spiritual ascension

True Ascension: Becoming At Peace With Your Purpose.

Your Devine “Mission” or Purpose is Now.

The reason I am quoting the word “mission” is because like Mozart, who was a direct channel channeling streams of consciousness in his compositions, hence had no sense of an “I” doing the job, so does the same idea apply with your so-called mission, but which is really your planetary function which *IS* & is not related to any form. The form of your function is just the after effect once your function gets integrated to your consciousness. Your divine “mission” or purpose actually starts the instant you have answered your own personal call to consciously follow your divinity or Awakening. Its the good old mundane stuff. Your mission was always within you, you just did not see or hear it, but now you can otherwise you would not be reading this article or resonating with the title and text. When the divine intelligence (God, Universal or Cosmic intelligence) gets re-activated so does your path in life. Your path to consciously wake up & detach from the physical dream (physical universe) is already the mission it self because as said many times in my earlier articles, your willingness to follow your divinity will not only change the cause (your mind) it will also start to effect your external world and at first, things can get messy, especially the relationships you were involvedwith while still unconscious, which is why its crucial to understand that your spiritual mission has already started & is not something that happens in the future in forms like becoming the next famous guru, the next mother Teresa, the next Gandhi, the next Martin Luther King, the next best seller in spiritual books, you know. Your spiritual mission is to go trough the mess of your old life with your intention to release yourself & others from it by not reinforcing passive negativity and physical negativity that went along with it for a very long time, but got numbed with external stimulus (overeating, overworking, alcohol, abuse of sex etc). Your mission is basically to do your best not to react from your ego to other peoples egos – some who will unconsciously try to drag you down by trying to extract electricity charge from your mind trough your positive or negative reaction on them which always teaches or establishes the world of illusions as real. You must be vigilant for your divinity & not put your power outside of you which reacting to the external world from your ego would do, meaning you are adding power to the matrix hive. You would be bound to that relationships vortex or a very similar one in an etheric level, and you would not be moving forward with your day to day lessons. As long as you have the pure intent to change your life (which would include to change your old way of perceiving the world) you are already in your divine “mission”. At first it will be tough and there is a high chance you will loose yourself and fall down once in a while by reacting to other peoples egos, but your intent to grasp life is what really counts and will help you to overcome your own misused ego. I just want to add that ego is just a tool for day to day living. It is not evil although we have abused and miss used it for the purpose of darkness/ separation. You use ego to judge whether to cross the streets or not, you use it whether to buy a processed food or not. These are judgements that do not have any intent to harm, entangle or enslave anybody to your world.

The Only Purpose of The World is To truly Forigve It.

Although your spiritual mission will take a more obvious expression at some point such as starting a creative project, becoming a intuitive healer, becoming a humanitarian, devoted raising a child to become a conscious co- creator in life, and especially a Prophet or Teacher of God, the spiritual mission is ultimately an extraordinary normal day thing that boils down to forgiveness of the entire world, the hidden dark parts of it as well. Everything will always boil down to forgiving yourself, forgiving others, thus forgiving the entire world and the thought system that is the root cause of our insane world. We are here to forgive everything that we find negative, we are also here to use discernment with what we think as positive and release the world. We are talking about a totally different way of being than what we were thought as we were raised.

A Grandiose Test of Time.

There is a big obsession for some of us to find this  grandiose mission thing to do. I sure was one of them in a way. I remember after dropping my Course in miracles book down in my early journey I actually experienced some of my first syncro events that led me to establish a corporate start up business not so far from Sahara deserts. Since it included the “help” of the government it started to feel like an actual mission but ultimately it was actually the simple day to day mundane stuff to forgive the weirdness of homo sapiens and the man made world geared to be unsupportive with even the bases of humanitarian causes. The corporate thing was actually nothing. It was all about forgiving the relationships, the inevitable conflict once dealing with big money – and to actually release these relationships by forgiving them. We have forgot that our presence as single eyed beings with the ability to discern is enough already regarding the healing of this planet. Your awakening and the inner joy that comes out from this inner process is what matters. It is the healing agent for the entire collective sleeping mind that has split itself to many different bodies that think are separate autonomous self (Hindus the world of multiplicity). When you withdraw your investment to perpetuate ego consciousness – which is all about separation and division – by accepting your awakening and the death of your old world that kept you stuck in ego consciousness – you are already working as an example for others to make the same choice. Your mission has nothing to do with preaching about anything to others. Your peace and experience of your divinity is enough and on some level the people around you will sense this which is why as you advance, which can take time, you will notice people becoming attracted to you although they are really attracted to their own potential that they can sense in you. As said earlier in a another post, some will not like you due to jealousy or some other weird reason; this is where your “mission” steps in over and over again: to forgive, in order to prove the gods, angels & satan that even in your own psychological & physical persecutions you have the decency to pardon others far gone in the lust of attacking.

Spirituality Includes the Training to be Stern in Judgement.

