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Awakening Will Destroy Everything: Losing Friends and Family. (Public Persecution)

Anyone who is embracing this rather difficult life curriculum will notice the people you thought you knew dropping out of your life bit by bit. You are literally jumping timelines or dimensions, which creates cognitive dissonance with the ones strongly magnetized to the Archonic framwork, or Linear, once dimensional perception of life.

The people who are trapped in the nine to five grid chose to go that way, due to having an unconscious rage towards God which must be projected outward.. We have all been there, but some snap out of it, while others wont. I have had many talented friends who wasted it all, these people chose to have meaningless spouses,  sex and romance (Romance comes from the word Rome, and Roma was about death) The rest who did not choose romance, kids and sex, chose to listen to their parents, got a job (which means persecution in Hebrew) and did not question their parents, and the other so called authorities. The so called authorities, starting with the so called Banking family, are actually the most rebellious beings, due to their ability to express their wrath of God on the entire world. They have blamed God to the point of sabotaging anything living on this planet, and are thus marked to be euthanized by the Loving forces of Creation. Unfortunately one of the Elites best mocking towards God, was to use subliminal witchcraft to hijack peoples essence or spirit, and turn almost the entire mankind adherering to a thought system that is against God, or the Universal intelligence which guides according to the laws of Oneness. This is why A Course in miracles says that the World was created as an attack on God. The situation has indeed escalated to a point that there is noway we have many years to go. The ones that claim otherwise do not seem to be gang stalked enough to realize the wickedness is un-cureable. You have to use your brains here dude, we live a time where sodomy is worse than the times of Sodom and Gomorrah, and that place got destroyed in one night. The end is nigh, and those who can not see this or are denying this, are for a rude Awakening. For many it has become too late. The country where I was born is a Biblical failure because I came across only one person that was able to prove me wrong, but I have my suspicion that he was actually one of those good Reptilian hybrids who is going trough their own unique lessons in order to be saved from uncontrolled reincarnation. The rest, especially the ones that are considered as humans, have a long way to go, and some are not going to make it.

The old 3d matrix based relationships are breaking down because majority of the people from your past are addicted to their misery, and want to marvel in it due to their fascination towards being miserable.  Misery is very seductive. Majority of you Awakening from this reality, which is a dream, know that to detach from the dream, we are also asked to look at everything that would keep us cemented in the dream. Majority of our old habits, our thinking, our relationships were doing exactly that: cementing us into the dream. You will be asked, even forced to let them go. Something dramatic comes eventually to separate you from others, if you have resistance.

If you go back to your old relationships, it is not unheard that the people of higher consciousness feel depleted after spending time with people still not aware of the things happening on this so called planet. We live in an atomic or vibratory Universe, a deeply quarantined part of it that pretends to be solid, or dense. It seems that we are separated, apart from one another, but we are indeed just one mass of Atoms. A pool of consciousness, and we are all one Mind. Your Old friends perceive the world as solid, and like to pretend we are separated. It takes many years to change your perception from upside down to right side up. It takes time to change your perception from linear perception to a horizontal one. These changes will effect the physical body as well, and will cause a demutation process which becomes obvious as your observe your brain and bone activity. You will literally feel your inside changing, which is why a lot of rest will be required many times. You will need so much rest, that you may not be able to work for a long time. This is where fate comes in because we live in a system, that attacks God, which means even Gods initiatives will become persecuted along their already hard tasking transformation, and attacking your peace or rest is one the world favorite way to distract your divine downloads. This is where gang stalking steps in for example. It is a phase that reminds you that your transformation is becoming alarmingly obvious that you become classified as Extrterrestial or threat to the government…

So when it comes to your old friends and family… Allow the miserable people from your old life be miserable. Some will come back to you, because conscious people are needed on this planet right now. But before that, as your vibration gets higher, the jealousy, and hatred from your old relationships will become apparent, thus the idea to spend time with these people will loose meaning. Heh… I personally wish the people from my old life to suffer beyond imagination so that they will let go of their dumb comfort zones, and come to a place of being where I am,  so that I do not have to hate them anymore for being cowards, boring and dumb. They used to be cool, interesting people with so much potential, and talent. I saw light in their eyes, until  it got taken away by the offerings of this world. Romance is just one out of many traps.

Awakening is a life or death thing. You see. If your brain is not rewired in a way that can absorb higher consciousness, as earth is raising its atomic vibration, then all the other realms that are less dense than earth, will rip you apart. This same consciousness is coming to this planet day by day which is why there is much confusion on the planet. Awakening is very biological. That is why it is also known as Kundalini awakening. It is a big blow for the system, organ, brains etc. When a person is not aware of these planetary changes, they get depressed, sick, addicted to things or will have compulsions to distract themselves with overworking, and all other madness. Then the body breaks down, and you age fast, most likely will not make it. In my observation, people past the age of 30 without any spiritual initiation or even basic understanding of our global ponze scheme situation are doomed.

My personal life has been filled with loss of  many different things, but the joy that comes out of it is something that can not be explained. I still talk to my mother once in a while, who is dear to me, and I am open to communicate with my brother when it is truly needed. All the rest in my life: perhaps gone forever. I am a wanderer now, people come and then I release them in joy when it is time. My relationships so far have not lasted long because I out grow them very fast. I learn the lessons behind these relationships fast, so there is no need to sustain something that has already expired. Awakening is an isolating path because the path prepares you spiritually to leave this world behind, without getting tired of your old live you will not have the motivation to go that far. Many have found ways to replace their boredom of life with new concepts… We have reached an era now, where peoples unfullfilment can be replaced soon with virtual reality trough a RFID micro chip. I would not go there If I were you…

A Course in Miracles is not meant for everyone… Be glad.

Before you read this. I am not a racist. Majority of my friends,  girls, were western. My biological mother is Russian-Turkish.  I am not even black, but nor do I consider my self as white. I do have carbon though, so  like the famous guitarist called Slash, Dwayne the rock Johnson, Vin diesel etc. Like these dudes, If I stay under the sun for some time, I can get quite brown, which is why you will hear me saying the things I am about to say. Also, like the rest of the world, the so called black people such as Indians, many Asians, and all so called Afrikans who are not aware of metaphysics, atoms, spirits, well, they aint gonna do shit for you, and are not trust worthy as you grow in spirit. They are attached to the pleasures of the 5 senses just like the majority of the westerners. It is just the way it is… There will be no support for you from these people as you raise your consciousness, because your high vibration has made you a matrix reject. Hell, some people, like my self have even being targeted, and gang stalked due to the raising of our atomic vibration, something which our system is rigged not to allow to happen otherwise it can not feed from us anymore, and will die faster than it should.

