you to take it easy and rest to digest all that is happening with you rather than pushing you to get a job or a career. Use this time wisely. Rest whenever you feel like doing so. Rest for 16 hours a day? Yes!

When you start to let go of your old life you will notice some ascension symptoms arising both at the physical and mental level. There are many ascension symptom lists on the internet so google search them and use discernment. Very common ones are sleep issues, digestive issues, tinnitus, need to change diet, mood swings, lack or increase in libido, change in brain, skull and bone structure etc. Once you are changing your thinking your biological self shifts accordingly as well to a more light based body and by that I mean that your psychological and physical self are getting trained being a dreamer outside time and space while still maintaining a body in a dense dream thus why all these radical biological shifts in the body (brain, organs etc) and the intense need to rest a lot. When things balance out (which can take time) the body will feel more lighter, healthier and elastic like a figure in a dream which it really is. When Jesus was crucified he was completely outside of his body and did not feel any pain when the nails went trough his body. The bible gave a different interpretation based on a suffering Jesus unfortunately because bible (influenced by power hungry extraterrestials and elitist) is trying to concrete the sleeping mind and make pain, sin, quilt and sacrifice real. It has done a very good job on many. Even those who do not belong to the bible belt like my self found it hard to miss these pain, sin, quilt and sacrifice oriented concepts because so many books, films and music have borrowed these painful concepts from religious stories just like the religious stories are actually borrowed from older prophecies. The seed of manipulating the mind to believe in the dream trough concepts of sin, quilt and fear was placed long time ago even before our modern day religions. The Sumerian tablets and Egypt hieroglyphs are a statement of that.

3. Dark night of the soul: At this point you have lost so much and your body is still trying to catch on to all these radical changes. Many from your old life are gone and all that is left is the possibility of there being a God who might help you out. Many are not able to work in a job or will radically reduce their working to have more space for this cocoon process. Here is an earlier post about the dark night. At this point it will be hard to relate with anybody who have not gone trough this themselves thus you isolate yourself and become a hermit to digest your experiences alone. The best healing you can find in this phase is to surrender, walk in nature and do gentle exercises. Be glad if you are still diagnosed with mental illness because the few people in your life at this point will be more prone to leave you alone and rest. You are dwelling in a place of the unknown with no reference points which your old life including the initiation and letting go phase of awakening was showing you as you were progressing trough these phases.  At first you found meaning in the process of initiation and letting go but once you have let go enough of your old life even letting go loses its meaning and now suddenly there is no meaning in anything. There was no meaning in your old life/ initiation and even this spiritual letting go thing has lost its meaning! Yes, there really is no meaning in life and this is EXACTLY what humanity fears because the world is like a carrot in a stick trick for us to try and find meaning outside of God when there is none. This world was literally born from the wish to find meaning outside heaven trough dream symbols but it was all a dream. We have been all tricked trough lies. In the dark night of the soul you are trained to become content with the lack of meaning in life that there literally is nothing out there in the world that can make you happy – even spirituality. That happiness is within. The reason why many describe dark night of the soul as “the absence of God” is because we feel deeply the meaninglesness of everything and our systems get shocked. Some commit suicide at this point. Saying that the world is meaningless may sound depressing and harsh to the ones still entrenched in the 3D world but once you have gone trough this and come out of the dark night the paradox about this is that life becomes fantastic and more dreamy than ever! Again, happiness is within not without. The point of the dark night is to accept or love the meaninglesness of everything because this is what God is able to do and since we are not separated from God but the thought (“image”) of God we must think accordingly like It to be able to experience It. I know using the word “God” will intimidate some of you because for so long it has being used for manipulation and reinforcing sin, quilt and fear. All are false concepts because we are living in a dream.

Re – entering society after divine transformation.

I have had an awesome time lately. A lot of wild things have happened and I recently went to Santana concert having a nice view of him without paying a ticket. Thanks to forgiveness, my confidence has skyrocketed and the bliss of being a nobody and everything at the same time and not needing anything or anybody is like tripping on acid without taking acid. You have to come back from the high and integrate it once in a while so that you can function in the world and your body while you still appear to be here… And unlike the dark night of the soul phase, at this point, you do want to be here on earth as homo sanctus!

Many seem to sense my energy and people want to talk to me and meeting people is more simple when you need nothing outside of you. When I look in the mirror I can see my self smiling more frequently and my forehead is more serene. I have bunch of awakened friends and also the ones still asleep or in between but I just go trough the motions of life without any investment on any outcome enjoying all levels of human interactions. I do not care if people like me or not. I know that there is one of us appearing as many. One dreamer that is dreaming a life of multiplicity so im not really aware of “others” as much as before.

