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Ascension: The Hollywood and Queen Elizabeth Obsession to lie the Origins of Native Israel & Egyptafrika.

First of all, what I am about to say is not a white, asian or black race thing because from an ignorant point of view I am neither one of these things. Both biologically and mentally. People have not figured out my back ground, and I like it to stay it that way. All that said, here is my thoughts about modern Egyptians, or the so called Afrikans in general.

Dear modern day Egyptians, in fact, almost All ones living in so called Afrika…  You are ruining your life… just like the Rest. Find your Afrikan Totem, fast. Time is ticking… The belief systems you hold coming from Ancient Greeks and Romans are not compatible with your carbon dark native Egyptian Israel Past, unless you find your Afrikan Totem first… And even then, the system is not guaranteed to work at all, because the continent it self can not sustain a Capitalist structure, because the Western world it self also CAN NOT sustain it! This is not a political things. Just facts… Anyway, when you find your Totem, you will also have to let go of your Ancestors, the concept of races, Kemet. All cocnepts will eventually have to go after your honeymoon period with your re-discovered and deliberately hidden Totem is over, but before that, there is No need to allow Hollywood and their pathetic Cleopatra, and deliberately distorted Moses movies make you ashamed of your glorious Israel Egyptian heritage before the Greeks and Turkish came, and people started to mingle, and mixed up together, producing mixed children, and using this as a means to infiltrate in the name of brotherhood, eventually hijacking (Israel-Afrika Egypt) origins and using Golum nation/ western propaganda like dump Mika Waltari and Hollywood movies to further distort these origins, and who you really are. All this madness is in order to dumb you down, and make you a mental slave just like the rest of the world are, but who do not even know that they are walking a life of Ancient slavery, and are actually unaware that their schools history, and education  is a distraction, and a sinister propaganda in order for people, from all backgrounds, to not discover that they are slaves, and must learn who they really are in order to get the proper guidance regarding how to escape all this madness.

Ascending from the Physical dream of Bodies: Narrow Path to Re-become a True Elite.

Although we think the elites as the people who hold financial, and masonic-political-power, the true Elites, and the power at be really is you, the Yahwwashi (fake name Christ) within you… Assuming you have activated your Israel Ancestors.

The damage done by the Western mentality, and false image of Yahawahshi is too strong, and too many people ignored the obvious signs of our angry living organism known as Earth, and many people are in a world of hurt. My friends, even family are in a world of hurt for not listening at all. What a sad situation… But the people here have become too wicked, so the end must come, in order to restore the world order back to its Nativity known as Israel. We are in deep need of this order. Women have also lost themselves, and many times are worse than men. The Wars will force Many women to loose their wicked men-lovers, and will be forced to be single, and disciplined righteously. The hope is lost for many indeed, except for the metaphorical 144 000, which may also be a literal number… That is how bad the worlds situations is.

Yahawhashi is for the you who is doing the inner alchemy, expressing your truth, not allowing others to distract you before world war 3 hits. You have prepared your self for the coming blessing of Yahwhashi (fake name Christ) and have gone beyond the experience of the dark night of the soul, an experience which truly prepares you for WW3 while many of your old friends, even loved ones will not make it. Awakening is though, it prepares you to man up, and leave the old world. A masonic based world that has failed. America is going to die soon guys, and very few get it, too comfortable in their comfort zones. The so called elites, the masonic idiots, are in deep fear now because their world of slavery and royal orgies is falling apart, more information about their global banking scam is becoming public and their ways to manipulate, and censor or character assasinate peoples images speaking truth on the internet and outside internet is being exposed. They really have lost the game, just look at Harvey Weinstein. Not exactly the most high ranked mason but still powerful enough to influence hollywood in a big way. But now look at him, According to Joe Rogan show Harvey has been screaming about suicide. This is a guy who owned hollywood and is now being betrayed, humiliated by his Khazar people. The ways have changed and there is no time for fuck ups.

The Dark Night of The Soul takes everything away away from you to a point all there is left is you, the awareness of the content of your mind and body. And although the dark night tends to push many in to intense fatique and to the brick of suicide due to realizing of how much damage we have gone trough and caused others over lifetimes, the benefits really are great because the experience wipes out a great deal of stored ancestral and personal trauma from the body which was the cause of many of our earlier decision in life that were based on fear. Since the past stored trauma is wiped out from our bodies cellular memories, in a subatomic level, so is the fearful expectations of the future evaporated from our biological and emotional self. Your mind becomes less and less fragmented in to the past and future, you gain new mental abilities you forgot when your mind got fragmented ,You live in the Now, the present moment, your forehead is serene,  having the ability to make quick beneficial decisions while you smile more frequently, loved and hated by people but this way of being holds not attachment to neither, which is still a  rare experience of being in this planet but humanity is getting there and as I said in a more direct earlier article, the first teacher for many people in the path of Enlightenment, the final destination, will be pain. When you have gone trough immense pain, you are more willing to see your pain as a metaphor that perhaps you are holding too tightly into something and it would be beneficial to let it go,you know, “loose the tension of your grip” which means to allow change to occur which is something modern people just dont like and the western system particularly was built to keep people in full focus to get a mortgage and place all their focus and their lives to pay the mortgage, in a fearful state, and seemingly never having the time to get out from the loop. This leads us to numbing the discomfort of the loop with all sorts of things: tv, abuse of alcohol, abuse of drugs,abuse of sex, overworking, overeating, over thinking and so fort. If unbearable neurosis or psychological pain comes into your life in this situation due to immense stress or anxiety of trying to fulfill societies expectations, and you listen to your anxiety then your life will never be the same again. In a good way. Pain motivates people to question their lives, and many are choosing pain in order to learn what their purpose on this planet was meant to be.