So, My road to Ascension actually started with A Course in Miracles related books that were able to explain easier what a book called A Course in Miracles is all about. When I stumbled upon these books I was in my early 20s and was not as aware of my Egyptian (Ancient and modern Egyptian or Turkish-Kemetian-Nubian heritage and DNA. WOHOO!).

The ACIM related books, and authors were very entertaining, and are people with pure hearts no doubt, but as I started to walk, and grow in my own path I noticed that these teachers are all westerners, Christians, Jews etc. Basically people I have DNA heritage wise not much to do with, and we cant ignore the biological aspect of Awakening, and ACIM does not go into physics, nor do the ACIM teachers go much about physics. Majority do not go into the deceptions of this world (Michael jackson deception, Martin Luther king, history etc) which is a huge deal now because so many of these people are turning out to be masonic criminals and Michael jackson is actually a Corybantes hellenic deity. I do not want to blame these ACIM teachers though, because majority were born before, or in the 60s, so it is as different ball game for them, since they have invested their beliefs on the things of those times. ACIM, and the few good teachers out there have pointed out that each curriculum is highly individualized.

Not having a religious back ground since birth (my mother converted from islam to christianity due to marriage that ended when I was 6 years) the Christian terminology of these teachers and A course in miracles did not resonate with me no matter how many years I spent reading the books on and off, and spent a lot of time following these western teachers whose paths were radically different than mine. When I eventually red A Course in miracles, terms like holy spirit, Jesus and God were putting me off. All these terminologies are terms that did not come from Egypt, Afrika in general. They were forced upon that continent trough rape, submission, black magic, and sneaky lies. I have done a small break down, in my other articles of how Ancient Egypt Afrika was invaded by Greeks and Romans so I will not go into that.

Even the word Egypt or Afrika is coming from the Christians. Afrika was originally just called then land of the dark people. Each civilization in “Afrika”, including Kemet (Egypt) meant black, carbon, melanin. Egypt still means black in Greek. The sphinx statue of an Afrikan Negroid woman facing to the east is an epic statement that their skin was able to withstand heat. Dumb Napoleon Bonaparte, Greek scholars, Egyptologist, Alestoy Crowley and Hollywood is part of an agenda to deny this and so are many other western authors such as a looser called Mika Waltari.

The more I am discovering my connection to Thoth ( Greeks renamed as Hermes and Rome renamed as Jesus) the more I cant stand anything that has to do with words like Jesus, god or holy spirit, which is why I am selling all my Course in miracles related books. They were activating agents to start this Ascension thing, and find my Totem, and I thank these materials for that.

The majority of the people studying ACIM are westerners, and the more we awaken the more we will discover that this game of life is very black and white: Duality. Yes, we must forgive the game. I will not be surprised if people with Egyptian heritage will not read the Course or hinduism, buddhism. They were not exactly designed for people of stronger carbon who are Egyptians and the rest of the dark land (Dumb ass Christians/Jews renamed as Afrika, India, Indonesia etc). Even Buddha means black face for crying out loud.

Unlike Christians, Catholics, Jehowas, and all other Christian divisions, that claim A Course in miracles is bad and evil. This is not what I am saying. I think all westerners should grab it, and heal their dumb down minds as fast as possible other wise they will not make it. The western people, especially in Scandinavia, are way too comfortable in their sleep state because the system is currently rigged to serve them a little better, while the rest, the so called minorities are designed to fail in their pursuits, and die while the rest are watching… Which is fine as well because we are meant to leave this planet anyway. The problems we face as “minorities” due to western ignorance gives us much more power to not submit, and trust the system, and the real terrorist or police mafia that runs the system. And more importantly, the limitation we have gives us the motivation to never come back to this earth. Leave the world to the westerners since they want it so bad. The world is a tired living organism anyway, thus they are doomed to fail beyond imagination while their leaders are already planning for an escape. I say, let them all suffer beyond imagination. Only when they suffer of the coming diseases, will the majority of the west have motivation to let go of their ignorance, and embrace their divinity by re-becoming one with all Creation.

 

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Awaken from The Phil-Hellenic Dream or illusion of Birth and Death by letting it go. You can do it. The insane physical dream is covered with glamour to convince people that the planet has value when it doesn’t.

666 =Six Electorns, Six Nutrons, Six Protons = Carbon/Dark Matter/Dark Energy/Melanin.

Ascension: The Hollywood and Queen Elizabeth Obsession to lie the Origins of Native Israel & Egyptians.

First of all, what I am about to say is not a white, asian or black race thing because from an ignorant point of view I am neither one of these things. Both biologically and mentally. People have not figured out my back ground, and I like it to stay it that way. All that said, here is my thoughts about modern Egyptians, or the so called Afrikans in general.

Dear modern day Egyptians, in fact, almost All ones living in so called Afrika…  You are ruining your life… just like the Rest. Find your Afrikan Totem, fast. Time is ticking… The belief systems you hold coming from Ancient Greeks and Romans are not compatible with your carbon dark native Egyptian Israel (Kemetian/Bantu) Past, unless you find your Afrikan Totem first, and even then, the system is not guaranteed to work at all, because the continent it self can not sustain a Capitalist structure, because the Western world it self also CAN NOT sustain it! This is not a political things. Just facts… Anyway, when you find your Totem, you will also have to let go of your Ancestors, the concept of races, Kemet. All cocnepts will eventually have to go after your honeymoon period with your re-discovered and deliberately hidden Totem is over, but before that, there is No need to allow Hollywood and their pathetic Cleopatra, and deliberately distorted Moses movies make you ashamed of your glorious Israel Egyptian heritage before the Greeks and Turkish came, and people started to mingle, and mixed up together, producing mixed children, and using this as a means to infiltrate in the name of brotherhood, eventually hijacking  Kemetian (Israel-Afrika Egypt) origins and using propaganda like dump Mika Waltari and Hollywood movies to further distort these origins, and who you really are. All this madness is in order to dumb you down, and make you a mental slave just like the rest of the world are, but who do not even know that they are walking a life of Ancient slavery, and are actually unaware that their schools history, and education  is a distraction, and a sinister propaganda in order for people, from all backgrounds, to not discover that they are slaves, and must learn who they really are in order to get the proper guidance regarding how to escape all this madness.

