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5 Signs You Are a hardcore Seeker of Light Dying Consciously.

Renegade: Lack of Interest To Learn the left brain Oriented educational system.

Educational system in the west is all about propaganda and separation. It currently gives the illusion of favoring mostly the people of Europe, you know the “great” Napoleaon Bonaparte, Cristopher Columbus and all that nonsense, so that the people of Europe can live in denial of the fact that their basic supplies such as water and food, cotton are all poisoned (chemtrailed) to dumb you down by the rulers most think in arrogance would be on their side if there would ever be a holy war against other nations. Like I said in an earlier article, it has gone so out of hand that Hollywood makes movies like Gods of Egypt and Exodus: Gods and kings starring with European actors so that all of a sudden Europeans are the only kings who build the great pyramids, invented science, astrology, spirituality and art. A definition of self hatred. When you tell this to some of the older European generation about their foods being chemtrailed or poisoned by the same people they worship, they get very aggressive and defensive about these statements because secretly they are attracted to the story of blood and rape their perceived ancestors have done to the people outside their fake boarders. Many spiritual hippies are passively doing the same thing. They have a fake sense of superiority and do not want to acknowledge they were tricked. However these people have ruined their lives already and will not make it and many younger ones too are not going to make it. We are talking about everybody in all countries, not just Europe. Everybody has been programmed to separate. That is what cultures are for and today im talking more about the European manifestation of a culture that has made peoples mind wicked and self hating to a point the need to see hate on others has become chronic. All nations are doing the same. You see, Quantum physics quantum entanglement has shown us that when you separate two electrons, basically super macro bits of matter, when these two electrons are separated from another, even if they are light years away from one another, their communication is instant. It is telepathic. If you shake one electron the other one light years away reacts instantly so if you have any national pride of your seeming ancestor who murdered, raped and enslaved other people then the energy of pride to separate (murder, judgement, rape, sarcasm, prejudice etc) will all come back to you due to putting so much energy or focus on to it and since there is nobody really out there, we are all one or as Einsteins relativity says we are interconnected, your subconscious mind that rules 90 percent of your life will interpret all that pride and hate towards others as you. It interprets you wanting to be an embodiment of conflict thus you fall sick mentally, physically, basically creating hell on earth for your self rather than heaven. As it is happening. There are older generation that did not get it and are going trough serious physical pains and are dying now as earth is going trough its ascension. The old generation lived by the sword (aggression) and died by the sword. The elites know this and have done a good job to reduce the population in Europe without too much false flag events and man made natural disasters. They inject the so called Europeans with a mentality that sneakily leads them to ruin their lives. This is why the suicide rate is so big here. The food you eat, the water you eat and the sex driven pop culture has made people to hate and shame their bodies thus they need to find some form of way to escape themselves, usually trough projections such as passively finding themselves superior to others. Is it financial, race, location oriented its all the same.

So when it comes to the individuals who are potential, hardcore seekers of light, they simply know something is off with schools and their brains, thank god, will not be able to find any interest to learn or even continue school once they reach a certain age where parents consent is not needed anymore. Educational system wants you to think in a certain way, so that you make the same old ancient fear based decisions just like our dumb down ancestors that were sodomised by rulers of their time did as well. If you have slavery in your cellular memories then creating the life you really want will not work. You will not even know what you want because you are so used to enslavement and serving others.

Not able to tolerate authorities.

This is kind of same like the first one. You face adversities with curiosity and the best way to face adversity is to be around people who think they have power over you. I am talking about teachers, lawyers, psychologist, doctors, social workers, parents and so forth. Authorities have not found their atomic selves, their spiritual selves, and are ruled by the same linear thinking, fear and slave based DNA that their enslaved ancestors had. Remember, you are an extension of your ancestors, basically a reborn version of them. You literally carry all the cellular memories, traumatized memories of humanity sodomised since the beginning of man when we, adam and eves, were abandoned by false gods the Annunakis. The adam and eve story in the bible, although a metaphor is ultimately our limited understanding of what the Sumerians and ancient Africans were trying to tell us. That we were once, and most still are, primitive beings that were not able to handle higher dimensional thinking and planes due to not having the ability to see ourselves as equal with all the rest of the humanoids in other planets. Since Annunakis have a more tranquil, balanced mind with natural abilities such as telepathy, telecanesis and so forth, we gave the Annunakis the credit of being gods and limited our selves to be their worshippers. Monotheism serves the original creator of homo sapiens called Enki while polytheism serves all Annunakis as god. Dumb homo sapiens started to make their own tribes and started to fight about who is god and who is not, same stuff many do today. Its all a dejavu in a new form when we started to argue as netherdals who is god and who is not. Its all in our cellular memory so we repeat the same mistake. Seeing that homo sapiens are to excited to stay primitive, the Annunakis left us to our own grace and are waiting for us to destroy ourselves or raise our consciousness so that we can mentally receive them into our lives once the astrological alignments is set without freaking out. This is why dreams become so vivid when you start to ascend. You are being prepared for a lost ancient life by remembering your multidimensionality.

You are not attached to anyone or anything. You are ok to be alone.

This okeyness to be alone comes from many years of experience where you notice that majority of people around you do not have vision, dreams and desire to know who they are. It is mostly primitive desires, intelligence hijacked by hormones, to find a mate and to get noticed by others to feel worthy (usually by the mate and children if they have one). This experience of being okey to be alone does come with a price, something that can lead you to be humiliated, abused and betrayed by others, basically to get crucified/ shamanically killed in a modern world setup. The catch 22 is that in majority of cases, you asked for it! If you want to become God dependent then you must organically, in a soulful level learn not to expect anything from anybody. This only comes by experience, not reading. The experience to trust yourself will ultimately give you confidence to also stand for yourself when it comes to what we call higher dimensional beings like Plaeidians, the Annunakis and so forth. We are now more able to discern, even with humanoids we have been fixed since our times of neanderthals to think as gods, although they are not.

In order to reverse time space experience and go back to before big bang you must have the mental ability to discern all symbols within this simulation of life because there are also beings that do not want humanity to evolve. Ultimately, all of this is all a dream but you will still need to learn to use ALL symbolism of this universe as a means to go beyond physical universe. This is why forgiveness/ let it go is so so so important. Without forgiveness none of the yoga practices, kundalini activations or psychedelic experiences will last. You will always come down from the high and be miserable just like the rest!

You experiment with forgiveness, celibacy, meditation, food and psychedelics.

Forgiveness in a quantum sense is the key to get out from the cycle of birth and death. It is the ultimate and I am not sure If I will be able to explain this because it is so fundamental. Since we live in a telepathic hologram of a universe that is very much like a dream, what you give is what you get. When you get angry at something, what you have done is that you have established sin real in your mind. If you have established sin real in your mind then so is quilt (wanting to be punished) real in your mind and if quilt is real then so is pain real which means the body is real, which means death is real. Learning to reverse this spiritual cycle of suicide requires you to have an INTENT to reverse your judgement and just understand that the people in your life who hurt you really do not know what they are doing and are ultimately treating you that way because that is the way they treat themselves in their mind… Mostly denied and numbed with overeating, abuse of sex, alcohol, too many children, drugs and entertainment which is why they are so promoted. 

Celibacy for men is a great way to enhance motivation, creativity and confidence. There is a movement called nofap which explains this further. Many professional athletes do not have sex the day before their game so just think about that. You do not have to become a complete celibate. Experiment once in a while and be amazed!

