The Beginning: True Lightworking.
“In your relationship you have joined with me in bringing Heaven to the Son of God, who hid in darkness. ²You have been willing to bring the darkness to light, and this willingness has given strength to everyone who would remain in darkness. ³Those who would see will see. ⁴And they will join with me in carrying their light into the darkness, when the darkness in them is offered to the light, and is removed forever. (ACIM, T-18.III.6:1-4)
Once you have gone trough the Dark Night of The Soul (which can last from months to years) there is no turning back. Much has shifted within you as you were rewired by the Cosmic intelligence (Yahawah) as a initiation gift. One major quality within you by this time is that you re-become highly Extra Sensory Perceptive (ESP) to your surroundings & you can now honor this Extra sensitivity & use it well to navigate or discern trough life, both meaning the same really. In other words you have become an empath or psychic; merely outside the One Collective Mind in Awereness, not as a body; not yet. Once you come out of the metaphorical hermit phase & re-enter society, your acquired wisdom and the lack of addiction to Ego Consciousness gets automatically contrasted with the deep misery, search for validation & meaning the majority of our siblings in Christ around you are going trough from all ages and races. Majority of them so distracted by the world that they are not aware that they are miserable by searching for happiness outside of themselves. You will see the Cosmic drama being acted out right in front of you for now you come from a space of none judgement, where your past defense-based curriculum does not filter the facts of the objective realm Now. This is the true beginning of Lightworking because as you are non-judgemental so will your actions, even the austere ones, such as a possible role to mercy kill people, or at least prepare them for such an event – can actually come from a space where others know deep within that your utterings are not coming from you personally & punitively – they are really Prophetical words & actions of Christ Consciousness trying demonstrate The One Son sense trough a none-ego way of being that naturally understands why people (Separated One Sons) want to maintain their ego fantasies. This understanding brings tremendous healing to the Collective One Mind, and it is not limited in one specific action or role. This is why you are forced back to the darkness, and share your gift, a gift which was not for you alone. The content, intent or understanding behind each action is what matters: Is the intent to establish separation or bring Oneness? So, before I go on with the basics of re-entering the societal matrix I would like to write a summary of the basic phases.
Restating The Basics.
1. Initiation: Everybody starts from this phase and majority of humanity have been stuck here for a long time. This phase is simply to be born into this world. Once you are born you get conditioned by your care takers and later on by your friends, school system, media and society. Unless you were born to an Enlightened being, which is rare, the conditioning you received while growing up were all objective. They all believed in a mysterious external world outside of themselves and something that should be taken seriously for the sake of survival. Once you take things seriously for many years you become addicted to that state and know no other way to navigate trough life. Once you reach adulthood and you notice that you are not happy, that you are still serious or unhappy, you are motivated to question everything you have been thought. Many people however suppress their real feelings regarding their unhappiness by distracting themselves trough relationships, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, beach vocations, overworking and overeating to a point the feeling of misery gets denied & hidden in the subconscious. When this happens the next step your soul will try to do to warn you is trough bodily sickness to motivate you to question what you pass as life but even this will not work in many cases because we will find satisfaction in blaming other people regarding the lot in our lives and the unconscious self hatred of not having the care to do anything about it but blame. The old grumpy man is a good example. Hitler found immense pervasive satisfaction in blaming others of his misery and even killed many to gain some sense of power. Many people at this point of initiation will find interest in conspiracy theories and although the basics are true, that a group of insane powerful individuals are not for the highest good of all and are plotting for a one world government to keep people more in bondage, the people who are miserable will then get stuck in blaming the insane “elites” yet not seeing the full picture of it which is that the miserable people are actually dreaming the elites up and the “elites” are just serving their wish to remain in literal and eternal sleep. They are also innocent in a sense that since we all deathwished our current system of distractions, so must we allow time play it self out so that the “elites” and their Nation of sleeping minds can be mercy killed back to nature Absrtact nature of God.