Forgiveness does NOT include being passive and letting others abuse you verbally or physically. Its about coming in touch with our ancient decision to participate in this dream and agreeing to experience separation. Once you notice that we are playing a video game dream of separation you will learn not to take people personally which is basically another way to say you are forgiving people in your life for something they did not really do because it is all just a scripted video game dream meant to create an illusion of separation and people are simply actors reading their lines from the collective unconsciousness without knowing they are actors reading their lines that is scripted meant to perpetuate separation. But you know now everything is just an act, which means your spiritual mission is not about making a scripted life real by holding grievances, its all about making beneficial choices that are about reinforcing this divine fairy tale experience of everything being actually just a video game dream play. That the world is literally a stage and people are actors. If you judge people/ actors on a stage you are making the play real in your mind and cementing or rooting your self into the dream and your belief as a physical brain body self gets reinforced and you will be sucked back to the dream and basically feeling awful.

Your “Mission” has Already begun. You must Receive it.

So, if you are reading this then your mission already begun. It re-began the second you decided to wake up. Your mission revolves to forgive the world day in and day out. It has nothing to do with the size of the mission. Whether you are a carpenter or a holistic business owner, a humanitarian, your life will still have challenges, especially with people so its important not to take anything personally/ seriously which means you are already able to forgive in the most deepest level. You are already doing your mission by not adding more negativity to the collective unconsciousness. As said by Yeshua in the Gospel of thomas  found in Naghamadi Egypt: Be passerby.The collective unconsciousness is the sleeping Son of God that is having a strange dream of separation/ multiplicity, it is us, the seeming 8 billion people/egos are that Son of God .a.k.a Super Ego, who extends it self like his father. If you judge the actors on the stage called the world, you are really judging your self of being the one that is dreaming them up and basically punishing your self in a level most are not aware of which is why there is so much sickness. The Testaments prove we all together gave our power outside of ourselves to assumptions. This is another way of saying we all gave our power to pagan gods and shadow figures (demons) known as “Annunakis” or “reptilians” which resulted to a zigzag world & it’s zigzag relationships which in majority were not supposed to occure because Nations are concepts of levels of spiritual readiness, and are not supposed to mingle the way it is now. The ancient, medievil and modern world are equally the means used to shut the Super Ego, and lead ourselves to a belief in separation, and man made laws, the stay in this messed up field forever absent from Creation. Awaken then, You are the Sleeping Son of God, a part of the Sonship that is waking up and hopefully using it’s remaining time wisely by not judging the reflections of his sleeping mind which is the world, and the entities he sees.

“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.” Lao Tzu

 

Ascension Basics: Escaping Societal Matrix.

Mandela Effect: The End Of Your Comfort.

Your world as you knew it before is changing very fast. Some people have vanished from your life and some you can not relate with anymore no matter how hard you, and the people in your life try. Some will despise you without any valid reason. So, when this is happening, it means that you are ready to face the unknown, thus, life/universe/god is assisting to speed up your freedom from space time experience, and become a Lucid Dreamer within the physical dream which planet earth, the entire physical cosmos really is although we programmed our sensory organs & the world to report distortions which have become an addictive state to the majority who do not remember purity of mind. This progress of freedom only starts to happen after you are not happy with your old way of living. When you are unhappy with your old life, your mind starts to open to new ideas. Without the curiosity to experiment with the idea that perhaps the world we see is in fact subjective projected objectively, there would be not enough energy or zeal to pull you into a subjective direction which means your life, relationships or comfort zone would have remained the same, and you would be ruining your life just like the rest by remaining in the familiar realms of fearful people seeking for agents to distract (distort) themselves from hearing the Calling. The more your old world breaks down the more you get detached from things, and people in a mental level for preparations sake. The more you get detached, the more you feel content by being by your self which becomes it’s own paradox, because people will be attracted to you since you do not need anything or anybody outside your self. You are thus releasing your self from giving your mental power to the outside matrix world thus its hold on you is weakening. And the ability to hear the Calling increases. The more the matrix voice weakens the stranger your life becomes in both the good, and bad ways, so be prepared, for the dream has indeed manifested an artifical deity known as Satan which indeed can hijack devices, people & animals for it’s on “Agent Smith” purposes to get you back and adjust your mind to our shared, but insane collective maya state.

Dark Night Of The Soul: Between Two Worlds.

As explained in many different ways in my earlier article. The Dark Night (a.k.a Existential Crisis) is a time of grieving the life that you knew before, but which was all a lie. Your system got shocked & you needed time to integrate the fact that we live in an illusion that is trying to lure us back to its grips. This means that the life you thought you were living was not beneficial for you except, of course, if you still wanted to remain living a lie, which some will do by dreaming or overthinking. This means that most of your relationships from the past will not support your change, simply because they are not mentally ready, for the further adjustment to an over-cluttered mind is pervasively attractive. When you go trough the Dark, you are not a cognisant match with the old way of living (cognitive dissonance) which means relationships, things and passions are not a match. At least for a while. Many must be boomeranged back to living with their parents for the final time in order to solve Ancestral karma & start the real process of Biblical Ascension which will demand abundant focus so many have failed to gain. When it comes passios; well, In my case my old passions did re-surfaced but since they are more fun based rather than a serious thing, I have been gaining more opportunities in those fields. This are only a means to an end however & should not be taken seriously no matter how fun it may appear. This world of Flesh-Edom does not work & when you integrate to your new developed understanding, your mind has to eventually frustrate even the possibility to find happiness with a more pure perception within time. Even a cleansed perception will not work to deal with a broken world. You must eventually learn about  magic or witchcraft in order to be a true Priest or Oracle. And join the rest of us to channel a Biblical destruction for this flesh or  mindlessness perserving system, then help a biolocating essence of Jesus to replace a new Native system, which is also an integral part to save or evaporate the one Collective Son of God free.

