Renegade: Lack of Interest To Learn the left brain Oriented educational system.
Educational system in the west is all about propaganda and separation. It currently gives the illusion of favoring mostly the people of Europe, you know the “great” Napoleaon Bonaparte, Cristopher Columbus and all that nonsense, so that the people of Europe can live in denial of the fact that their basic supplies such as water and food, cotton are all poisoned (chemtrailed) to dumb you down by the rulers most think in arrogance would be on their side if there would ever be a holy war against other nations. Like I said in an earlier article, it has gone so out of hand that Hollywood makes movies like Gods of Egypt and Exodus: Gods and kings starring with European actors so that all of a sudden Europeans are the only kings who build the great pyramids, invented science, astrology, spirituality and art. A definition of self hatred. When you tell this to some of the older European generation about their foods being chemtrailed or poisoned by the same people they worship, they get very aggressive and defensive about these statements because secretly they are attracted to the story of blood and rape their perceived ancestors have done to the people outside their fake boarders. Many spiritual hippies are passively doing the same thing. They have a fake sense of superiority and do not want to acknowledge they were tricked. However these people have ruined their lives already and will not make it and many younger ones too are not going to make it. We are talking about everybody in all countries, not just Europe. Everybody has been programmed to separate. That is what cultures are for and today im talking more about the European manifestation of a culture that has made peoples mind wicked and self hating to a point the need to see hate on others has become chronic. All nations are doing the same. You see, Quantum physics quantum entanglement has shown us that when you separate two electrons, basically super macro bits of matter, when these two electrons are separated from another, even if they are light years away from one another, their communication is instant. It is telepathic. If you shake one electron the other one light years away reacts instantly so if you have any national pride of your seeming ancestor who murdered, raped and enslaved other people then the energy of pride to separate (murder, judgement, rape, sarcasm, prejudice etc) will all come back to you due to putting so much energy or focus on to it and since there is nobody really out there, we are all one or as Einsteins relativity says we are interconnected, your subconscious mind that rules 90 percent of your life will interpret all that pride and hate towards others as you. It interprets you wanting to be an embodiment of conflict thus you fall sick mentally, physically, basically creating hell on earth for your self rather than heaven. As it is happening. There are older generation that did not get it and are going trough serious physical pains and are dying now as earth is going trough its ascension. The old generation lived by the sword (aggression) and died by the sword. The elites know this and have done a good job to reduce the population in Europe without too much false flag events and man made natural disasters. They inject the so called Europeans with a mentality that sneakily leads them to ruin their lives. This is why the suicide rate is so big here. The food you eat, the water you eat and the sex driven pop culture has made people to hate and shame their bodies thus they need to find some form of way to escape themselves, usually trough projections such as passively finding themselves superior to others. Is it financial, race, location oriented its all the same.
So when it comes to the individuals who are potential, hardcore seekers of light, they simply know something is off with schools and their brains will not be able to find any interest to learn or even continue school once they reach a certain age where parents consent is not needed anymore. Educational system wants you to think in a certain way, so that you make the same old ancient fear based decisions just like our dumb down ancestors that were sodomised by rulers of their time did as well. If you have slavery in your cellular memories then creating the life you really want will not work. You will not even know what you want because you are so used to enslavement and serving others.
Not able to tolerate authorities.
This is kind of same like the first one. You face adversities with curiosity and the best way to face adversity is to be around people who think they have power over you. I am talking about teachers, lawyers, psychologist, doctors, social workers, parents and so forth. Authorities have not found their atomic selves, their spiritual selves, and are ruled by the same linear thinking, fear and slave based DNA that their enslaved ancestors had. Remember, you are an extension of your ancestors, basically a reborn version of them. You literally carry all the cellular memories, traumatized memories of humanity sodomised since the beginning of man when we, adam and eves, were abandoned by false gods the Annunakis. The adam and eve story in the bible, although a metaphor is ultimately our limited understanding of what the Sumerians and ancient Africans were trying to tell us. That we were once, and most still are, primitive beings that were not able to handle higher dimensional thinking and planes due to not having the ability to see ourselves as equal with all the rest of the humanoids in other planets. Since Annunakis have a more tranquil, balanced mind with natural abilities such as telepathy, telecanesis and so forth, we gave the Annunakis the credit of being gods and limited our selves to be their worshippers. Monotheism serves the original creator of homo sapiens called Enki while polytheism serves all Annunakis as god. Dumb homo sapiens started to make their own tribes and started to fight about who is god and who is not, same stuff many do today. Its all a dejavu in a new form when we started to argue as netherdals who is god and who is not. Its all in our cellular memory so we repeat the same mistake. Seeing that homo sapiens are to excited to stay primitive, the Annunakis left us to our own grace and are waiting for us to destroy ourselves or raise our consciousness so that we can mentally receive them into our lives once the astrological alignments is set without freaking out. This is why dreams become so vivid when you start to ascend. You are being prepared for a lost ancient life by remembering your multidimensionality.