2. Undoing or Letting go: If you are lucky and you listen to your unhappiness or the sickness, you will start to rebel against everything you have been thought. You will attract esoteric books, few friends who are also awakening and the right videos. And you will notice the importance of letting go of the false self: your old life which was working as an distraction. Dropping your old life will be a process because we fear the unknown after all of the old is gone. Many people will not go trough this phase and will jump back to their old lives and/ or comfort zones because they fear peer pressure that will inevitably happen with relationships. So many do not want you to be free and very few from your old life will allow you to go trough this radical process of letting go. The people from your old life will channel words and act out unconscious behaviors that will try to root you back in to the comfort zone you were part of for so long. 
Awakening is a road without distance so you really are not going anywhere but the change occurs at the level of the mind and once you have raised your awareness your life will picture this awareness accordingly which means your external world (the effect) will change based on the change in your thinking (the cause or projector). This is perhaps the most intense process of waking up and can also last for some time. If you live with a spouse, with family, it has been quite typical for them to suggest you should visit a psychiatrist and if you do that (some will be forced to do it) the psychiatrist, unless he/she is aware of jungian or any esoteric psychology, will usually diagnose your behavior as mental illness and you may have to go trough medication. Since you are the dreamer of your life and the people who seem to be outside of you are actually you, you will eventually have to forgive these people who hurt you by trying to drag you down to the old ways. Without forgiving them you will not be able to forgive yourself for being part of this Ancestral craft on Self, and finally release yourself from the experience of linear time: the sins of the past, the absence of present peace due to the fearful expectations of the unforgiving future. All this will be gone only trough forgiveness in a quantum sense. Forgiveness is the key to be released from time. None of us came here pure so waking up from the insane dream of Birth & Death – time & space – will make you more aware of this. We are all doing our best with our current state of awareness. I also want to add that although the psychiatrist have no clue what is happening within you, going to a mental health so-called professional will also be a good justification for others to allow you to take it easy & rest to digest all that is happening with you rather than pushing you to the world. Use this time wisely. Rest whenever you feel like doing so, in the end, you are called to be a end time leader & help others right? So, please, rest, because when you start to let go of your old life you will notice some Ascension Symptoms arising both at the physical & mental level. There are many Ascension Symptom lists on the internet so google search them using discernment. Very common ones are sleep issues, digestive issues, tinnitus, need to change diet, mood swings, lack or increase in libido, change in brain, skull & bone structure etc. This is raw stuff, like a Catepillar turning to a butterfly, but even this is only a beginning phase; this was supposed to launch everyone to Biblical timelines, but a dwelling place majority has failed to adapt, but I digress… Once you are changing your thinking, your biological self shifts accordingly to a more Light based body. Your psychological & physical self are getting trained being a dreamer outside time & space while still maintaining a body in a dense dream thus why all these radical biological shifts in the body (brain, organs etc) & the intense need to rest. When things balance out the body will feel more lighter, healthier & elastic, like a figure in a dream as Gary Renard or his higher selves said, although I do feel Gary might reincarnate to a different timeline for mistakenly suggesting false names & images of the prophets & especially Jesus, hence, although I love his contributions, he alone without his higher selves, is indeed limited & way too repetative. And attracts people who are not joining the high Prophetic ranks in their life time, which is intimidating as a man who is one of the Authorities in “gang stalking” or occult persecution, meaning a life of endless struggle & near deaths. Anyway, when Jesus was crucified he was completely outside of his body & did not feel any pain when the nails went trough his body. The Bible gave a different interpretation based on a suffering Jesus unfortunately, because The Bible has passages trying to compromise non-duality & concrete the Sleeping One Mind & make pain, sin, guilt & sacrifice real. Even those who were not born to the Bible belt, like my self, found it hard to not miss these pain, sin, guilt and sacrifice oriented concepts, because so many books, films and music have borrowed these painful concepts from religious stories just like the religious stories are borrowed from older prophecies which are facts within the dream, but do often miss stressing about the content: The addiction to study the Ego. The seed of manipulating the mind to believe in the dream trough concepts of sin, guilt and fear was placed long time ago even before our modern day religions. The Sumerian tablets and Egypts Hieroglyphs in Afrika are also a statement of that.