The decision to stay in illusions is not out of stupidity it is simply the souls yearning to experience all the nostalgias of humanity as much as possible. The good and the bad. So if you do not like what I am writing then you can go and experience the things you want to experience in this life, even if it means your destruction. The ones that are awakening now are old souls, they have gained all the experiences needed and are mentally open to receive higher information and start a journey of remembering home which is an awareness of all that is. Their life was already scripted for them to awaken. There really is nothing wrong with this universe of duality and im sure most of you reading stuff like this know that there is no need to save anybody. Just like the divine order is able to place the sun to a distance that is not too far to keep us earthlings cold but also not too close to burn us, this same order within our human chaos is also directing each soul to its beneficial path. People yearn pain because it gives them a stronger illusion of separation but even pain has its limits. The divine intelligence really is in you because you are literally dwelling within its womb projecting a universe that appears separated from you and has caught your attention and traumatized you since the beginning of time space projection. This whole awakening thing clears the trauma away and leads you to the present moment where beneficial choices are now easier to be made without the past and future. Being present, not carnal minded is being an elite. You are in sync with your own seasons thus you work smarter not harder. The so called elites of this world have a reprobate mind, which is a linear mind, unable to see the full picture. This is why the so called elites are heading towards their death within few years now. We are so close to end.

Emotions Unnoticed that keeps us stuck.

All feelings of negativity triggered by others are also ancient traumas. Without the annoying people in your life these traumas that have rooted you in to this realm would have stayed out of your awareness and would have anchored you here perhaps forever as a body. Be glad of the dumb people in your life for bringing all the dense negative emotions in to the surface. All adversities in life are there to trigger dense energy, and although uncomfortable at times, we can use these experiences to allow the divine intelligence or order to evaporate all the toxic vibrations out from our energy field and body. Trusting this divine intelligence is very important which tends to be gradual. I ended up pushing things faster by putting my self trough extreme situations where trust was a matter of life and death but it worked too! I had to heal from the experience but now I know for sure that there really is divine order in the human world as well.

A great siqn that you are an elite is when you are discerning what you speak in to the Universe. – Klem Kaan 

Awakening From the Dream of Birth and Death: Dying Consciously and Allowing others to Remain in their worlds.

The title will surely trigger people but here it goes: humanity is under the control of egocentric consciousness. The indoctrinated stupified luciferians who are in charge of media and governments are aware of this and are using external stimuli (such as promoting the culture of crappy junk food, subliminal sex messages in music and films, false flag terrorist attacks, over exaggerating romance movies, poor medical care etc) to cement mankind into this way of being by making them believe it is all real. This being – ego consciousness, is not our friend however. It is in fact here to kill us, or ,to put it more PG: it is here to “direct” us to ruin our lives so we can blame others and never take responsibility of our lives and embrace our true identity as co-creators of life! When we blame, we are telling ourselves we are helpless victims and if we are victims then we are bodies that can be hurt, and if we can be hurt then we can also die! The whole plot of this dream like matrix is to make us think we are powerless so that we can have a false experience of separation by convincing us to believe we are bodies. Again, if we are our bodies and the body is real then so is death real. In a nutshell, the ego consciousness that has the majority of people in its control is trying to convince we are bodies so that death is real! Get it? The stupified luciferians in power serve this ego consciousness (bible calls the devil) which is why they perpetuate our unhealthy culture, music and films, in order to harvest souls and dumb their minds so we are not able to mentally digest higher dimensional truths due to our addiction to ego consciousness we thought to be ourselves since birth. The idea is too keep our dreaming minds feel dense by making us belief in a serious but false world. In order for us to remain serious and dense, they invented religions to keep us in fear which is a dense energy. Stress, neediness, anger and guilt are one of the biggest ways to keep us dense or in low vibration so the religious egos took advantage of that and has kept people in a soul level bondage to earth. I personally must say that it has worked very well although the floods of information (aquarius) is collapsing the system which is a good thing and ultimately, when the common man themselves stop resisting the change, the system will disappear. The faster humanity literally wakes up, the faster all the crap will collapse. It will not happen yet because, as you know, many of our loved ones, friends and even the so called spiritual people we have come across during our incarnation are not willing to allow change to take place in their personal lives first, thus are making unconscious choices to keep the system alive in their personal and collective lives. It is important to use discernment in relationships because the may have the danger to drag you down vibrationally. It is even more intense if you get closer to the “heart” of our collective insanity, you know, if you get closer to the big guys, like vatican, that actually thrive in all this sickness. The religious egos are serving their masters by doing all they can to shut the floods of information. There already is an attempt to sensor articles of this nature by claiming they are “adult” content like porn and It is obvious that 911 was all about slowing down humanities change towards the age of Aquarius, which sounds like a new age phrase to me but all it means is that humanity is waking up from a long lasting sleep (by sleep I do not mean only stupidity, but literal sleep!) and that the few who enjoyed their specialness as demigods will use all their might so that they can continue to act like gods. The priceless pearl in our physical universe is to seek the experience of specialness at others expence. This is what our so called powers at be are just doing – enjoying specialness/ false experience of godhood. It is only specialness that gives us a poor illusion of godhood and this is why people seek power, fame and lots of money. Seeking specialness is however a futile journey because deep inside we all know we are all one and the world is an illusion so the frustration of people is now stronger than ever. Many celebrities commit suicide because although they gained some sense of specialness and adoration from the outside world, none of that fulfilled them, and since they were not able to channel their depression in the right way, which  is by going within, and asking for a change, some decide to immortalize themselves by actually killing themselves… We have this strange culture where the younger, tragically you die, the more people will remember you and worship you thus you may want to seek specialness that way…