Food is a big one. If you eat death such as meat then you are ingesting traumatized disrespected and tortured animals into your body. Your subconscious, once again, will interpret this as you and will further the experience by bringing more death into your life. Emotional death, mental death and physical death such as cancer (which is more and more known to be easy to cure with right diet and in some cases by taking cannabis). Please do not start with me with a debate of “but red Indians killed animals”. They respected the animal and helped the animal transition. Now the animals are caged in a small space, fed with other animal bones and meat and not allowed to move. There is no guns used to kill them anymore, just this weird nail pistol they shoot on the animals skull… It is all up to you what you wan to do though. As Ralph Smart, the modern day Alan Watts points out greatly “If you would not feed your plants with a coca cola then why are you giving coce to your kids?”

Psychedelics if used correctly give a temporary expansion of consciousness and gives you glimpses of what to expect as you raise your vibration trough forgiveness. Forgiveness is same as ego death because you are more able to see from other peoples perspective now. Psychedelics such as cannabis and mushrooms are experiences of temporary ego death where many realize new things about themselves. The good and the bad. The bad trip comes from the fact that the individual has been so numb to all the pain gathered from ancestors and daily life and handling them during the psychedelic experience is too much. Many people who come out from a bad trip have however experienced healing due to discovering that this is the case. Psychedelics is not for everyone but I will leave that explanation to the people who have not done this stuff. In my personal life it was a catalyst.

You are willing to be crucified to the cross.

This is where many will turn back and go back to their comfort zone and will fail once they leave this plain. If you have lived in a man made system, gained materials, gained a sense of self and relationships that runs based on this gained sense of self, all that will be torn down once you become curious and serious of your divine light. The tearing down of the life you thought you loved is so that you can experience an everlasting ego death that so many pot heads and psychonauts want to experience but they cant since they are still in the system, you know, attracted to the hedoinistic way of living and surrounded by people who are miserable numbing the pain with hedoinism. Psychedelics will not erase ego and will keep you in an never ending loop of being dependent on substances to gain a sense of expansion of consciousness or Awakening. Crucifixion, also known as the shamanic journey, is where, to put it simply, the matrix and its entities will not like you anymore and will do all that dumb stuff they have done to all beings of light god knows how long. When I say “beings of light” I am simply talking about beings that are having a different awareness and know that in order to sustain this awareness you have to be balanced and make smart choices. These choices are choices that are beneficial for everyone which means in a physical level that many times you will have to let people go from your life and allow them to do their own mistakes. People are telepathic in nature and will sense your detachment which is why in most cases they will perceive you as selfish for deciding to become your own minister.

Abundance, health and prosperity to you. I have made it clear that I am not a holy man or a saint. I have areas in my life that I could and will improve. I like to party, I stare my types of women from head to toe and all that basic young man stuff. What I am sharing is my truth. Everyone should share their truth so that we can come to the conclusion how identical they are regardless of the time frame in this space time experience. You have the potential for a wonderful life but the few years, perhaps the first five years the awakening process comes with a cost. You can do it!

Ascending from the Physical dream of bodies: Path to wake up and re-become your own elite.

Although we refer the elites as the people who hold financial and masonic political power, the elites really is you, the you who is doing the inner alchemy and have gone beyond the experience of the dark night of the soul. The so called elites, the masonic idiots, are in deep fear now because their world of slavery and royal orgies is falling apart, more information about their global banking scam is becoming public and their ways to manipulate and censor peoples image who speak important information on the internet and outside internet is coming more obvious. They really have lost the game, just look at Harvey Weinstein. Not exactly the most high ranked mason but still powerful enough to influence hollywood in a big way. But now look at him, According to Joe Rogan show Harvey has been screaming about suicide. This is a guy who owned hollywood and is now being betrayed by his people because the ways have changed and there is no time for fuck ups. The same thing happened at the times when priests had more value regarding the imagery and information that got public. The priests were basically abusing sex with everybody and were rockstars of that time until the orgies got out of hand and they had to be cut. Of course, as you can see, some of the priests even today engage in abuse of sex by abusing children… So back to the dark night of the soul.

The DNOTS takes everything away away from you to a point all there is left is you, the awareness of the content of your mind and body. And although the dark night tends to push many in to intense fatique and to the brick of suicide due to realizing of how much damage we have gone trough and caused others over lifetimes, the benefits really are that great because the experience wipes out a great deal of stored ancestral and personal trauma out of our body which was the cause of many of our earlier decision in life that were based on fear. Since the past stored trauma is wiped out from our bodies cellular memories, in a subatomic level, so is the fearful expectations of the future evaporated from our biological and emotional self. Your mind becomes less and less fragmented in to the past and future, you gain new mental abilities you forgot when your mind got fragmented ,You live in the Now, the present moment, your forehead is serene,  having the ability to make quick beneficial decisions while you smile more frequently, loved and hated by people but this way of being holds not attachment to neither, which is still a  rare experience of being in this planet but humanity is getting there and as I said in a more direct earlier article, the first teacher for many people in the path of Enlightenment, the final destination, will be pain. When you have gone trough immense pain, you are more willing to see your pain as a metaphor that perhaps you are holding too tightly into something in your life and it would be beneficial to let it go,you know, “loose the tension of your grip” which means to allow change to occur which is something modern people just dont like and the western system particularly was built to keep people in full focus to get a mortgage and place all their focus and their lives in bondage in depth to pay the mortgage, in a fearful state, and seemingly never having the time to get out from the loop. This leads us to numbing the discomfort of the loop with all sorts of things: tv, abuse of alcohol, abuse of drugs,abuse of sex, overworking, overeating, over thinking and so fort. If unbearable neurosis or psychological pain comes into your life in this situation due to immense stress or anxiety of trying to fulfill societies expectations of you and you listen to your anxiety then your life will never be the same again.  In a good way. The path of pain is fading as humanity raises in consciousness and in the future perhaps after a thousand years, there will be no need for pain, even dark night of the soul due to humanities decreased, perhaps abolished association with drama that leads to trauma. The less ancestral and personal trauma in our cellular memories the less need for strong entity removal methods like the DNOTS. I hope humanity is aware enough to support one another in all departments when all go trough their own divine transformation, the final stop that was already within us but got underdeveloped just like most people are not accurate with writing with their left hand, so is our third eye underdeveloped, almost forgotten due to poor choices in collective and personal life. Perhaps Awakening to your true self will be a norm at that time because that is exactly what this all is. It is a natural part of our evolution and is becoming a more accepted fact of life all around the world and people are uniting while also honoring each ones own unique expression in this infinite imaginary cosmos with infinite possibilities. We are all one and all special. Regarding the utopia where the entire humanity is Enlightened? Well, I am not too optimistic about this issue, although eventually everybody will get it, everybody has the free will to choose to dwell in their own dream illusions of life as long as they want. Ultimately there is no future. Past, present. All illusion. Your mind set during death determines what you are ready to experience. If the life you lived had zero application of the metaphysical forgiveness stuff then you have not energetically cut those cords to your previous experiences thus the experience will come into your life again. This is why the willingness to forgive or letting go (of grievances) is so important. 

The decision to stay in illusions is not out of stupidity it is simply the souls yearning to experience all the nostalgias of humanity as much as possible. The good and the bad. So if you do not like what I am writing then you can go and experience the things you want to experience in this life. The ones that are awakening now are old souls, they have gained all the experiences needed and are mentally open to receive higher information and start a journey of remembering home which is an awareness of all that is. Their life was already scripted for them to awaken Now since they were mentally prepared for a ride. There really is nothing wrong with this universe of duality and im sure most of you reading stuff like this know that there is no need to save anybody. Just like the divine order is able to place the sun to a distance that is not too far to keep us earthlings cold but also not too close to burn us, this same order within our human chaos is also directing each soul to its beneficial path. People yearn pain because it gives them a stronger illusion of separation but even pain has its limits. The divine intelligence really is in you because you are literally dwelling within its womb projecting a universe that appears separated from you and has caught your attention and traumatized you since the beginning of time space projection. This whole awakening thing clears the trauma away and leads you to the present moment where beneficial choices are now easier to be made without the past and future. Being present is being an elite. You are in sync with your own seasons thus you work smarter not harder. The only “hardness” that comes is the hardness of your inspiration to share your fruits with others and increase your joy.