3. Dark night of The Soul: At this point you have lost so much and your body is still trying to catch on to all these radical changes. Many from your old life are gone and all that is left is the possibility of there being a God who might help you out. Many are not able to work in a job or will radically reduce their working to have more space for this cocoon process. Here is an earlier post about the Dark Night. At this point it will be hard to relate with anybody who have not gone trough this themselves thus you isolate yourself & become a hermit to digest your experiences alone. The best healing you can find in this phase is to surrender, walk in nature and do gentle exercises. Be glad if you are still diagnosed with mental illness because the few people in your life at this point will be more prone to leave you alone & rest: Your Mental illness is a lie however. You are dwelling in a place of the unknown with no reference points which your old life including the initiation and letting go phase of awakening was showing you as you were progressing trough these phases. 
At first you found meaning in the process of initiation and letting go but once you have let go enough of your old life even letting go loses its meaning and now suddenly there is no meaning in anything. There was no meaning in your old life/ initiation and even this spiritual letting go thing has lost its meaning! Yes, there really is no meaning in in this current world and this is exactly a phase of realization humanity escapes because the world is like a carrot in a stick trick for us to try and find meaning outside of God when there is none, but symbols with no content except a reminder we are in a dead state. This world was literally born from the wish to find meaning outside heaven trough dream symbols. We have been all tricked trough lies. In the Dark Night of The Soul you are trained to become content with the lack of meaning in life. That happiness is within. The reason why many describe Dark Night of The Soul as “the absence of God” is because we feel deeply the meaninglesness of everything and our systems get shocked for it’s truth. Some commit suicide at this point. Saying that the world is meaningless may sound depressing and harsh to the ones still entrenched in the 3D world. Yet DNOTS is really a sorting out moment, where God fuses it’s sense upon your mind & directs your step hence forth in ways beneficial for everyone. Again, the seed of happiness is within not without. The point of the Dark Night is to accept or love the meaninglesness of everything because this is what God is able to do, and since we are not separated from God but the thought (“image”) of God we must think accordingly like It, to be able to experience It, then move forward with the Word or mind of our Creator attached to your being.
Re – entering society after divine transformation.
When you come out of the dark the dream nature of this world becomes more apparent. The Ancient dream/matrix will start to fall apart & glitch once in a while & it will intensify as you progress. This is because you are becoming aware that planet earth, the universe is not linear, it is multidimensional or Holographic. You can skip dimensions of time if it is beneficial for you to see alternative realities (Mandela Effect). A good example I can come up with is that if you walked to work trough a certain street and you usually saw the same buildings, same people in the same place, this time you will see slight differences. Instead of seeing the same old drunk sitting next to the store and cussing, you might see a bunch of beautiful girls. Instead of seeing the same buildings, perhaps you will see a hotel that was not supposed to be there before. The changes in your world will not be too radical first so you can stay balanced: Mandela Effect. As you raise your frequency your old relationships will also not manifest to your reality as often as usual, and some of them will completely disappear. This shift includes witnessing your new woke friends falling to the way side too, because the idea of letting this solar system go is too alien. Repeating numbers like 1111-1444 should be a basic experience at this point.
Psychic Emergence.
Since you are less rigid in your mind and have evaporated a great chunk of garbage thoughts that distracted you from the present moment, you are gaining your forgotten abilities as an empath/psychic, and are able to see the state of others, majority who are stuck in their mind chatter and are divided to the past, present and future. They are still in Ego Consciousness or Ego Thought Streams; a lower vibration, fully engrossed in the holographic dream, purposed to serve a world of bodily awareness or carnality. So be ready for them not embracing your freedom which is their own call for help in a form people can accept without freaking out, but get’s dismissed for the need to project ones low self esteem on others, which covers the truth of the situation. Sword of Discerning is the Law of Attraction or Vibration Laws at play now. If you stick around “Low vibrating people” happy and free, it will make them aware of their state of misery & their investment to stay miserable, which is why they will prefer not to be around you. And will choose people vibrating at the same level as themselves. Respect that because we are not better than anyone else, technically. “Low vibrating people” will not be able to stick around your world too much unless you climb back down to their vibrational level and pretend to be not free which is not beneficial to you. When you are vibrating high, yes, your body appears to be existing to others (not all), but not only they will be intimidated by your freedom due to becoming aware of their own unhappiness, they will also sense deep within, although unaware, that you can read them like an open book because you are outside of the dream in tune with the One dreamer that is dreaming everybody. This is the so called psychic power, which is a gift & used by Freemasons sorcereres, left hand psychics & Reptilians too.