The following is a well known quote from the movie The matrix. The reason the movie became so iconic is because it includes so much information that rings true to us deep inside but since it comes in a form of a movie people tend to dismiss the message by saying “its just a movie”. No! Hollywood is witchcraft, they know what I am saying and are masters at using black magic to twist truthful messages as just “fictional stuff”! I am not into magic stuff but I do know that part of black magic is to add truth in to it as well otherwise it wont work. In order to tell a lie, you must know the truth In order for a parasite to survive it has to attach to the host without the host being aware of it. Well, same goes with mind manipulation of humanity.

When you raise your frequency, but others wont. You will see them falling out of your life and prefer making choices that will keep them stuck in the dream for a while. The basic way people do this (and we did as well before we had enough) are by doing poor choices regarding having a mate, poor choices regarding a job or career, poor choices with food, poor choices with whom to hang out with, poor choices in controlling anger and so on. All these poor choices boils down to  us being stuck in addiction to ego consciousness and the fear of noticing and ultimately experiencing we are all one, the world was over long ago and there is nobody out there really. Humanity, the majority, are not willing to accept we are not separated but are actually the One mind, so all the humans can do is to make choices to reinforce their own sense of separation which is why they will make choices that will perpetuate drama in their lives. Without drama, ego consciousness can not survive. The drama does not have to be, lets say, getting shot by a person or being in a fist fight. That also happens and it is a very unconscious behavior. The drama I am addressing are usually the very subtle ones, lets say, like a marriage or intimate relationship that seems to be working but ultimately both partners chose that relationship and even made children because they are afraid to be alone, and tap in to their own minds.

As you know, you have to use your ability to discern these materials, my own as well. Based on my encounters with people with interest in hermetic texts I have noticed that some of them are not authentic at all. I recently came across a guy I thought to be a potential friend due to his ability to communicate about stuff like kundalini but eventually, thanks to the warnings from the people in my life and my ability to discern, the guy ultimately came across as a black magic abuser. Sure, he can talk about kundalini and occult stuff but all that is nothing if you are not able to practice forgiveness and self love. So, please, use your ability to discern all materials on the internet so that you will not waste my time as well. There are many so called spiritual people who are doing their thing to serve their own needs of specialness, the biggest virus of all. I have been in many “Burning man” type community parties and although there are authentic people, there are also “Agents” who are there for the free group hugs, cuddling, sex, drugs and music stuff. Be passerby my dear friend and respect people for where they are in their evolution. Allow them to do their own mistakes which usually means to allow them to ruin their lives until they have also had enough.

Awakening From the dream Of birth and Death: Becoming at Peace with your Divine mission or Purpose.

Your divine mission or purpose actually starts the instant you have answered your own personal call to consciously follow your divinity or Awakening. Its the good old mundane stuff. Your mission was always within you, you just did not see or hear it but now you can otherwise you would not be reading this article and resonating with the title and text.