Diatery Law.

As you progress in your growth, you will discover that the Gift of God is whole, no aspects of his Son is void of Light! Your mind is becoming serene enough to see that a lot of our foods are processed, and the idea behind that is to dull our biological body system, and make it less Aware of your direct connection with the Universe, and that we are made of the exact same fabric as the Stars or Universe: Mass of Atoms. So when you eat a bunch of junk, with no alkaline, you are digesting your body intelligence with information about death & destruction.  Your crown chakra becomes plagued, which leads to a domino effect of more poor choices in all areas of life. Oblivion is total, never partial. Same goes with life eternal.

You Prefer Nature & Peace.

When you start to wake up you will enjoy the intelligence and vibration of nature and will notice how much a simple 30min walk in nature refreshes the body mind. I am not an expert in telling the biological effects of it but the yearning to go to nature, and spend more, and more time there, will be more common. If you go to city central, it tends to be due to a calling/ mission, to use cities as a means, not just to “hang out”.

Less Afraid Of Death.

The beginning stages of awakening from the dream of birth and death is really a conscious way of dying. The experience, that tends to be a gradual process to most of us, is like going beyond our childhood. In order to have that experience however, the things that were blocking this awareness you had even during your first years of childhood must go. When you lose everything, and even your old way of thinking, while still appearing to be in this world, you, my friend, have just died, without having to physically die. You have experienced the loss of your old self and you are ready to live a life on earth as a resurrected Ascended Master, or as some like to call Christ personafied. Personality will usually stay pretty much the same, hence your family will not notice the change immediately, which means the stages of releasing your family has not quite started yet, but is about to start, and this will be usually a hostile situation because your presence alerts the entire Thought System of The Ego, which has become an entity: Spiritual Demon Satan. Basically, your presence reflects Jesus & other oracles that got killed and casted out from society because their presence stimulates the Larger mind to a new life form our bodies were programmed to fight against, like a magic wand that casts spells. You can try to be like Clark Kent and hide your energy, but you will be spotted eventually because we are surrounded by insect entities who are telepathic & like a hive satellite, they are directly controlled by Satan, which They Live film is about. The film is not about Edom, or other people still as sleep. So, when you integrate your learning while suffering in your hermit phase, you eventually become very effective in your daily tasks & will attract the realms of military, FBI, CIA or Gang Stalking that have marked your  highly aware self as ET. This is where Vatican and Crypto Jews in their envy step in: to try and get rid of you, because you managed to activate the Sacred Secretion oil within, which is Gods means to wake up his Sleeping Collective & hallucinating Son.

WARNING: But you are still not ready to be fully free, and you can not be trusted… After this honeymoon period, you must let go of any hopes for this world to work, and channel the end or “death” to this time-space experience which is clearly a story about a broken system or injustice. We will talk about this as we go along. After dark night and it’s integration you are ready for another stage to salvation. This is a stage where the sifting officially begins, and will attract the world of Freemasons, warlocks, witches and Vatican demons, also beneficial biblical “UFOs” into your life. This is the secret dream of the larger collective mind the mundane world was created to cover or defend, so that this hidden dimension of wickedness can not be healed, and we will forever remain guilty. This is a secret dimension kept hidden from the public. Your friends and family never left you, they literally are in a much lower dimension of time, which looks like a carbon copy of your own, but that dimension from your past self is based on a much lower frequency, and is over peopled, due to their need to be distracted. In a way, you were tricked to be initiated to this next and hardest stage, but the only stage, which will lead you to truly appreciate the contribution of Jesus, the prophets and teachers, thus, to be truly able to join Jesus in One mind, not as a body. Before this stage, and including in your dark night, you are still lying about your love towards all the prophets, Jesus and God. All symbols of love are still meaningless to you, because you are not fully convinced, that the world is meaningless. This is where drinking the cup of Jesus is your only option now, and it will not be easy.  Without this step, you will not sharpen a Law beyond the Newtonian and modern laws of physics – you will not sharpen FAITH, & will remain in a limbo where you analyze only the illusion of a world, which we created to be meaningless, to oppress our souls, which leads to the forgetfulness of God, & to the belief In FAITHLESSNESS. Faithlessness leads to the concrete belief of autonomy as a body brain complex, at the mercy of a hostile world, & where attack & building mental & physical defense appears justified.

