The Dark Night Of The Soul: A Deciding For God.
And thou hast cast me forth into the deep, in the heart of the sea, and a flood hast compassed me: all thy billows, and thy waves have passed over me. (Jonah 2:3)
Saint John Of The Cross’s Concept of The Dark Night Of The Soul is a concept of the last steps in the Beginning Stages of Souls purgation where you are not ready to continue because you are holding on to your old life or relationships, regarless of the evident cognitive dissonance, which your Esoteric disciplinary practices brought about, which included the realization that our relationships were really based upon policing one another unconsciously to serve the Egos Thought System. This conflict of man was well hinted trough Saint John of Cross in codes when God fronted Bibles Daniel, an Anointed one, but who still had subconscious or concealed aspects of self still having earthly desires or hopes: From the beginning of thy prayers the word came forth: and I am come to shew it to thee, because thou art a man of desires: therefore do thou mark the word, and understand the vision (Daniel 9:23). And so, DNOTS is a grieving process of a life that is now lost & you don’t know what next. Here you are incresingly aware that you are at unison with a needy dialectrical electro magnetic field – the collective one son – that feeds from your bodies plasma by utilizing mainly reptilians & humans as it’s proxy. And even as you become less angry, less anxious & a more happy forgiving-self, it is still the small self housed in a body & in a world set up where individuality is maintained by playing king of the mountain hence there is no hope in the world except as a means to an end. The full acceptance of this will not happen in a long time; DNOTS just makes you increasingly aware of the worlds hopelessness or that you are not called to make life better in the physical universe – which you are battering trough your third eye – or even establish a heaven on earth. The most ideal is to leave the entire sandbox because the physcal realm was conceived from the principle of sacrifice. You are more than likely surrounded by infant minds at this point, ready to throw you to a mental hospital (Systematic defence) if you talk about this, because infant minds have over learned the linear world, hence are better at adjusting themselves to earthly situations. DNOTS is a half-dead experience because the one in the DNOTS perceives being stuck & unproductive in this stage due to the decreased ego motivations that got gracefully burned trough Celestial Practices, but a motivation – from the perspective of flesh that is – at least motivated the one to achieve things in the past & often was praised by the world. But in the DNOTS, now we look back in purgatory contemplation, often reflecting all our wretched offences we did unconscously living in a normalized Freemasonic system, hence you hear quotes in psalms 39:2 such has: I was dumb, and was humbled, and kept silence from good things: and my sorrow was renewed. This is where the decision making part of the mind (Reality) can sense the gravitational pull of God within, uttering or radiating more psalms like: My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God (42:2)? Yet, as lovely as the Awareness or pull of Gods omnipresence *IS* within our collective Maya state – now as an offical inbetweener – the pull of the world (Black Mirror, Matrix or Holographic Counter space) becomes also accentuated, but a pull between two opposite Universes which has tortured the body since our birth, but was numbed trough Reptilian vaccines & the worlds culture that reflects the Egos Thought System that vexes bodily or mindless awareness. Since you have melted enough ego beliefs (Clutter of Thoughts) trough your stoic, meditative & esoteric practices, & have reached a deeper sublime heredity, there is no way to deny the conflict everyone suffers as bodies. And the body is a symbol of a deformity of thought (Plane of Inertia) where an abstract mind & seemingly wrapped by flesh, is in between two opposing forces, but is not aware of this anymore, for the Reptilian world was made to suppress this decision making dwelling place between two Thought Systems or spirits to be forever unconscious, or out of our awareness. A dwelling place where we can & must authentically, unequivocally, or Universally, communicate as decisive minds, a path that leads to a gentle conscious way of dying back to Source. Or, choose the other