You are not attached to anyone or anything. You are ok to be alone.
This okeyness to be alone comes from many years of experience where you notice that majority of people around you do not have vision, dreams and desire to know who they are. It is mostly primitive desires, intelligence hijacked by hormones, to find a mate and to get noticed by others to feel worthy (usually by the mate and children if they have one). This experience of being okey to be alone does come with a price, something that can lead you to be humiliated, abused and betrayed by others, basically to get crucified/ shamanically killed in a modern world setup. The catch 22 is that in majority of cases, you asked for it! If you want to become God dependent then you must organically, in a soulful level learn not to expect anything from anybody. This only comes by experience, not reading. The experience to trust yourself will ultimately give you confidence to also stand for yourself when it comes to what we call higher dimensional beings like Plaeidians, the Annunakis and so forth. We are now more able to discern, even with humanoids we have been fixed since our times of neanderthals to think as gods, although they are not.
In order to reverse time space experience and go back to before big bang you must have the mental ability to discern all symbols within this simulation of life because there are also beings that do not want humanity to evolve. Ultimately, all of this is all a dream but you will still need to learn to use ALL symbolism of this universe as a means to go beyond physical universe. This is why forgiveness/ let it go is so so so important. Without forgiveness none of the yoga practices, kundalini activations or psychedelic experiences will last. You will always come down from the high and be miserable just like the rest!
You experiment with forgiveness, celibacy, meditation, food and psychedelics.
Forgiveness in a quantum sense is the key to get out from the cycle of birth and death. It is the ultimate and I am not sure If I will be able to explain this because it is so fundamental. Since we live in a telepathic hologram of a universe that is very much like a dream, what you give is what you get. When you get angry at something, what you have done is that you have established sin real in your mind. If you have established sin real in your mind then so is quilt (wanting to be punished) real in your mind and if quilt is real then so is pain real which means the body is real, which means death is real. Learning to reverse this spiritual cycle of suicide requires you to have an INTENT to reverse your judgement and just understand that the people in your life who hurt you really do not know what they are doing and are ultimately treating you that way because that is the way they treat themselves in their mind… Mostly denied and numbed with overeating, abuse of sex, alcohol, too many children, drugs and entertainment which is why they are so promoted.
Celibacy for men is a great way to enhance motivation, creativity and confidence. There is a movement called nofap which explains this further. Many professional athletes do not have sex the day before their game so just think about that. You do not have to become a complete celibate. Experiment once in a while and be amazed!
Food is a big one. If you eat death such as meat then you are ingesting traumatized disrespected and tortured animals into your body. Your subconscious, once again, will interpret this as you and will further the experience by bringing more death into your life. Emotional death, mental death and physical death such as cancer (which is more and more known to be easy to cure with right diet and in some cases by taking cannabis). Please do not start with me with a debate of “but red Indians killed animals”. They respected the animal and helped the animal transition. Now the animals are caged in a small space, fed with other animal bones and meat and not allowed to move. There is no guns used to kill them anymore, just this weird nail pistol they shoot on the animals skull… It is all up to you what you wan to do though. As Ralph Smart, the modern day Alan Watts points out greatly “If you would not feed your plants with a coca cola then why are you giving coce to your kids?”
Psychedelics if used correctly give a temporary expansion of consciousness and gives you glimpses of what to expect as you raise your vibration trough forgiveness. Forgiveness is same as ego death because you are more able to see from other peoples perspective now. Psychedelics such as cannabis and mushrooms are experiences of temporary ego death where many realize new things about themselves. The good and the bad. The bad trip comes from the fact that the individual has been so numb to all the pain gathered from ancestors and daily life and handling them during the psychedelic experience is too much. Many people who come out from a bad trip have however experienced healing due to discovering that this is the case. Psychedelics is not for everyone but I will leave that explanation to the people who have not done this stuff. In my personal life it was a catalyst.
