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10 Uncomfortable Realizations due to Awakening from the Dream of life.

Now I want to keep it simple and list out some what might be disturbing realizations of what we thought to be our lives here on earth. These are not meant to scare anybody. This will be discovered by everyone when they are ready anyway. Hopefully this resonates with you.

1.  You slowly realize that God did not create the world because the world and the people are literally happening in your mind. You are the dreamer (creator) of the world and the people. The dream is the way it is because it is a dream of separation from god (a.k.a oneness) so its bound to be chaotic. It is a miscreation of thought which resulted into a very real experience which we now believe as reality and have completely forgotten its all made up. Our five senses (sight, hearing, smelling etc) are all made up in a dreaming mind.

2. Since you are the dreamer of the world and its people, all the people in your life are literally YOU! You do not really have parents that gave you life nor are the children you seemed to give birth to really your children. They are literally all fragmented parts of you because its all in your mind. Just like during night time bed when you sleep and dream a dream of places and people:all the people and places are you because they are within you. Realizing your children or parents are dream figures can be heartbreaking at first but this does not mean that your love for them will change or diminish. You will actually view them as powerful as you are and enjoy the time with them even more!

3. The dream world we seem to live in has been hijacked by selfish Satan worshipping beings the pop culture know now as illuminati. They created a man made system (religion, vatican, government, television, banking system, bureauocracy, hollywood etc) to keep us unaware of the fact that we are not really in the world at all but are minds dreaming as if we are in the world or matrix. In other words our entire system was created to keep us mindless/To not be aware we are the dreamer. Their main weapon to keep us believing in the reality of the body is trough fear by using false flag events such as 9/11. They have used religion to inject the concept of sin and guilt into our minds which only perpetuates the false state of being a body. They have basically lied to us about everything by using ancient sorcery they learned from other humanoid races thousand of years ago and still continue to work together to maintain people in an eternal state of sleep and never get out.

4. You will eventually have to forgive these satan worshipping beings (illuminati) because they are fragmented parts of you. In other words if you would be in their shoes fully engrossed in their experience of being a separated individual and have access to such power, you would have done the same decision to enslave humanity. No big deal. Forgive and let them go. They have already lost the battle because so many are fed up with the way the world is running right now and it is this organic way of being fed up with everything that catapults you into the path of Awakening from the dream of separation which is the life we all live in as one. There is only one of us appearing as many, and that one is you. You are the dreamer and there is nobody else.

5. The body is actually a deformity of thought. In other words the body is an after effect of a mind that is sick. Any sickness in the body is ultimately demonstrating a sickness that is in the mind which needs to be healed in an mental level trough self-work. The last sickness to overcome is the death of the body.

7. Friends and family members who are heavily invested into the dream or matrix will naturally fall away from your life. You will not be able to save them because the decision to awaken must be chosen by themselves. The beginning stages of Awakening is a lonely and gradual process where you slowly realize you are not here at all and to realize you do not exist can be horrifying. Realizing you do not exists takes an enormous courage and willingness so you can not force your loved ones to follow your path. You can also call awakening a conscious way of dying of the old life to the new and who wants to die really?

8. Although there are many moments of bliss and communication with god (oneness) during your awakening process you will also be intensily sensitive and aware of the state of our world which is dwelling in insanity and pain on many levels including universally. You will most likely be angry to the people around you of why they are not seeing they way you see things.

9. Hell and heaven are real only in the sleeping mind that dreams. The more you awaken the more you have to face your fears which may include embracing demonic or alien entities (usually during night time sleep). Being dedicated to truth means to embrace the bad things as well not only the comfortable ones which only our egos would attach to. Facing your fears includes more subtle experiences as well such as facing being broke, being homeless, losing a loved one, being alone etc. The purpose is to overcome these obstacles by trust and be willing to see that they are all part of the dream to keep you in fear which perpetuates the state of sleep. There is nothing to fear but that can be only experienced when you truly know you are the dreamer and not a dream figure (a body)

10. Awakening process is about getting used to letting go of the false self which is the life we think we live. It is about getting more in tune with your inner self (the dreamer) and ultimately have the courage to leave the dream entirely, not trough death but trough Enlightenment/ purification of mind that dreams a nightmare of life and death.

Stay tuned for the next article. I will try to write something nice this time. In the mean while, hear this. A song about reality!

 

Awakening From The Dream Of Separation.

If you read my articles you have probably noticed that I refer our physical universe, the entire cosmos  as only a dream. It is not a new idea in fact Hinduism, the oldest religion of our world, has also addressed the world to be not real, it is only a projection of our minds. There are many teachings of Jesus found in the Gospel of Thomas that are pointing to this exact same experience, not to mention buddhism that also supports this. So what I have said so far is nothing new and thank god more and more people are awakening in to this! Some people do this in obscurity so that they wont be called crazy or killed and some are more vocal about this subject… Who might get killed eventually. Lol.