Do not make the mistake, as so many are doing right now, where they rather continue to read these earlier articles that APPEAR to project blame on other people, or the world. This is not so, and to use these early articles as a means to be right, and judge others as wrong, is still a world type mentality. An advanced mind knows this would be your attempt to blame Jesus and God of why your life did not work by using the world/people as a means, or alibi, to prove how rotten your life is, and how it is Creations fault, and deserves your wrath. This is not a responsible approach and this is not an attitude I recommend because people like Jesus (Yahawahshi) and the apostles were serious men, and can not tolerate the current worlds behavior. Like us. They also, if not more, sacrificed their lives to people that in majority turned out to be full of crap, or wicked, with no respect or appreciation. In fact, majority crucified the image of the real Jesus by replacing him with a hippie, gay and all hugging Leper suffering Jesus, which is a mockery to a man who sacrificed his life, so that the Larger Mind or Super Ego will not shut it self completely, leaving us forever inside the dream bubble of purgatory, but which is hijacked trough witchcraft by modern day Fake Jews or Khazars & their re-established freemasonry, who learned this black magic from earlier attempts, mainly starting in Afrikas Babel, then Afrika Egypt and later Greece, Pagan Rome etc. The idea is to keep this purgatory state running, and exploit people to a point where we lose our spiritual awareness and become hive minded RFID-chipped human androids. The mark of the beast in the bible, which is the RFID-microchip is the final means to dim our atomic awareness to complete forgetfulness.

Awaken From The Dream of Birth & Death: Why Life Falls a Apart.

Why Life Falls Apart In Ascension.

The reason shit starts to hit the fan as you detach from Ego Consciousness of (A Gigiantic Crown of Thorns) that kept you in a sleep like experience of life, is because you are being called to the Unknown by the Universe detaching you from your comfort zones, but which is also a comfort zone of others you made a spiritual agreement with by your presence, and must accept the means to go trough these spiritual contracts or etheric bonds, in detail, then hopefully see the dynamics & values of the ego within these normalized human relations & finally declare your spiritual independence (eventually a physical one) from them, for they were all based upon trading, not Unconditional Love. Yes, you were caught up in a witch craft based system of Freemasonry that has reinforced peoples Ancient desire to justify a role of being a victim, which is same as to justify attack. Both are synonyms with the desire to keep the illusion of indivduated minds stuck in brains. The idea of your life falling apart is to make you prepared to Trust your Self as an extension of the Universe (or God, if you will). It is a period of sorting out the means beneficial for everyone. In this sorting out, it is you who become the light of the world rather than relying on a changing external world, which you were doing before answering the call to Ascend from the frequencies of victim & victimization thought streams. We all did that, because that is how we got programmed by a deceptive & reincarnated Ancient Babylonian system aiming to justify attack which keeps the frequencies of fear buried in our unconscious. And as this Ancient desire remains unconscious, so does the belief we are separated & justified to be defensive stay buried too, for they are the same in content. None of us knew there is a divine order in this insane planet so we never Trusted this intelligence that is within us (Universal energy/ mass of atoms that is One with Source) so we created our own safety with relationships and society in general to keep us in safety from perceived harm. But a safety net which was our own self made prison house due to its limitations or polices. Some people went as far as to accept their semi comfortable nine to five jobs and were willing to stay there until they reach their retirement age. This is not however what universal energy wants from us. The universe wants you to be fully free not semi free. There really is no compromise with this. Everything that was limiting your life even by 2 percent will go. No matter how great the sex was with your spouse, if he or she limits you in other areas of life then it will not last even if you resist the change. It happens step by step to many people because the fear of liberation is so strong. We have gotten too comfortable within our golden cage and are not comfortable with the freedom: doing the creativity work we love, being around amazing people, inspiring and helping people. That is what we all want deep inside, but minds in need to be re-adjusted to a Thought system that can produce these advents, then gently reach brahman where we have fulfilled our earthly function, then leave this realm trough Enlightenment, or semi Enlightenment, which leads the one to be beamed up by “UFO” star ships.

The Hero’s Journey.

The phase where everything goes upside down can take time and tends to be scary to many because the ones who are not ready for this will appear having all things figured out while your life makes no sense anymore. Please take heart. You are simply going trough a divine transformation. You are allowing your self to be crucified to the cross in your own unique way so just allow that to happen and do not fight it. Rebuilding your life will also take few years so allow your self to be a mess for a while. You will also notice the people who are there for you and the ones who are not there for you. Rely on God the most because you must be molded to re-become Kingdom minded, and eventually forget these earlier writings, and hopefully absorb the Universal Warning which articles like these are trying to lead the reader to understand, then exemplify. Ultimately your life is not really falling apart but it is actually falling into place. You just need patience. Life really is like a movie and what you are going trough is a typical heroes journey from the comfortable life towards the unknown. Ultimately the challenges you have will enrich you and you will eventually return to society and spread your knowledge to the people in need. You are literally a gift to planet earth if you endure.

Conclusion.

“We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” ~ Joseph Campbell

Life Falling apart is an initiation to Dark Night of the soul, or the belief in the entire meaninglessness of todays world. It is an unsettling period, but it will settle as you keep believing in your self. After enough integration you will eventually find out that this Life-falling-apart thing is a mental preparation for a Biblical “UFO” Euthanasia which is rebelled secretly by Rothchild family- Bloodline who are the main target for the Biblical “UFOs” mentioned many times in the Bible as clouds, whirlwinds etc. The “UFOs” and the end of carnal Kingdoms or systems are very basic actually, although in experience, it can be horrible if you are in the frequency red zone, which carnality is all about. After Life-falling-apart, many men are called to channel these “UFOs” to provoke Rothchilds & EU-NATO to hasten declaring War against the Biblical “UFOs” too. The freemasonic thought system must be checkmated to go all the way with depopulating people. You will be grateful that life fell apart, because it was not a life, it was all a slaughter house leading you to slaughter, to prove your self God does not exist; that a world of dreams, not spirit. This dimension of time takes a form of depopulation military tactic known as COVID19-Ukraine war and martial laws which, in reality, is the collectives need to keep the belief in Sin real. And deny our inheritance as abstract spirit or mind which perfection is: A Primal Thought.