When the divine intelligence (God, Universal or Cosmic intelligence) gets re-activated so does your path in life. Your path to consciously wake up and detach from the physical dream (physical universe) is already the mission it self because as said many times in my earlier articles, your willingness to follow your divinity will not only change the cause (your mind) it will also start to effect your external world as well and at first, things can get messy, especially the relationships you were involved in while still unconscious, which is why its crucial to understand that your spiritual mission has already started and is not something that happens in the future in the form of, less say, becoming the next famous guru, the next mother Teresa, the next Gandhi, the next Martin Luther King, the next best seller in spiritual books, you know. Your spiritual mission is to go trough the mess of your old life with your intention to release yourself and others from it and the ancient cycle of passive negativity and physical negativity that went along with it for a very long time but got numbed with external stimulus (overeating, overworking, alcohol, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, unhappy relationships in denial etc). Your mission is basically to do your best not to react from your ego to other peoples egos, some who will in their unconsciousness try to drag you down. You must be vigilant for your divinity and not put your power outside of you which reacting to the external world from your ego would do, meaning you are adding power to the matrix and the ancient cycle of hate and misery would go on thus you are bound to that relationships or a very similar one in an etheric level and you would not be moving forward with your day to day lessons. As long as you have the pure intent to change your life (which would include to change your old way of perceiving the world) you are already in your divine mission. At first it will be tough and there is a high chance you will loose yourself and fall down once in a while by reacting to other peoples egos but your intent to grasp life is what really counts and will help you to overcome your own misused ego. I just want to add that ego is just a tool for day to day living. It is not evil although we have abused and miss used it for the purpose of darkness/ separation. You use ego to judge whether to cross the streets or not, you use it whether to buy a processed food or not. These are judgements that do not have any intent to harm or enslave anybody to your world.

Although your spiritual mission will take a more obvious expression at some point such as starting a creative project, becoming a intuitive healer, becoming a humanitarian, devoted raising a child to become a conscious co- creator in life etc, the spiritual mission is ultimately an extraordinary normal day thing that boils down to forgiveness. Everything will always boil down to forgiving yourself, forgiving others thus forgiving the entire world and the thought system that is the root cause of our insane world. We are here to forgive everything that we find negative, we are also here to use discernment with what we think as positive and release the world. We are talking about a totally different way of being than what we were thought as we were raised.

There is a big obsession for some of us to find this  grandiose mission thing to do. I sure was one of them. I remember after dropping my Course in miracles book down in my early journey I actually experienced some of my first syncro events that led me to establish a corporate start up business not so far from Sahara deserts. Since it included the “help” of the government it started to feel like an actual mission but ultimately it was actually the simple day to day mundane stuff to forgive the weirdness of homo sapiens and the man made world that mattered the most. The corporate thing was actually nothing. It was all about forgiving the relationships and to actually release these relationships by forgiving them. We have forgot that our presence as awaken being with the ability to discern is enough already regarding the healing of this planet. Your awakening and the inner joy that comes out from this inner process is what matters and is the healing agent for the entire collective sleeping mind that has split itself to many different bodies that think are separate autonomous self (Hindus the world of multiplicity).  When you withdraw your investment to perpetuate ego consciousness which is all about separation and division by accepting your awakening and the death of your old world that kept you stuck in ego consciousness, you are already working as an example for others to make the same choice. Your mission has nothing to do with preaching about anything to others. Your peace and experience of your divinity is enough and on some level the people around you will sense this which is why as you advance, which can take time, you will notice people becoming attracted to you although they are really attracted to their own potential that they can sense in you. As said earlier in a another post, some will not like you due to jealousy or some other weird egoistic reason and this is where your mission steps in over and over again: to forgive.

Forgiveness does NOT include being passive and letting others abuse you verbally or physically. Its about coming in touch with our ancient decision to participate in this dream and agreeing to experience separation. Once you notice that we are playing a video game dream of separation you will learn not to take people personally which is basically another way to say you are forgiving people in your life for something they did not really do because it is all just a scripted video game dream meant to create an illusion of separation and people are simply actors reading their lines from the collective unconsciousness without knowing they are actors reading their lines that is scripted meant to perpetuate separation. But you know now everything is just an act, which means your spiritual mission is not about making a scripted life real by holding grievances, its all about making beneficial choices that are about reinforcing this divine fairy tale experience of everything being actually just a video game dream play. That the world is literally a stage and people are actors. If you judge people/ actors on a stage you are making the play real in your mind and cementing or rooting your self into the dream and your belief as a physical brain body self gets reinforced and you will be sucked back to the dream and basically feeling awful.

So, if you are reading this then your mission already begun. It re-began the second you decided to wake up. Your mission revolves to forgive the world day in and day out. It has nothing to do with the size of the mission. Whether you are a carpenter or a holistic business owner, a humanitarian, your life will still have challenges, especially with people so its important not to take anything personally/ seriously which means you are already able to forgive in the most deepest level. You are already doing your mission by not adding more negativity to the collective unconsciousness. As said by Yeshua in the Gospel of thomas  found in Naghamadi Egypt: Be passerby.

The collective unconsciousness is the sleeping Son of Sod that is having a strange dream of separation/ multiplicity, it is us. If you judge the actors on the stage called the world, you are really judging your self of being the one that is dreaming them up and basically punishing your self in a level most are not aware of which is why there is so much sickness. You are the sleeping son of god, a part of the son that is waking up and hopefully using its remaining time wisely by not judging the reflections of his sleeping mind which is the world and entities he sees.

