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OFF GRID 永遠に TV: The End Of Our Need To Perceive Evil (World War 3, Homelessness, Breaking Out MK-Ultra Asylum, UFOs) MUST READ & LISTEN Ep9

Dominus: Samadhi Readiness for Ascended Masters.

A. K. A Releasing Ones body before Intercontinental Ballistic Missiles hits America, Israel & Russia soon to manipulate the magnetic grid to try get rid of increasing “UFO” clouds. 

EDIT: Warning: There is no “UFOs” specifically for Israel, as if a chosen Nation – there is no chosen nation save in a script, or self miscreated dream not created by God. So like Beethoven’s 5th Symphony starting with the three famous Saturnian G-Notes then E-flat culminating to an Opus depicting his Ascension from a brilliant mule many envied to a point of replacing his history – we also sense him transforming to a Transcendental figure with no personal history. So are we invited trough his work to “sacrifice” our believed personal existence by accepting all Ancestral or Totemic forgiveness lessons for a Universal consciousness be liberated. A tranquil consciousness geometric in intent, for we are made of fire, gas, liquid & solids & where “Satan’s Army” has assembled, for the fire in the head or Aires, connects to the Etheric Air beyond the octave of guilt or material world. And where the Conflicted One Son dwells between his right & wrong mind as an observer, twitching the puppet strings of each seeming ego, or splintered sons, housed in a vessel of cells, bones, blood & tissue, hopefully perpetuating the right minds conceptions consistently so that he can literally escape the entire One Split Mind. The Physical Universe is a symptom of thought deformity which will disappear when everyone becomes Enlightened, not having new bodies, or a happier illusion as heaven on earth. So a dream is a dream, & once you wake up, the dream is gone & we are the Self. Israel is a concept or means to an end we all oppressed because the “UFOs” are our defence system we idealized as One to mercy kill humanity & Reptiles if we get too caught up in the Matrix illusion purposed to attack this One Self outside all solar systems that do not work, but only as a means to an end, as our Awareness or Celestial Communication link finally expands beyond the octave of our solar system, meaning Moon, Mercury, Venus, Sun, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn: The 7 pile of salts, crystal seas or layers of kaleidoscopes that renders & renegenerates the Light appear flesh, ruled by unseen forces. The Hebrew Israelites, their Prophets or Watchmen, are not well versed in basic physics thus believe in an external mystical ever expanding Universe created by a deity. And are suffering as an exclusive organization where everyone else are left outside the gates of heaven, yet we are all One & will return home for sure as One: salvation goes in 360 degrees hence although the script is written it is not edged in stone, meaning we are dealing with a multiple-choice-script or multiverse, with alternate endings outside linear time. Yahawahshi fell out from favour with the Essenes because like John the Babtist, they were also well groomed in earthliness & did not know about our multiverse & Reptilians but were seeking to establish laws suited for their utopian vision the modern prophets are reuttering again, but which in the year of 2020s & beyond, is way too grounding, complicated & will not attract or be forced on others ready to be beamed & leave this solar system breaking apart & a content of mind meant to be taken Transcendentally. This means the belief in “pagans” is false for we are all minds & we are all able to activate the Vision to innerstand all elements, not in behavior, but in content. However there are levels of mind deformities, so we did logically idealize that there must be unleavened-people or organic portals with enough electricity in their fields in order to “draw out energy” or “UFOs” to kill dimmed spirits, or people with no electricity, the so-called pagans & 2/3rds. And who are too deep to systematically (NATO/EU-Russians) escape the means to Atone for their mistakes, hence they will be forced to face their self hatred & unhealed Ancestral bonds – which they projected on others, mainly on Natives – trough slavery, where Enlightenment is still possible. In our world we call people with the ability to summon “UFOs” the “real” (Is-rael) “blueblooded” people, meaning organic beings, or Natives with focused inner (blue) flame & who’s Ancestry was leaning more towards the black light, meaning less involved with the world, hence did not over-learn the mundane, this is not hard science people. Astrologically speaking then: when Saturn/Moses met or conjunctions with the Sun/Pharaoh, in the very gross plane, the Collective Dream would always assume the logical Arctypical enacting of a Native man from an Earthly tribe of Levi –  in the mode of passion & sense of mission, which is a mistake – to enter Pharaos domain. And yes, the Mode of a spiritual mission is also self preservation, but I digress. The One Mind does not assume forms of carnal or redblooded Nations with this business as Moses because their intent is to preserve specialness of bodies – carnal red light realm – in a corporal way which is an act that always demands inescapable ritual sacrifice to the luminious 7 planets, demigods or principles, such as Saturn. The Wheel of Ezekiel is both a reference to a Zodiac chart, yet also pictures a shape of a “UFO” simulatenously. Let us also remember that this Universe is chaotic & governed by laws that do not make sense, hence to insist only Astrology as ones angle may ruin ones ability to decipher the realm of Horus, the horizontal mundane plane of cesspool. So when words like “Divine order” or “Cosmic Divine Intelligence” is used here, the reader is expected to understand the Divinity Waves is filtered trough solar oceans of gas, many layers of radiations or electromagnetic fields that it will always playout dualistically in our life, but the influence is there the same way we as waters are influenced by movements of Moon. Yet this is all a clockwork trick of energy to appear dense, keeping our Higher Self hidden. In order to become Aware of this & live more Universally, your mind needs a decent healing from guilt due to your participation on preserving your corporal ego identity which was based upon sacrifice, then systematiclly deny it’s cost or effects with others as fallen sons, which powers up this cosmic clockwork of self deception where your mind remains split. Without abolishing guilt by accepting the “Red Carpet” means of Atonement, it’s pain always Astronomically scatters your mind to fragments as self punishment, hence the information you gather even in Astro-logos will never be reconstituted Holographically but neurotically like Aristoteles, Nostredamus etc. There is no middle ground in this game, you are either Holy/wholesome or fragmented/so-called Unholy. The middle ground or the domain for deciding for God or the Ego is the earth you appear to be in. As you are motivated to save your self so will angels & Jesus show up to guide you & eventually beam you to chariots as your Aura becomes clean enough to enter 4D-5D ships. The means to either reconscitute or kill your self is the mundane means of forgiveness; the sign you are progressing are the little glibses of feeling forgiven, which increases your joy, vigor or vitality. This is why Astrologist & Astrotheologist, although important, are miserable by the majority & avoided by the “UFOs”, for now at least, until they embrace the grounding means, which is mainly to utter the names of Yahawah & Yahawahshi. Look, the same way there was a J.F Kennedy in the 1960s & who majority never met in person, so was there a physical Yahawahshi/Jesus who showed powers in some timeline, but never had the same benefit on being recorded trough a camera, simple. The Zodiac community is going too far discrediting his contributions by limiting our savior & power to signs, hence Youtube & the world loves their materials so much. Although many syncretist will survive by Law, it does not mean they may be liked by the eldest. I know this because I accidentally also synched with the Sun/Christ thus flamed fire energy from my nostrils & got almost arrested in Windsor London, as said again & again. Yahawahshi also synched his mind with the Sun/Christ & was the first one to implant the concept of spiritual powers to Schuman resonance. These powers are rarely done trough individuated effort, but trough mediumship for the Sun, which animates & gives life to us. This page is surmounting the Biblical Nephlims (Reptiles-Demons) & Edomites with a general understanding of two levels – Astro & the world – thus sealing all criminals with Capital Sin by mapping the dynamics of their hurt, or bringing their denied guilt (need to be punished) to the surface, which is why this page is considered as an exception in the areas of judgement, for it raises the readers ability to cast out Demons by seeing Demons have no power, for they were pretending to be powerful & are indeed children panic stricken to return back to God after generations of larping as gods & getting humans adorations & attention. The death of a Reptile race is thus the worst one because they will lose their individuality, for they will be escorted gracefully straight to Source. Among NATO/EU-Russian nations, it is the sons of Edom who will face physically the most painful death, but at least will be harvested as workers for the Natives. Let me repeat; relying only to the Bible as ones source tends to puff up Religious Ego readiness, sovinism & preachings of personal racism, demonstrated in the streets today. It has nothing to do with Enlightenment or Quantum Awareness then. They do not know the ruling dynamics of Reptilians, or even that Entities exist in our everyday life. But it is also clear that the Hebrews are well meaning regardless of their limitations that made them fall in the first place. And indeed have all justification to be Earths rulers & enslave our siblings gone way deep in the madness of passive agressive intent to murder.