Awakening From The Dream: Re-entering Society.

The Beginning: True Lightworking.

“In your relationship you have joined with me in bringing Heaven to the Son of God, who hid in darkness. ²You have been willing to bring the darkness to light, and this willingness has given strength to everyone who would remain in darkness. ³Those who would see will see. ⁴And they will join with me in carrying their light into the darkness, when the darkness in them is offered to the light, and is removed forever. (ACIM, T-18.III.6:1-4)

Once you have gone trough the Dark Night of The Soul (which can last from months to years) there is no turning back. Much has shifted within you as you were rewired by the Cosmic intelligence (Yahawah) as a initiation gift. One major quality within you by this time is that you re-become highly Extra Sensory Perceptive (ESP) to your surroundings & you can now honor this Extra sensitivity & use it well to navigate or discern trough life, both meaning the same really. In other words you have become an empath or psychic; merely outside the One Collective Mind in Awereness, not as a body; not yet. Once you come out of the metaphorical hermit phase & re-enter society, your acquired wisdom and the lack of addiction to Ego Consciousness gets automatically contrasted with the deep misery, search for validation & meaning the majority of our siblings in Christ around you are going trough from all ages and races. Majority of them so distracted by the world that they are not aware that they are miserable by searching for happiness outside of themselves. You will see the Cosmic drama being acted out right in front of you for now you come from a space of none judgement, where your past defense-based curriculum does not filter the facts of the objective realm Now. This is the true beginning of  Lightworking because as you are non-judgemental so will your actions, even the austere ones, such as a possible role to mercy kill people, or at least prepare them for such an event – can actually come from a space where others know deep within that your utterings are not coming from you personally & punitively – they are really Prophetical words & actions of Christ Consciousness trying demonstrate The One Son sense trough a none-ego way of being that naturally understands why people (Separated One Sons) want to maintain their ego fantasies. This understanding brings tremendous healing to the Collective One Mind, and it is not limited in one specific action or role. This is why you are forced back to the darkness, and share your gift, a gift which was not for you alone. The content, intent or understanding behind each action is what matters: Is the intent to establish separation or bring Oneness? So, before I go on with the basics of re-entering the societal matrix I would like to write a summary of the basic phases.

Restating The Basics.

1. Initiation: Everybody starts from this phase and majority of humanity have been stuck here for a long time. This phase is simply to be born into this world. Once you are born you get conditioned by your care takers and later on by your friends, school system, media and society. Unless you were born to an Enlightened being, which is rare, the conditioning you received while growing up were all objective. They all believed in a mysterious external world outside of themselves and something that should be taken seriously for the sake of survival. Once you take things seriously for many years you become addicted to that state and know no other way to navigate trough life. Once you reach adulthood and you notice that you are not happy, that you are still serious or unhappy, you are motivated to question everything you have been thought. Many people however suppress their real feelings regarding their unhappiness by distracting themselves trough relationships, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, beach vocations, overworking and overeating to a point the feeling of misery gets denied & hidden in the subconscious. When this happens the next step your soul will try to do to warn you is trough bodily sickness to motivate you to question what you pass as life but even this will not work in many cases because we will find satisfaction in blaming other people regarding the lot in our lives and the unconscious self hatred of not having the care to do anything about it but blame. The old grumpy man is a good example. Hitler found immense pervasive satisfaction in blaming others of his misery and even killed many to gain some sense of power. Many people at this point of initiation will find interest in conspiracy theories and although the basics are true, that a group of insane powerful individuals are not for the highest good of all and are plotting for a one world government to keep people more in bondage, the people who are miserable will then get stuck in blaming the insane “elites” yet not seeing the full picture of it which is that the miserable people are actually dreaming the elites up and the “elites” are just serving their wish to remain in literal and eternal sleep. They are also innocent in a sense that since we all deathwished our current system of distractions, so must we allow time play it self out so that the “elites” and their Nation of sleeping minds can be mercy killed back to nature Absrtact nature of God.