Techincally: Not Better Than the Rest.
The people who will be in your life are there to learn something from your presence but you will not have attachments to the result of their learning nor are you meant to talk about anything esoteric unless they ask. You will also need discernment in these relationships with lower vibrating friends because they may get dependent on your high energy and try leech onto you not knowing they are doing that. This is why its also beneficial to not have any random sexual encounters with low vibrating beings to avoid etheric attachments which can bind you to that person. The reason relationships with low vibrating people will require discernment is because they are attracted to Ego Consciousness and the only way the ego sustains it self is trough drama, so if you hang around “low vibrating people” for a long time you will notice that they tend to attract weird situations and weird people in to their lives without them knowing they are doing so, just like a young woman tend to date with jerks hoping it will work out, but which was really a rebellion & top reasons many women are marked to be killed, for it was a deliberate covenant with Satan using toxic masculinity as means to attack God or Creation – trying to prove God wrong & the austere presence of Jesus-Yahawashi Spirit or concept of a husband useless. So, alot of unconsious & violent ilmplicit behaviors will come to light at this point. You will notice the subtle sarcastic humor, subtle competition and so on – all are attacks on each other & contributions to our Babylonian vortex of attacks & unsolved issues – kept as secret sins & hidden hates, to power the collective confusion or amnesia alive. 
Basically, people are mentally cannibalizing one another. Since they are not Extra Sensitive or psychic enough to see what they are doing with their lives, they think all this is normal when it is the exact opposite. Again, “Awakening” can be disturbing at times but you will get used to it. I will also add one more time, that Awakening does not make you better or worse. It is a natural process of remembering who you are. As you know at this point, many people who are not going trough the process, who are fully engrossed in the holographic dream state are actually more prone to be able to function in regular jobs and careers because they have suppressed their feelings & are numb to the satanic structure literally breaking peoples minds & cementing their focus on the animal plane of Horus, yet compelling them to adjust to a system of nails & crown of thorns. We still need these suicidal beings so that our global system can be held together for a little while, before it gets destroyed after Proxy & information war is finalized. The ones waking up will find the demands of the world of thorns stupid & it is very rare, if not impossible, to be a CEO, a football player, a UFC fighter and to be “Enlightened” or highly vibrating at the same time in this messed up frequencyfence known as our world. These kinds of activities absorb your energy to the Matrix. So, allow “Unconscious people” to do their thing, they are Angels too. If everyone would wake up at the same time, nobody would be able to work in the system because remembering your self being a Child of God outside time and space, is a shock to the bodies system. It takes time to integrate this readiness of Knowledge/ Universal Presence on a biological level before you truly experience the body is actually an avatar within a projected holographic simulation or as some, including my self, refer as a Holographic dream. The excelerated experience of not being a body is also orgasmic & the bodies internal system needs to learn how to re-adjust these intense sexual or creational energies, having nothing to do with intercourse, which is not our natural inheritance anyway, but will be used as means to Ascend as Angels in the apparent Heaven on Earth & which may take time, for there will be no rush. In worlds stage this process can take years to master but as you advance, the need for physical sex tends to diminish in Edoms Kingdom of flesh. This is mainly to sustain your sanity as the world is becoming more out of balance & needs examples of none-carnal minds who in majority are men, not women. Again, like the Biblical Clean Lepper collective (Caucasus mt), so are 99,9% modern females time encapsuled beings along the rest of Biblical “Heathens” who together decided to be adobted as the Children of time, decay & death, by choosing to abuse their bodies trough unconscious means, then rot in their own smell & offer their aging rottened & sexually abused bodies to their Lord Satan, who they love & also hate: The Kingdom of Duality. Hence, women will atone for their attacks on Christ by becoming servants again, because in reality men do not need women for men are able to activate Kundalini Energy & reach Cosmic Consciousness directly too. But since the body will die in that energy, God will step to judge if we should still remain in the dream to help others (mainly women) or reach him directly & finally unplug the dreams of time & decay forever. So, since the dream is one, even Kundalini Activated men & Jesus are counselled to stay, because the leap to eternity must be done together – in Awereness that is – or not at all. This leap includes killing & enslaving over-carnal-minds which means killing alot of women. This strategy to kill is mainly done by using “Spirits of Vengence” tactics to lure rejected & over sexualized psychopaths to kill modern women who are not suitable to be around Kundalini initiated men anymore, for they have become too dirty. The few females that will make it, will go trough a ritualistic cleansing, but if they are advanced, this is not so & why the sciptures had it wrong. The “Heathen” women will receive a servants position for sure, & will have to accept their parents & Nation deserved death, hence their only way to atone for their Ancestral crimes is to be a Concubine & advance spiritually by using their position as a means to an end until they will also become light beings, then leave the planet behind.