Ascending from the Physical dream of Bodies: Narrow Path to Re-become True Elite.

Although we think the elites as the people who hold financial, and masonic-political-power, the true Elites, and the power at be really is you, the Yahwwashi (fake name Christ) within you… Assuming you have activated your Israel Ancestor, who walked here as a man the world ignorantly called Christ, and has destroyed it’s image, with the help of gay Da Vinci, to a point the lie is too stron, and the world will die now. The damage done by the Western mentality, and false image of Yahawahshi is too strong, and too many people ignored the obvious signs of our angry living organism known as Earth, and many people are in a world of hurt. My friends, even family are in a world of hurt for not listening at all. What a sad situation… But the people here have become too wicked, so the end must come, in order to restore the world order in a way the few righteuouss ones can restore order, and we have Heaven on Earth again. Women have also lost themselves, and many times are worse than men. The Wars will force Many women will loose their wicked men-lovers, and will be forced to be single, and disciplined righteously. The hope is lost for many indeed, except for the metaphorical 144 000, which may also be a literal number… That is how bad the worlds situations is.

. Yahawhashi is for the you who is doing the inner alchemy, talking your truth, not allowing others to distract before world war 3 hits. You have prepared your self for the coming blessing of Yahwhashi (fake name Christ) and have gone beyond the experience of the dark night of the soul, an experience which truly prepares you for WW3 while many of your old friends, even loved ones will not make. Awakening is though, it prepares you to man up, and leave this world A world that has failed. America is going to die soon guys, and very few get it, too comfortable in their comfort zones. The so called elites, the masonic idiots, are in deep fear now because their world of slavery and royal orgies is falling apart, more information about their global banking scam is becoming public and their ways to manipulate and censor peoples image who speak important information on the internet and outside internet is coming more obvious. They really have lost the game, just look at Harvey Weinstein. Not exactly the most high ranked mason but still powerful enough to influence hollywood in a big way. But now look at him, According to Joe Rogan show Harvey has been screaming about suicide. This is a guy who owned hollywood and is now being betrayed by his people because the ways have changed and there is no time for fuck ups. The same thing happened at the times when priests had more value regarding the imagery and information that got public. The priests were basically abusing sex with everybody and were rockstars of that time until the orgies got out of hand and they had to be cut. Of course, as you can see, some of the priests even today engage in abuse of sex by abusing children… So back to the dark night of the soul.

The DNOTS takes everything away away from you to a point all there is left is you, the awareness of the content of your mind and body. And although the dark night tends to push many in to intense fatique and to the brick of suicide due to realizing of how much damage we have gone trough and caused others over lifetimes, the benefits really are that great because the experience wipes out a great deal of stored ancestral and personal trauma out of our body which was the cause of many of our earlier decision in life that were based on fear. Since the past stored trauma is wiped out from our bodies cellular memories, in a subatomic level, so is the fearful expectations of the future evaporated from our biological and emotional self. Your mind becomes less and less fragmented in to the past and future, you gain new mental abilities you forgot when your mind got fragmented ,You live in the Now, the present moment, your forehead is serene,  having the ability to make quick beneficial decisions while you smile more frequently, loved and hated by people but this way of being holds not attachment to neither, which is still a  rare experience of being in this planet but humanity is getting there and as I said in a more direct earlier article, the first teacher for many people in the path of Enlightenment, the final destination, will be pain. When you have gone trough immense pain, you are more willing to see your pain as a metaphor that perhaps you are holding too tightly into something in your life and it would be beneficial to let it go,you know, “loose the tension of your grip” which means to allow change to occur which is something modern people just dont like and the western system particularly was built to keep people in full focus to get a mortgage and place all their focus and their lives in bondage in depth to pay the mortgage, in a fearful state, and seemingly never having the time to get out from the loop. This leads us to numbing the discomfort of the loop with all sorts of things: tv, abuse of alcohol, abuse of drugs,abuse of sex, overworking, overeating, over thinking and so fort. If unbearable neurosis or psychological pain comes into your life in this situation due to immense stress or anxiety of trying to fulfill societies expectations of you and you listen to your anxiety then your life will never be the same again.  In a good way. The path of pain is fading as humanity raises in consciousness and in the future perhaps after a thousand years, there will be no need for pain, even dark night of the soul due to humanities decreased, perhaps abolished association with drama that leads to trauma. The less ancestral and personal trauma in our cellular memories the less need for strong entity removal methods like the DNOTS. I hope humanity is aware enough to support one another in all departments when all go trough their own divine transformation, the final stop that was already within us but got underdeveloped just like most people are not accurate with writing with their left hand, so is our third eye underdeveloped, almost forgotten due to poor choices in collective and personal life. Perhaps Awakening to your true self will be a norm at that time because that is exactly what this all is. It is a natural part of our evolution and is becoming a more accepted fact of life all around the world and people are uniting while also honoring each ones own unique expression in this infinite imaginary cosmos with infinite possibilities. We are all one and all special. Regarding the utopia where the entire humanity is Enlightened? Well, I am not too optimistic about this issue, although eventually everybody will get it, everybody has the free will to choose to dwell in their own dream illusions of life as long as they want. Ultimately there is no future. Past, present. All illusion. Your mind set during death determines what you are ready to experience. If the life you lived had zero application of the metaphysical forgiveness stuff then you have not energetically cut those cords to your previous experiences thus the experience will come into your life again. This is why the willingness to forgive or letting go (of grievances) is so important. 