2. Undoing or Letting go: If you are lucky and you listen to your unhappiness or the sickness, you will start to rebel against everything you have been thought.  You will attract esoteric books, few friends who are also awakening and the right videos. And you will notice the importance of letting go of the false self: your old life which was working as an distraction. Dropping your old life will be a process because we fear the unknown after all of the old is gone. Many people will not go trough this phase and will jump back to their old lives and/ or comfort zones because they fear peer pressure that will inevitably happen with relationships. So many do not want you to be free and very few from your old life will allow you to go trough this radical process of letting go. The people from your old life will channel words and act out unconscious behaviors that will try to root you back in to the comfort zone you were part of for so long. Awakening is a road without distance so you really are not going anywhere but the change occurs at the level of the mind and once you have raised your awareness your life will picture this awareness accordingly which means your external world (the effect) will change based on the change in your thinking (the cause or projector). This is perhaps the most intense process of waking up and can also last for some time. If you live with a spouse, with family, it has been quite typical for them to suggest you should visit a psychiatrist and if you do that (some will be forced to do it) the psychiatrist, unless he/she is aware of jungian or any esoteric psychology, will usually diagnose your behavior as mental illness and you may have to go trough medication. Since you are the dreamer of your life and the people who seem to be outside of you are actually you, you will eventually have to forgive these people who hurt you by trying to drag you down to the old ways. Without forgiving them you will not be able to forgive yourself for being part of this Ancestral craft on Self, and finally release yourself from the experience of linear time: the sins of the past, the absence of present peace due to the fearful expectations of the unforgiving future. All this will be gone only trough forgiveness in a quantum sense. Forgiveness is the key to be released from time. None of us came here pure so waking up from the insane dream of Birth & Death – time & space – will make you more aware of this. We are all doing our best with our current state of awareness. I also want to add that although the psychiatrist have no clue what is happening within you, going to a mental health so-called professional will also be a good justification for others to allow you to take it easy & rest to digest all that is happening with you rather than pushing you to the world. Use this time wisely. Rest whenever you feel like doing so, in the end, you are called to be a end time leader & help others right? So, please, rest, because when you start to let go of your old life you will notice some Ascension Symptoms arising both at the physical & mental level. There are many Ascension Symptom lists on the internet so google search them using discernment. Very common ones are sleep issues, digestive issues, tinnitus, need to change diet, mood swings, lack or increase in libido, change in brain, skull & bone structure etc. This is raw stuff, like a Catepillar turning to a butterfly, but even this is only a beginning phase; this was supposed to launch everyone to Biblical timelines, but a dwelling place majority has failed to adapt, but I digress… Once you are changing your thinking, your biological self shifts accordingly to a more Light based body. Your psychological & physical self are getting trained being a dreamer outside time & space while still maintaining a body in a dense dream thus why all these radical biological shifts in the body (brain, organs etc) & the intense need to rest. When things balance out the body will feel more lighter, healthier & elastic, like a figure in a dream as Gary Renard or his higher selves said, although I do feel Gary might reincarnate to a different timeline for mistakenly suggesting false names & images of the prophets & especially Jesus, hence, although I love his contributions, he alone without his higher selves, is indeed limited & way too repetative. And attracts people who are not joining the high Prophetic ranks in their life time, which is intimidating as a man who is one of the Authorities in “gang stalking” or occult persecution, meaning a life of endless struggle & near deaths. Anyway, when Jesus was crucified he was completely outside of his body & did not feel any pain when the nails went trough his body. The Bible gave a different interpretation based on a suffering Jesus unfortunately, because The Bible has passages trying to compromise non-duality & concrete the Sleeping One Mind & make pain, sin, guilt & sacrifice real. Even those who were not born to the Bible belt, like my self, found it hard to not miss these pain, sin, guilt and sacrifice oriented concepts, because so many books, films and music have borrowed these painful concepts from religious stories just like the religious stories are borrowed from older prophecies which are facts within the dream, but do often miss stressing about the content: The addiction to study the Ego. The seed of manipulating the mind to believe in the dream trough concepts of sin, guilt and fear was placed long time ago even before our modern day religions. The Sumerian tablets and Egypts Hieroglyphs in Afrika are also a statement of that.

3. Dark night of The Soul: At this point you have lost so much and your body is still trying to catch on to all these radical changes. Many from your old life are gone and all that is left is the possibility of there being a God who might help you out. Many are not able to work in a job or will radically reduce their working to have more space for this cocoon process. Here is an earlier post about the Dark Night. At this point it will be hard to relate with anybody who have not gone trough this themselves thus you isolate yourself & become a hermit to digest your experiences alone. The best healing you can find in this phase is to surrender, walk in nature and do gentle exercises. Be glad if you are still diagnosed with mental illness because the few people in your life at this point will be more prone to leave you alone & rest: Your Mental illness is a lie however. You are dwelling in a place of the unknown with no reference points which your old life including the initiation and letting go phase of awakening was showing you as you were progressing trough these phases. At first you found meaning in the process of initiation and letting go but once you have let go enough of your old life even letting go loses its meaning and now suddenly there is no meaning in anything. There was no meaning in your old life/ initiation and even this spiritual letting go thing has lost its meaning! Yes, there really is no meaning in in this current world and this is exactly a phase of realization humanity escapes because the world is like a carrot in a stick trick for us to try and find meaning outside of God when there is none, but symbols with no content except a reminder we are in a dead state. This world was literally born from the wish to find meaning outside heaven trough dream symbols. We have been all tricked trough lies. In the Dark Night of The Soul you are trained to become content with the lack of meaning in life. That happiness is within. The reason why many describe Dark Night of The Soul as “the absence of God” is because we feel deeply the meaninglesness of everything and our systems get shocked for it’s truth. Some commit suicide at this point. Saying that the world is meaningless may sound depressing and harsh to the ones still entrenched in the 3D world. Yet DNOTS is really a sorting out moment, where God fuses it’s sense upon your mind & directs your step hence forth in ways beneficial for everyone. Again, the seed of happiness is within not without. The point of the Dark Night is to accept or love the meaninglesness of everything because this is what God is able to do, and since we are not separated from God but the thought (“image”) of God we must think accordingly like It, to be able to experience It, then move forward with the Word or mind of our Creator attached to your being.