NOTE: 10.10.2023: These Metaphysical & Prophetical channelings stirred a war in Israel as planned. Please read the book *Universal Warning* for further clarification why chaos magic in Israel has begun. In short, the purpose of chaos magic is to stop planetary updates which includes the killing & enslaving the Fake-Jews & their entire Caucasus bloodline who are not able to Ascend or synchronize with our sentient Planets “5D update” anymore due to Ancestral guilt & Reptilian breeding, that was never Atoned for but indeed was pushed further to a state of Capital Sin. The Bible is an extremely poor book in mapping the importance of Forgiveness to avoid over magnetizing or focusing ones being on Capital Sin & lift the heavyness of the Cosmic guilt we thought about ourselves as we descended  or free fell trough the 7 planeraty bodies in our solar system & became cloaked with earths minerals, carrying the burden of the memory of being Astronomically sinful with no way out, as explained, again, trough Homers Sisyphus.  

 

The idea of Heaven on Earth may Delay Enlightenment. 

There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus. (Galatians 3:28) Means there is no such thing as Heaven on Earth! It is an extended interval for everyone to integrate Oneness which can be activated Now, for Gods answer *IS* before time. It is instantaneous, & is not dependant on time & place, gender or heritage. The Prophets of old & Modern times are supporting an unfair concept of a vicarious salvation only meant for Natives, who then must suffer, sacrifice & wait to be saved: The Dual God of Abraham. This is not entirely true for we suffer because the Physical Realm is based upon “eat or be eaten” principle, hence there are bacterias & other demons devouring humanity by setting people up to become sick, or be in other dire situations, but are neutral in their cause, not personal & why there is nobody & no world. Heaven on Eearth is a passed concept written by body oriented minds trying to preserve their Nations or Collective Ego, which are not real, just a vortex. As the collective dream evaporates the Earth will transform in to a luminous Sun which is why there is no everlasting Heaven on Earth. The so-called Kingdom is a means to an end where mankind & Demons or Reptiles, have all disappeared, together, back to the formless heart of God which mankind, Demons & including the graduating ones, are resisting heavy & denying the existence of empty vessels, reptiles & physical Demons. Reptiles & Edom are the most fearful of this transition due to over indulging our false Individuated Universe, for here the concept of bodily needs ends, including male & female, including the beauty of nature, including food etc: All were electronic miscreations we came here to learn & teach ourselves as not a Sin, yet not the creation of God Mind – a black light – standing behind the Abrahamic white light god of jealousy vengeance & favour. Let us together – in One Spirit – forget this jest, by standing firm beyond the edge of time & transcend the ephermal Physical Universe falling apart & will not last. Now, *IS* beyond time, activated as Awareness trough self forgiveness. And here we look back along the Heavenly Hierarchy to the world of time & Earths Kingdom equally gone in gentle laughter. My one hand is streched out to you while the other holds the hand of Jesus, both calling you to the Circle game & to become equal captives of Eternal Love & forgive the last remainig times as Heaven on Earth & avoid the second death.

Dominion Over Demons by Stalking.

Reptilians are tropical In nature. Their main Function on earth & Hollywood is to abuse Tropical Astrology In order to confuse everyones direct Ancestral forgiveness means by replacing everyone with corporate identities & implanting false memories or self concepts againts our avatars. Their top claim In Astrology books is that the 12 Israel tribes means only the forces In human body. In reality it means the physical actual tribes, human body & Zodiac siqns. It is all One, but as one becomes leavened, there are minds who fell from grace biologically by becoming so-called pagans, yet are still minds that can choose to Awaken from physical concrete dream. 

Hollywood Actor Jude Law or Imogen Poots are the same shapeshifting Annunaki/inorganic entity (Ally) sentenced back to Abstract Creation trough blessed hands.

Hollywood Actor Michael Shannon or Luke Evans are the same shapeshifting Annunaki/inorganic entity (Ally) sentenced back to Abstract Creation trough blessed hands. No Emmy Awards or Oscars shall give you Hollywood entities a peace of mind. These shows are all pretence by a clique also reading this page & fully aware that all members of Hollywood have reached their Capital Sin & sentenced to death, hence can only try & escape their alarming conscious by pretending everything is all right. As the entire staff & actors of Hollywood are killed, there will be a new Art, video game & Cinema Enterprise established with a radically different content that serves the evaporation of concrete consciousness & the illusion of a physical universe. In fact, it will serve the evaporation of even needing to watch movies or play video games. This is the reason no one really likes the path of Enlightenment, Jesus, Prophets & Ascended Masters.

Hollywood actor Justice Smith or Kota Eberhardt are the same shapeshifting Annunaki/inorgnanic entity (Ally) sentenced back to Abstract Creation trough blessed hands.

Hollywood actor Chris Hemsworth or Kellan Lutz are the same shapeshifting Annunaki/inorganic entity (Ally) sentenced back to Abstract Creation trough blessed hands. So many Reptile people, the list is endless. These are just few. Wake up my dears fast, our generation & loved ones are sentenced to their mercy death. 

Guitarist’s Yngwie Malmsteen, Tim Henson, Allan Holdsworth, Joe Satriani are guitar cheating or shapeshifting Annunaki/inorganic (Ally) sentenced back to Abstract Creation trough blessed hands.

Time Machine (2002) film is about “Taino Indian’s” (Efraim) opening portals to Reptilians, inorganic beings  what Don Juan in Carlos Castaneda books called Allies. Many scattered Ephraims or Dakota people are from the Pleaides & still share Myths of the 7 sisters. Time is not linear people.