However, telling a person that the world is just a dream is not really a good motivator to really dive deeper to realize how much we have invested our hopes and dreams of finding happiness here on earth which is really a dream of a world. A life which is not real. So what happens to those very few who are ready to listen and embark on a journey of truth or Self discovery is that they will go trough a lot of hardships in life so that they can organically dis-invest and ultimately release their hopes and dreams of ever finding happiness in this world. That their happiness can only be found in god.  It will be a process of letting go from a lot of things so that ultimately all that is left is you and god. At first loss is perceived as bad and we will regret of ever answering the call but the more you lose the more you have to be with yourself, in your mind, and become conscious that you are in fact a mind dreaming being a body in a physical universe. A convincing dream of separation from god. A nightmare state. Once you realize you are the dreamer you are however free!

Deeper in to the rabbit hole.

Not remembering about our true origin as spirit, most of us have  gotten comfortable with our seeming reality which is only a projection of a world. Some have a secure life like a secure job, house and friends and family and are never motivated to deeply question what we collectively pass as life here on earth which clearly has good in it but also a lot of pain and suffering.

Although it is clear that there is suffering in the world, when someone over learns the world and sets him self with specific skills he or she has developed and struggled for for many years, it becomes very difficult to let go of attachment to the thinking mind which has carried out the mortal thoughts of survival in this world for so long. Mortal fear to survive in this world separated from gods love has become an addictive state now. The addiction to mortality is so addictive that we have over cluttered our minds with thoughts of mortality and concreted our selves in to a projected image of the thought of mortality (separation) which is the body and the universe that goes with it, perpetuating mortality even further to a point mortality is all we know about now. We have basically made it more harder for ourselves to realize life is but a dream, that we are eternal beings or spirits that have mistakenly invested our entire belief into a world and a body. Everybody is in amnesia due to the convincing nature of our universe and has bought in to the dream by trying to measure and analyze it and making it real. The universe pretends to be mysterious so that we seek answers outside of ourselves and never realize we are the universe. There are however those who end up “suffering” a lot because they did not learn the world really well so they never got comfortable here. They end up living like a wreckloose, a renegade of some sort, never being able to set foot into this world and ground themselves. As much as they try to understand the world; relationships and the world it self are simply too complicated to be understood “so why even try” they say usually preferring entertainments, drugs, creativity and so on to escape their pain with their discontent with this world.

Are you one of these people? Congratulations! As crazy as it may sound, it is these people who are on the grandest journey of all, which is to awaken from this universe we know as life. They are following the path of enlightenment without even knowing it… until things in your life starts to get worse…. And worse and worse!

Nothing seems to be working in your life, you dont resonate with your old friends and biological family anymore, you get kicked out from your job, your career, even your own house. You are always tired and have lost passion in life. You feel weary of everything and your night time dreams are demonic sometimes.

Welcome to the initiation of your awakening.

Awakening is not only about bliss and light, it is also about tearing the aspects of yourself that have rooted you deeper into the matrix or dream. In other words, the reason many things will go away is because they were blocking our awareness of gods love. We can not be aware of God if we think we are in control of life as an individual self so what happens is that everything, absolutely everything that reinforced your state as an individual autonomous self will go away. The process of letting go will not be easy because our entire culture has been made to reinforce the dream of separation/ individuality and has been taken over by a small group of people who have been using our system for millenia to root us deeper into the dream and never wake up for their own pleasure. They basically feed us with bodily beliefs to a point we get addicted to this state and fear our abstract nature as formless spirit. They even removed the concept of reincarnation from the bible and added the hell fire concept nonsense so that we stay in fear which only reinforces our state as a body. The more you realize the world really is a dream, the more your awareness as a body will evaporate. That is true freedom. That is to live in a world but not being of it.

Although the world is not a nice place due to its agenda to keep everyone asleep, awakening is very possible, in fact it is inevitable for everyone. Illuminati or whatever you want to call it can not win. If we cant hear the calling to awaken the other route of awakening is to go trough the process I just mentioned earlier which is to go trough a lot of pain and suffering to a point you have to let all of it go. In many cases it has to be a gentle process because so many are caught up into the dream to a point if everything gets taken away just like that, they can go crazy and not trust the process of awakening at all. This is not gods will.

So if everything in your life is breaking down. You really are on the right track.It will not last forever and new people, places and goals will emerge to serve your new state of being as a conscious or awakened being in a human form. The dream will continue to try to convince you you are a body trough series of problems, sometimes intense problems that overwhelms you, but you now have the ability to take things less seriously because you now know it was all just a silly game/ dream. You now know what everything in your life is for. What a wonderful gift right? The body will grow old… The body will seem to die, but you will live a consious life of growing awareness of being a spirit – that has the ability to create like god – in a human form by letting go of of the mortal thoughts, the ego, the emotions that goes with it, and allow the universe to serve you with lessons that hastens your awakening process and the disappearance of the universe.