Emotions Unnoticed that keeps us stuck.

All feelings of negativity triggered by others are also ancient traumas. Without the annoying people in your life these traumas that have rooted you in to this realm would have stayed out of your awareness and would have anchored you here perhaps forever as a body. Be glad of the people in your life for bringing all the dense negative emotions in to the surface. All adversities in life are there to trigger dense energy from us and we can use them to become aware of these energies, although uncomfortable, and allow the divine intelligence or order to evaporate all the toxic memories of the inevitable events that will seem to occur in a seemingly separated world. Trusting this divine intelligence is very important which tends to be gradual. I ended up pushing things faster by putting my self trough extreme situations where trust was a matter of life and death but it worked too! I had to heal from the experience but now I know for sure that there really is divine order in the human world as well.

It was nice to write this one. Giving value to people feels nice. It is great when it becomes your brand/life style because life becomes so organic and you feel abundant all the time and you know things will be alright: definition of an elite. Have you noticed how many times successful people have failed before they became insanely successful? The failure they went trough was there to prove that although things look dark at times, there is always a flip side to it. They started to notice that all the mess in life has a divine purpose. I kid you not. Have a wonderful day.

A great siqn that you are an elite is when you are discerning what you speak in to the Universe. – Klem Kaan 

Awakening From the Dream of Birth and Death: Raising your Frequency and Allowing others to ruin their lives.

The title will surely trigger people but here it goes: humanity is under the control of egocentric consciousness. The indoctrinated stupified luciferians who are in charge of media and governments are aware of this and are using external stimuli (such as promoting the culture of crappy junk food, subliminal sex messages in music and films, false flag terrorist attacks, over exaggerating romance movies, poor medical care etc) to cement mankind into this way of being. This being – ego consciousness is not our friend however. It is in fact here to kill us or to put it more PG: it is here to “direct” us to ruin our lives so we can blame others and never take responsibility of our lives and embrace our true identity as co-creators of life. When we blame, we are telling ourselves we are helpless victims and if we are victims then we are bodies and if we are bodies then death is real. The whole plot of this dream like matrix is to make us think we are powerless so that we can have a false experience of separation by convincing us we are our bodies. Again, if we are our bodies and the body is real then so is death real. In a nutshell, the ego consciousness that has the majority of people in its control is trying to convince we are bodies so that death is real! Get it? The stupified luciferians in power serve this ego consciousness (bible calls the devil) which is why they perpetuate our unhealthy culture, music and films in order to harvest souls by making sure we are not able to mentally digest higher dimensions due to our addiction to ego consciousness we thought to be ourselves since birth. The idea is too keep us dense by making us as stupid as luciferians themselves. Stress, neediness, anger and guilt are one of the biggest ways to keep us dense or in low vibration. I personally must say that it has worked very well although it is collapsing which is a good thing and ultimately, when the common man themselves stop resisting the change, the system will disappear. The faster humanity literally wakes up, the faster all the crap will collapse. It will not happen yet because, as you know, many of our loved ones, friends and even the so called spiritual people we have come across during our incarnation to planet earth are not willing to allow change to take place thus are making unconscious choices to keep the system alive in their personal and collective lives. It is important to use discernment within these relationships because it will have the danger to drag you down. It is even more intense if you get closer to the “heart” of our collective insanity, you know, if you get closer to the big guys, like vatican, that actually thrive in all this sickness.  The same insanity happened during the time of Jesus and he got killed, the same thing happened to Martin Luther King and he got killed, the same thing happened to Gandhi and he got killed. I have also heard that there were attempts to ruin Mother Teresas image so that our global awakening could be slowed down. There already is an attempt to sensor articles of this nature by claiming they are “adult” content like porn and It is obvious that 911 was all about slowing down humanities change towards the age of Aquarius, which sounds like a new age phrase to me but all it means is that humanity is waking up from a long lasting sleep (by sleep I do not mean stupidity but literal sleep!) and that the few who enjoyed their specialness as demigods will use all their might so that they can continue to act like gods (such as vatican). The priceless pearl in our physical universe is to seek the experience of specialness. This is what our so called powers at be are just doing – enjoying specialness/ false experience of godhood. It is only specialness that gives us a poor illusion of godhood and this is why people seek power, fame and lots of money. Everybody is doing this but in more subtle ways. I once met a mentally handicapped person who proudly said he is a special breed and a genius. Seeking specialness is however a futile journey because deep inside we all know we are all one. Many celebrities commit suicide because although they gained some sense of specialness and adoration from the outside world, none of that fulfilled them and since they were not able to channel their depression in the right way which  is by going within and asking for a change, some decide to immortalize themselves by actually killing themselves because we have this strange culture where the younger, tragically you die, the more people will remember you and worship you…

The following is a well known quote from the movie The matrix. The reason the movie became so iconic is because it includes so much information that rings true to us deep inside but since it comes in a form of a movie people tend to underestimate the message by saying “its just a movie”. No! Hollywood is very aware of this stuff and are masters at using black magic to twist truthful messages as just “fictional stuff” by actually throwing truth right in to our face! I am not into magic stuff but I do know that part of black magic is to add truth in to it as well otherwise it wont work. It is basically like a parasite. In order for a parasite to survive it has to attach to the host without the host being aware of it. Well, same goes with manipulation of humanity. The parasitic attempt to control people is right in our face but we are not aware of it. Anyway, here is the quote.

When you raise your frequency trough forgiveness, taking good care of your self by being kind to yourself and others, the thing that will come as some what of a sad thing is to notice how incredibly insane the people around us actually are. That they are ruining their lives by making decisions that will sabotage their evolution. The most basic way people do this (and we did as well before we had enough) are by doing poor choices regarding having a mate, poor choices regarding a job or career, poor choices with food, poor choices with whom to hang out with, poor choices in controlling anger and so on. All these poor choices boils down to the simple fact that the addiction to ego consciousness is too strong and the fear of noticing we are all one, the world was over long ago and there is nobody out there is too great. Humanity, the majority are not willing to accept we are not separated but are actually the one so all the humans can do is to make choices to reinforce their own sense of separation which is why they will make choices that will perpetuate drama in their lives. Without drama, ego consciousness can not survive. The drama does not have to be, lets say, getting shot by a person or being in a fist fight. That also happens and it is a very unconscious behavior. The drama I am addressing are usually the very subtle ones, lets say, like a marriage or intimate relationship that seems to be working but ultimately both partners chose that relationships because they are to cowards to be alone and face their own internal shit. It is not beneficial for you to enter a relationship when you are still wounded and you are keeping it as a secret! It will get further denied trough daily rituals, you know, like going to work, having 2.5 children and a dog and of course, a house and a car in mortgage and having sex 3 times a week. This one is actually a very big problem in our world. Boys and girls hooking up without any understanding of what they are actually doing and why. It will eventually turn in to a disaster which explains well why majority of marriages in the west will end in divorce and so will the next one and the next. If you are reading this and it is pushing your buttons then I am talking to you.