You are willing to be “crucified to the cross”
This is where many will turn back and go back to their comfort zone and will fail once they leave this plain. If you have lived in a man made system, gained materials, gained a sense of self and relationships that runs based on this gained sense of self, all that will be torn down once you become curious and serious of your divine light. The tearing down of the life you thought you loved is so that you can experience an everlasting ego death that so many pot heads and psychonauts want to experience but they cant since they are still in the system, you know, attracted to the hedoinistic way of living and surrounded by people who are miserable numbing the pain with hedoinism. Psychedelics will not erase ego and will keep you in an never ending loop of being dependent on substances to gain a sense of expansion of consciousness or Awakening. Crucifixion, also known as the shamanic journey, is where, to put it simply, the matrix and its entities will not like you anymore and will do all that dumb stuff they have done to all beings of light god knows how long. When I say “beings of light” I am simply talking about beings that are having a different awareness and know that in order to sustain this awareness you have to be balanced and make smart choices. These choices are choices that are beneficial for everyone which means in a physical level that many times you will have to let people go from your life and allow them to do their own mistakes. People are telepathic in nature and will sense your detachment which is why in most cases they will perceive you as selfish for deciding to become your own creator.
What I am sharing is my truth. Everyone should share their truth so that we can come to the conclusion how identical they are regardless of the time frame in this space/time experience. You have the potential for a amazing life but the few years of the awakening process comes with a cost. You can do it!
Summer 2018 was a revolution for me. I think people who are aware noticed that Finland particularly was going trough a historical and a rather long hot summer. Fantastic! The energy of the past 4 months motivated me to shoot a fight scene. Enjoy the video and have a wonderful day.
Written, Directed, Edited: Klem Kaan
Camera: Christer Hongisto
Color grading: Niko Karppinen
Starring: Klem Kaan and Niko Karppinen
SPORTS ENTERTAINMENT (fight scene)
NOTE: My self and the people who help me with my projects can not advance and be independent in our thing unless we get some support. There is ridiculous support for the hollywood stuff and its people, who, by most part really do not care about you at all anyway (asian, mixed, black or white) and the people in the industry prefer to serve like slaves hollywoods subliminal propaganda that is meant to separate us and distort humanities history, particularly the history of ancient civilizations that have nothing to do with modern Americans at all yet hollywood insist that civilizations, lets say, ancient kemet in Africa actually had something in common with the looks like Christian Bale. With all the money he has already, the guy actually allowed him self to play Moses.. 🙁
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To not sound too harsh about hollywood which does not serve humanity, there are “leaks” here and there like Jim Carrey, Russel Brand and Kanye West that have come forward about hollywoods attempt to dumb us down regarding the wide spread of new discoveries of who we all really are: mass of atoms. However the platform they are in may have become their comfort zone… The awakening energy tears down all that is not beneficial to you and those around you and many “normal” people like us know that we had to let go of careers, hobbies, old friends and families just to reach this point of awareness where we are now.
Reverse your thinking to make beneficial choices and you will little by little stop ruining your life that the rest are doing. The man made system depends on it that you are sick, depressed, angry, hateful and blame oriented because that is the way separation can be sustained and you can be controlled and programmed.
Although we refer the elites as the people who hold financial and masonic political power, the elites really is you, the you who is doing the inner alchemy and have gone beyond the experience of the dark night of the soul. The so called elites, the masonic idiots, are in deep fear now because their world of slavery and royal orgies is falling apart, more information about their global banking scam is becoming public and their ways to manipulate and censor peoples image who speak important information on the internet and outside internet is coming more obvious. They really have lost the game, just look at Harvey Weinstein. Not exactly the most high ranked mason but still powerful enough to influence hollywood in a big way. But now look at him, According to Joe Rogan show Harvey has been screaming about suicide. This is a guy who owned hollywood and is now being betrayed by his people because the ways have changed and there is no time for fuck ups. The same thing happened at the times when priests had more value regarding the imagery and information that got public. The priests were basically abusing sex with everybody and were rockstars of that time until the orgies got out of hand and they had to be cut. Of course, as you can see, some of the priests even today engage in abuse of sex by abusing children… So back to the dark night of the soul.