Conclusion.
A lot of people will come and go in this phase of your life so be ready for nothing to last forever and time to speed up in your experience. The point of letting go and the dark night/ cocoon was a gift for you to learn to enjoy to be alone because all relationships come with an expiration date and unlike most people who try to immortalize their relationships, the ones who are sane, are about letting go. This goes to your like minded esoteric friends as well, be ready to reach a moment of releasing them in joy because we are all here for different expressions of the same mission which is to spread light and glory trough out the Universe by just being us. Not everybody is supposed to blog or make youtube videos with million hits. Some share their light in total obscurity only to find out they stood more than others from a Cosmic perspective, who is sifting the weath from the tares as we speak. Not all are meant to be together, which is why forgiveness needs to be applied to graduating individuals as well who come from different spiritual theologies. Once the purpose of the relationship has been served with a person, you release them in joy. The release must be done ego free with no need to prove or say the last words. That would be a learning error & would tragically force you to repeat a similiar relationship. Again, a lot of things shall unfold – some have already experienced extraeterrestial encounters & prophecies at this point since they are Extra Sensory (Gods Measuring Stick) to the Universe & are ready to be contacted. The dream will still try to lure you back with it’s Masonic-tricks. People will love you for no reason & people will hate you for no reason but neither one will have much effect on you anymore because you have learned to be content by being alone in silence with absolutely no meaning whatsoever in life, and discover that this world was deliberately sustained to be meaningless: But it is you who are the meaning. Release the need to dwell in the Dark Night of The Soul, which is a phase between choosing your old life of darkness or transform your life to receive the means to reinforce what Life of meaning *IS* trough you.
WARNING: COVID19-Ukraine-Israel war is a secret Rothchild rebellion regarding their bloodlines or Caucausus mountains human-ape bloodlines soon- to- come Biblical “UFO” euthanasia which is channeled by Native Israel bloodline. Caucasians and their NATO-EU allies, are unfortunately going to be put to death in our generation, and during Martial law era. The meaninglessness of life and the importance to be content with it, is to be content of the meaninglessness of this world, the world of Biblical Edomites from Mt seir and Caucasus mountains. Once the mind dwells in peace regardless of our Ancient intent to create a dying world with no meaning, you are at least ready to develop a mentality to receive a new one with meaning, but a world, and a World of Thought which is diametrically opposed to every value of this modern world, or kingdom, which is managed by a Freemasonic thought system of flesh. This world is about to be destroyed and dark night of the soul and your life “falling apart” is actually a positive initiation to prepare your mind to receive an ancient energy, and first escape the modern world, and its soon to be Biblical destruction. The letting go must be first mental, otherwise you will become a pile of sand like Lot’s wife in Sodom & Gomorrah. After destruction, there will be a rebuilding of a more ancient system closer to the times of King Solomon. A system of thought that convinced the planets intelligence the most, and is ready to receive it back.