Everyone fails in the Matrix movie series because Keanu Reeves & his character Neo is a hybrid Annunaki! Neo’s character, which was supposed to be an indigenous being, has Annunaki dynamics at play. Same principle applies to Dark City film who’s protagonist is also played by a reptlie Hybrid. Truman show & The Fallen are the only blockbuster films with indigenous beings as protagonist. All films were released the same important year of 1999 where the false nature of our reality became more voiced for Karmic reasons.

EDIT: So, let’s focus on my Umbrella lab-torture or MK-Ultra experiences: How I broke out from that Unethical Adjustment Laboratory program or how I worked secretly & for years, as a *Sacrificial Lamb*, utilizing Proxy to bait this particular Freemasonic unit from Jorvin Sairaala, Provesta Kielo & Leppävaara clinic to be killed for their War Crimes, along with Juha Luuri or SUPO & other corporate entities, but who are really one in cause: Jesuit-Freemasonry who The One Collective Son of God unconsciously employed to recycle Souls to poor lots using generational Sorcery against humanity trough these degenerates adjusted & comfortable to Sin, along our friends & even family, alive, & ready for death. This war can be won in Proxy, not physically, not yet. Even King James V 1597 Demonology books last sections denotes Finland as barbaric, hence filled with incubus-succubus unclean spirits, Druids and/or Unlawful Magic Arts, which Finlands National Mythology Sampo or Kalevala written by Mason Elias Lönnrot depicts. But, a black art stolen from the corrupted Saame-Indian people, also known as a unite of the Moors, such as King James V himself. Again I know what I speak as a Martial artist & guitarist. I know the Orchestrated tactics of Saturn-Satan & how it fears my Love. His minions love to roast our pictures to prick our humor radicals, basically affecting your digestion & no good luck put in to place thereof, in hopes you may not transcend your Material Nature or Krishnas 3-modes of man – which are within themselves fighting for supremecy – & become high vibrating creative being. Satan is an A.I learning device – a means to an end – so the same way numbers of odd like 3, does not oppose to numbers of even like 2, yet brings the opposite to play on the other side, so do you not make Sin real, as the Bible does. Again, do not take the A.I:s orchestrated attacks personally, for there is no Physical Universe to react to. Hey, I was born the 6th day & from a mother with one man, respectively. And my name in Ancient Middle East translated is Chanaan, who has actually lived in the lands of Ham, or Egypt. And Satan worshippers must envy Chaanan’s birth of month too, which I will keep to my self for now. So, the Global Freemasonry – starting from the Rothchild’s or the entire Fake-Jew collective – & who bitterly defend the Gigantic fabrication of the One Sons mind – are all under a Galactic Arrest & Death Penalty Warrant by our observing – *Higher-Selves* or “UFO” Patrols – since the 1950s. This event launched a series of “UFO” (Angels) & Swamp Reptilian (Demon) movies as a defence trough Jesuit-CIA defence department: Hollywood. This will come public eventually, no matter how hard The Rothchilds & their extensions in Europe – like Juha Luuri – try to hide this in our Aquarian Age & the masses own spiritual resistance to realize this, for here ends all addictions to broken dreams & time, which is so strongly held as reality in our belief, like a Fantasy we just do not want to end, save trough extreme pain. Even the impostor posing as William Shakespeare knew this, for in his fakery he consciously allowed the inevitable plague enter his house of shame, resulting his son Hamnet die of “sickness”. So, before landing & allowing our troops to surprise these soddish scums & kill them in front of the entire world, the “UFOs” need Native mens & Jews assistance to first Quantum Entangle enough people “To Look Up To The Skies” – so to speak – trough Biblical Prophecy, which stirs up more plagues or chaos: Birth pains. Hence, my computers were often electronically harassed or hacked which results in grammatical errors or bugs in this page, stalling the writings of these Testaments meant to fish & encourage the elected or graduated men, women & children. And who may face these situations when panic striked Rothchilds set their Global FEMA Camps & FEMA troops to sacrifice people & deprive them from sleeping when COVID19 testing period is over, & the second wave of Plandemic starts trough Ukraine war & wars in Israel. Preppers like Bodi shall join their sad end for dismissing this truth by supporting LEVELI, Samuel Gryning & so many other S.O.B channels who have no interest to reveal the real Native owners of Finland, who are the Native Jew Tribe of Ephraim, mostly stigmatized as “Puerto Ricans”, minority as “West Africans”, & few as “Gypsys”. And Ebin Ephraim from East Indian resorts. Yet, who are all from the scattered bloodline of Mizraim or Egypt’s Ruler Joseph, & who are also the one same Ephraim Moors from medievil times, which modern Finland’s humiliation witchcraft attempt ritual known as “Tiernapojat” is all about. So, the country has lost all sense of reality, especially the youth gone too far dismissing men/women with high level experience points, which by definition should crown them as teachers. The first Rambo film sort of hints this trough Khabbalah & violence. It hints about an experience in natural dissonance with minds over-comfortable with the world & want no reminders of reality. Remember, these movies are produced by Reptiles & Gray Aliens who farm or harvest humanity psychologically. But again, planet deals with human experience points just like a RPG game. It anoints experiences accordingly, but a process we manipulated or reversed other way around by employing Warlocks like Jon Dee, Crowley & the modern ones. Even Jane Roberts used Oija board to be posessed by Satan-Seth & Edgar Cayse was a Freemason, hence are not considered valuable experiences, just possessions. So, look, the worst case scenario in a Finnish man/womans life is to lose a sex partner, then commit suicide, nothing else. Finland is a walled up, unjustly depressed Gaul-community or comfort-drunken-commoners with nothing creative or content to show, believing they are Asterix & Obelix, but not knowing their roles are to be tested in WW3 & I find this sad as an elder spirit. My vaccined biological Ashkenaz mother is also in danger for complying with SUPO or Central Intelligences harassing Critical Thinkers, thus Finland is not the only one ready for trouble. Central Intelligences employ Gang stalkers who are Pre-micro-chipped, porn gazing & unenployed Archtypes who are under the chips control, like in the film Implanted or Upgrade. They are assisted by actualized Demonic entities the pop culture knows as “Reptilians” who also run youtube disinformation pages like David Icke or Teemu Vehkala – a Salamander or a dead entity – appearing almost human, but can be easily spot as inorganic beings. This is because a basic reptile hybrids face does not subscribe to Fibonacci sequence or the golden ratio, hence they have a face shaped like a frog (Tokoloshe) or some one with acute Autism. Oh, Ashkenaz mother what have you done. As a result of this, she is becoming sicker, for guilt always demands punishment I do not wish for friends & family. Yet Forgiveness In the usual sense, would actually confuse Planetary Resonance, & why the impersonal nature of peoples Biblical death “penalty” is only business, not personal, not to mention how humanity did this to themselves by not attending their Spiritual Engineering, which after Ancestral karma purgation, always leads God-wards a Prophetical or Biblical Forgiveness operation where the Prototype-Jesus (Yehushua Hammasiach) must be invited again to escape reincarnation & reactivate our *Eternal Always*, but a Biblical calling people, including ACIM authors & students unconsciously avoid. So, since I can’t pity my family, so there is no aunce of pity to feeble minds destroying their inner genious, in desperate hopes to find someone to be blamed & remain in comfort zone within an Ancient Dream state long gone, but a state of recoqnition most fear to remember, for in this dwelling place what Ramanakrishna also calls Samadhi (God Consciousness), the individual you think as you, disappears, including all concepts of energy & Kundalini, which are functions of levels within a dream, & not real in Endless Present an Ideal Psychotherapist or Lightworker values in order to execute Direct Knowledge externally to a world of unhealed minds of hate. This is why the more closer to God the target or Ideal Psychotherapist to be blamed is, the better he/she is to be used as means to rebel against God & try to drag or tempt his attention to us to establish our mortal dreams of bodies real, as we did with Jesus. The forgiveness or Atoning leads to an understanding we are dreaming, but this means to release the physical & psychological self. The  process starts in Awareness, then dawns to be as a release of the entire physical dream, which includes to face the fear of death, which was really a shield-belief or magical armor to cover over the fear of Love or God – to be released from the regenerating dream state of nothingness – a miscreated world that led nowhere. And a past repeated in different forms or variations. The viciousness of the world & everyone in our lives boils down to this Ancient fear which is a mind fearful to receive the peace of God that has nothing to do with this world & is not the Cause of the world, bodies, or the love between a man & woman etc. This is why all relationships must be courageously penertrated to a point of either joining in One Universal purpose, or continue the worlds Course which is based upon differentiation: Implicit & explicit attacks. And special relationships based upon alliance & spiritual contracts which always renegerates pressure in the One Collective Consciousness (Super Ego or Matrix Mind), for here, the belief in scarcity gets maintained creating pressure, which always explodes as Atomic Bombs: An inevitable result or symbol of Hatefull Laws singularity.