So relax, if you are opening your third eye, especially having the intent to not take the good and bad seriously (forgiveness) then you already are doing your divine mission. If you do not practice forgiveness then who will? Majority of religious believers and all the media materials that were inspired by religious mythologies have made sin and guilt real which means the forgiveness and prayers they practice on others are not authentic. It is all about establishing themselves holier than others who are able to “forgive” others sins when in reality there is no sin, its all an illusion… Argh… I think I went too “deep” again (this is actually common sense) but I kind of wanted to go there. I will leave now. Bye.

“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.” Lao Tzu

 

Awakening from the dream of birth and death: Signs you are escaping the societal matrix entirely.

THE END OF YOUR WORLD.

Your world as you knew it before is changing very fast. Some people have vanished from your life and some you can not relate to anymore no matter how hard you and the people in your life try. Some will despise you without any valid reason. When this is happening it means that you are ready to face the unknown and thus life/universe/god is assisting to speed up your Enlightenment or freedom from space time experience and become a lucid dreamer within the physical dream which planet earth, the entire physical cosmos really is. This only starts to happen after you are not happy with your old way of living. When you are unhappy with your old life, your minds starts to open to new ideas. Without the curiosity to experiment with the idea that perhaps the world we see is in fact subjective, there would be not enough energy, zeal, to pull you into subjective direction which means your life, relationships or comfort zone would have remained the same and you would have being ruining your life just like the rest. The more your old world breaks down the more you get detached from things and people in a mental level. The more you get detached, the more you feel content by being by your self which becomes its own paradox because people will be attracted to you since you do not need anything or anybody outside your self. You are thus releasing your self from giving your mental power to the outside matrix world thus its hold on you is weakening. The more it weakens the weirder your life starts to get in both the good and bad ways so be prepared!

YOU HAVE GONE TROUGH THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

As explained in many different ways in my earlier article. The dark night (a.k.a existential crisis) is a time of grieving the life that you knew before but which was all a lie. Your system got shocked and you needed time to integrate the fact that we live in an illusion that is trying to lure us back to its grips which means the life that you thought you were living was not beneficial for you except, of course, if you still wanted to remain living a lie which some will do.

Most of your relationships from the past will not support your change simply because they are not mentally ready. It does not matter. The world was over long ago! When you go trough the dark you are not a match with the old way of living which means relationships, things and passions are not a match. At least for a while. In my case my old passions did re-surface but since they are more fun based rather than a serious thing, I have been gaining more opportunities in those fields lately.

NOTE: Not all people go trough the dark night. There is no race involved yet it is quite common for people to say that you leap frog in your spiritual evolution when you go trough the dark. I personally feel great. Hah! For those who need a bone, sure, I will admit that challenges still come.

YOU ARE DRAWN TO EAT HEALTHY FOOD.

Sounds retarded, I know, I mean, what does food got to do with experiencing heaven on earth? Well, as you progress in your growth, you will discover that a lot of our foods are processed and the idea behind that is to dull our biological body system and make it less aware of the universe and the fact that we are made of the exact same fabric as the universe: mass of atoms. So when you eat a bunch of killed animals you are digesting your body intelligence with information about death and destruction and you still wonder why people go trough cancer and other dis- eases? Do not get me wrong, you will know when or if you need to eat meat. You will also know when to never eat meat again. It all depends of your intention.

YOU YEARN TO BE IN NATURE.

For many who live in central areas, to them nature has become a little bit alien since they rarely have the time to visit forests or parks. When you start to wake up you will enjoy the intelligence and vibration of nature and will notice how much a simple 30min walk in nature refreshes the body mind. I am not an expert in telling the biological effects of it but the yearning to go to nature and spend more and more time there will be more common. If you go to city central it tends to be due to a calling/ mission not just to “hang out”.

YOU ARE LESS AFRAID OF DEATH.

This is a big one. The beginning stages of awakening from the dream of birth and death is really a conscious way of dying. The experience, that tends to be a gradual process to most of us, is like going beyond our childhood. In order to have that experience however, the things that were blocking this awareness you had even during your first  years of childhood must go. When you lose everything and even your old way of thinking while still appearing to be in this world, you my friend, have just died without having to physically die. You have experienced the loss of your old self and you are ready to live a life on earth as a resurrected ascended master or as some like to call Christ. Your mission from here on out is to simply spread your talent or gifts all around the world so that others will also be inspired to wake up and embrace the new earth. They can only experience that when they love themselves the same way we on the journey of ascension started to do once we answered our own call to make a change. A change that ultimately does not happen outside but within. After that, the outside world (effect) changes automatically. When you awaken and integrate your learning, you become very effective in your daily tasks and passions.

Before we can see the new earth, the old must die. – Klem Kaan

PS: I have some cool stuff coming up soon outside of writing articles. You can best get updated on my facebook.