The DNOTS takes everything away away from you to a point all there is left is you, the awareness of the content of your mind and body. And although the dark night tends to push many in to intense fatique and to the brick of suicide due to realizing of how much damage we have gone trough and caused others over lifetimes, the benefits really are that great because the experience wipes out a great deal of stored ancestral and personal trauma out of our body which was the cause of many of our earlier decision in life that were based on fear. Since the past stored trauma is wiped out from our bodies cellular memories, in a subatomic level, so is the fearful expectations of the future evaporated from our biological and emotional self. Your mind becomes less and less fragmented in to the past and future, you gain new mental abilities you forgot when your mind got fragmented ,You live in the Now, the present moment, your forehead is serene, having the ability to make quick beneficial decisions while you smile more frequently, loved and hated by people but this way of being holds not attachment to neither, which is still a rare experience of being in this planet but humanity is getting there and as I said in a more direct earlier article, the first teacher for many people in the path of Enlightenment, the final destination, will be pain. When you have gone trough immense pain, you are more willing to see your pain as a metaphor that perhaps you are holding too tightly into something in your life and it would be beneficial to let it go,you know, “loose the tension of your grip” which means to allow change to occur which is something modern people just dont like and the western system particularly was built to keep people in full focus to get a mortgage and place all their focus and their lives in bondage in depth to pay the mortgage, in a fearful state, and seemingly never having the time to get out from the loop. This leads us to numbing the discomfort of the loop with all sorts of things: tv, abuse of alcohol, abuse of drugs,abuse of sex, overworking, overeating, over thinking and so fort. If unbearable neurosis or psychological pain comes into your life in this situation due to immense stress or anxiety of trying to fulfill societies expectations of you and you listen to your anxiety then your life will never be the same again. In a good way. The path of pain is fading as humanity raises in consciousness and in the future perhaps after a thousand years, there will be no need for pain, even dark night of the soul due to humanities decreased, perhaps abolished association with drama that leads to trauma. The less ancestral and personal trauma in our cellular memories the less need for strong entity removal methods like the DNOTS. I hope humanity is aware enough to support one another in all departments when all go trough their own divine transformation, the final stop that was already within us but got underdeveloped just like most people are not accurate with writing with their left hand, so is our third eye underdeveloped, almost forgotten due to poor choices in collective and personal life. Perhaps Awakening to your true self will be a norm at that time because that is exactly what this all is. It is a natural part of our evolution and is becoming a more accepted fact of life all around the world and people are uniting while also honoring each ones own unique expression in this infinite imaginary cosmos with infinite possibilities. We are all one and all special. Regarding the utopia where the entire humanity is Enlightened? Well, I am not too optimistic about this issue, although eventually everybody will get it, everybody has the free will to choose to dwell in their own dream illusions of life as long as they want. Ultimately there is no future. Past, present. All illusion. Your mind set during death determines what you are ready to experience. If the life you lived had zero application of the metaphysical forgiveness stuff then you have not energetically cut those cords to your previous experiences thus the experience will come into your life again. This is why the willingness to forgive or letting go (of grievances) is so important.
The decision to stay in illusions is not out of stupidity it is simply the souls yearning to experience all the nostalgias of humanity as much as possible. The good and the bad. So if you do not like what I am writing then you can go and experience the things you want to experience in this life. The ones that are awakening now are old souls, they have gained all the experiences needed and are mentally open to receive higher information and start a journey of remembering home which is an awareness of all that is. Their life was already scripted for them to awaken Now since they were mentally prepared for a ride. There really is nothing wrong with this universe of duality and im sure most of you reading stuff like this know that there is no need to save anybody. Just like the divine order is able to place the sun to a distance that is not too far to keep us earthlings cold but also not too close to burn us, this same order within our human chaos is also directing each soul to its beneficial path. People yearn pain because it gives them a stronger illusion of separation but even pain has its limits. The divine intelligence really is in you because you are literally dwelling within its womb projecting a universe that appears separated from you and has caught your attention and traumatized you since the beginning of time space projection. This whole awakening thing clears the trauma away and leads you to the present moment where beneficial choices are now easier to be made without the past and future. Being present is being an elite. You are in sync with your own seasons thus you work smarter not harder. The only “hardness” that comes is the hardness of your inspiration to share your fruits with others and increase your joy.
Emotions Unnoticed that keeps us stuck.
All feelings of negativity triggered by others are also ancient traumas. Without the annoying people in your life these traumas that have rooted you in to this realm would have stayed out of your awareness and would have anchored you here perhaps forever as a body. Be glad of the people in your life for bringing all the dense negative emotions in to the surface. All adversities in life are there to trigger dense energy from us and we can use them to become aware of these energies, although uncomfortable, and allow the divine intelligence or order to evaporate all the toxic memories of the inevitable events that will seem to occur in a seemingly separated world. Trusting this divine intelligence is very important which tends to be gradual. I ended up pushing things faster by putting my self trough extreme situations where trust was a matter of life and death but it worked too! I had to heal from the experience but now I know for sure that there really is divine order in the human world as well.
It was nice to write this one. Giving value to people feels nice. It is great when it becomes your brand/life style because life becomes so organic and you feel abundant all the time and you know things will be alright: definition of an elite. Have you noticed how many times successful people have failed before they became insanely successful? The failure they went trough was there to prove that although things look dark at times, there is always a flip side to it. They started to notice that all the mess in life has a divine purpose. I kid you not. Have a wonderful day.