The decision to stay in illusions is not out of stupidity it is simply the souls yearning to experience all the nostalgias of humanity as much as possible. The good and the bad. So if you do not like what I am writing then you can go and experience the things you want to experience in this life. The ones that are awakening now are old souls, they have gained all the experiences needed and are mentally open to receive higher information and start a journey of remembering home which is an awareness of all that is. Their life was already scripted for them to awaken Now since they were mentally prepared for a ride. There really is nothing wrong with this universe of duality and im sure most of you reading stuff like this know that there is no need to save anybody. Just like the divine order is able to place the sun to a distance that is not too far to keep us earthlings cold but also not too close to burn us, this same order within our human chaos is also directing each soul to its beneficial path. People yearn pain because it gives them a stronger illusion of separation but even pain has its limits. The divine intelligence really is in you because you are literally dwelling within its womb projecting a universe that appears separated from you and has caught your attention and traumatized you since the beginning of time space projection. This whole awakening thing clears the trauma away and leads you to the present moment where beneficial choices are now easier to be made without the past and future. Being present is being an elite. You are in sync with your own seasons thus you work smarter not harder. The only “hardness” that comes is the hardness of your inspiration to share your fruits with others and increase your joy.

Emotions Unnoticed that keeps us stuck.

All feelings of negativity triggered by others are also ancient traumas. Without the annoying people in your life these traumas that have rooted you in to this realm would have stayed out of your awareness and would have anchored you here perhaps forever as a body. Be glad of the people in your life for bringing all the dense negative emotions in to the surface. All adversities in life are there to trigger dense energy from us and we can use them to become aware of these energies, although uncomfortable, and allow the divine intelligence or order to evaporate all the toxic memories of the inevitable events that will seem to occur in a seemingly separated world. Trusting this divine intelligence is very important which tends to be gradual. I ended up pushing things faster by putting my self trough extreme situations where trust was a matter of life and death but it worked too! I had to heal from the experience but now I know for sure that there really is divine order in the human world as well.

It was nice to write this one. Giving value to people feels nice. It is great when it becomes your brand/life style because life becomes so organic and you feel abundant all the time and you know things will be alright: definition of an elite. Have you noticed how many times successful people have failed before they became insanely successful? The failure they went trough was there to prove that although things look dark at times, there is always a flip side to it. They started to notice that all the mess in life has a divine purpose. I kid you not. Have a wonderful day.

A great siqn that you are an elite is when you are discerning what you speak in to the Universe. – Klem Kaan 

Awakening From the Dream of Birth and Death: Dying Consciously and Allowing others to Remain in their worlds.

The title will surely trigger people but here it goes: humanity is under the control of egocentric consciousness. The indoctrinated stupified luciferians who are in charge of media and governments are aware of this and are using external stimuli (such as promoting the culture of crappy junk food, subliminal sex messages in music and films, false flag terrorist attacks, over exaggerating romance movies, poor medical care etc) to cement mankind into this way of being by making them believe it is all real. This being – ego consciousness, is not our friend however. It is in fact here to kill us, or ,to put it more PG: it is here to “direct” us to ruin our lives so we can blame others and never take responsibility of our lives and embrace our true identity as co-creators of life! When we blame, we are telling ourselves we are helpless victims and if we are victims then we are bodies that can be hurt, and if we can be hurt then we can also die! The whole plot of this dream like matrix is to make us think we are powerless so that we can have a false experience of separation by convincing us to believe we are bodies. Again, if we are our bodies and the body is real then so is death real. In a nutshell, the ego consciousness that has the majority of people in its control is trying to convince we are bodies so that death is real! Get it? The stupified luciferians in power serve this ego consciousness (bible calls the devil) which is why they perpetuate our unhealthy culture, music and films, in order to harvest souls and dumb their minds so we are not able to mentally digest higher dimensional truths due to our addiction to ego consciousness we thought to be ourselves since birth. The idea is too keep our dreaming minds feel dense by making us belief in a serious but false world. In order for us to remain serious and dense, they invented religions to keep us in fear which is a dense energy. Stress, neediness, anger and guilt are one of the biggest ways to keep us dense or in low vibration so the religious egos took advantage of that and has kept people in a soul level bondage to earth. I personally must say that it has worked very well although the floods of information (aquarius) is collapsing which is a good thing and ultimately, when the common man themselves stop resisting the change, the system will disappear. The faster humanity literally wakes up, the faster all the crap will collapse. It will not happen yet because, as you know, many of our loved ones, friends and even the so called spiritual people we have come across during our incarnation to planet earth are not willing to allow change to take place in their personal lives first thus are making unconscious choices to keep the system alive in their personal and collective lives. It is important to use discernment within these relationships because it will have the danger to drag you down. It is even more intense if you get closer to the “heart” of our collective insanity, you know, if you get closer to the big guys, like vatican, that actually thrive in all this sickness. The religious egos are serving their masters by doing all they can to shut the floods of information. There already is an attempt to sensor articles of this nature by claiming they are “adult” content like porn and It is obvious that 911 was all about slowing down humanities change towards the age of Aquarius, which sounds like a new age phrase to me but all it means is that humanity is waking up from a long lasting sleep (by sleep I do not mean stupidity but literal sleep!) and that the few who enjoyed their specialness as demigods will use all their might so that they can continue to act like gods. The priceless pearl in our physical universe is to seek the experience of specialness. This is what our so called powers at be are just doing – enjoying specialness/ false experience of godhood. It is only specialness that gives us a poor illusion of godhood and this is why people seek power, fame and lots of money. Seeking specialness is however a futile journey because deep inside we all know we are all one and the world is an illusion so the frustration of people is now stronger than ever. Many celebrities commit suicide because although they gained some sense of specialness and adoration from the outside world, none of that fulfilled them and since they were not able to channel their depression in the right way, which  is by going within, and asking for a change, some decide to immortalize themselves by actually killing themselves because we have this strange culture where the younger, tragically you die, the more people will remember you and worship you thus you may want to seek specialness that way…

The following is a well known quote from the movie The matrix. The reason the movie became so iconic is because it includes so much information that rings true to us deep inside but since it comes in a form of a movie people tend to dismiss the message by saying “its just a movie”. No! Hollywood is very aware of this stuff and are masters at using black magic to twist truthful messages as just “fictional stuff” by actually throwing truth right in to our face! I am not into magic stuff but I do know that part of black magic is to add truth in to it as well otherwise it wont work. It is basically like a parasite. In order for a parasite to survive it has to attach to the host without the host being aware of it. Well, same goes with mind manipulation of humanity. The parasitic attempt to control people is right in our face but we are not aware of it. Anyway, here is the quote.