Awaken from the Dream of Birth and Death: Why life falls apart when we Awaken.

So, your life is a gigantic mess right now and nothing seems to be working right? First things first, relax. Everything is ok and you are actually on the right track. Nothing is wrong with you and things will get better.

The reason shit starts to hit the fan as you detach from ego consciousness that kept you in a sleep like experience of life is because you are being called to the unknown by the Universe detaching you from your comfort zones. The idea of your life falling apart is to make you prepared to Trust your Self as an extension of the Universe (or God if you will) rather than relying on a changing outside world which was what you were doing before answering our call to ascend. We all did that because that is how we got programmed. None of us knew there is a divine order in this insane planet so we never Trusted this intelligence that is within us (universal energy/ mass of atoms that is one with source) so we created our own safety with relationships and society in general to keep us in place but a safety net which was at the end of the day our own self made prison house due to its limitations.  Some people went as far as to accept their semi comfortable nine to five jobs and were willing to stay there until they reach their retirement age! This is not however what universal energy wants from us. The universe wants you to be fully free not semi free. There really is no compromise with this. Everything that was limiting your life even by 2 percent will go. No matter how great the sex was with your spouse, if he or she limits you in other areas of life then it will not last even if you resist the change. It happens step by step to many people because the fear of liberation is so strong. We have gotten too comfortable within our golden cage and are not comfortable with the freedom: doing the creativity work we love, being around amazing people, inspiring and helping people… That is what we all want deep inside.

 

The phase where everything goes upside down can take time and tends to be scary to many because the ones who are not ready for this will appear having all things figured out while your life makes no sense anymore. Please take heart. You are simply going trough a divine transformation. You are allowing your self to be crucified to the cross in your own unique way so just allow that to happen and do not fight it. Rebuilding your life will also take few years so allow your self to be a mess for a while. You will also notice the people who are there for you and the ones who are not there for you.

Ultimately your life is not really falling apart but it is actually falling into place. You just need patience. Life really is like a movie and what you are going trough is a typical heroes journey from the comfortable life towards the unknown. Ultimately the challenges you have will enrich you and you will eventually return to society and spread your knowledge to the people in need. You are literally a gift to planet earth.

“We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” ~ Joseph Campbell

Am I pushing your buttons? 6 Reasons you should Not wake up from the Physical dream.

I am not interested to save the world or become well known, something only very jealous people would like to think about my stuff. I originally made my website to share my videos and songs but that would have not being an interesting enough content to uphold a website which does cost money as well which is why I started to add more value to my page which is the stuff I have been writing so far. What I am writing Is just an after effect that is part of our collective evolution. Like a ripple effect, the evolution of humanity caught my attention and thus I decided to go along in case I will miss out something important which indeed it is. Majority of humanity have not noticed that we are living a time of change known as Aquarius so majority are missing out unfortunately and are ruining their lives. This problem is not just a linear issue its actually a multidimensional problem. Every dimension of time is packed with people majority still caught up in linear time which is in fact the past. The world was over long ago believe it or not and you are the only one in the room within you personal hologram of life and death that has been already over! Just like a movie. A movie may appear linear starting from beginning to the end but it has still been already filmed in the can before it even got projected to the screen to be experienced. And so is your life… You are already dead and looking at a world that is past but you are too fearful to let it go. I wont go too deep with this. Just saying that if you are reading this right now and find it resonating then indeed by all means continue reading. I do want to add that writing this stuff, although not new, is indeed my new passion and I love to spread the word forward. I am not a guru, spiritual teacher or any of that kind. I am an awakening esoteric ego. I have tarnished my image many times in the past years and even made a gritty exclusive documentary that was all about tarnishing my image as a goal getter business man and artist. You can watch it here. So if you think I am some kind of a cult leader, hah, think again. You will be wasting your time and ruining your life. “Let the dead bury the dead” is a quote from Jesus which means let the spiritually dead bury the dead. This page is about life. Yes, the road can be tough but life always wins. Humans will for life is too strong although the majority of humans have a high tolerance for misery and pain because our culture has been set to numb mental, physical and emotional pains so we are not aware that we have a soul that has been tortured that yearns to spread its wings and fly.

So am I pushing your buttons? Have my writings upset you? Are you bothered by the fact that earth, humanity is actually an illusion or a holographic dream or as some might call a simulation of a false life? Are you pissed that your career, loved ones, family and friends are all made up? Are you upset to hear that you are actually outside time and space in heaven/ infinity dreaming of a limited existence in a limited universe? That you are already dead just like the rest of humanity are already dead. Everybody is like in the movie The 6th sense… Humanity is literally like a ghost, they all think they are alive but the world was over long ago. Are you troubled by the idea that your are the one who has to take charge of your thinking because God has no clue about your dreams just like a parent does not know what a sleeping child is seeing in his or her dream. The only thing the parent knows based on the childs troubled sleeping face is that  the child is having a nightmare thus the parent tries to wake up the child with gentle ease by whispering loving thoughts to the child.