A great siqn that you are an elite is when you are discerning what you speak in to the Universe. – Klem Kaan
The title will surely trigger people but here it goes: humanity is under the control of egocentric consciousness. The indoctrinated stupified luciferians who are in charge of media and governments are aware of this and are using external stimuli (such as promoting the culture of crappy junk food, subliminal sex messages in music and films, false flag terrorist attacks, over exaggerating romance movies, poor medical care etc) to cement mankind into this way of being by making them believe it is all real. This being – ego consciousness, is not our friend however. It is in fact here to kill us, or ,to put it more PG: it is here to “direct” us to ruin our lives so we can blame others and never take responsibility of our lives and embrace our true identity as co-creators of life! When we blame, we are telling ourselves we are helpless victims and if we are victims then we are bodies that can be hurt, and if we can be hurt then we can also die! The whole plot of this dream like matrix is to make us think we are powerless so that we can have a false experience of separation by convincing us to believe we are bodies. Again, if we are our bodies and the body is real then so is death real. In a nutshell, the ego consciousness that has the majority of people in its control is trying to convince we are bodies so that death is real! Get it? The stupified luciferians in power serve this ego consciousness (bible calls the devil) which is why they perpetuate our unhealthy culture, music and films, in order to harvest souls and dumb their minds so we are not able to mentally digest higher dimensional truths due to our addiction to ego consciousness we thought to be ourselves since birth. The idea is too keep our dreaming minds feel dense by making us belief in a serious but false world. In order for us to remain serious and dense, they invented religions to keep us in fear which is a dense energy. Stress, neediness, anger and guilt are one of the biggest ways to keep us dense or in low vibration so the religious egos took advantage of that and has kept people in a soul level bondage to earth. I personally must say that it has worked very well although the floods of information (aquarius) is collapsing which is a good thing and ultimately, when the common man themselves stop resisting the change, the system will disappear. The faster humanity literally wakes up, the faster all the crap will collapse. It will not happen yet because, as you know, many of our loved ones, friends and even the so called spiritual people we have come across during our incarnation to planet earth are not willing to allow change to take place in their personal lives first thus are making unconscious choices to keep the system alive in their personal and collective lives. It is important to use discernment within these relationships because it will have the danger to drag you down. It is even more intense if you get closer to the “heart” of our collective insanity, you know, if you get closer to the big guys, like vatican, that actually thrive in all this sickness. The religious egos are serving their masters by doing all they can to shut the floods of information. There already is an attempt to sensor articles of this nature by claiming they are “adult” content like porn and It is obvious that 911 was all about slowing down humanities change towards the age of Aquarius, which sounds like a new age phrase to me but all it means is that humanity is waking up from a long lasting sleep (by sleep I do not mean stupidity but literal sleep!) and that the few who enjoyed their specialness as demigods will use all their might so that they can continue to act like gods. The priceless pearl in our physical universe is to seek the experience of specialness. This is what our so called powers at be are just doing – enjoying specialness/ false experience of godhood. It is only specialness that gives us a poor illusion of godhood and this is why people seek power, fame and lots of money. Seeking specialness is however a futile journey because deep inside we all know we are all one and the world is an illusion so the frustration of people is now stronger than ever. Many celebrities commit suicide because although they gained some sense of specialness and adoration from the outside world, none of that fulfilled them and since they were not able to channel their depression in the right way, which is by going within, and asking for a change, some decide to immortalize themselves by actually killing themselves because we have this strange culture where the younger, tragically you die, the more people will remember you and worship you thus you may want to seek specialness that way…
The following is a well known quote from the movie The matrix. The reason the movie became so iconic is because it includes so much information that rings true to us deep inside but since it comes in a form of a movie people tend to dismiss the message by saying “its just a movie”. No! Hollywood is very aware of this stuff and are masters at using black magic to twist truthful messages as just “fictional stuff” by actually throwing truth right in to our face! I am not into magic stuff but I do know that part of black magic is to add truth in to it as well otherwise it wont work. It is basically like a parasite. In order for a parasite to survive it has to attach to the host without the host being aware of it. Well, same goes with mind manipulation of humanity. The parasitic attempt to control people is right in our face but we are not aware of it. Anyway, here is the quote.
When you raise your frequency trough forgiveness, taking good care of your self by being kind to yourself and others, the thing that will come as some what of a sad thing is to notice people falling out of your life and prefer making choices that will keep them stuck in the dream for a while. The basic way people do this (and we did as well before we had enough) are by doing poor choices regarding having a mate, poor choices regarding a job or career, poor choices with food, poor choices with whom to hang out with, poor choices in controlling anger and so on. All these poor choices boils down to us being stuck in addiction to ego consciousness and the fear of noticing and ultimately experiencing we are all one, the world was over long ago and there is nobody out there really. Humanity, the majority, are not willing to accept we are not separated but are actually the one, so all the humans can do is to make choices to reinforce their own sense of separation which is why they will make choices that will perpetuate drama in their lives. Without drama, ego consciousness can not survive. The drama does not have to be, lets say, getting shot by a person or being in a fist fight. That also happens and it is a very unconscious behavior. The drama I am addressing are usually the very subtle ones, lets say, like a marriage or intimate relationship that seems to be working but ultimately both partners chose that relationship and even made children because they are afraid to be alone.