When you raise your frequency trough forgiveness, taking good care of your self by being kind to yourself and others, the thing that will come as some what of a sad thing is to notice people falling out of your life and prefer making choices that will keep them stuck in the dream for a while. The basic way people do this (and we did as well before we had enough) are by doing poor choices regarding having a mate, poor choices regarding a job or career, poor choices with food, poor choices with whom to hang out with, poor choices in controlling anger and so on. All these poor choices boils down to  us being stuck in addiction to ego consciousness and the fear of noticing and ultimately experiencing we are all one, the world was over long ago and there is nobody out there really. Humanity, the majority, are not willing to accept we are not separated but are actually the one, so all the humans can do is to make choices to reinforce their own sense of separation which is why they will make choices that will perpetuate drama in their lives. Without drama, ego consciousness can not survive. The drama does not have to be, lets say, getting shot by a person or being in a fist fight. That also happens and it is a very unconscious behavior. The drama I am addressing are usually the very subtle ones, lets say, like a marriage or intimate relationship that seems to be working but ultimately both partners chose that relationship and even made children because they are afraid to be alone.

As you know, you have to use your ability to discern these materials, my own as well. Based on my encounters with people with interest in hermetic texts I have noticed that some of them are not authentic at all. I recently came across a guy I thought to be a potential friend due to his ability to communicate about stuff like kundalini but eventually, thanks to the warnings from the people in my life and my ability to discern, the guy ultimately came across as a black magic abuser. Sure, he can talk about kundalini and occult stuff but all that is nothing if you are not able to practice forgiveness and self love. So, please, use your ability to discern all materials on the internet. There are many so called spiritual people who are doing their thing to serve their own needs of specialness, the biggest virus of all not so many teachers talk about. I have been in many “Burning man” type community parties and although there are authentic people, there are also “leaks” who are there for the free group hugs and cuddling, sex, drugs and music stuff. Be passerby my dear friend and respect people for where they are in their evolution by allowing them to do their own mistakes which usually means to allow them to ruin their lives until they have also had enough of their way of perceiving the world thus are finally ready to make a change trough their daily choices that will benefit everybody. It will all turn out well for everybody eventually. That is guaranteed.

Awakening From the dream Of birth and Death: Becoming at Peace with your Divine mission or Purpose.

Your divine mission or purpose actually starts the instant you have answered your own personal call to consciously follow your divinity or Awakening. Its the good old mundane stuff. Your mission was always within you, you just did not see or hear it but now you can otherwise you would not be reading this article and resonating with the title and text.

When the divine intelligence (God, Universal or Cosmic intelligence) gets re-activated so does your path in life. Your path to consciously wake up and detach from the physical dream (physical universe) is already the mission it self because as said many times in my earlier articles, your willingness to follow your divinity will not only change the cause (your mind) it will also start to effect your external world as well and at first, things can get messy, especially the relationships you were involved in while still unconscious, which is why its crucial to understand that your spiritual mission has already started and is not something that happens in the future in the form of, less say, becoming the next famous guru, the next mother Teresa, the next Gandhi, the next Martin Luther King, the next best seller in spiritual books, you know. Your spiritual mission is to go trough the mess of your old life with your intention to release yourself and others from it and the ancient cycle of passive negativity and physical negativity that went along with it for a very long time but got numbed with external stimulus (overeating, overworking, alcohol, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, unhappy relationships in denial etc). Your mission is basically to do your best not to react from your ego to other peoples egos, some who will in their unconsciousness try to drag you down. You must be vigilant for your divinity and not put your power outside of you which reacting to the external world from your ego would do, meaning you are adding power to the matrix and the ancient cycle of hate and misery would go on thus you are bound to that relationships or a very similar one in an etheric level and you would not be moving forward with your day to day lessons. As long as you have the pure intent to change your life (which would include to change your old way of perceiving the world) you are already in your divine mission. At first it will be tough and there is a high chance you will loose yourself and fall down once in a while by reacting to other peoples egos but your intent to grasp life is what really counts and will help you to overcome your own misused ego. I just want to add that ego is just a tool for day to day living. It is not evil although we have abused and miss used it for the purpose of darkness/ separation. You use ego to judge whether to cross the streets or not, you use it whether to buy a processed food or not. These are judgements that do not have any intent to harm or enslave anybody to your world.

Although your spiritual mission will take a more obvious expression at some point such as starting a creative project, becoming a intuitive healer, becoming a humanitarian, devoted raising a child to become a conscious co- creator in life etc, the spiritual mission is ultimately an extraordinary normal day thing that boils down to forgiveness. Everything will always boil down to forgiving yourself, forgiving others thus forgiving the entire world and the thought system that is the root cause of our insane world. We are here to forgive everything that we find negative, we are also here to use discernment with what we think as positive and release the world. We are talking about a totally different way of being than what we were thought as we were raised.

There is a big obsession for some of us to find this  grandiose mission thing to do. I sure was one of them. I remember after dropping my Course in miracles book down in my early journey I actually experienced some of my first syncro events that led me to establish a corporate start up business not so far from Sahara deserts. Since it included the “help” of the government it started to feel like an actual mission but ultimately it was actually the simple day to day mundane stuff to forgive the weirdness of homo sapiens and the man made world that mattered the most. The corporate thing was actually nothing. It was all about forgiving the relationships and to actually release these relationships by forgiving them. We have forgot that our presence as awaken being with the ability to discern is enough already regarding the healing of this planet. Your awakening and the inner joy that comes out from this inner process is what matters and is the healing agent for the entire collective sleeping mind that has split itself to many different bodies that think are separate autonomous self (Hindus the world of multiplicity).  When you withdraw your investment to perpetuate ego consciousness which is all about separation and division by accepting your awakening and the death of your old world that kept you stuck in ego consciousness, you are already working as an example for others to make the same choice. Your mission has nothing to do with preaching about anything to others. Your peace and experience of your divinity is enough and on some level the people around you will sense this which is why as you advance, which can take time, you will notice people becoming attracted to you although they are really attracted to their own potential that they can sense in you. As said earlier in a another post, some will not like you due to jealousy or some other weird egoistic reason and this is where your mission steps in over and over again: to forgive.