“Nothing to worry. You are safe at home. All you are seeing is just a nightmare and they have no effect”

Regarding the parent – child metaphor, please remember this is all a metaphor because we are not really bodies in heaven. God is not a person and nor are you. So back to the story. Like the parent whispering to the child to wake up and reminding the child that what he/she is seeing is just a dream God is basically whispering to the one mind dreaming of a universe with multiple bodies (extraterrestials included) that its dreaming. Since the one mind (which is ultimately you) is so identified with the symbols of the dream The mind interprets the whisper of god to wake up in the form of symbols such as the manifestation of moses, Jesus, krishna and none animated bodies like esoteric books such as the course in miracles, buddhism or any article that is trying to motivate the reader to wake up.

However when people are presented with the truth. That it is beneficial for you to wake up rather than staying stuck in a cycle of birth and death (physical reality which is a dream) majority like to hit the snooze button and continue their lives as if they never heard what any great master like Jesus or a authentic book or article was trying to say… And here is why… The 6 reasons you should forget about waking up from the illusion of birth and death and live your day to day life as if you never red this article.

1:If you answer the call to listen to the “Gods whisper” that is calling you to wake up (Gods whisper that took the form of Jesus, Buddha, esoteric books, esotric videos, esoteric music and articles) then you must be ready to allow your world to end and by that I mean that most of the western people are living a very unconscious lives and have made choices so that they can remain and deepen their state of unconsciousness or sleep. This usually includes poor choices regarding work, friends, spouse, family members, hobbies, diet and the way you think/ believe. Our thinking/ beliefs are not easy to purify which is why the old world that held your belief/ thinking system together tends to fall apart if you get serious about awakening from a thousand year lasting false existence. There are not many retreat centers in the world where people who have lost all and now have to start from zero can go to which is why Trust is such an important aspect of Awakening while finding refuge where you can rest and allow your biological self to adjust to this profound realization of not being a body. The world is not Awakening friendly because it is designed to keep us asleep and will continue to do that for quite a while. The reason trust is so important is because you are not separated from God, you are just dreaming of separation. The divine intelligence that fights against the chaos we created is also within the dream which is why your usual way of thinking must go away so that it can guide you. Without the divine intelligence infused with our miss creation of a false dream like universe there would be no order in this universe and one example out of many I can come up with is that our sun would not be in the exact place in the galaxy to shine its radiance from a perfect distance so that it wont burn our planet. This same intelligence that knows how things can be “safer” also knows how to guide you properly in a crazy planet.

2: If you are not ready to tarnish you image then you might as well stop it there. You can not care what other people think of you once you answer the call. When you loose your old life (which may include losing your house, spouse, job etc) you will be tempted to think how others perceive you. A lot of angry people tend to use the word “sheep” to define a person that is bound to a herd mentality. This page is not about being angry to people, quite the opposite, but it is true that humanity has a deep seated belief system (I call virus) and that is the belief in objective reality that needs to be taken seriously in order to survive. Once you start to become more subjective you will experience cognitive dissonance with the rest of the world who are still caught in an objective world and your very being will get misunderstood. You will not resonate with many people and it will take trials and errors and the ability to be vulnerable (average joes hates vulnerability) to find the ones that are suitable for your new subjective awareness. Objective reality has thought us to be goal getters and ambitious, serious individuals who must find this priceless pearl outside of us (to many people this priceless pearl is finding the ways to have sex). We have surpressed our nurturing feminine side which includes self nurturing and resting so that we can be effective in our natural talents and nurturing around others. This feminine energy is coming back now. The rising of female movements (such as the Me 2 movement) is just an expression of that even though they may not know it.

3: Awakening from the dream is really like consciously dying while still appearing in the body. Your usual way of human interaction will radically change and many foods will not fit your new awareness due to its harm to the body. Although the body is a deformity of thought it is still a divine creation and it has its own intelligence such as pain. When you feel any pain all that is happening is that your bodies intelligence is telling you to stop whatever it is you have been doing to it such as too much alcohol, unhealthy food, negativity or stress etc. To die consciously would also mean to accept to let go of any desire to be famous, rich, good looking etc. You must surrender your life to this divine intelligence that will guide your life towards a path that will bring you more and more within to the subjective reality. It is a very paradoxical journey.  For example many things we thought to be our advancements or achievements have actually being damaging regarding our spiritual evolution while our trials and errors and the ability to move on have been our truest contribution to the healing of this one mind that is dreaming the entire universe, animals and all humanoids. We are all one. Its not unusual for long sentenced prisoners to be more happier than an average joe who is “free” because the prisoner has less distractions and no goals or desires around him. The prisoner thus ends up finding interest in the inner subjective realms and even has the time to digest all the physical changes due to very simple prison life. Nelson Mandela myth is a good example about a *made up* being that was locked up but was not distracted by much things thus he got in touch with his divinity and silently did his thing in “raising the consciousness of humanity”.