As you know, you have to use your ability to discern these materials, my own as well. Based on my encounters with people with interest in hermetic texts I have noticed that some of them are not authentic at all. I recently came across a guy I thought to be a potential friend due to his ability to communicate about stuff like kundalini but eventually, thanks to the warnings from the people in my life and my ability to discern, the guy ultimately came across as a black magic abuser. Sure, he can talk about kundalini and occult stuff but all that is nothing if you are not able to practice forgiveness and self love. So, please, use your ability to discern all materials on the internet. There are many so called spiritual people who are doing their thing to serve their own needs of specialness, the biggest virus of all not so many teachers talk about. I have been in many “Burning man” type community parties and although there are authentic people, there are also “leaks” who are there for the free group hugs and cuddling, sex, drugs and music stuff. Be passerby my dear friend and respect people for where they are in their evolution by allowing them to do their own mistakes which usually means to allow them to ruin their lives until they have also had enough of their way of perceiving the world thus are finally ready to make a change trough their daily choices that will benefit everybody. It will all turn out well for everybody eventually. That is guaranteed.
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Your divine mission or purpose actually starts the instant you have answered your own personal call to consciously follow your divinity or Awakening. Its the good old mundane stuff. Your mission was always within you, you just did not see or hear it but now you can otherwise you would not be reading this article and resonating with the title and text.
When the divine intelligence (God, Universal or Cosmic intelligence) gets re-activated so does your path in life. Your path to consciously wake up and detach from the physical dream (physical universe) is already the mission it self because as said many times in my earlier articles, your willingness to follow your divinity will not only change the cause (your mind) it will also start to effect your external world as well and at first, things can get messy, especially the relationships you were involved in while still unconscious, which is why its crucial to understand that your spiritual mission has already started and is not something that happens in the future in the form of, less say, becoming the next famous guru, the next mother Teresa, the next Gandhi, the next Martin Luther King, the next best seller in spiritual books, you know. Your spiritual mission is to go trough the mess of your old life with your intention to release yourself and others from it and the ancient cycle of passive negativity and physical negativity that went along with it for a very long time but got numbed with external stimulus (overeating, overworking, alcohol, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, unhappy relationships in denial etc). Your mission is basically to do your best not to react from your ego to other peoples egos, some who will in their unconsciousness try to drag you down. You must be vigilant for your divinity and not put your power outside of you which reacting to the external world from your ego would do, meaning you are adding power to the matrix and the ancient cycle of hate and misery would go on thus you are bound to that relationships or a very similar one in an etheric level and you would not be moving forward with your day to day lessons. As long as you have the pure intent to change your life (which would include to change your old way of perceiving the world) you are already in your divine mission. At first it will be tough and there is a high chance you will loose yourself and fall down once in a while by reacting to other peoples egos but your intent to grasp life is what really counts and will help you to overcome your own misused ego. I just want to add that ego is just a tool for day to day living. It is not evil although we have abused and miss used it for the purpose of darkness/ separation. You use ego to judge whether to cross the streets or not, you use it whether to buy a processed food or not. These are judgements that do not have any intent to harm or enslave anybody to your world.
Although your spiritual mission will take a more obvious expression at some point such as starting a creative project, becoming a intuitive healer, becoming a humanitarian, devoted raising a child to become a conscious co- creator in life etc, the spiritual mission is ultimately an extraordinary normal day thing that boils down to forgiveness. Everything will always boil down to forgiving yourself, forgiving others thus forgiving the entire world and the thought system that is the root cause of our insane world. We are here to forgive everything that we find negative, we are also here to use discernment with what we think as positive and release the world. We are talking about a totally different way of being than what we were thought as we were raised.