road of thorns that leads to a reprobate dimension of time & where your mind amplyfies the predatorial magnetic grid, producing unconsciouss sense of shame. The ones spiritually engineering themselves, are gradually aware of this pull to two different directions regardless of the GMO foods, vaccines & other masonic abominations we employed to prevent this experience from happening. This undeniable Awareness of our wretched condition as one, but the little hope to re-establish our vision to forgive others, hence ourselves, was spoken thus in psalms: 12 Thou hast corrected man for iniquity. And thou hast made his soul to waste away like a spider: surely in vain is any man disquieted. 13 Hear my prayer, O Lord, and my supplication: give ear to my tears. Be not silent: for I am a stranger with thee, and a sojourner as all my fathers were.14 O forgive me, that I may be refreshed, before I go hence, and be no more (Psalms 12-14) etc. And so it is, that in the Dark Night, this vacillation between two mutually exclusive Thougth Systems (Spirits) is experienced extremely energy consuming or painful: “From above He has sent fire into my bones, And it overpowered them; He has spread a net for my feet And turned me back; He has made me desolate And faint all the day. (Lamentations 1:13)… And where one or the other must be chosen as reality, otherwise you will be only wasting your time, because you are really escaping the advanced or Biblical means that awaits you to forgive this world, meaning, to become like Jesus-Yehushua & the other prophets, saints, shamans etc. Again, in this dwelling place within your mind you either choose or power up God-Yahawah or the Ego, which are Thought Systems a.k.a Spirits. It is a raw crystallization operation taking place, or an undoing of the flesh-man belief (Thought System), denoted in some scriputes too & a phase we can musically refer to as Stanzas.
Flesh Under The Consuming Fire of Divine Light.
10 Heap together the bones, which I will burn with fire: the flesh shall be consumed, and the whole composition shall be sodden, and the bones shall be consumed. 11 Then set it empty upon burning coals, that it may be hot, and the brass thereof may be melted: and let the filth of it be melted in the midst thereof, and let the rust of it be consumed. (Ezekiel 24:10)
Thou hast removed my soul far off from peace. (Lamentation 3:17)
In this often lamenting oriented operation, here we are called to see that we never were in charge of our inspirations, hence can not technically take individual credits of anything. Here, we are basically a moving corpse & this is why It is very common to not have any passion for anything, because you must allow your adjustments to the world be melted & re-adjust your mind or heart to a Universal Course within. And due to the depression that follows from the lack of passion, we tend to be very fatigued, & sleep a lot just to have some sense of peace, but again, it is really Gods finger tips trying to keep you still so that it can mold or shape you like a sculpture. But from the perspective of flesh & the world – like Jobs friends – this does not appear so; It’s more like God has left us because there is no inspiration for that which we once thought as our life. It is very good to know that this phase will pass, & the whole purpose of this process is to make your biological self aligned with Source/God/Universe, and to follow his Will (may lead you to be initiated to channel “UFOs”) so remember to rest a lot. You are being prepared for a more Biblical perception of that which *IS*, so your brain is literally rewired to receive more Cosmic energy, & de-clutter your mind from past concrete linear thinking. Without feeling dead you would be placing goals based on your old way of thinking, your ego. You would stay stuck in the world, & eventually be caught in the up coming Lock Down & vaccine traps, which is Georgia Guide Stone written human sacrifice ploy as means to rebel against the Biblical “UFOs”, which many Dark night survivors are initiated to channel to this planet to kill Rothchilds & their entire Nations, including our Caucasus mt or Clean Leper friends, because they suffer a Clean Leper condition which is an avatar that has paralyzed to flesh & has no hope to ascend 5D waves, hence, are together, along China & Japan, applauding for a 5G system, but expecting the remnant of Nations to join these steps towards a completed atonoment in death of Self.
The Dawn Of Multiverse Reality.