As you know, you have to use your ability to discern these materials, my own as well. Based on my encounters with some so called esoteric people I have noticed that some of them are not authentic at all. I recently came across a guy I thought to be a potential friend due to his ability to communicate about stuff like kundalini but eventually, thanks to the warnings from the people in my life and my ability to discern, the guy ultimately came across as a black magic abuser. Sure, he can talk about kundalini and occult stuff but all that is nothing if you are not able to practice forgiveness and self love. He came across very aggressive and was using words (spells) to drag my energy when I told him that I am not going to spend time with him anymore. I also know people from my old life who are not for the highest good for me even though we share a long history together and I can communicate with them mostly trough social media while avoiding face to face encounters. I am basically very careful with all people now days and I can assure you this is not a “us versus them mentality” but pure experience. So, please, use your ability to discern all materials on the internet. There are many so called spiritual people who are doing their thing to serve their own needs of specialness, the biggest virus of all not so many teachers talk about. I have been in many “esoteric” community parties and although there are authentic people, there are also “leaks” who are there for the free group hugs and cuddling, sex, drugs and music stuff. Be passerby my dear friend and respect people for where they are in their evolution by allowing them to do their own mistakes which usually means to allow them to ruin their lives until they have also had enough of their way of perceiving the world thus are finally ready to make a change trough their daily choices that will benefit everybody.

Awakening From the dream Of birth and Death: Becoming at Peace with your Divine mission or Purpose.

Your divine mission or purpose actually starts the instant you have answered your own personal call to consciously follow your divinity or Awakening. Its the good old mundane stuff. Your mission was always within you, you just did not see or hear it but now you can otherwise you would not be reading this article and resonating with the title and text.

When the divine intelligence (God, Universal or Cosmic intelligence) gets re-activated so does your path in life. Your path to consciously wake up and detach from the physical dream (physical universe) is already the mission it self because as said many times in my earlier articles, your willingness to follow your divinity will not only change the cause (your mind) it will also start to effect your external world as well and at first, things can get messy, especially the relationships you were involved in while still unconscious, which is why its crucial to understand that your spiritual mission has already started and is not something that happens in the future in the form of, less say, becoming the next famous guru, the next mother Teresa, the next Gandhi, the next Martin Luther King, the next best seller in spiritual books, you know. Your spiritual mission is to go trough the mess of your old life with your intention to release yourself and others from it and the ancient cycle of passive negativity and physical negativity that went along with it for a very long time but got numbed with external stimulus (overeating, overworking, alcohol, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, unhappy relationships in denial etc). Your mission is basically to do your best not to react from your ego to other peoples egos, some who will in their unconsciousness try to drag you down. You must be vigilant for your divinity and not put your power outside of you which reacting to the external world from your ego would do, meaning you are adding power to the matrix and the ancient cycle of hate and misery would go on thus you are bound to that relationships or a very similar one in an etheric level and you would not be moving forward with your day to day lessons. As long as you have the pure intent to change your life (which would include to change your old way of perceiving the world) you are already in your divine mission. At first it will be tough and there is a high chance you will loose yourself and fall down once in a while by reacting to other peoples egos but your intent to grasp life is what really counts and will help you to overcome your own misused ego. I just want to add that ego is just a tool for day to day living. It is not evil although we have abused and miss used it for the purpose of darkness/ separation. You use ego to judge whether to cross the streets or not, you use it whether to buy a processed food or not. These are judgements that do not have any intent to harm or enslave anybody to your world.

Although your spiritual mission will take a more obvious expression at some point such as starting a creative project, becoming a intuitive healer, becoming a humanitarian, devoted raising a child to become a conscious co- creator in life etc, the spiritual mission is ultimately an extraordinary normal day thing that boils down to forgiveness. Everything will always boil down to forgiving yourself, forgiving others thus forgiving the entire world and the thought system that is the root cause of our insane world. We are here to forgive everything that we find negative, we are also here to use discernment with what we think as positive and release the world. We are talking about a totally different way of being than what we were thought as we were raised.

There is a big obsession for some of us to find this  grandiose mission thing to do. I sure was one of them. I remember after dropping my Course in miracles book down in my early journey I actually experienced some of my first syncro events that led me to establish a corporate start up business not so far from Sahara deserts. Since it included the “help” of the government it started to feel like an actual mission but ultimately it was actually the simple day to day mundane stuff to forgive the weirdness of homo sapiens and the man made world that mattered the most. The corporate thing was actually nothing. It was all about forgiving the relationships and to actually release these relationships by forgiving them. We have forgot that our presence as awaken being with the ability to discern is enough already regarding the healing of this planet. Your awakening and the inner joy that comes out from this inner process is what matters and is the healing agent for the entire collective sleeping mind that has split itself to many different bodies that think are separate autonomous self (Hindus the world of multiplicity).  When you withdraw your investment to perpetuate ego consciousness which is all about separation and division by accepting your awakening and the death of your old world that kept you stuck in ego consciousness, you are already working as an example for others to make the same choice. Your mission has nothing to do with preaching about anything to others. Your peace and experience of your divinity is enough and on some level the people around you will sense this which is why as you advance, which can take time, you will notice people becoming attracted to you although they are really attracted to their own potential that they can sense in you. As said earlier in a another post, some will not like you due to jealousy or some other weird egoistic reason and this is where your mission steps in over and over again: to forgive.

Forgiveness does NOT include being passive and letting others abuse you verbally or physically. Its about coming in touch with our ancient decision to participate in this dream and agreeing to experience separation. Once you notice that we are playing a video game dream of separation you will learn not to take people personally which is basically another way to say you are forgiving people in your life for something they did not really do because it is all just a scripted video game dream meant to create an illusion of separation and people are simply actors reading their lines from the collective unconsciousness without knowing they are actors reading their lines that is scripted meant to perpetuate separation. But you know now everything is just an act, which means your spiritual mission is not about making a scripted life real by holding grievances, its all about making beneficial choices that are about reinforcing this divine fairy tale experience of everything being actually just a video game dream play. That the world is literally a stage and people are actors. If you judge people/ actors on a stage you are making the play real in your mind and cementing or rooting your self into the dream and your belief as a physical brain body self gets reinforced and you will be sucked back to the dream and basically feeling awful.

So, if you are reading this then your mission already begun. It re-began the second you decided to wake up. Your mission revolves to forgive the world day in and day out. It has nothing to do with the size of the mission. Whether you are a carpenter or a holistic business owner, a humanitarian, your life will still have challenges, especially with people so its important not to take anything personally/ seriously which means you are already able to forgive in the most deepest level. You are already doing your mission by not adding more negativity to the collective unconsciousness. As the westerns greatest wisdom teacher once said in the Gospel of thomas  found in Naghamadi Egypt: Be passerby.

The collective unconsciousness is the sleeping Son of Sod that is having a strange dream of separation/ multiplicity, it is us. If you judge the actors on the stage called the world, you are really judging your self of being the one that is dreaming them up and basically punishing your self in a level most are not aware of which is why there is so much sickness. You are the sleeping son of god, a part of the son that is waking up and hopefully using its remaining time wisely by not judging the reflections of his sleeping mind which is the world and entities he sees.

So relax, if you are opening your third eye, especially having the intent to not take the good and bad seriously (forgiveness) then you already are doing your divine mission. If you do not practice forgiveness then who will? Majority of religious believers and all the media materials that were inspired by religious mythologies have made sin and guilt real which means the forgiveness and prayers they practice on others are not authentic. It is all about establishing themselves holier than others who are able to “forgive” others sins when in reality there is no sin, its all an illusion… Argh… I think I went too “deep” again (this is actually common sense) but I kind of wanted to go there. I will leave now. Bye.