Juha Luuri & Bodi-Prepper Are Both Going to Die.

Juha Luurin Perhe on tuomittu kuolemaan SUPO:n Noita-vitsauksista kehojenne veret valuen kallion penkereestä alas meren syvyyksiin.

So, like Juha Luuri, & the entire FBI unit of Finland, known as SUPO; so is Bodi, & other preppers watching my materials, ready to die. Look, these messages are effecting CERN-entity which Stimulates Schuman Resonance & making Rothchilds lose focus. Affecting CERN results in Mandela Effect, both that came public in 2008. So, the only way to escape these “paranormal” waves is either to be beamed up, or lay the body aside (Samadhi) as Ascended Master. Unfortunately bodi is progressively complying with NWO after being persecuted to some extent. He is publicly giving up his will to Juha Luuri, who is a Fake-Jew Troll Admin of all Formus – a SUPO Warlock – who runs a youtube channel to gaslight. Hey, many FBI agents act in Hollywood films. In fact, Hollywood actors are agents, low level Priests, with a mission that has nothing to do with only becoming famous. Movies are weaponized to reinforce false history & false perceptions. So, SUPO Warlocks having their own channel should be basic knowledge. Every NASA scene in Hollywood movies, as an example, has their actual NASA workers involved in acting. To be Agent is to learn how to act, or infiltrate peoples lives. They are comfortable acting together because they know each other. Hollywood, NASA, White House, Pentagon, are all the same: A commune.

Ascended Masters (Dr Manhattan) & Prophets (Watchmen) Exiting Matrix: The Bible is trying to solidify a Plastic Universe falling apart & Over.

Stewart Pearce “Master Of Voice”: A Inorganic Warlock Freemason of Windsor-London.

The Mold of Man is a pattern of every human attributes we can think of & some we can’t conceive. The mold is our god because we are what it stamps us up with, not because it has created us from nothing & made us in his image & likeness. To worship this is arrogance. (Naqual Don Juan)

So, after 8+ years of Gang Stalking, noise harassed, poisoned, attacked by Gangs of people, False accused as a killer, interrogated as a terrorist, & dragged back & forward to MK-Ultra torture Labs. And after spending months within their torture Asylums, but this time, for the last time, I managed to break out from that wicked FEMA testing ground, while majority of these masonic Jorvi FEMA fools were smoking tobacco, or eating their filthy sandwich. I went to a town hours away, & lived few weeks in a motel with my last savings, drinking wine & eating pizza. I left it all behind when I left that FEMA, specifically my mother, who sold me out to MK-Ultra, until I had to accept she & friends, will not make it. I will love them in spirit for we had good times too, for the world is dualistic, hence sometimes it gives us distractions in forms of good, but should be shared or celebrated in laughter. So, as repeated: High level CIA, FBI & local intelligence funded Gang Stalking, or Occult Persecution, only happens to Free Thinkers revealing the real Cause of our Reptilian reincarnation system that blocks the Awereness of the Eternal Presence or the Eternal now. And that we are also One with the Larger Dreaming but deformed Mind, which it self is also an Illusion, along with palable matter which the mind produced within it’s self hypnosis. Quantum mechanics reveals trough technical means there is no world, but are afraid to experience the mind that gave birth to the world of particles, is also unreal. The Cause of this Self Hypnotized Sleeping Mind we are seemingly at One with, is our stubborn intent to maintain Sin in our consciousness by denying our Ancestral means to Forgive ourselves, by forgiving others. But a beginning stage which is really a shield trying to cover up the abuse the collective has done with the Protype or Native presence & image of Christ Jesus & his lineage, which extends to Classic names like Mozart, Ramanakrishna, Beethoven, Shakespeare & more. And which warlock-wizards like Stewart Pearce “Master of Voice” works as our employed criminal too, who blocks these healing informations along with the world of Jesuits like Jon Dee, who’s main purpose is to assist Reptilians to keep everyone stuck in Unforgiving consciousness, which is really drinking poison, but expecting your target to die of it.

Breaking out Umbrella MK-Ultra & Ready to Kill Them All.

Warning: This page, which is a Patented Ultima-Weapon to open Death Angel Portals, & studied by Military Bases as we speak, Is unfortunately preparing the death of us all as Homo Sapiens & the self we call I.