Re – entering society after divine transformation.

When you come out of the dark the dream nature of this world becomes more apparent. The Ancient dream/matrix will start to fall apart & glitch once in a while & it will intensify as you progress. This is because you are becoming aware that planet earth, the universe is not linear, it is multidimensional or Holographic. You can skip dimensions of time if it is beneficial for you to see alternative realities (Mandela Effect). A good example I can come up with is that if you walked to work trough a certain street and you usually saw the same buildings, same people in the same place, this time you will see slight differences. Instead of seeing the same old drunk sitting next to the store and cussing, you might see a bunch of beautiful girls. Instead of seeing the same buildings, perhaps you will see a hotel that was not supposed to be there before. The changes in your world will not be too radical first so you can stay balanced: Mandela Effect. As you raise your frequency your old relationships will also not manifest to your reality as often as usual, and some of them will completely disappear. This shift includes witnessing your new woke friends falling to the way side too, because the idea of letting this solar system go is too alien. Repeating numbers like 1111-1444 should be a basic experience at this point.

Psychic Emergence.

Since you are less rigid in your mind and have evaporated a great chunk of garbage thoughts that distracted you from the present moment, you are gaining your forgotten abilities as an empath/psychic, and are able to see the state of others, majority who are stuck in their mind chatter and are divided to the past, present and future. They are still in Ego Consciousness or Ego Thought Streams; a lower vibration, fully engrossed in the holographic dream, purposed to serve a world of bodily awareness or carnality. So be ready for them not embracing your freedom which is their own call for help in a form people can accept without freaking out, but get’s dismissed for the need to project ones low self esteem on others, which covers the truth of the situation. Sword of Discerning is the Law of Attraction or Vibration Laws at play now. If you stick around “Low vibrating people” happy and free, it will make them aware of their state of misery & their investment to stay miserable, which is why they will prefer not to be around you. And will choose people vibrating at the same level as themselves. Respect that because we are not better than anyone else, technically. “Low vibrating people” will not be able to stick around your world too much unless you climb back down to their vibrational level and pretend to be not free which is not beneficial to you. When you are vibrating high, yes, your body appears to be existing to others (not all), but not only they will be intimidated by your freedom due to becoming aware of their own unhappiness, they will also sense deep within, although unaware, that you can read them like an open book because you are outside of the dream in tune with the One dreamer that is dreaming everybody. This is the so called psychic power, which is a gift & used by Freemasons sorcereres, left hand psychics & Reptilians too.

Techincally: Not Better Than the Rest.

The people who will be in your life are there to learn something from your presence but you will not have attachments to the result of their learning nor are you meant to talk about anything esoteric unless they ask. You will also need discernment in these relationships with lower vibrating friends because they may get dependent on your high energy and try leech onto you not knowing they are doing that. This is why its also beneficial to not have any random sexual encounters with low vibrating beings to avoid etheric attachments which can bind you to that person. The reason relationships with low vibrating people will require discernment is because they are attracted to Ego Consciousness and the only way the ego sustains it self is trough drama, so if you hang around “low vibrating people” for a long time you will notice that they tend to attract weird situations and weird people in to their lives without them knowing they are doing so, just like a young woman tend to date with jerks hoping it will work out, but which was really a rebellion & top reasons many women are marked to be killed, for it was a deliberate covenant with Satan using toxic masculinity as means to attack God or Creation – trying to prove God wrong & the austere presence of Jesus-Yahawashi Spirit or concept of a husband useless. So, alot of unconsious & violent ilmplicit behaviors will come to light at this point. You will notice the subtle sarcastic humor, subtle competition and so on – all are attacks on each other & contributions to our Babylonian vortex of attacks & unsolved issues – kept as secret sins & hidden hates, to power the collective confusion or amnesia alive. Basically, people are mentally cannibalizing one another. Since they are not Extra Sensitive or psychic enough to see what they are doing with their lives, they think all this is normal when it is the exact opposite. Again, “Awakening” can be disturbing at times but you will get used to it. I will also add one more time, that Awakening does not make you better or worse. It is a natural process of remembering who you are. As you know at this point, many people who are not going trough the process, who are fully engrossed in the holographic dream state are actually more prone to be able to function in regular jobs and careers because they have suppressed their feelings & are numb to the satanic structure literally breaking peoples minds & cementing their focus on the animal plane of Horus, yet compelling them to adjust to a system of nails & crown of thorns. We still need these suicidal beings so that our global system can be held together for a little while, before it gets destroyed after Proxy & information war is finalized. The ones waking up will find the demands of the world of thorns stupid & it is very rare, if not impossible, to be a CEO, a football player, a UFC fighter and to be “Enlightened” or highly vibrating at the same time in this messed up frequencyfence known as our world. These kinds of activities absorb your energy to the Matrix. So, allow “Unconscious people” to do their thing, they are Angels too. If everyone would wake up at the same time, nobody would be able to work in the system because remembering your self being a Child of God outside time and space, is a shock to the bodies system. It takes time to integrate this readiness of Knowledge/ Universal Presence on a biological level before you truly experience the body is actually an avatar within a projected holographic simulation or as some, including my self, refer as a Holographic dream. The excelerated experience of not being a body is also orgasmic & the bodies internal system needs to learn how to re-adjust these intense sexual or creational energies, having nothing to do with intercourse, which is not our natural inheritance anyway, but will be used as means to Ascend as Angels in the apparent Heaven on Earth & which may take time, for there will be no rush. In worlds stage this process can take years to master but as you advance, the need for physical sex tends to diminish in Edoms Kingdom of flesh. This is mainly to sustain your sanity as the world is becoming more out of balance & needs examples of none-carnal minds who in majority are men, not women. Again, like the Biblical Clean Lepper collective (Caucasus mt),  so are 99,9% modern females time encapsuled beings along the rest of Biblical “Heathens” who together decided to be adobted as the Children of time, decay & death, by choosing to abuse their bodies trough unconscious means, then rot in their own smell & offer their aging rottened & sexually abused bodies to their Lord Satan, who they love & also hate: The Kingdom of Duality. Hence, women will atone for their attacks on Christ by becoming servants again, because in reality men do not need women for men are able to activate Kundalini Energy & reach Cosmic Consciousness directly too. But since the body will die in that energy, God will step to judge if we should still remain in the dream to help others (mainly women) or reach him directly & finally unplug the dreams of time & decay forever. So, since the dream is one, even Kundalini Activated men & Jesus are counselled to stay, because the leap to eternity must be done together – in Awereness that is – or not at all. This leap includes killing & enslaving over-carnal-minds which means killing alot of women. This strategy to kill is mainly done by using “Spirits of Vengence” tactics to lure rejected & over sexualized psychopaths to kill modern women who are not suitable to be around Kundalini initiated men anymore, for they have become too dirty. The few females that will make it, will go trough a ritualistic cleansing, but if they are advanced, this is not so & why the sciptures had it wrong. The “Heathen” women will receive a servants position for sure, & will have to accept their parents & Nation deserved death, hence their only way to atone for their Ancestral crimes is to be a Concubine & advance spiritually by using their position as a means to an end until they will also become light beings, then leave the planet behind.