“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.” Lao Tzu

 

Awakening from the dream of birth and death: Signs you are escaping the societal matrix entirely.

THE END OF YOUR WORLD.

Your world as you knew it before is changing very fast. Some people have vanished from your life and some you can not relate to anymore no matter how hard you and the people in your life try. Some will despise you without any valid reason. When this is happening it means that you are ready to face the unknown and thus life/universe/god is assisting to speed up your Enlightenment or freedom from space time experience and become a lucid dreamer within the physical dream which planet earth, the entire physical cosmos really is. This only starts to happen after you are not happy with your old way of living. When you are unhappy with your old life, your minds starts to open to new ideas. Without the curiosity to experiment with the idea that perhaps the world we see is in fact subjective, there would be not enough energy, zeal, to pull you into subjective direction which means your life, relationships or comfort zone would have remained the same and you would have being ruining your life just like the rest. The more your old world breaks down the more you get detached from things and people in a mental level. The more you get detached, the more you feel content by being by your self which becomes its own paradox because people will be attracted to you since you do not need anything or anybody outside your self. You are thus releasing your self from giving your mental power to the outside matrix world thus its hold on you is weakening. The more it weakens the weirder your life starts to get in both the good and bad ways so be prepared!

YOU HAVE GONE TROUGH THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

As explained in many different ways in my earlier article. The dark night (a.k.a existential crisis) is a time of grieving the life that you knew before but which was all a lie. Your system got shocked and you needed time to integrate the fact that we live in an illusion that is trying to lure us back to its grips which means the life that you thought you were living was not beneficial for you except, of course, if you still wanted to remain living a lie which some will do.

Most of your relationships from the past will not support your change simply because they are not mentally ready. It does not matter. The world was over long ago! When you go trough the dark you are not a match with the old way of living which means relationships, things and passions are not a match. At least for a while. In my case my old passions did re-surface but since they are more fun based rather than a serious thing, I have been gaining more opportunities in those fields lately.

NOTE: Not all people go trough the dark night. There is no race involved yet it is quite common for people to say that you leap frog in your spiritual evolution when you go trough the dark. I personally feel great. Hah! For those who need a bone, sure, I will admit that challenges still come.

YOU ARE DRAWN TO EAT HEALTHY FOOD.

Sounds retarded, I know, I mean, what does food got to do with experiencing heaven on earth? Well, as you progress in your growth, you will discover that a lot of our foods are processed and the idea behind that is to dull our biological body system and make it less aware of the universe and the fact that we are made of the exact same fabric as the universe: mass of atoms. So when you eat a bunch of killed animals you are digesting your body intelligence with information about death and destruction and you still wonder why people go trough cancer and other dis- eases? Do not get me wrong, you will know when or if you need to eat meat. You will also know when to never eat meat again. It all depends of your intention.

YOU YEARN TO BE IN NATURE.

For many who live in central areas, to them nature has become a little bit alien since they rarely have the time to visit forests or parks. When you start to wake up you will enjoy the intelligence and vibration of nature and will notice how much a simple 30min walk in nature refreshes the body mind. I am not an expert in telling the biological effects of it but the yearning to go to nature and spend more and more time there will be more common. If you go to city central it tends to be due to a calling/ mission not just to “hang out”.

YOU ARE LESS AFRAID OF DEATH.

This is a big one. The beginning stages of awakening from the dream of birth and death is really a conscious way of dying. The experience, that tends to be a gradual process to most of us, is like going beyond our childhood. In order to have that experience however, the things that were blocking this awareness you had even during your first  years of childhood must go. When you lose everything and even your old way of thinking while still appearing to be in this world, you my friend, have just died without having to physically die. You have experienced the loss of your old self and you are ready to live a life on earth as a resurrected ascended master or as some like to call Christ. Your mission from here on out is to simply spread your talent or gifts all around the world so that others will also be inspired to wake up and embrace the new earth. They can only experience that when they love themselves the same way we on the journey of ascension started to do once we answered our own call to make a change. A change that ultimately does not happen outside but within. After that, the outside world (effect) changes automatically. When you awaken and integrate your learning, you become very effective in your daily tasks and passions.

Before we can see the new earth, the old must die. – Klem Kaan

PS: I have some cool stuff coming up soon outside of writing articles. You can best get updated on my facebook.

Awaken from the Dream of Birth and Death: Why life falls apart when we Awaken.

So, your life is a gigantic mess right now and nothing seems to be working right? First things first, relax. Everything is ok and you are actually on the right track. Nothing is wrong with you and things will get better.

The reason shit starts to hit the fan as you detach from ego consciousness that kept you in a sleep like experience of life is because you are being called to the unknown by the Universe detaching you from your comfort zones. The idea of your life falling apart is to make you prepared to Trust your Self as an extension of the Universe (or God if you will) rather than relying on a changing outside world which was what you were doing before answering our call to ascend. We all did that because that is how we got programmed. None of us knew there is a divine order in this insane planet so we never Trusted this intelligence that is within us (universal energy/ mass of atoms that is one with source) so we created our own safety with relationships and society in general to keep us in place but a safety net which was at the end of the day our own self made prison house due to its limitations.  Some people went as far as to accept their semi comfortable nine to five jobs and were willing to stay there until they reach their retirement age! This is not however what universal energy wants from us. The universe wants you to be fully free not semi free. There really is no compromise with this. Everything that was limiting your life even by 2 percent will go. No matter how great the sex was with your spouse, if he or she limits you in other areas of life then it will not last even if you resist the change. It happens step by step to many people because the fear of liberation is so strong. We have gotten too comfortable within our golden cage and are not comfortable with the freedom: doing the creativity work we love, being around amazing people, inspiring and helping people… That is what we all want deep inside.

 

The phase where everything goes upside down can take time and tends to be scary to many because the ones who are not ready for this will appear having all things figured out while your life makes no sense anymore. Please take heart. You are simply going trough a divine transformation. You are allowing your self to be crucified to the cross in your own unique way so just allow that to happen and do not fight it. Rebuilding your life will also take few years so allow your self to be a mess for a while. You will also notice the people who are there for you and the ones who are not there for you.

Ultimately your life is not really falling apart but it is actually falling into place. You just need patience. Life really is like a movie and what you are going trough is a typical heroes journey from the comfortable life towards the unknown. Ultimately the challenges you have will enrich you and you will eventually return to society and spread your knowledge to the people in need. You are literally a gift to planet earth.

“We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” ~ Joseph Campbell

Let The Dead Bury The Dead.

A small reminder for those who read my stuff.

Although I am not a follower of the bible nor was born under the bible belt and know that the bible was edited in order to control the masses to think in a certain way so that humanity can be kept in linear time as servants for the few, there are quotes from Jesus here and there in the bible that did take place 2000 years ago. One of them goes like this… And it is not a pretty one and I will explain why.