There is a big obsession for some of us to find this grandiose mission thing to do. I sure was one of them. I remember after dropping my Course in miracles book down in my early journey I actually experienced some of my first syncro events that led me to establish a corporate start up business not so far from Sahara deserts. Since it included the “help” of the government it started to feel like an actual mission but ultimately it was actually the simple day to day mundane stuff to forgive the weirdness of homo sapiens and the man made world that mattered the most. The corporate thing was actually nothing. It was all about forgiving the relationships and to actually release these relationships by forgiving them. We have forgot that our presence as awaken being with the ability to discern is enough already regarding the healing of this planet. Your awakening and the inner joy that comes out from this inner process is what matters and is the healing agent for the entire collective sleeping mind that has split itself to many different bodies that think are separate autonomous self (Hindus the world of multiplicity). When you withdraw your investment to perpetuate ego consciousness which is all about separation and division by accepting your awakening and the death of your old world that kept you stuck in ego consciousness, you are already working as an example for others to make the same choice. Your mission has nothing to do with preaching about anything to others. Your peace and experience of your divinity is enough and on some level the people around you will sense this which is why as you advance, which can take time, you will notice people becoming attracted to you although they are really attracted to their own potential that they can sense in you. As said earlier in a another post, some will not like you due to jealousy or some other weird egoistic reason and this is where your mission steps in over and over again: to forgive.
Forgiveness does NOT include being passive and letting others abuse you verbally or physically. Its about coming in touch with our ancient decision to participate in this dream and agreeing to experience separation. Once you notice that we are playing a video game dream of separation you will learn not to take people personally which is basically another way to say you are forgiving people in your life for something they did not really do because it is all just a scripted video game dream meant to create an illusion of separation and people are simply actors reading their lines from the collective unconsciousness without knowing they are actors reading their lines that is scripted meant to perpetuate separation. But you know now everything is just an act, which means your spiritual mission is not about making a scripted life real by holding grievances, its all about making beneficial choices that are about reinforcing this divine fairy tale experience of everything being actually just a video game dream play. That the world is literally a stage and people are actors. If you judge people/ actors on a stage you are making the play real in your mind and cementing or rooting your self into the dream and your belief as a physical brain body self gets reinforced and you will be sucked back to the dream and basically feeling awful.
So, if you are reading this then your mission already begun. It re-began the second you decided to wake up. Your mission revolves to forgive the world day in and day out. It has nothing to do with the size of the mission. Whether you are a carpenter or a holistic business owner, a humanitarian, your life will still have challenges, especially with people so its important not to take anything personally/ seriously which means you are already able to forgive in the most deepest level. You are already doing your mission by not adding more negativity to the collective unconsciousness. As said by Yeshua in the Gospel of thomas found in Naghamadi Egypt: Be passerby.
The collective unconsciousness is the sleeping Son of Sod that is having a strange dream of separation/ multiplicity, it is us. If you judge the actors on the stage called the world, you are really judging your self of being the one that is dreaming them up and basically punishing your self in a level most are not aware of which is why there is so much sickness. You are the sleeping son of god, a part of the son that is waking up and hopefully using its remaining time wisely by not judging the reflections of his sleeping mind which is the world and entities he sees.
So relax, if you are opening your third eye, especially having the intent to not take the good and bad seriously (forgiveness) then you already are doing your divine mission. If you do not practice forgiveness then who will? Majority of religious believers and all the media materials that were inspired by religious mythologies have made sin and guilt real which means the forgiveness and prayers they practice on others are not authentic. It is all about establishing themselves holier than others who are able to “forgive” others sins when in reality there is no sin, its all an illusion… Argh… I think I went too “deep” again (this is actually common sense) but I kind of wanted to go there. I will leave now. Bye.
“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.” Lao Tzu
THE END OF YOUR WORLD.
Your world as you knew it before is changing very fast. Some people have vanished from your life and some you can not relate to anymore no matter how hard you and the people in your life try. Some will despise you without any valid reason. When this is happening it means that you are ready to face the unknown and thus life/universe/god is assisting to speed up your Enlightenment or freedom from space time experience and become a lucid dreamer within the physical dream which planet earth, the entire physical cosmos really is. This only starts to happen after you are not happy with your old way of living. When you are unhappy with your old life, your minds starts to open to new ideas. Without the curiosity to experiment with the idea that perhaps the world we see is in fact subjective, there would be not enough energy, zeal, to pull you into subjective direction which means your life, relationships or comfort zone would have remained the same and you would have being ruining your life just like the rest. The more your old world breaks down the more you get detached from things and people in a mental level. The more you get detached, the more you feel content by being by your self which becomes its own paradox because people will be attracted to you since you do not need anything or anybody outside your self. You are thus releasing your self from giving your mental power to the outside matrix world thus its hold on you is weakening. The more it weakens the weirder your life starts to get in both the good and bad ways so be prepared!
As explained in many different ways in my earlier article. The dark night (a.k.a existential crisis) is a time of grieving the life that you knew before but which was all a lie. Your system got shocked and you needed time to integrate the fact that we live in an illusion that is trying to lure us back to its grips which means the life that you thought you were living was not beneficial for you except, of course, if you still wanted to remain living a lie which some will do.