Forgiveness does NOT include being passive and letting others abuse you verbally or physically. Its about coming in touch with our ancient decision to participate in this dream and agreeing to experience separation. Once you notice that we are playing a video game dream of separation you will learn not to take people personally which is basically another way to say you are forgiving people in your life for something they did not really do because it is all just a scripted video game dream meant to create an illusion of separation and people are simply actors reading their lines from the collective unconsciousness without knowing they are actors reading their lines that is scripted meant to perpetuate separation. But you know now everything is just an act, which means your spiritual mission is not about making a scripted life real by holding grievances, its all about making beneficial choices that are about reinforcing this divine fairy tale experience of everything being actually just a video game dream play. That the world is literally a stage and people are actors. If you judge people/ actors on a stage you are making the play real in your mind and cementing or rooting your self into the dream and your belief as a physical brain body self gets reinforced and you will be sucked back to the dream and basically feeling awful.

So, if you are reading this then your mission already begun. It re-began the second you decided to wake up. Your mission revolves to forgive the world day in and day out. It has nothing to do with the size of the mission. Whether you are a carpenter or a holistic business owner, a humanitarian, your life will still have challenges, especially with people so its important not to take anything personally/ seriously which means you are already able to forgive in the most deepest level. You are already doing your mission by not adding more negativity to the collective unconsciousness. As said by Yeshua in the Gospel of thomas  found in Naghamadi Egypt: Be passerby.

The collective unconsciousness is the sleeping Son of Sod that is having a strange dream of separation/ multiplicity, it is us. If you judge the actors on the stage called the world, you are really judging your self of being the one that is dreaming them up and basically punishing your self in a level most are not aware of which is why there is so much sickness. You are the sleeping son of god, a part of the son that is waking up and hopefully using its remaining time wisely by not judging the reflections of his sleeping mind which is the world and entities he sees.

So relax, if you are opening your third eye, especially having the intent to not take the good and bad seriously (forgiveness) then you already are doing your divine mission. If you do not practice forgiveness then who will? Majority of religious believers and all the media materials that were inspired by religious mythologies have made sin and guilt real which means the forgiveness and prayers they practice on others are not authentic. It is all about establishing themselves holier than others who are able to “forgive” others sins when in reality there is no sin, its all an illusion… Argh… I think I went too “deep” again (this is actually common sense) but I kind of wanted to go there. I will leave now. Bye.

“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.” Lao Tzu

 

Awakening from the dream of birth and death: Signs you are escaping the societal matrix entirely.

THE END OF YOUR WORLD.

Your world as you knew it before is changing very fast. Some people have vanished from your life and some you can not relate to anymore no matter how hard you and the people in your life try. Some will despise you without any valid reason. When this is happening it means that you are ready to face the unknown and thus life/universe/god is assisting to speed up your Enlightenment or freedom from space time experience and become a lucid dreamer within the physical dream which planet earth, the entire physical cosmos really is. This only starts to happen after you are not happy with your old way of living. When you are unhappy with your old life, your minds starts to open to new ideas. Without the curiosity to experiment with the idea that perhaps the world we see is in fact subjective, there would be not enough energy, zeal, to pull you into subjective direction which means your life, relationships or comfort zone would have remained the same and you would have being ruining your life just like the rest. The more your old world breaks down the more you get detached from things and people in a mental level. The more you get detached, the more you feel content by being by your self which becomes its own paradox because people will be attracted to you since you do not need anything or anybody outside your self. You are thus releasing your self from giving your mental power to the outside matrix world thus its hold on you is weakening. The more it weakens the weirder your life starts to get in both the good and bad ways so be prepared!

YOU HAVE GONE TROUGH THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

As explained in many different ways in my earlier article. The dark night (a.k.a existential crisis) is a time of grieving the life that you knew before but which was all a lie. Your system got shocked and you needed time to integrate the fact that we live in an illusion that is trying to lure us back to its grips which means the life that you thought you were living was not beneficial for you except, of course, if you still wanted to remain living a lie which some will do.

Most of your relationships from the past will not support your change simply because they are not mentally ready. It does not matter. The world was over long ago! When you go trough the dark you are not a match with the old way of living which means relationships, things and passions are not a match. At least for a while. In my case my old passions did re-surface but since they are more fun based rather than a serious thing, I have been gaining more opportunities in those fields lately.

NOTE: Not all people go trough the dark night. There is no race involved yet it is quite common for people to say that you leap frog in your spiritual evolution when you go trough the dark. I personally feel great. Hah! For those who need a bone, sure, I will admit that challenges still come.

YOU ARE DRAWN TO EAT HEALTHY FOOD.

Sounds retarded, I know, I mean, what does food got to do with experiencing heaven on earth? Well, as you progress in your growth, you will discover that a lot of our foods are processed and the idea behind that is to dull our biological body system and make it less aware of the universe and the fact that we are made of the exact same fabric as the universe: mass of atoms. So when you eat a bunch of killed animals you are digesting your body intelligence with information about death and destruction and you still wonder why people go trough cancer and other dis- eases? Do not get me wrong, you will know when or if you need to eat meat. You will also know when to never eat meat again. It all depends of your intention.

YOU YEARN TO BE IN NATURE.

For many who live in central areas, to them nature has become a little bit alien since they rarely have the time to visit forests or parks. When you start to wake up you will enjoy the intelligence and vibration of nature and will notice how much a simple 30min walk in nature refreshes the body mind. I am not an expert in telling the biological effects of it but the yearning to go to nature and spend more and more time there will be more common. If you go to city central it tends to be due to a calling/ mission not just to “hang out”.

YOU ARE LESS AFRAID OF DEATH.

This is a big one. The beginning stages of awakening from the dream of birth and death is really a conscious way of dying. The experience, that tends to be a gradual process to most of us, is like going beyond our childhood. In order to have that experience however, the things that were blocking this awareness you had even during your first  years of childhood must go. When you lose everything and even your old way of thinking while still appearing to be in this world, you my friend, have just died without having to physically die. You have experienced the loss of your old self and you are ready to live a life on earth as a resurrected ascended master or as some like to call Christ. Your mission from here on out is to simply spread your talent or gifts all around the world so that others will also be inspired to wake up and embrace the new earth. They can only experience that when they love themselves the same way we on the journey of ascension started to do once we answered our own call to make a change. A change that ultimately does not happen outside but within. After that, the outside world (effect) changes automatically. When you awaken and integrate your learning, you become very effective in your daily tasks and passions.