Let the dead bury the dead (Luke 9:60)

When Jesus said that to a man who was worried to follow Jesus Christ due to the mans fathers up coming burial and perhaps gaining the fathers full inheritance, Jesus basically told the man that humanity is already dead because they are not aware of their reality as the entire Universe. That humans are made of mass of  universal energy known as atoms that contains all knowledge. That humans are not aware that they are dreaming their lives (inspiring atoms) and have the ability to change their mind so that everything else will change as well. He is saying that majority are ruining their lives by seeking happiness outside of themselves trough commonly accepted activities such marriages, having children, sex, eating and seeking intellectual understanding about life from external sources such as priests, rabbis, schools and as we modern people tend to do the same trough our politicians, scientist, psychologist and some still do with religion.  We are constantly seeking happiness outside ourselves because we are programmed with a thought system of lack: Belief in objective reality and its so called natural laws. No worries, I have also been there. I have also numbed my self with many different activities but lucky to me it became too painful so I was able to start letting it go.  Once I did let go and I was looking back above the battleground, I noticed how comfortable we have gotten with this limited one dimensional life and actually accept it as life. None of that will ever work. All you have to do is look back into our history which has been filled with massacre, rape, slavery, wars and pain, you know, all that basic stuff that has happened in human history.  This means that eventually we will not be very comfortable but will perpetuate the mistake even further by blaming others regarding the lot in our lives and BOOM!.. War happens, we get tired of war and we set up a truce/ tolerance for one another for a while, until things get uncomfortable again and we start the cycle of blame/ war all over again. In our private lives and collectively. Some are so aware of this seemingly never ending insane cycle of humanity by actually making billion dollar businesses out of human ignorance and arrogance by investing money in any drama driven and promoting business and marketing ideas. Hah, what a waste of time however. Our history as humanity: all of that is irrelevant except to pin point that the way we have been thinking and the pop culture religious and political ways of viewing life has not been working very well and in order for salvation to occur, a change of mind has to occur which will automatically reflect in our external world which is just an effect of the change of mind (projector). It is you who has to do the job. You cant expect Jesus or God to do the job for you. The bible was designed for people to make them expect someone to save them rather than realizing their own power within. One thing I have not said so far is that it amazes me that people never think that although in the Jesus metaphor Jesus got resurrected, well, did he stay here on earth? The answer is no! He did not. Why? Because it is up to you to do the work from there. We are the ones who closed our minds and started to dream now we are the ones who have to open it by allowing the universe to guide our lives for us to make the right decisions that are beneficial for the entire one dreaming mind which we are all part of although we appear separate. By opening I mean to release your rigidness of mind. You are the same as Christ. We live  in a world of vibration. When an individual like Jesus vibrates in a high frequency it is simply not possible to stay on a dense earth dimension anymore. Many so called Alien races do not appear because of this same issue.  They are “there”, they are simply vibrating too high to come to a world full of negativity and hate: dense atoms. They also cant interrupt with peoples lessons otherwise people would not be able to integrate their own lessons of a seeming life of separation. When you vibrate high it just means you are overly sensitive to the entire universe, the mass of atoms that you are made of are vibrating and open thus you open to ancient information and at that point you do not want to be sensitive around people who are filled with thoughts of hate. You do not want that because you become like a sponge that sucks information which means you suck other peoples emotions and thoughts. This is why many relationships end when someone starts to wake up. They are vibrating in higher frequencies, their mass of atoms which humans are made of (universal energy) are vibrating while some in their lives are stuck in rigidness of mind thus their inner world, mass of atoms stay stiff and they start to repel each other.

It is very important to mention now that there is nothing wrong with having children, marriages, sex, eating… you know all the basic human stuff and as long we do not over do them. Yet they will not bring the happiness we have been looking for and in fact many of these things will become irrelevant if you truly understand what I and many others today are talking about. The obsession to find a partner or raise kids will fade away. The more cosmic energy flows trough your body over the coming years, so does the idea of physical sex diminish. When it comes to marriages, family, having children in many cases they have become distractions and have rooted humanity to the 3 dimensional world even further. Spiritual or universal energy is basically a mass of atomic energy that contains the knowledge of the universe. We are all made of mass of atoms thus the same knowledge of all creation is within us. We can cure any disease with this knowledge because it has the energy to radiate all diseases away. Unfortunately our parents were not able to teach this to us because their parents and grand parents and further down were all programmed by fear based, objective and religious ego consciousness which is all about taking the world seriously and giving our power to an external figure known as God (and his spokesman such as priests, politicians etc) rather than taking our power back as being part of all creation. People have done this to themselves, screwing up their lives, because that is what their parents and society as a whole secretly expected them to do so that they can continue their eternal drama together and since they did not have the courage to rebel or question societies value system (same values that killed Christ and many others in the past, not to mention wars and genocide) they sell themselves out and join the consensus thought system that keeps them in a spiritual slavery and they take their children with them. They are basically a walking dead and expect their children to follow and many do follow. I once heard a close person actually tell me that “if you cant win them, join them”. Hah, pathetic! True definition how much misery likes company. 😀

So what does “Let the dead bury the dead” mean again? It means that majority of people are spiritually dead and have accepted human pleasure and comfort as their path while fighting to avoid pain.  So many are called but few have the courage to go all the way. This will include friends, family, lovers, so called leaders, doctors. You name it. Inside in their subconcious they know that following God will turn their worlds upside down because you are called to remember your perfection and let go of your limited self and all that perpetuated and sustained that limited self.

Why I was inspired to write this today is because while I was walking the city center of Helsinki I saw like 3 different scenarios: women with their screaming kids and none of the women were happy and in fact I bet they resented the fact of ever having a child. The kids were already damaged, seeking validation and attention true nonsensical screaming which the parents can never give because the parents are not spiritually intelligent enough to guide their children. This is majority of humanity in all around the world, rejecting and denying their inheritance as the child of god and basically dying before physically dying.

By the way, if you do not like what I am writing and think I am some kind of narcissist, then please, before you decide something retarded regarding my post, I have stated many different ways that this ascension, awakening or whatever name we give it, is not that big of a deal and does not make you an elite… Sort of… It is a remembrance of a fantastic life but all that will settle as well. Life will be extraordinary and you are allowed to be exactly as you are. It is just that humanity is not seeing this simplicity because they have been programmed to think upside down and live in a world that was also build as an extension of this upside down way of perceiving life so now almost everything our past decisions were aimed at rooting us to go further down rather than up the ladder. Reversing all this can be indeed a very painful process because the life that was holding you down must fade away. When you come out of it though, and you feel great about it yet you look back at others who are still caught in the past, it is quite natural to want to help by at least sharing your own experiences and what have you learned. As I am writing this, I still have not figured everything out in my life and still find challenges coming up. I do admit that this summer was fantastic! Simple, extraordinary and lovely people. I am very optimistic however that everything will be alright with all of us and our destiny as homo sapiens is beyond our wildest dreams.

Am I pushing your buttons? 6 Reasons you should Not wake up from the Physical dream.

I tend to procrastinatate writing stuff so today I am sort of forcing my self to write this one. Please bare in mind that I am not interested to save the world or become well known. I originally made my website to share my videos and songs but that would have not being an interesting enough content to uphold a website which does cost money as well which is why I started to add more value to my page which is the stuff I have been writing so far. What I am writing Is just an after effect that is part of our collective evolution. Like a ripple effect, the evolution of humanity caught my attention and thus I decided to go along in case I will miss out something important which indeed it is. Majority of humanity have not noticed that we are living a time of change known as Aquarius so majority are missing out unfortunately and are ruining their lives. This problem is not just a linear issue its actually a multidimensional problem. Every dimension of time is packed with people majority still caught up in linear time which is in fact the past. The world was over long ago believe it or not and you are the only one in the room within you personal hologram of life and death that has been already over! Just like a movie. A movie may appear linear starting from beginning to the end but it has still been already filmed in the can before it even got projected to the screen to be experienced. And so is your life… You are already dead and looking at a world that is past but you are too fearful to let it go. I wont go too deep with this. Just saying that if you are reading this right now and find it resonating then indeed by all means continue reading. I do want to add that writing this stuff, although not new, is indeed my new passion and I love to spread the word forward. I am not a guru, spiritual teacher or any of that kind. I am an awakening esoteric ego. I have tarnished my image many times in the past years and even made a gritty exclusive documentary that was all about tarnishing my image as a goal getter business man and artist. You can watch it here. So if you think I am some kind of a cult leader, hah, think again. You will be wasting your time and ruining your life. “Let the dead bury the dead” is a quote from Jesus which means let the spiritually dead bury the dead. This page is about life. Yes, the road can be tough but life always wins. Humans will for life is too strong although the majority of humans have a high tolerance for misery and pain because our culture has been set to numb mental, physical and emotional pains so we are not aware that we have a soul that has been tortured that yearns to spread its wings and fly.