Most of your relationships from the past will not support your change simply because they are not mentally ready. It does not matter. The world was over long ago! When you go trough the dark you are not a match with the old way of living which means relationships, things and passions are not a match. At least for a while. In my case my old passions did re-surface but since they are more fun based rather than a serious thing, I have been gaining more opportunities in those fields lately.
NOTE: Not all people go trough the dark night. There is no race involved yet it is quite common for people to say that you leap frog in your spiritual evolution when you go trough the dark. I personally feel great. Hah! For those who need a bone, sure, I will admit that challenges still come.
YOU ARE DRAWN TO EAT HEALTHY FOOD.
Sounds retarded, I know, I mean, what does food got to do with experiencing heaven on earth? Well, as you progress in your growth, you will discover that a lot of our foods are processed and the idea behind that is to dull our biological body system and make it less aware of the universe and the fact that we are made of the exact same fabric as the universe: mass of atoms. So when you eat a bunch of killed animals you are digesting your body intelligence with information about death and destruction and you still wonder why people go trough cancer and other dis- eases? Do not get me wrong, you will know when or if you need to eat meat. You will also know when to never eat meat again. It all depends of your intention.
YOU YEARN TO BE IN NATURE.
For many who live in central areas, to them nature has become a little bit alien since they rarely have the time to visit forests or parks. When you start to wake up you will enjoy the intelligence and vibration of nature and will notice how much a simple 30min walk in nature refreshes the body mind. I am not an expert in telling the biological effects of it but the yearning to go to nature and spend more and more time there will be more common. If you go to city central it tends to be due to a calling/ mission not just to “hang out”.
YOU ARE LESS AFRAID OF DEATH.
This is a big one. The beginning stages of awakening from the dream of birth and death is really a conscious way of dying. The experience, that tends to be a gradual process to most of us, is like going beyond our childhood. In order to have that experience however, the things that were blocking this awareness you had even during your first years of childhood must go. When you lose everything and even your old way of thinking while still appearing to be in this world, you my friend, have just died without having to physically die. You have experienced the loss of your old self and you are ready to live a life on earth as a resurrected ascended master or as some like to call Christ. Your mission from here on out is to simply spread your talent or gifts all around the world so that others will also be inspired to wake up and embrace the new earth. They can only experience that when they love themselves the same way we on the journey of ascension started to do once we answered our own call to make a change. A change that ultimately does not happen outside but within. After that, the outside world (effect) changes automatically. When you awaken and integrate your learning, you become very effective in your daily tasks and passions.
Before we can see the new earth, the old must die. – Klem Kaan
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So, your life is a gigantic mess right now and nothing seems to be working right? First things first, relax. Everything is ok and you are actually on the right track. Nothing is wrong with you and things will get better.
The reason shit starts to hit the fan as you detach from ego consciousness that kept you in a sleep like experience of life is because you are being called to the unknown by the Universe detaching you from your comfort zones. The idea of your life falling apart is to make you prepared to Trust your Self as an extension of the Universe (or God if you will) rather than relying on a changing outside world which was what you were doing before answering our call to ascend. We all did that because that is how we got programmed. None of us knew there is a divine order in this insane planet so we never Trusted this intelligence that is within us (universal energy/ mass of atoms that is one with source) so we created our own safety with relationships and society in general to keep us in place but a safety net which was at the end of the day our own self made prison house due to its limitations. Some people went as far as to accept their semi comfortable nine to five jobs and were willing to stay there until they reach their retirement age! This is not however what universal energy wants from us. The universe wants you to be fully free not semi free. There really is no compromise with this. Everything that was limiting your life even by 2 percent will go. No matter how great the sex was with your spouse, if he or she limits you in other areas of life then it will not last even if you resist the change. It happens step by step to many people because the fear of liberation is so strong. We have gotten too comfortable within our golden cage and are not comfortable with the freedom: doing the creativity work we love, being around amazing people, inspiring and helping people… That is what we all want deep inside.
The phase where everything goes upside down can take time and tends to be scary to many because the ones who are not ready for this will appear having all things figured out while your life makes no sense anymore. Please take heart. You are simply going trough a divine transformation. You are allowing your self to be crucified to the cross in your own unique way so just allow that to happen and do not fight it. Rebuilding your life will also take few years so allow your self to be a mess for a while. You will also notice the people who are there for you and the ones who are not there for you.
Ultimately your life is not really falling apart but it is actually falling into place. You just need patience. Life really is like a movie and what you are going trough is a typical heroes journey from the comfortable life towards the unknown. Ultimately the challenges you have will enrich you and you will eventually return to society and spread your knowledge to the people in need. You are literally a gift to planet earth.
“We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” ~ Joseph Campbell