Before we can see the new earth, the old must die. – Klem Kaan

PS: I have some cool stuff coming up soon outside of writing articles. You can best get updated on my facebook.

Awaken from the Dream of Birth and Death: Why life falls apart when we Awaken.

So, your life is a gigantic mess right now and nothing seems to be working right? First things first, relax. Everything is ok and you are actually on the right track. Nothing is wrong with you and things will get better.

The reason shit starts to hit the fan as you detach from ego consciousness that kept you in a sleep like experience of life is because you are being called to the unknown by the Universe detaching you from your comfort zones. The idea of your life falling apart is to make you prepared to Trust your Self as an extension of the Universe (or God if you will) rather than relying on a changing outside world which was what you were doing before answering our call to ascend. We all did that because that is how we got programmed. None of us knew there is a divine order in this insane planet so we never Trusted this intelligence that is within us (universal energy/ mass of atoms that is one with source) so we created our own safety with relationships and society in general to keep us in place but a safety net which was at the end of the day our own self made prison house due to its limitations.  Some people went as far as to accept their semi comfortable nine to five jobs and were willing to stay there until they reach their retirement age! This is not however what universal energy wants from us. The universe wants you to be fully free not semi free. There really is no compromise with this. Everything that was limiting your life even by 2 percent will go. No matter how great the sex was with your spouse, if he or she limits you in other areas of life then it will not last even if you resist the change. It happens step by step to many people because the fear of liberation is so strong. We have gotten too comfortable within our golden cage and are not comfortable with the freedom: doing the creativity work we love, being around amazing people, inspiring and helping people… That is what we all want deep inside.

 

The phase where everything goes upside down can take time and tends to be scary to many because the ones who are not ready for this will appear having all things figured out while your life makes no sense anymore. Please take heart. You are simply going trough a divine transformation. You are allowing your self to be crucified to the cross in your own unique way so just allow that to happen and do not fight it. Rebuilding your life will also take few years so allow your self to be a mess for a while. You will also notice the people who are there for you and the ones who are not there for you.

Ultimately your life is not really falling apart but it is actually falling into place. You just need patience. Life really is like a movie and what you are going trough is a typical heroes journey from the comfortable life towards the unknown. Ultimately the challenges you have will enrich you and you will eventually return to society and spread your knowledge to the people in need. You are literally a gift to planet earth.

“We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” ~ Joseph Campbell

Am I pushing your buttons? 6 Reasons you should Not wake up from the Physical dream.

I am not interested to save the world or become well known, something only very jealous people would like to think about my stuff. I originally made my website to share my videos and songs but that would have not being an interesting enough content to uphold a website which does cost money as well which is why I started to add more value to my page which is the stuff I have been writing so far. What I am writing Is just an after effect that is part of our collective evolution. Like a ripple effect, the evolution of humanity caught my attention and thus I decided to go along in case I will miss out something important which indeed it is. Majority of humanity have not noticed that we are living a time of change known as Aquarius so majority are missing out unfortunately and are ruining their lives. This problem is not just a linear issue its actually a multidimensional problem. Every dimension of time is packed with people majority still caught up in linear time which is in fact the past. The world was over long ago believe it or not and you are the only one in the room within you personal hologram of life and death that has been already over! Just like a movie. A movie may appear linear starting from beginning to the end but it has still been already filmed in the can before it even got projected to the screen to be experienced. And so is your life… You are already dead and looking at a world that is past but you are too fearful to let it go. I wont go too deep with this. Just saying that if you are reading this right now and find it resonating then indeed by all means continue reading. I do want to add that writing this stuff, although not new, is indeed my new passion and I love to spread the word forward. I am not a guru, spiritual teacher or any of that kind. I am an awakening esoteric ego. I have tarnished my image many times in the past years and even made a gritty exclusive documentary that was all about tarnishing my image as a goal getter business man and artist. You can watch it here. So if you think I am some kind of a cult leader, hah, think again. You will be wasting your time and ruining your life. “Let the dead bury the dead” is a quote from Jesus which means let the spiritually dead bury the dead. This page is about life. Yes, the road can be tough but life always wins. Humans will for life is too strong although the majority of humans have a high tolerance for misery and pain because our culture has been set to numb mental, physical and emotional pains so we are not aware that we have a soul that has been tortured that yearns to spread its wings and fly.

So am I pushing your buttons? Have my writings upset you? Are you bothered by the fact that earth, humanity is actually an illusion or a holographic dream or as some might call a simulation of a false life? Are you pissed that your career, loved ones, family and friends are all made up? Are you upset to hear that you are actually outside time and space in heaven/ infinity dreaming of a limited existence in a limited universe? That you are already dead just like the rest of humanity are already dead. Everybody is like in the movie The 6th sense… Humanity is literally like a ghost, they all think they are alive but the world was over long ago. Are you troubled by the idea that your are the one who has to take charge of your thinking because God has no clue about your dreams just like a parent does not know what a sleeping child is seeing in his or her dream. The only thing the parent knows based on the childs troubled sleeping face is that  the child is having a nightmare thus the parent tries to wake up the child with gentle ease by whispering loving thoughts to the child.

“Nothing to worry. You are safe at home. All you are seeing is just a nightmare and they have no effect”

Regarding the parent – child metaphor, please remember this is all a metaphor because we are not really bodies in heaven. God is not a person and nor are you. So back to the story. Like the parent whispering to the child to wake up and reminding the child that what he/she is seeing is just a dream God is basically whispering to the one mind dreaming of a universe with multiple bodies (extraterrestials included) that its dreaming. Since the one mind (which is ultimately you) is so identified with the symbols of the dream The mind interprets the whisper of god to wake up in the form of symbols such as the manifestation of moses, Jesus, krishna and none animated bodies like esoteric books such as the course in miracles, buddhism or any article that is trying to motivate the reader to wake up.

However when people are presented with the truth. That it is beneficial for you to wake up rather than staying stuck in a cycle of birth and death (physical reality which is a dream) majority like to hit the snooze button and continue their lives as if they never heard what any great master like Jesus or a authentic book or article was trying to say… And here is why… The 6 reasons you should forget about waking up from the illusion of birth and death and live your day to day life as if you never red this article.