So am I pushing your buttons? Have my writings upset you? Are you bothered by the fact that earth, humanity is actually an illusion or a holographic dream or as some might call a simulation of a false life? Are you pissed that your career, loved ones, family and friends are all made up? Are you upset to hear that you are actually outside time and space in heaven/ infinity dreaming of a limited existence in a limited universe? That you are already dead just like the rest of humanity are already dead. Everybody is like in the movie The 6th sense… Humanity is literally like a ghost, they all think they are alive but the world was over long ago. Are you troubled by the idea that your are the one who has to take charge of your thinking because God has no clue about your dreams just like a parent does not know what a sleeping child is seeing in his or her dream. The only thing the parent knows based on the childs troubled sleeping face is that  the child is having a nightmare thus the parent tries to wake up the child with gentle ease by whispering loving thoughts to the child.

 

“Nothing to worry. You are safe at home. All you are seeing is just a nightmare and they have no effect”

Regarding the parent – child metaphor, please remember this is all a metaphor because we are not really bodies in heaven. God is not a person and nor are you. So back to the story. Like the parent whispering to the child to wake up and reminding the child that what he/she is seeing is just a dream God is basically whispering to the one mind dreaming of a universe with multiple bodies (extraterrestials included) that its dreaming. Since the one mind (which is ultimately you) is so identified with the symbols of the dream The mind interprets the whisper of god to wake up in the form of symbols such as the manifestation of moses, Jesus, krishna and none animated bodies like esoteric books such as the course in miracles, buddhism or any article that is trying to motivate the reader to wake up.

However when people are presented with the truth. That it is beneficial for you to wake up rather than staying stuck in a cycle of birth and death (physical reality which is a dream) majority like to hit the snooze button and continue their lives as if they never heard what any great master like Jesus or a authentic book or article was trying to say… And here is why… The 6 reasons you should forget about waking up from the illusion of birth and death and live your day to day life as if you never red this article.

1:If you answer the call to listen to the “Gods whisper” that is calling you to wake up (Gods whisper that took the form of Jesus, Buddha, esoteric books, esotric videos, esoteric music and articles) then you must be ready to allow your world to end and by that I mean that most of the western people are living a very unconscious lives and have made choices so that they can remain and deepen their state of unconsciousness or sleep. This usually includes poor choices regarding work, friends, spouse, family members, hobbies, diet and the way you think/ believe. Our thinking/ beliefs are not easy to purify which is why the old world that held your belief/ thinking system together tends to fall apart if you get serious about awakening from a thousand year lasting false existence. There are not many retreat centers in the world where people who have lost all and now have to start from zero can go to which is why Trust is such an important aspect of Awakening while finding refuge where you can rest and allow your biological self to adjust to this profound realization of not being a body. The world is not Awakening friendly because it is designed to keep us asleep and will continue to do that for quite a while. The reason trust is so important is because you are not separated from God, you are just dreaming of separation. The divine intelligence that fights against the chaos we created is also within the dream which is why your usual way of thinking must go away so that it can guide you. Without the divine intelligence infused with our miss creation of a false dream like universe there would be no order in this universe and one example out of many I can come up with is that our sun would not be in the exact place in the galaxy to shine its radiance from a perfect distance so that it wont burn our planet. This same intelligence that knows how things can be “safer” also knows how to guide you properly in a crazy planet.

2: If you are not ready to tarnish you image then you might as well stop it there. You can not care what other people think of you once you answer the call. When you loose your old life (which may include losing your house, spouse, job etc) you will be tempted to think how others perceive you. A lot of angry people tend to use the word “sheep” to define a person that is bound to a herd mentality. This page is not about being angry to people, quite the opposite, but it is true that humanity has a deep seated belief system (I call virus) and that is the belief in objective reality that needs to be taken seriously in order to survive. Once you start to become more subjective you will experience cognitive dissonance with the rest of the world who are still caught in an objective world and your very being will get misunderstood. You will not resonate with many people and it will take trials and errors and the ability to be vulnerable (average joes hates vulnerability) to find the ones that are suitable for your new subjective awareness. Objective reality has thought us to be goal getters and ambitious, serious individuals who must find this priceless pearl outside of us (to many people this priceless pearl is finding the ways to have sex). We have surpressed our nurturing feminine side which includes self nurturing and resting so that we can be effective in our natural talents and nurturing around others. This feminine energy is coming back now. The rising of female movements (such as the Me 2 movement) is just an expression of that even though they may not know it.

3: Awakening from the dream is really like consciously dying while still appearing in the body. Your usual way of human interaction will radically change and many foods will not fit your new awareness due to its harm to the body. Although the body is a deformity of thought it is still a divine creation and it has its own intelligence such as pain. When you feel any pain all that is happening is that your bodies intelligence is telling you to stop whatever it is you have been doing to it such as too much alcohol, unhealthy food, negativity or stress etc. To die consciously would also mean to accept to let go of any desire to be famous, rich, good looking etc. You must surrender your life to this divine intelligence that will guide your life towards a path that will bring you more and more within to the subjective reality. It is a very paradoxical journey.  For example many things we thought to be our advancements or achievements have actually being damaging regarding our spiritual evolution while our trials and errors and the ability to move on have been our truest contribution to the healing of this one mind that is dreaming the entire universe, animals and all humanoids. We are all one. Its not unusual for long sentenced prisoners to be more happier than an average joe who is “free” because the prisoner has less distractions and no goals or desires around him. The prisoner thus ends up finding interest in the inner subjective realms and even has the time to digest all the physical changes due to very simple prison life. Nelson Mandela is a good example and so is Gandhi.

4: Eventually you will have to learn to surrender to the entire process even at times when nothing makes sense. As we advance in our subjective journey some have had the excitement to become teachers, healers, guides but this does not guarantee fortune and fame at all. The real question is are you ready to do Gods will even if nobody would know anything about you and you would not be rewarded materialistically at all? The ones that do receive material gains like Osho who had close to hundred rolls royces are ultimately there to learn that none of that brings them the happiness they were looking for. Perhaps your soul does not need to go that lesson especially if you are born within rich systems such as Norway or Finland. 😀

5: There is nothing wrong with religion yet it has taken peoples power away from them and has made many religious followers dependent on a force outside of themselves to save them. Many actually believe that there will be a second coming of Christ not understanding that the second coming is actually the time we are living right now which is the age of Aquarius where humanity is reclaiming their Christ within themselves. We are all Christ because we are all the one Son of God that is dreaming of a separated universe. Christ is simply a higher state of consciousness where you are more aware/ conscious of being a lucid dreamer outside time and space just like Jesus was aware of being a lucid dreamer. Jesus became one with Christ consciousness. Many have done so before and after Jesus so there is nothing special about him. If you are not ready to take responsibility of your life and rather prefer to project all your issues on a god outside of you to solve your issues then this path I have been talking about may not be for you because in this path you are taking full responsibility of your thinking and the actions that follow from your thinking. I also want to add that Atheism demands independence from a higher force/ God but this is not so. We are all one and interconnected. Independence or separation is just an illusion which is the world we appear to live in. The people that claim to be atheist have usually being very miserable people usually dependent on substances or relationships to ease their own created sense of abandonment from God (I prefer calling Oneness) and are sabotaging their lives by being over obsessive to prove religious people including esoteric teachings as bullshit. What a sad life and a waste of time…