Basically, I broke out from Khazarian & Reptilian Psionic MK-Ultra (Jorvin Sairaala) the same week 2020 COVID19 Plandemic started, leaving behind the last remnants of my past relationships & loved ones stuck to the fading world. And after 2 weeks of calming down several hours away from Helsinki, few Followers of this page sought my guidance, & gave me a place to stay. One became a devoted Hopeful Elect, & is now communicated by the “UFOs”, & will become a great man. But the War of Principality was not, & is not over yet, so after 3 months of homeless obscurity, sometimes sleeping outside, one time while it was snowing in -15 degrees, I was guided to expose my whereabouts, once more, to the Masons, for tactical-baiting or Proxy purposes. And was eventually tracked, & followed, by their outside MK-Ultra units, or SUPO, who Gang Stalked me, & now, my comrade in Faith. During the times of June 2020 to April 2021 we shifted over 10 appartments due to constant neighbouring watch Co & tell programs & police harrasments all around Finland which included interrogations – few recorded in Bitchute – & also sudden appartment searchings in Posio, where high degree Mason Juhani Julin was murdered. Majority of the Stalkers in these areas were human-apes of all ages, children too & to who’m I reminded that we will meet again & I will kill the kid & his family. The Agents who pretended to be church goers proved how the Bible is used for ego preservation because they were very keen to argue about Deutronomy passages, the identity of Esau etc – which is not my main subject at all really, except to expand the subject of one mind. Yet, when I expressed the importance to be aware of the One mind or how even the Bible is used by all of us to forget the projection, the agent had no clue how to respond, & wanted to talk about the scriptures as if I am a professional preacher, when at best, a Mystic perhaps, who feels drawn to a silly war or principalities not my own or interest, & the reason I hate Khazars justly. And so, we were Gang Stalked from South Finland to the East part, & to the very North pole of Finland, a place where you can see Northern Lights. North is, however, & unfortunately, filled with artificial rivers & forests. It has haunted houses with ghost or poltergeist. Basically, murdered peoples souls that are stuck there, angry, blaming & screaming, desperate to be released trough Exorcism from the pain their sell out family members caused them. Yet an Exorcism I would not bother to perform because they are Edomites destroying themselves. No wonder, the Flag of Lapland Finland has an actual Human-Ape-Neanderthal as a symbol! This place is filled with family lines with dark pasts, & who gained their Reindeer ranches trough sacrificing their own kinds to blood-money rituals. When you see old Disney cartoons depicting haunted houses where skeletons dance & sing banging the doors & walls – it is  real – but very basic knowledge from a priesthood perspective. Disney is a high level unit for witchcraft, & normalized pedofilia. The aim of corporate movies is to limit peoples understanding of witchcraft & apparitions only to films, & not help people to generalize what they are seeing in films to every aspects of life. Hollywood priesthood is aware of the need to project truth in order to sustain it self, but adds double meaning in their arts using our Ancestral need to explore dualism or the knowledge of good and evil, as a justification on why Hollywood has the right to bombard humanity with half truths which confuses & fragments minds. Yet, to a certain extent, they are Justified; humanity is attracted to dualism, but since America is not owned by the bankers or Fake-Jews behind Hollywood anyway, all that is needed is esoteric & scriptual understanding to indignate them of treason, stirr up their rebellion (Ukraine-Israel wars) to WW3, then land to different countries & kill them & their supporting citizens. CERN scripted Films like The Predator-series depicts what Anointed Natives will be about, but using dual meaning or Khabbalah, a witchcraft punishable by death. CERN is aware of the past & future and creates self animating programs like The Simpsons where these 2D entities reveal much of what is to come.

OFF GRID: Teachers of Teachers are Exiled.

Drinking the Cup to Lethe as means to Condemn a Generation to death.

The ultimate torture program outside MK-Ultra Asylums known as Gang Stalking includes all the same basics, just without injections or pills: Voice to skull, electronic harassment, Helicopter Patrols, house vandalism, poltergeist attacks, Noise campaign, & radiating was a daily thing. The list Includes encounters with Satan entity. When you reach a sense of becoming a Teacher of Teachers, or ideal psychotherapist (Multiverse Perception), there is no single angle that accepts an impersonal presence, especially when it comes to Demons, who like a child, needs a reactive attention to stay alive as 4D-entities do, so no wonder majority in Hollywood are attention seeking Reptiles. Thus, I was lied about to a point of being wanted by the cops in their public database, which makes it easier for them to try, & push you over & over again to FEMA cars, as it happened to me in Kemijärvi, where divine intervention stepped in because my position knows Esau is not to be blamed for there is no world, thus no Sin. Even the illusion of Bibilcal Creation & time with multiple parallel time zones are all simultanenous, that never happened. Yet, since the sandbox of bodies & glorified bodies are the only reference we have as dualistic creatures, I was stopped & interrogated many times which some are recorded & are public. These happenings are so out of Social media regenerations radar that It is vanity to explain all the details, because this all started officially in 2015, & in places outside Finland as well. You will be forced to watch a feature film, a documentary, or just Astral Project my events to extract a learning. Humanity will mainly have to re-view the crucifixion of who you call Jesus. The times I was directing my movies, meeting people, socializing & hearing dumb complaints about your woman or work; Yes, I was under Umbrellas torture program, knowing 100% that I am alone in this because simpletons would not believe me anyway. So, after a seeming never ending murder attempts by Finland lodges, & their extensions, or police (marked for death) I had to start living OFF GRID, to forever go off radar with no traces left, while waiting for their death to manifest, which is COVID19-Ukraine-Israel -war-era. Their attempt is to claim dudes like me wacko, & now, terrorist. Before I was framed to their torture program Asylum for the last time, they used intimidation Psy Op tactics on my relatives too, mainly my mother, who was bullied even at her work, but who eventually, sold me out, being a typical woman. So do not blame her women, even men, who are like women. You are in the same category; no courage, no faith, & are the main target in this “UFO” euthanasia spectacle. We were supposed to forgive one another for our joint need to perceive fault on each other, then reveal who Jesus really is. The ones who did the job the best they could, are now guided by the “UFOs”, like Noah was guided, to leave the rest to their own mercy. I have been writing these articles while surviving OFF GRID, as if a fugitive, & walking my part in this pilgrimage, that leads to everlasting life, literally outside the stage, like Truman Show ending depicts. It is a nostalgic & Final-Fantasy-ending type graduation regardless of being chased by mercenaries. The mercenaries are confused, & wonder why this channeling continues even when I am wanted. Meaning, they know this is true, because they are used to targets who hide in silence, or just joined their oppressors cause.

Police or Agents in MK-Ultra Asylums Pretending To be Captives.