1:If you answer the call to listen to the “Gods whisper” that is calling you to wake up (Gods whisper that took the form of Jesus, Buddha, esoteric books, esotric videos, esoteric music and articles) then you must be ready to allow your world to end and by that I mean that most of the western people are living a very unconscious lives and have made choices so that they can remain and deepen their state of unconsciousness or sleep. This usually includes poor choices regarding work, friends, spouse, family members, hobbies, diet and the way you think/ believe. Our thinking/ beliefs are not easy to purify which is why the old world that held your belief/ thinking system together tends to fall apart if you get serious about awakening from a thousand year lasting false existence. There are not many retreat centers in the world where people who have lost all and now have to start from zero can go to which is why Trust is such an important aspect of Awakening while finding refuge where you can rest and allow your biological self to adjust to this profound realization of not being a body. The world is not Awakening friendly because it is designed to keep us asleep and will continue to do that for quite a while. The reason trust is so important is because you are not separated from God, you are just dreaming of separation. The divine intelligence that fights against the chaos we created is also within the dream which is why your usual way of thinking must go away so that it can guide you. Without the divine intelligence infused with our miss creation of a false dream like universe there would be no order in this universe and one example out of many I can come up with is that our sun would not be in the exact place in the galaxy to shine its radiance from a perfect distance so that it wont burn our planet. This same intelligence that knows how things can be “safer” also knows how to guide you properly in a crazy planet.

2: If you are not ready to tarnish you image then you might as well stop it there. You can not care what other people think of you once you answer the call. When you loose your old life (which may include losing your house, spouse, job etc) you will be tempted to think how others perceive you. A lot of angry people tend to use the word “sheep” to define a person that is bound to a herd mentality. This page is not about being angry to people, quite the opposite, but it is true that humanity has a deep seated belief system (I call virus) and that is the belief in objective reality that needs to be taken seriously in order to survive. Once you start to become more subjective you will experience cognitive dissonance with the rest of the world who are still caught in an objective world and your very being will get misunderstood. You will not resonate with many people and it will take trials and errors and the ability to be vulnerable (average joes hates vulnerability) to find the ones that are suitable for your new subjective awareness. Objective reality has thought us to be goal getters and ambitious, serious individuals who must find this priceless pearl outside of us (to many people this priceless pearl is finding the ways to have sex). We have surpressed our nurturing feminine side which includes self nurturing and resting so that we can be effective in our natural talents and nurturing around others. This feminine energy is coming back now. The rising of female movements (such as the Me 2 movement) is just an expression of that even though they may not know it.

3: Awakening from the dream is really like consciously dying while still appearing in the body. Your usual way of human interaction will radically change and many foods will not fit your new awareness due to its harm to the body. Although the body is a deformity of thought it is still a divine creation and it has its own intelligence such as pain. When you feel any pain all that is happening is that your bodies intelligence is telling you to stop whatever it is you have been doing to it such as too much alcohol, unhealthy food, negativity or stress etc. To die consciously would also mean to accept to let go of any desire to be famous, rich, good looking etc. You must surrender your life to this divine intelligence that will guide your life towards a path that will bring you more and more within to the subjective reality. It is a very paradoxical journey.  For example many things we thought to be our advancements or achievements have actually being damaging regarding our spiritual evolution while our trials and errors and the ability to move on have been our truest contribution to the healing of this one mind that is dreaming the entire universe, animals and all humanoids. We are all one. Its not unusual for long sentenced prisoners to be more happier than an average joe who is “free” because the prisoner has less distractions and no goals or desires around him. The prisoner thus ends up finding interest in the inner subjective realms and even has the time to digest all the physical changes due to very simple prison life. Nelson Mandela myth is a good example about a *made up* being that was locked up but was not distracted by much things thus he got in touch with his divinity and silently did his thing in “raising the consciousness of humanity”.

4: Eventually you will have to learn to surrender to the entire process even at times when nothing makes sense. As we advance in our subjective journey some have had the excitement to become teachers, healers, guides but this does not guarantee fortune and fame at all. The real question is are you ready to do Gods will even if nobody would know anything about you and you would not be rewarded materialistically at all? The ones that do receive material gains like Osho who had close to hundred rolls royces are ultimately there to learn that none of that brings them the happiness they were looking for. Perhaps your soul does not need to go that lesson especially if you are born within rich systems such as Norway or Finland. 😀

5: There is nothing wrong with religion yet it has taken peoples power away from them and has made many religious followers dependent on a force outside of themselves to save them. Many actually believe that there will be a second coming of Christ not understanding that the second coming is actually the time we are living right now which is the age of Aquarius where humanity is reclaiming their Christ within themselves. We are all Christ because we are all the one Son of God that is dreaming of a separated universe. Christ is simply a higher state of consciousness where you are more aware/ conscious of being a lucid dreamer outside time and space just like Jesus was aware of being a lucid dreamer. Jesus became one with Christ consciousness. Many have done so before and after Jesus so there is nothing special about him. If you are not ready to take responsibility of your life and rather prefer to project all your issues on a god outside of you to solve your issues then this path I have been talking about may not be for you because in this path you are taking full responsibility of your thinking and the actions that follow from your thinking. I also want to add that Atheism demands independence from a higher force/ God but this is not so. We are all one and interconnected. Independence or separation is just an illusion which is the world we appear to live in. The people that claim to be atheist have usually being very miserable people usually dependent on substances or relationships to ease their own created sense of abandonment from God (I prefer calling Oneness) and are sabotaging their lives by being over obsessive to prove religious people including esoteric teachings as bullshit. What a sad life and a waste of time…

6: Since Awakening is like dying from an old life and being rebirth to a new one while still appearing to be here. You may have to go trough phases of losing the zeal and passion in the stuff that you used to love. You must face the emotional side of death which is not only about losing your body but the entire human experience. You will loose more desires as you move forward… Even the desire to hold a role of a son, mother or whatever role you used to so identify with must fade away. This all does indeed sound harsh to anybody who still sees value in the 3 dimensional world but as you progress trough these experiences you will feel compassionate towards humanity and will function without any conditions set on others. Sure, you will still use common sense. You will not spend and waste your time listening to a drunk person, you know, or waste time with toxic family members who are still trying to control you, you know, or hang around with friends who have no respect for you. You will notice that many times it will be more beneficial for everybody for you to just leave the relationship so that others will one day get motivated to take charge of their own lives and make a change within themselves. You get what I am saying!?