 

Klem Kaan’s Vivid Memories EP (Published)

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Klem Kaan’s Vivid Memories EP (Published)

This disk from Jabi Lake 1984 battles did reach its distribution goals (another story) thus my new EP is now available in all digital stores. From Spotify to xboxmusic to Google Play etc.

iTunes
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/vivid-memories-ep/id1084982272

I did show some gratitude months back. This time I will skip that part and say something else. Releasing this EP is a symbol of dynamic changes at least in my life. When I was recording this, I was extremely ill. Death was so close. Even after recovery my capital ventures within capitalistic dreams was a epic discovery of getting kidnapped by jealous officials, close to getting shot, betrayed losing big figures of cash of five digits. And then of course, the Awakening thing… trough these repeated series of deaths or hopelessness it had to be so. So to me this is my 8th Symphony. Ha-ha.

My documentary feature film Top Rank Business will however remain exclusive with private screenings, smoking and talking. I received guidance to continue this way and I trust this guidance or intuition so i cant say more. I hope you enjoy the EP but do not get stuck in nostalgia! KLMKN 永遠に

“Awakening has to do a lot with walking trough your mistakes and others mistakes in life and after repetition of mistakes, finally discover that there is no SIN, only MISTAKES. You are not asked to be perfect within a capitalistic utopia which in and of it self is a colossal broken dream where you and “others” with their broken desires still dwell. You are not asked to like someone but to understand their pain of being stuck in the dream and love them (which means the same) The road trough broken dreams, this world, is not easy but I promise you, just by discovering my kick ass EP and all the articles I have written so far… I guarantee… you are already on the right track and no one, and I mean no one, your family, friends even me can NOT stop you from discovering your reality as the dreamer of physicality and set your mind free and make your last contribution to the world as an after echo. It does not matter if it is great or something small and simple like smiling to a passers by. Remember, in eternity even 100.000 years is an blink of an eye”

 

A Moment Of Gratitude.

henkoiChristmas is coming and new year dawns upon us. Today I send my gratitude to all of you. My gratitude goes across the world to all friends and even fans in this page who are my family. 2014 was intense, 2015 a resurrection!

So many things to come however. Top Rank Business documentary is divided into two feature volumes, my ep is done and our Monday night blues rock jams is forming into a platform and a band. I’m shooting a fight… Allah hallah, so much stuff!

Picture captured at one of my grandmothers funeral celebration. Love has forgotten no one.

-Klem Kaan-

Top Rank Business inc. Film. Full synopsis & Snapshots. Extended press kit release.

 

Full Synopsis.

Top Rank Business inc. (Vaporware Dreams 永遠に Organization). Is a gritty documentary feature film shot with a micro budget of 20 000 $ since july 2014. The narrative, vaporwave, dream pop and retro synth driven documentary film, is a biographical story, about overcoming the initiation stage of Enlightenment a.k.a Shamanic initiation, challenged by a young, hard working stunt-team founder and a dj producer called Klem Kaan, a self employed not-so-diplomatic filmmaker musician, who later in life (mostly because of global economic repression) has no other option but to cut loose all familiarity, the old life, and go all in with the Universal will calling his name to drop the old world, relationships and passions and to embrace something more real, something alligned with our hearts but something very unfamiliar to most of us. The trip to Africa took me to a new territory and it lasted 2.5 years until I was ready to return home and embrace the other stages of awakening from the dream of birth and death. Without this trip and the experience of gang stalking (that continues to this day in Europe as well) I would have been stuck in my old life completely numb to the mental and psychic attacks which becomes more obvious the more aware you become. Something many are not ready for even today.

inhale, exhaleThe film takes place during the time of chibok girls kidnappings, the spread of ebola and bokoharam. It begins in Nigeria with a road trip from Abuja to Sokoto, a military environment in the north of Nigeria and a city next to Sahara deserts which has been exploited by the so called and self claimed Royals of Britain,a very good reason why things got more bizarre as we progressed in our humanitarin quest to make a movie.

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Although Top Rank Business inc. (a.k.a Vaporware Dreams 永遠に Organization) is a true story of Klem kaan as a start-up company. With the collaboration of “vhs video filtering” vaporwave and Klem Kaan’s retro synth ep, the feature film ultimately attempts to reveal the wary perceptual nature of us as homo sapiens growing up within ancient, unchanged business formalities and expectations that is designed to keep us in fear and thus in eternal sleep.

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 “A seeming individual, a mere fish out of water with a start-up plan of his own. Apparently catapulted out from all familiarity, used as a means, or symbolism to reveal the wary perceptual nature of us as homo sapiens, growing up within ancient, unchanged business formalities and expectations that is designed to keep us in fear thus in eternal sleep.”