When you come out of the dark the dream nature of this world becomes more apparent. The ancient dream/matrix will start to fall apart and glitch once in a while and it will intensify as you progress. This is because you are becoming aware that planet earth, the universe is not linear it is multidimensional or holographic. You can skip dimensions of time if is beneficial for you and see alternative realities. A good example I can come up with is that if you walked to work trough a certain street and you usually saw the same buildings, same people, same cars parked in the same place, this time you will see slight differences. Instead of seeing the same old drunk sitting next to the store and cussing you might see a bunch of beautiful girls, instead of seeing the same buildings perhaps you will see a hotel that was not supposed to be there before.  The changes in your world will not be too radical so you will not panic. As you raise you frequency your old relationships will also not manifest to your reality as often as usual and some of them will completely disappear.

You will start to notice synhcro events such as seeing repeating numbers on the clock and boards such as 1111 and other numbers that are meaningful to you. It is a personal message to you and only you know what it will mean. In my case it was about engaging with my new career activities and have fun because at that time I was half jokingly experimenting with a career move I could do with my new awareness but was not sure, until I started to see these repeating numbers like crazy thus I took inspired action. Challenges still come but there is more clarity to navigate trough them. Every encounter in life is about growing. Nothing is random and never was. Some of your old passions may re-surface as well. In my case they are more fun oriented not career seeking.

Psychic emergence .

Since you are less rigid in your mind and have evaporated a great chunk of garbage thoughts that distracted you from the present moment, you are gaining your forgotten abilities as an empath/psychic and are able to see the state of others, majority who are stuck in their mind chatter and are divided to the past, present and future. They are still in ego consciousness, in a lower vibration fully engrossed in the holographic dream so be ready for not everybody embracing your freedom. This is the law of attraction or vibration at play now. If you stick around low vibrating people happy and free it will make them aware of their state of misery and their investment to stay miserable which is why they will prefer not to be around you and will choose people vibrating at the same level as them. Low vibrating people will not be able to stick around your world too much unless you climb back down to their vibrational level and pretend to be not free which is not beneficial to you. When you are vibrating high, yes, your body appears to be existing to others (not all), but not only they will be intimidated by your freedom due to becoming aware of their own unhappiness, they will also sense deep within, although unaware, that you can read them like an open book because you are outside of the dream in tune with the one dreamer that is dreaming everybody.

The people who will be in your life are there to learn something from your presence but you will not have attachments to the result of their learning nor are you meant to talk about anything esoteric unless they ask. You will also need discernment in these relationships with lower vibrating friends because they may get depended on your high energy and try leech onto you though not knowing they are doing that. This is why its also beneficial to not have any random sexual encounters with low vibrating beings to avoid etheric attachments which can bind you to that person. The reason relationships with low vibrating people will require discernment is because they are attracted to ego consciousness and the only way the ego sustains it self is trough drama so if you hang around low vibrating people for a long time you will notice that they tend to attract weird situations and weird people in to their lives without them knowing they are doing so just like a young woman tend to date with a jerk hoping it will work out. Another thing you will notice unconscious people doing to one another are things such as subtle sarcastic humor, subtle competition and so on. Basically, mentally cannibalizing one another. Since they are not sensitive or psychic enough to see what they are doing with their lives, they think all this is normal when it is the exact opposite. I actually have buddies who are not aware that one of their older friend who seems nice is actually very aggressive and can explode at any time. Again, awakening can be disturbing at times but you will get used to it. I will also add one more time that Awakening does not make you better or worse. It is a natural process of evolution. As you know at this point, many people who are not going trough the process of waking up, who are fully engrossed in the holographic dream state are actually more prone to be able to function in regular jobs and careers because they have suppressed their feelings and are numb. We still need them so that our global system can be held together. The ones waking up will find the demands of the world tough and it is very rare if not impossible to be a CEO, a football player, a ufc fighter and to be Enlightened. These kind of activities absorb your energy to the matrix so allow unconscious people do their thing. If everyone would wake up at the same time, nobody would be able to work in the system because remembering your self being a Child of God outside time and space is a shock to the bodies system and demands time to integrate this knowledge/ universal energy on a biological level as well before you truly experience the body is actually an avatar within a projected holographic simulation or as some, including my self, refer as a holographic dream. The excelerated experience of not being a body is very orgasmic and the bodies internal system needs to learn how to handle these intense sexual energies. The process can take years to master and as you advance the need for physical sex tends to diminish.

A lot of people will come and go in this phase of your life so be ready for nothing to last forever and time to speed up in your experience. The point of letting go and the dark night/ cocoon was a gift for you to learn to enjoy to be alone because all relationships come with an expiration date and unlike most people who try to immortalize their relationships, the ones awakened are about letting go. This goes to your like minded esoteric friends as well, be ready to reach a moment of releasing them in joy as well because we are all here for different expressions of the same mission which is to spread light and glory trough out the universe by just being us. Not everybody is supposed to blog or make youtube videos with million hits. Some share their light in total obscurity and their life is still THE shit man… Magical and weird. Not all awakened people are meant to be together which is why forgiveness needs to be applied to awakened individuals as well. Once the purpose of the relationship has been served with a person, you release them in joy.