6: Since Awakening is like dying from an old life and being rebirth to a new one while still appearing to be here. You may have to go trough phases of losing the zeal and passion in the stuff that you used to love. You must face the emotional side of death which is not only about losing your body but the entire human experience. You will loose more desires as you move forward… Even the desire to hold a role of a son, mother or whatever role you used to so identify with must fade away. This all does indeed sound harsh to anybody who still sees value in the 3 dimensional world but as you progress trough these experiences you will feel compassionate towards humanity and will function without any conditions set on others. Sure, you will still use common sense. You will not spend and waste your time listening to a drunk person, you know, or waste time with toxic family members who are still trying to control you, you know, or hang around with friends who have no respect for you. You will notice that many times it will be more beneficial for everybody for you to just leave the relationship so that others will one day get motivated to take charge of their own lives and make a change within themselves. You get what I am saying! Tired of writing. Bye.

 

Awakening from the dream of birth and death: The use of Drugs

Let me say first that I do not consider cannabis as a drug actually but like anything in this world, it is recommended to be used responsibly and with the right intent. There are proofed medical benefits for smoking cannabis for those who are in physical and mental pain. For example, many people who have an never ending mind chatter or brain chatter will find benefits and revelations when smoking pot. This is because it gives you a hint of an none chattering mind and the benefits the none chatter of the mind has on the body. It will give them some clues of the state of meditation. However pot does not teach you how to get to this state of meditation without the help of pot so many get depended on pot. This recording is addressed to daily psychedelic users such as pot heads but who are already on the path of ascending from this physical dream. Now all that said, Ascension or awakening from the physical experience of birth and death is a process of reaching higher dimensions or higher states of consciousness. It is a process of becoming naturally blissful while you still appear to be in a body in a world. So if you use drugs such as marijuana on daily basis it may lead to a point where you realize it keeps you stuck in lower frequencies. It may have given you a temporary expansion of consciousness giving you clues that there is more to life but now it seems to drag you down… I know, I did not like this too. It can be quite shocking to realize that even the hippie and new age community in the 60s and 70s was part of the great deception and in fact promoted the culture of daily use of drugs to young people to keep them to stay dependent on drugs like marijuana rather than realizing the benefits of meditation and the simple desire to awaken. 🙂

Maybe smoking once in a rare while is not bad. I may try it one day.

All that said. Here is the recording below. There is no shortcuts to awakening such as using marijuana which is a 4th dimensional plant. The ego must be reluinquished to reach higher states of consciousness.

 

7 Comforting Realizations due to Awakening from the dream of life and death.

Awakening from the dream of life (and death) is a process that will take time. It can take lifetimes (I hated this idea) because we are so rooted into the dream. It will most likely not be an easy process because our global system was made in a way so that nobody is able to awaken from our dreams of life and death.

For thousands of years The illuminati/ Cabal have been plotting with advanced beings/ extraterrestials by building a reincarnation harvesting grid, which lures our souls to come back to this world over and over again after we die, only to repeat the same nine to five slavery again and again with total amnesia regarding who we really are, and to be fed with false history about our self by a world outside of us. They have sodomised and exploited our souls for a long time. You cant beat the prison system (our world) trough physical means because it is foolproof but you can escape it trough realizing that you are the dreamer and have the power to change the dream into a dream that hastens your awakening away from the dream and stop reincarnation. This is what the illuminati fears the most which is why they created the concept of Darwinism that completely denies the power of our minds and rendering us to believe in a physical brain. The brain is projected by the mind! Not other way around! Evolution never occurred because it was all just a bad dream of separation which is meant to keep us in a literal sleep in time space. The world and the events/story you perceive are inevitable effects of separating from god which means, again, that its bound to be chaotic. Our bodies, that stand for individuality, are symbols of separation. The death of the body is a symbol of separation. The death of a star is a symbol of separation. Even things like peeing is a symbol separation because the water in your body is separating it self from your body! So everything here stands for separation.

Many people like your family and friends are most likely hypnotized by the world which means if you start to awaken you will most probably create tension around them because you are challenging their sense of reality by your very being. There will be times when people who are unaware of the dream nature of the world will uncounsiously attack and try to lure you back into concensus thinking, back to what is familiar and safe for them to understand, so you will have to say no many times because you now know that the only way to save this world is to truly awaken from the dream, by slowly realizing that we are not bodies and thus be a demonstrator of true inner peace to others because you know our lives as bodies are made up so there is nothing to fear. This is the ideal state for all of us and we can get there!

Today I want to list some comforting realizations.

 

1. Although the world was build to attack those who awaken from the dream you will be able to take those attacks less seriously. You will be able to take EVERYTHING less seriously because you are slowly understanding it is all just an imagination/dream. Once you are truly aware of being a dreamer, the freaky stuff starts to calm down as an after effect of a sleeping mind that is now aware of life being a dream and thus the dream becomes peaceful.

Awakening does not guarantee a successful life in terms of the world, the part of you that still wants to experience individuality/ separation as a body will not like this idea of Awakening which is why our desire for separation will manifest all these challenges in our lives to keep us distracted from our mind and keep us asleep until the desire to be separated is gone. When the desire to be separated is gone then it is time for fun. The dream can get more intense, beautiful and weird the more you awake. If you look at Jesus life, who was awakened completely, his life ultimately led to his crucifixion, so Awakening does not guarantee you millions of dollars or any of that Law Of Attraction stuff. The true miracle of your life is to experience that you are the dreamer of the physical universe. That is Enlightenment. All else will fall into place naturally. Once you are aware you are the dreamer, your life will lean towards a direction of release or letting go do that you can become more and more free from the things and situations that were distracting you. It is a gradual process otherwise our biological small self could not take it. The process of awakening is also a very physical process where our brain gets rewired to receive larger dose of universal energy trough our spines which is why it is very common to rest a lot at this time.

2. Realizing you are the dreamer means that every animal you see are also you. You will have more abilities to communicate with them and animals will appear more human to you. You may lose the desire to eat meat. Eating meat is just a Rothchild bullshit idea anyway.

3. You will live a life of contentment and gratitude no matter how tough thing can get.

4. Although your career, your hobbies, people and even family members may fall away, and you will be in a limbo all alone, you will eventually attract the right people into your life who are on the same journey with you because like attracts like. There is no more ego based agenda (fear of being alone, seeking validation, likes, gossip etc) in the relationships but true, honest and unconditional communication. In other words,  slowly realizing life is just a dream leads you into a more feiry tail experience of life. Everything is more synhcronistic and different opportunities start to come up. The dream basically gets weird, beautiful and sometimes very intense especially in night time sleep.

5. Even when the dream can get very intense to a point it overwhelms you, you just know there is a higher purpose behind everything that happens in your life. Your everyday life has meaning.

6. Your body becomes more lighter and easier to carry around. It doesn’t feel like a heavy meat sack anymore.

7. You will eventually stop judging other people and your self because there is no sense in judging something which is only a dream. Judgement is basically a decision to make sin real in your mind and  you will eventually learn not to do that for the sake of your own well being and others.

Hope you liked the list. These are based on my own understanding and not all are meant to resonate with you. I do feel however that you will find some common elements with your own awakening and most importantly, realize that you are not alone in this intense, beautiful and weird journey.

Your own self realization is the greatest service you can offer the world.” -Sri Ramana Maharshi