oundcloud, dailymotion, VEOH, even bitchute, it APPEARS as if there is only 16 – 700 views at best. My official fight scene, music & Short films have been manipulated for years by transgender, homosexual & feminist oriented governments need to prevent anything with “Masculine” principles, which is just my natural way of directing projects, never intentional. These vices are celebrated by our apathetic un-creative generation-with-nothing-to-show, now bound to die, finally. Medium – a blogging site, also removed 6 of my blog pages within 2020 – 2021, due to it’s heavy traffic. Again, all of these views & subscribers, on all sites, are a lie, all sold out in COVID19-Israel war era. Here is a proof of my sites analytics from 3AM December 26th 2021 to 12:00PM October 28th 2022. What you are about to see is a None- Public-database, meaning, it’s not as easy to hack, & manipulate. None of these visits or views are bots as they have in public streams like Youtube that have (CERN) bots & military warlocks creating YT profiles & subscribers. You can’t win them in that sense. YT is a fundamental- weaponized tool for this agenda citizens are supporting too, but are finally about to be put out from their unproductive misery, so the remnant in confessorship can move on, continue living & continue our creativities, the rest gave up, got stuck up in video games, females, oppinions & consumerism. These poor decison will eventually leave the body envy others, & where the mind unconsciously seeks to use media platforms to destroy their targets, no different from Juha Luuri. This intent only harms itself & eats the body alive, my past fellows I abandoned are a proof of this tragic fate of vain glory.
Unforgivable by Self & celestially sentenced to death. The land of Moab (China), although carnal, have not jumped to the quick sands of flesh as much as natural Caucasus dwellers due to the little values leaked trough Shintoism or Buddhism, which are from the Holy Spirit too, although filtered trough Reptilian 4D-5D entities for the teachings not to be effective in Grounding ones Spirit – then return to the world & Chop Wood Carry Water trough a balanced mind. A state of mind where you finally fulfill your physical lives purpose before it will start to evaporate back to God, & the body perceived as a tool that served it’s purpose & now can be laid aside, like a 10 year old who naturally let’s his toy figures go. But again, China fell to the dismissive trap & will pay a heavy price for having no will to fight & for abusing Native Gentiles like Bruce & Brandon Lee, who were cast out from their circles by Chinese Freemason lodges afraid of Bruces Native heritage & his Ancient approach on Mortal Combat. As said over & over again, this Ministry is not to Focus on Clans, Natives or Dualism- there are Millions in Asia who are the real Biblical Natives & Southern Jews. Some of you will be called to discern Natives & Jews from the Carnal Asiatic ones as you are Ascending your family. As the Prophets have revealed to us; Bruce Lee & Jackie Chan do not share the same Ancestry at all. Bruce is a Northern, Native or “Indian” Jew (hence was killed) while Jackie is a real Biblical moab or a so-called heathen (earth-bound). As a person who shared few distant connections with Jackie, I know his career tragically kick-started only after he went trough chinese double eye-lid surgery (blepharoplasty) to appear less Asiatic. When you pay attention to his films before entering Golden Harvest studios trough Sammo Hung & Yuen Biao, Jackie has no confidence, yet after eye surgery (sacrifice) he prospered- directing many films like Project A where he serves Freemasonry & Policing, but an act that produces Ancestral curses, but I digress. But again, we were supposed to forgive one another for our joint request to remain in the cycle of birth & death. As for the worlds increasing hatred on Caucasus mt & their Amalekites; Striking an “enemy” down comes from the understanding of the level of guilt the “enemy” hoards in their hearts. The more guilt within an enemy, the more a non-emotional forgiving (Understanding) presence ready to mercy kill the “enemy”, becomes a startling terror to the so-called enemy. This unconscious joint request to stay inside a dualistic dream where bodies are tools to explore the sin & guilt cycle led the ‘Bibles most fleshly or pink nation from Caucasus mt to take the wheel of this planet, & manage it trough their own human-ape understanding, often inquiring demons to posses their vessels to do the job for them, as majority of guitarist, Hollywood actors & politicians have done. This is not their fault, so you must stop wasting time blaming me, including a retarded family tree which is bound for death in COVID19-Ukraine-Israel war era. Become a terror by accepting their mental illness worthy of euthanasia, & help to free their souls from bondage. This is how you are a Black belt Architecture of someones extermination & a True Anointed Warrior of a Rainbow. …