A lot of weird things continue to unfold, some have already experienced extraeterrestial encounters and prophecies at this point since they have become so sensitive to the universe and are ready to be contacted. The dream will still try to lure you back and some things you will see can be quite random at times. People will love you for no reason and people will hate you for no reason but neither one will have much effect on you anymore because you have learned to be content by being alone in silence with absolutely no meaning whatsoever in life.

Ascension: Words to be remembered.

I want to post a quote of mine that I want to be remembered from before someone else steals this quote from me. In order to understand this quote you have to play with the idea that our planet, in fact the entire cosmos and all entities are in fact subjective and not objective. The rising of quantum mechanics is simply a statement that perhaps everything is subjective after all. That everything is happening within a mind. The reason scientist still debate about subjective reality is because the majority of them have not had an out of body experience or any mystical life altering experience to realize that the universe is happening within them. That their consciousness is not a brain function. They also will have a hard time to let go of their identities which was only a dream figure thus their importance and pride as a scientist would evaporate. When Jesus said  “The Kingdom of the Father is spread out upon the earthand men do not see it” he meant that the universe, hell and heaven are happening within you, not outside of you. That heaven is a mental state of bliss you can experience while here on earth regardless of what happens in life. If your mind is rigid and you insist that earth is all it is, then it will be so in your experience. If you empower your self by realizing you are the dreamer of everything in your life and that imagination is infinite, then you will be guided towards a life path where that state of being gets more reinforced. Life will become magical and strange. It will literally be like living in a dream movie which our life really is.

Here is the quote I want to be remembered from.

That is it. Perhaps long but sums up important issues.

I also want to take time to send my appreciation to Jari Tenhunen. A simple Finnish man who was part of my life for 11 years before they split with my mom years ago. Jari made his transition recently and I wish him and his family all the best.

Awakening from the dream: The Dark Night Of The Soul

The dark night of the soul is a phase in the beginning stages of Awakening where you are not ready to move forward and you try to cling in to your old life and old relationships. It is a grieving process of a life that is now lost and you dont know what to do next. It usually feels depressing because we feel stuck and unproductive in this stage. We are basically a moving corpse and this is why It is very common to not have any passion for anything and due to the depression that follows from the lack of passion, we tend to be very fatigued and sleep a lot just to have some sense of peace. All in all it feels like God has left us because there is no inspiration for life (again, thus we sleep a lot). It is very good to know that this phase will pass and the whole purpose of this process is to make your biological self aligned with source/god/universe so remember to rest a lot, your brain is literally rewired to receive more energy and de-clutter your mind from past concrete linear thinking. Without feeling dead you would be placing goals based on your old way to thinking, your ego.

You are officially becoming multidimensional and after this, small manifestations like syncro events will be more obvious to you. You are on an important phase of realizing you are the dreamer of the dream (physical universe and people) so allow your physical  biological self to catch on to this realization by resting as much as you can. Try to enjoy the fact that you are in a sped up process of self realization or Awakening from the dream of birth and death. Once you are in a dark night of the soul it is fair to say that there is no turning back anymore. You have basically raised your consciousness to a degree that it will be very hard to go back into your old habits, old friends and some family members. You cant go back because you are ascending now and this time you can feel it. It is not an intellectual spiritual mumbo jambo but real. Dark night of the soul is very painful process but once you get out of it, you will have intense confidence in you to a point some people, especially children, animals will sense it and will be attracted to your aura. You may also find weird encounters with people in general. Some may look at you with ave and be curious to know about you while others will get a hell away from you and be angry at you for no reason. Some people may even fall in love with you. Some times the same sex as you! Nocturnal dreams will get more intense. Its also good to to mention that some old relationships with family and old friends will come back but you will be more discerning with them this time. You will be discerning because by this time you have already met few like minded people you deeply connect with for you to see what connection really is and if your family and old friends are not willing to grow, you will be more discerning which means you may not spend too much time with them anymore. Another important thing to add is that you will get your energy back and start to get hints of what you should be doing with your life. You will discover spiritual gifts (healing, counselling, guidance) at this point and you will eventually find the right platform to express this. The benefits are incredible. Hang in there because things will get beautiful.

I want to quote something from Patrick John Colemans blog. A Shaman from Chicago who helped me few times in my toughest days.

What most don’t realize is that the dark night is a gift and you leapfrog over years of spiritual development in a mere matter of weeks or months. Some can stay locked in a Dark Night for years and the quickest way out of it is to just yield and give up. That’s right just let it happen. Let yourself feel terrible because chances are you’ve covered up those feelings in the past. Perhaps you’ve drowned your terrible feelings in distractions such as TV or engaged in addictions to make you feel artificially better. What’s happening in the Dark Night is that things are being set back into balance. You’re being reset and emotionally cleared for the next phase of your life as a spiritually awakened person. Where the shattered aspects of your soul have been collected and healed and you are now free to move through life unhindered by negative thought patterns or limiting behaviors. For that is the ultimate blessing of the DNOTS…your freedom.

I actually said some key points already but if you still need to listen to the recording, go ahead. In the recording I reveal some of my own experiences with the dark night and how long it lasted.