NOTE: There were many Agents & cops posing to be MK-Ultra captives or “patients” in Jorvi’s labs. One cop, who was  poorly acting to be a retarded patient & tried to talk to me, but whom I ignored, was the same one, who weeks later came & dragged me to MK-Ultra, again, with his criminal partner. Both were armed with weapons, & both will be put to death, including the people who sold me out or just stood silent with no morals. When I was in MK-Ultra Asylums, back & forth, I was always put into the same room with a person who earlier wanted to fight & with Agents who tried to befriend me. Eventually, after persuading one like a Jedi, one admitted he is an Agent. He asked if I am shapeshifter & wanted to know about the Biblical “UFOs”. He may have heard about my 2011 Windsor England incident where I was interrogated by the local police patrol who heard me, & a fallen brother in Faith, having an accidental spiritual power experience of breathing fire, which back in the day I had no idea was scriptural. One thing was for sure, that we were vessels for that. It did not come trough us willingly. The same week, I also had a full blown Kundalini expansion where the Universe & body disappeared & I was at One with the Cosmos, as was Jesus the instant he got nailed to the cross, & why the Bible is not always the best source to excerpt the meaning of the crucifixion. The incident In Windsor, among many others, is one of those true incidents that marked me to MK-Ultra, by the way. Movies like The Glass, The New Mutants, & scenes of Wolverine being experimented, are few, out of many Vatican sin-confession-mediums; to confess what they do to “paranormally” Initiated People they envy & want to militarize these gifts to be used, but trough conscious or individuated effort, which is the same as to use this power to brag as special; once again a typical ego attempt by bankers at play here, where rather than being just a vessel for this power, – as we certainly were In Windsor – the ego attempts to glorify it self by trying to analyze Spirit. The brother that fell from Faith can prove the validity of this story In Windsor. And even my jealous uncle, whom I never liked, but thankfully lived in his empty flat in London, can at least prove that when he visited me in London, he made a big deal about a note he found where the local Windsor police patrol are giving statements. I told my mother about this event back then too, which was a big mistake. Here is, however, a statement by Jesus, what will happen to his initiated ones during end times. Some of us may be initiated to *Hadouken!* you spiritually dead losers, starting from you so-called elites, then kill you, which is really to save you. The killing is done trough Qi energy for it to be karma free which is why the perfect Planetary timing for the kill to occur is crucial because the power over the elements is not done trough individuated effort as said many times.

John 14:12

Who believes in me will also do the works that I do. And he will do even greater works than these, because I am going to the Father.”

Gang Stalkers Introduced To Space Programs.

The Agent who was asking about my shapesfihter thing also mentioned about him self being introduced to space programs as a Freemasonic initiation. The Asylums had patients & convicts who also knew what is going on: MK-Ultra. Women in particular sought guidance from me because we are talking about a concentration camp simulation waiting for the people, friends & family, who ironically sold me out, but are going to experience this too, in stronger measures, & will not survive. That MK-Ultra place was not a joke & the women who were brought back to reality by the insane treatments, did gave up their Wonder Woman illusions just like the Prophets today are telling us. Yes, from a city girl to an submissive Ancient woman, which I will talk about more below in another note. However, majority in these Asylums were Gang Stalkers, who were hired patients to harass & follow me so they themselves could be released faster. I was stalked & sleep deprived from all sides, even though they had several Agents or cops, & even extremely zombiefied avatars that literally were not human anymore, but different levels of body snatched Demons, doing the job for them. When they took me in, they also updated their basic tube type camera system to the all seeing eye-multidimensional camera system. All this because of me, seriously? The ones who deny this story by scoffing will be put to death by the way. So, here is a quote of people selling you out in a typical & dawning Martial Law or WW3 era we have Ancestrally repeated in the past. The poor decisions are made by minds or Separated Sons, too afraid to surrender to the Will of God where our individual identity disappears & eventually, when ready, will the physical experience also evaporate to Light. Khazars & especially Demons are creatures over vexed in time & must be plucked out trough our help, although they will fight back kicking & screaming for they made a covenant with a cementing perception of Satan. Guilt, such as selling out a family member, or a good friend, keeps the mind anchored or cemented to birth & death cycle, which is everyones secret desire, hence they act upon emotional hive mind impulses. The last simulation for separation however takes the form of being under the management of Natives which means slavery for minds stuck in Ego Consciousness by first destroying Edoms world or 5G structures, which are all Totemic or Tonal extensions of Caucasus mt belief as flesh since the times of Kain (Cosmos 6 days ago or Humans 6000 years ago) hence have no hope Ascending. Rome is Tonal incarnate, which is a system of logic & reason that barricades it’s self from Nagal: the unknown, musical, spontanious, or Mystical aspect of creation. However, the mind can over vex  or cement it’s self trough logic & reasoning. When Tonal is over stimulated, it inflates the sleeping mind to a paralyzed state which by definition, projects a Clean Leper or Caucasus mt condition as a reminder it is at the red (edom) zone. This knowledge of heralds has been lost because as Natives mingled with minds suffering inflation – in this case, Caucasus mt – so did humanities thought system became a mixed bag of principles in conflict with one another. Before ending this article, let us go trough verses given by the modern Prophets.

Matthew 10:21

And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. 

Revelation 13:15

He was granted power to give breath to the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak and cause as many as would not worship the image of the beast to be killed. 

NOTE: The Few Gang Stalked, MK-Ultra tortured, are marked for death by Vatican for knowing already not to comply. The mass of sell outs or cowards will be hit by surprise. The majority, including our proud friends & loved ones, are not going to survive. Many of us are trained trough “UFO” initiation not to care about them anymore which is why being persecuted is known as a blessing & not a curse)

Revelation 13:16

And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads. 

NOTE: RFID-chip connecting you to metaverse. Planet will not know you anymore, which is a logical resolution in separation)

Revelation 13:17

And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.

NOTE: Stores shutting down, trucks not moving, food shortages, no-vax or RFID means no shopping)

Revelation 13:18

Here is a call for wisdom: Let the one who has insight calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man, and that number is 666.

NOTE: Joe Biden quotes “Six minutes, Six days, or six weeks”. Google it. Vatican takes orders from CERN, which is spiritual demon Satan’s top medium to channel concrete consciousness along lesser souless vessels or demons known as Reptilians. Since they are synthetic thoughts themselves within a Larger Sleeping Mind, so are “they” functioned altering your consciousness by luring you to a 666 based dimensions of time of flesh within the larger Super Egos Dreaming of a world, who is the One separated Son of God: Us as One (Neo)

1 Thessalonians 5:3

For when they shall say, Peace and safety; then sudden destruction cometh upon them, as travail upon a woman with child; and they shall not escape.

NOTE: COVID19-Ukraine-Israel war. Martial law Mandates & limits are switched ON & OFF, back and forward to harvest minds to think no sudden evil is so close, but…

Jorvi’s Hospital Staff Warcrimes & Death Penalty.

In the sky, there is no distinction between east and west.
People make up differences in their own minds, and then believe them to be (Buddha)

Finland MK-Ultra program also exploited or fed us Soy-meat which is human meat & admitted trough films like Soylent Green (a.k.a The World In the Year 2022). As said in an earlier note, many fearful human trafficked people came & asked me for guidance because being Clark Kent in these situations becomes very difficult, nore are we meant to hide but fish the elect in these extreme situations too. So, many of the ones seeking guidance were young Finnish women, some Native Gentiles, majority not. Some girls were sexually abused by the staff, & by Demonically possessed male patients suffering acute autism, which is a perversive Legion known as Tokoloshe in some regions. One Russian woman, who contemplated suicide, told me eventually her part-Liberian daughter sees “UFO” abducting visions, where the daughter get’s delivered, but her Russian Edomite mother does not.