Conclusion.

A lot of people will come and go in this phase of your life so be ready for nothing to last forever and time to speed up in your experience. The point of letting go and the dark night/ cocoon was a gift for you to learn to enjoy to be alone because all relationships come with an expiration date and unlike most people who try to immortalize their relationships, the ones who are sane, are about letting go. This goes to your like minded esoteric friends as well, be ready to reach a moment of releasing them in joy because we are all here for different expressions of the same mission which is to spread light and glory trough out the Universe by just being us. Not everybody is supposed to blog or make youtube videos with million hits. Some share their light in total obscurity only to find out they stood more than others from a Cosmic perspective, who is sifting the weath from the tares as we speak. Not all are meant to be together, which is why forgiveness needs to be applied to graduating individuals as well who come from different spiritual theologies. Once the purpose of the relationship has been served with a person, you release them in joy. The release must be done ego free with no need to prove or say the last words. That would be a learning error & would tragically force you to repeat a similiar relationship. Again, a lot of things shall unfold – some have already experienced extraeterrestial encounters & prophecies at this point since they are Extra Sensory (Gods Measuring Stick) to the Universe & are ready to be contacted. The dream will still try to lure you back with it’s Masonic-tricks. People will love you for no reason & people will hate you for no reason but neither one will have much effect on you anymore because you have learned to be content by being alone in silence with absolutely no meaning whatsoever in life, and discover that this world was deliberately sustained to be meaningless: But it is you who are the meaning. Release the need to dwell in the Dark Night of The Soul, which is a phase between choosing your old life of darkness or transform your life to receive the means to reinforce what Life of meaning *IS* trough you.

WARNING: COVID19-Ukraine-Israel war is a secret Rothchild rebellion regarding their bloodlines or Caucausus mountains human-ape bloodlines soon- to- come Biblical “UFO” euthanasia which is channeled by Native Israel bloodline. Caucasians and their NATO-EU allies, are unfortunately going to be put to death in our generation, and during Martial law era. The meaninglessness of life and the importance to be content with it, is to be content of the meaninglessness of this world, the world of Biblical Edomites from Mt seir and Caucasus mountains. Once the mind dwells in peace regardless of our Ancient intent to create a dying world with no meaning, you are at least ready to develop a mentality to receive a new one with meaning, but a world, and a World of Thought which is diametrically opposed to every value of this modern world, or kingdom, which is managed by a Freemasonic thought system of flesh. This world is about to be destroyed and dark night of the soul and your life “falling apart” is actually a positive initiation to prepare your mind to receive an ancient energy, and first escape the modern world, and its soon to be Biblical destruction. The letting go must be first mental, otherwise you will become a pile of sand like Lot’s wife in Sodom & Gomorrah. After destruction, there will be a rebuilding of a more ancient system closer to the times of King Solomon. A system of thought that convinced the planets intelligence the most, and is ready to receive it back.