So, during this Dark night, You are officially becoming multidimensional. You will attract so-called new “spiritual” friends but who in majority were reptilian hybrids who appear esoteric, so stay alert. They are garrisoning multiverse timelines by analyzing peoples awareness, then snitching about it to FBI database. Here you are in a important phase of realizing you are the dreamer of the dream (Physical Universe & people) they want to study so allow your physical biological self to catch on to this realization by resting as much as you can, for there are more intense DNOTS ahead of you that may hint that you are well advanced thus about to sleep soon & enter a secret inner wine cellar which is an advanced dwelling place or a hidden realm within where God has prepared a banquet for you & is not dependant on the world, the bible, prophetical events, or time. You will know when this takes place like a naturally dying bird that sits still In readiness to shed it’s body. As for the first DNOTS experience: Try to enjoy the fact that you are in a sped up process of self realization. Once you are in a DNOTS it is fair to say that there is no turning back. Give up your will back to God for you are far too gone now to return to your own vomit, which has killed many rebellious ones. You have basically raised your consciousness to a degree that it will be very hard to go back into your old habits, old friends & family members who are suffering different levels of forgetfulness, & are not attracted to any forms of reminders or Light. You can’t go back because you are Ascending now and this time you can feel it. 
Dark night of the soul is very painful process because you are contrasting your old comfort with the unknown future, but once you get out of it, you will have intense confidence in you to a point some people, especially children, animals will sense it and will be attracted to your Christ like Aura. You may also find weird encounters with people in general. Some may look at you with awe and are over curious to know about you, while others will get the hell away from you being angry at you for no reason, usually reptilians who are jealous of you, for their specialness is fading. Some people may even fall in love with you. Nocturnal dreams will get more prophetic. Its also good to to mention that some old relationships with family and old friends will come back but you will be more discerning with them this time and will more than likely not invite them anymore because at this point you are dead to the world of time, and really just waiting to be either lifted up, or be a Prophetical Guide for the little ones: The Biblical elects, who will be the next waves of Kings, celebrities etc. This means that after the energy consuming DNOTS experience, you will get your energy back and start to get hints of what you should be doing with your life, which may have nothing to do with society, so do not place expectations because many people after this stage are guided for end time preparations, and some of us are guided to channel Biblical clouds or “UFOs” to destroy Rothchilds family bloodline & their Nation. You will discover spiritual gifts (healing, prophecy, counselling, guidance) at this point, and you will eventually find the right platform to express this. The benefits are incredible. Hang in there because things will get beautiful. It will not be easy though.
I want to quote something from Patrick John Colemans blog. A Shaman from Chicago who helped me few times in my toughest days in the past, and I pray for him for the temptations he suffers.
What most don’t realize is that the dark night is a gift and you leapfrog over years of spiritual development in a mere matter of weeks or months. Some can stay locked in a Dark Night for years and the quickest way out of it is to give up. Let yourself feel terrible because chances are you’ve covered up those feelings in the past. Perhaps you’ve drowned your terrible feelings in distractions such as TV or engaged in addictions to make you feel artificially better. What’s happening in the Dark Night is that things are being set back into balance. You’re being reset and emotionally cleared for the next phase of your life as a spiritually awakened person. Where the shattered aspects of your soul have been collected and healed and you are now free to move through life unhindered by negative thought patterns or limiting behaviors. For that is the ultimate blessing of the DNOTS.
Conclusion.
As you can see, the Dark Night of The Soul is not exactly fun, but beneficial. It will not look like that for a while, and it may take a while before things get brighter. But it will, because it did for me, not materialistically per-se, but on how I was able to view or perceive life and attacks of others. When I say that things will get brighter I am referring to a state of mind & nothing external. You can be in peace regardless of what happens externally, even if you are dragged to COVID19 FEMA-camp, and punished by death for not taking the vax and RFID-Chip which is the Mark Of The Beast in Johns Revelation & explained by the modern Hebrews from their Biblical perspetive. When you are at peace, which is the Cause, then the outside world, which is the effect, may appear to change. It usually does change because you are aware of different parallel realities, but they are all vanity, because the content is separation; Reptilian & Gray invaded, who guide the Fake-Jews. Dark Night of The Soul heals us speedily trough purging ones Ancient Soul like an iron molded & shaped by fire, which is why it is disturbingly painful. And again, there may come more Dark Nights as you progress, but this time you will navigate trough them as an Adept.
DNOTS video.