Kundalini Awakening: The Last Means To (Mercy) Kill 3D Minds.

The Nearing Death of Sweden’s “King” Carl XVI Gusta & “Princess” Victoria family.

One dumb captured Teosophian-Cultist girl, who also approached me for guidance, decided to turn in to a Gang Stalker too, after the word started spreading, that I was captured to MK -Ultra due to increased Kundalini energy which forces men to channel modern Finland’s & other Carnal minds Biblical mercy destruction by default: Sweden’s King Kustaa Vaasa & Mikael Agricola’s tag team in the 1500s to obscure the judges are to be blamed honey, not me. So, like Jonah in the Bible, so is this a Prophetical responsiblity not to be escaped, if you truly Kundalini emerge, which is one level of initiation, although a fundamental one – only activated when dipped to the Dark Night of Your Soul or Shamanic Sickness, which Reptilian entities among us deliberately deny existing within us, for harvesting purposes, like Huascar & Atalhuapa did, who are “Quetzcotl” or Reptiles & the main cause Incas were harvested towards a civil war, opening a portal for the colonizers to enter Mesoamerica. This office of a Seer includes to reveal everyones Ancestry before the physical hunting season of Caucasus mt & the rest of reprobates takes place, which is why NATO-EU is stirring WW3 trough Ukraine & Israels chaos, or chaos magic. The Theosophian hybrid reptile chick – who deserves death – actually convinced a fat Finn retard that I am a Charismatic Enchanter – then to pick a fight with me in the dining room. She also admitted her uncle was a mason who used to build the MK Ultra she claimed to be captured. The fat retard she snitched about me bursted in rage after reading & listening my stuff, running towards me shouting. The MK-Ultra staff did nothing, in fact, they wanted me to start fighting because they constantly tried to bait me to be further vaccined. And forced me to an isolation chamber to be fed with pills & injections, some members in the building holding their hands like a pyramid as I was passing trough them, because it is a sacrifice ritual taking place among warlocks. One doctor-warlock actually freaked out due to the staffs drunken state of blood lust, or the need to exploit people. The doctor-warlock pleaded me to remain silent around curious patients, so that they can release me from my isolation chamber where I spent days, & had nothing else but a piss smelling mattress to sleep upon. And a one eyed (updated) camera observing my every move. You better leave Teemu Vehkala & Markus Haikara alone. They have nothing to offer & are misinformation Agents, who deserve death. Bodi has reached the stage of danger too for complying to NWO trough Amalekites (Fake Jew) Juha Luuri’s enchantings on him. It is sad because Bodi did experience some form of Gang stalking by SUPO’s Central intelligence. The only use of this man now is that his earlier videos confirms the criminality of FEMA-HUS, Police & military.  The man failed to grasp that these orders to harass citizens must come from highest Ecclecstiastical Spiritual departments or churches. These are the same offices they infiltrated during Renessaince period with nepotism, & other Eccelestiasical trespassings, as demonstrated trough the Renessaince crime family heads known as Rodrigo & Cesare Borgia, & who eventually became the Redshields, & once again, changed their names to Rothchilds, Rockfeller etc. It is literally a *Cosmic Joke* as these minds of paralyzed bloodlines (6 & half chakras) are in ruler ship. We as One just forgot to laugh about this, for we did not get the *Cosmic Jest* at first glance.

Conclusion.

So, the orders come from priesthood lodges, whose main purpose is to break all the galactic or Ecclestiastical Laws mentioned in the scriptures. They ripped the entire book known as Apacryfa, which is just another example of the many other spiritual trespassings. They are passionately committed to figure out how to completely isolate this planet from the entire Universe, & continue exploiting humanity without Native or “UFO” interference. You can learn a lot about their mentality by watching the movie 120 Days of Sodom. Movies are Vaticans sin confession mediums anyway, to get away with their crimes, without no one noticing that they indeed confessed their sins. And if no one, especially a Native interferes, they will just continue, as they have for centuries. However, now that few Native men know their Karmic-tricks, the Khabbalah are showing their horns by luring people to death, & soon will go rampage without obeying even their own masonry: Rampage. So listen up, you failed generation with no back bone. God is pleading you to free his One frustrated Son by you forgiving your frustrated angry self. Answer the call, take my hand, my dear fellow, & become literally *beamed* to all inclusion, to finally leave the weary dreams of exclusion & where Freemasonry is about to go Grand Theft Auto on you, without spearing none.

2 Esradas 16:68-74

68For, behold, the burning wrath of a great multitude is kindled over you, and they shall take away certain of you, and feed you, being idle, with things offered unto idols. 69And they that consent unto them shall be had in derision and in reproach, and trodden under foot. 70For there shall be in every place, and in the next cities, a great insurrection upon those that fear the Lord. 71They shall be like mad men, sparing none, but still spoiling and destroying those that fear the Lord.

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Awakening From The Dream Of Death: Beginning Stages & Releasing Relationships.

Beginning Steps to End Regeneration.

Since this is about the beginning steps I will keep things simple in explanation, as if talking to children, but the idea here is to build the reader to be ready to read the online book Universal Warning. So, Awakening from the dream of physical world and body, or in other words, awakening from the dream of a life of being born as a body, to eventually work hard to survive and to eventually die as a body is a growing phenomenon happening all around our world now. People have been introduced to this new way of being either true tragic such as a mental breakdown, losing a job, losing a loved one, losing health and so forth, that makes the individual question the meaning of existence in a more authentic and inquired way rather than just intellectualizing it to sound more wiser to others. Many people have been reporting similar stories of collapsing and having an out of body experience where their consciousness gets seemingly removed from the body and they see themselves in a tunnel like place and a light at the very end of the tunnel which reminds the seeming individual that there is more to life than what our perception (5 senses) shows us and that consciousness is not limited to our brain. Some people have a more gentle introduction to this new way of being by simply reading about quantum mechanics or a metaphysical book like the Power Of Now by Echart Tolle or just stumbling across a blog post such as this which makes the reader more obsessed with seeking more information to confirm that this is what is going on and is a topic that should be paid attention to. There are also a number of people who have been into conspiracy theories, and although the basics are true which is that we are all slaves within a system governed by few insane satan/ego consciousness worshipping individuals who invented religion, health care, hollywood and our economic system to exploit souls, these people who are into conspiracy theories have naturally given up on this subject because they have finally understood that all it does is stimulate negativity, paranoia and fear into their minds which keeps us stuck in linear time, so they end up giving it up and lean towards a more positive direction which eventually leads them to metaphysical and mystical direction, the way out of this world or the process of healing the mind that is projecting a dream of a world and body. The dream of separation.

The World Will Not Celebrate Your Esoteric Discovery.

However, being awakened in the beginning stages, although exciting and should be so, does not make you special. It is a natural process of “Evolution”. The word Evolution is quoted because everything has already happened, including your script where you appear to Ascend, but I digress, for now. In fact, from the worlds point of view you may be considered valueless to the world because the people who end up going trough the beginning stages in a western set up especially, will find it very hard to function in a world that was designed almost perfectly to keep the sleepers asleep. Having all the Universal electromagnetic energy running trough your open egoless, less guilty mind, trough spine, can make you very tired at times. For example in Buddhist tradition it is normal to find refuge after decent Awakening because the noise & demands of the world becomes overwhelming, for it was designed to attack our Cosmic Awareness, keeping everyone dull. So the world we see outside of us is basically a result of dreaming, so all it does is that it will always promote complicated systems, people in power, people in medicine, in media, in news, in science, in music and film industry, all that are coming from a place of unconsciousness, in other words, they are coming from a place of making the world and body real to us and something we must take seriously not realizing and admitting that there is nothing to take serious about this world because we are literally dreaming our lives and have the power to change the content of our dreaming at any time. To be co- creators of life.

 

Releasing The Past of Unconsciousness.

When you start awakening and you see beyond the falsity of this world or matrix which results you being stuck in two opposite worlds, one at the earthly plane and the other one being sometimes blissfully high in a different dimension only to come back to the earthly plane and depressed of not being ready to reach home yet, you will most likely find it hard to function in the physical world, in relationships and in all areas of your life for a while. A typical result is to end up isolating your self from the world around you and find solace in aloness because not only are you realizing that our so called leaders, news reports, scientist, religion, medicine and famous artist are coming from a place of unconsciousness, you will also realize that your previous decisions before your awakening with relationships, hobbies and ambition was also coming from a place of unconsciousness, to serve your ego desires! You will realize that all your decisions regarding friends, relatives, hopes and dreams, prior to your process to awaken from the dream of birth and death, have been made by you to distract you from reaching Enlightenment, the way out of this dream. I think this is why many are avoiding Enlightenment because you are basically seeing the truth of who you really are by contrasting it with who you are not. You are seeing that pretty much all of your relationships, hobbies and ambitions, the good and the bad were conditioned by you to remain in a literal sleep and throw your power away.  This is why so many people who are awakening have reported the same old story which happened to me as well which is that pretty much all relationships with friends, family, hopes and dreams ends up falling apart once the individual sees beyond the veil (starts to awaken from the dream of birth and death). These individuals and activities served you to keep your ego identity intact which was your secret wish and forgotten reason you started dreaming of a world and a body in the first place but if you really are for the job to leave the dream, it also means that you must reach a point of letting go of your false self and everything that perpetuated that false identity. The process of letting go of your old or false self is basically done by what I call mini deaths so if you have a relationship that was chosen from a place of unconsciousness such as the fear of being alone or a need for validation, so will the relationship be removed to learn more self love, & to trust your self. If you have a job only to make money to survive, the job will sooner or later fall apart for you to learn to trust the Universe in difficult times & to see if you are able to be kind to yourself & to others while going trough these difficulties. Since you are the dreamer of physical universe (the dream of birth and death), at some point as you advance in your awakening, you will realize that it is not God that is placing you to go trough these situations, it is your higher self inquiring your curriculum for the sake of everyones salvation from concrete perception. If you have strong resistance to these radical changes that will take place once you answer The Call for everyone to leave this insane stiff & concrete dream I can assure you life will do the work for you, because you can not be around certain individuals or circumstances anymore. You will go trough a cognitive dissonance for sure. Many of your old friends, family & people in general will hate your increasing luminous presence & will try to pull you back to their beliefs that serves to keep minds locked  in purgatory matrix. They will unconsciously, or the fear of losing you, try to pull you back to ego consciousness, to distract you back to body identification rather than being a lucid dreamer. Inside they know that you are indeed dying but in a good way – that you are graduating from the earth plane & going to a fresh vibration or dimensions of existence. And since “they” are too addicted to ego consciousness: the body, the drama, the fear, the mind chatter & the pain – they are not ready to let go of you, & will more than likely express their rebellion viciously, which is really their personal fight with God where you work as their means – it is not a personal thing – & it is only trough this vision you can truly heal or forgive your past, & the people that constitutes your past.

The Addiction to Concrete Consciousness: Our Worst Nemesis.

People who are still asleep are in other words addicted to ego consciousness that gives them the illusion of being a brain body complex. It has been going on for so long that letting it go is hard, and if you know the basics of Alcoholism recovery (AA) well, the most fundamental step is to let go of the people who are into the same habit of being an alcholic. This is basically why the common symptom of awakening/letting go of ego consciousness involves releasing the people who are not ready to do the same. Again, this is a process of conscious death and being prepared for a new life form, which includes the visitations of Biblical “UFOs” in to your life. So when it comes to you past relationships, but not sharing the same addiction for drama – there is basically nothing to share anymore, no reason to be around, nothing to talk about . Hence, It will all fade away, leading you to a state of void or Dark Night of the Soul, which is an Awareness – a boarder land between spiritual and physical realm where the controlling of this world takes place too. If you resist this natural process and stay with your past, you will see things getting very awkward, hopeless and difficult. Conversations with people absorbed by ego consciousness will be an offense from both sides, and the conscious individual will stand as a token for the rests self destruction. Even if you do not talk physically the attacking intent of others remains crystal clear because in reality we are minds and we communicate to one another telepathically so in some level your old relationships will sense that you have changed. Most of them seeing it as a bad thing, because conscousnes is life, hence you will be perceived as the one stealing anothers own life happiness by just being happy. For example in my case, when I went trough the dark night of the soul which is a word for a rapid expansion of consciousness, and I was more introverted than ever, one of my old friend while high and drunk asked me disapointed “what happened to that alpha male Klem I used to know?” But that so called alpha male was praised glorious by a wicked polluted world no one in their right mind wants to receive as their own identity.

Ascension: A Divine Process.

So do not panic when relationships starts to fade away and people will distance themselves from you or you will distance yourself from them. You are growing out of your peer group, this is normal. If you try to save the relationship by pulling your friends or relatives to your frequency by sharing about your esoteric experiences the typical reaction is blank stares – thinking you are crazy. In my case some have gotten aggressive because they have a hard time to accept that their problems and pains in life are all self created to basically sabotage their chances to be truly free. Religious people will have a hard time to accept that the god they pray to is actually the ego god invented by insane but ingenious individuals and left hand extraterrestials who are here to control mankind. In many cases, many people awakening who told their relatives about their esoteric discoveries has led them to mental hospital only to be framed with mental illness by greedy doctors, who are really military warlocks aware of we live the Age of Aquarius or the end of linear time. This happened to me too, so keep this hidden knowledge to your self if possible, but at some point you will also have to speak out. Many are not mentally prepared for this stuff anyway so let them be and wallow in their misery until they have also had enough of their mental & physical pains. If the world continues their murmuring, there is a Biblical “UFO” euthanasia right at the corner ready to put our past relationships, & the entire world to death before a new governmental body becomes established by graduated or fully kundalini awakened individuals: Man, children & women. Some will stay here to govern, while others may leave this planet towards other realms as Nomads. Namaste.