4: Eventually you will have to learn to surrender to the entire process even at times when nothing makes sense. As we advance in our subjective journey some have had the excitement to become teachers, healers, guides but this does not guarantee fortune and fame at all. The real question is are you ready to do Gods will even if nobody would know anything about you and you would not be rewarded materialistically at all? The ones that do receive material gains like Osho who had close to hundred rolls royces are ultimately there to learn that none of that brings them the happiness they were looking for. Perhaps your soul does not need to go that lesson especially if you are born within rich systems such as Norway or Finland. 😀

5: There is nothing wrong with religion yet it has taken peoples power away from them and has made many religious followers dependent on a force outside of themselves to save them. Many actually believe that there will be a second coming of Christ not understanding that the second coming is actually the time we are living right now which is the age of Aquarius where humanity is reclaiming their Christ within themselves. We are all Christ because we are all the one Son of God that is dreaming of a separated universe. Christ is simply a higher state of consciousness where you are more aware/ conscious of being a lucid dreamer outside time and space just like Jesus was aware of being a lucid dreamer. Jesus became one with Christ consciousness. Many have done so before and after Jesus so there is nothing special about him. If you are not ready to take responsibility of your life and rather prefer to project all your issues on a god outside of you to solve your issues then this path I have been talking about may not be for you because in this path you are taking full responsibility of your thinking and the actions that follow from your thinking. I also want to add that Atheism demands independence from a higher force/ God but this is not so. We are all one and interconnected. Independence or separation is just an illusion which is the world we appear to live in. The people that claim to be atheist have usually being very miserable people usually dependent on substances or relationships to ease their own created sense of abandonment from God (I prefer calling Oneness) and are sabotaging their lives by being over obsessive to prove religious people including esoteric teachings as bullshit. What a sad life and a waste of time…

6: Since Awakening is like dying from an old life and being rebirth to a new one while still appearing to be here. You may have to go trough phases of losing the zeal and passion in the stuff that you used to love. You must face the emotional side of death which is not only about losing your body but the entire human experience. You will loose more desires as you move forward… Even the desire to hold a role of a son, mother or whatever role you used to so identify with must fade away. This all does indeed sound harsh to anybody who still sees value in the 3 dimensional world but as you progress trough these experiences you will feel compassionate towards humanity and will function without any conditions set on others. Sure, you will still use common sense. You will not spend and waste your time listening to a drunk person, you know, or waste time with toxic family members who are still trying to control you, you know, or hang around with friends who have no respect for you. You will notice that many times it will be more beneficial for everybody for you to just leave the relationship so that others will one day get motivated to take charge of their own lives and make a change within themselves. You get what I am saying!?

 

Awakening from the dream of birth and death: The use of Psychedelics and Herbs

I do not consider cannabis as a drug which is what pharmacies and cartels are for that deal with toxic legalized chemicals that eats peoples bodies from inside out, but like anything in this world, it is recommended to use the green herb responsibly and with the right intent. There are proofed medical benefits for drinking, eating cannabis for those who are in physical and mental pain. You can also smoke it, but it is supposed to be the last option. It is quite usual where people with constant brain chatter, which may end up producing a stroke like body functioning, will find benefits and revelations when using pot products. This is because it gives you a hint of a none chattering mind and the benefits the none chatter of the mind has on the brain and thus the body. However pot does not teach you how to get to this state of meditation without the help of pot so many get depended on pot in their beginning stages, and will find hard to remain in constant meditative state without pot. Now all that said, Ascension or awakening from the physical experience of birth and death is a process of reaching higher dimensions, or higher states of consciousness. Many are failing but you are ascending otherwise you would not resonate with my writings.

Awakening from the dream of false physical universe is a process of becoming naturally blissful while you still appear to be in a body in a world of duality where many have become absolutely insane, and are actually marked for death because they are unknowingly part taking in a wicked system, that lives at other peoples expense mindlessly. So the more you vibrate with joy that does not depend on anything external, it means the atoms within are actually vibrating, you repel negative people and you are a sponge to cosmic communication with great benefits. If you use psychedelics such as marijuana on daily basis it may lead to a point where you realize it opens you to lower frequencies that usually takes the form of people who are passive abusers, and will use your laid back pot head mind to suck energy out of you since you are not aware of protecting your aura field. The same can happen in etheric realms, and may produce intense dreams that are not pleasant. When you advance, this is not the case though.

Psychedelics tend to point out quite fast that there indeed may be an ego consciousness that lies within humanity and controls their minds, emotions, thus their decision making abilities like a parasite, which is why it is also understandable, that for some, using psychedelics and the revelations that comes with it is not recommended:  they would freak out about even the smallest discoveries because it goes out of their comfort zone. A Course in miracles, Buddhism, Hinduism and thousands of other paths are mind training programs to balance the mind that has been stuck in ego consciousness. A Course in miracles with the combination of understanding Bible, and it origin may be the most straightforward one because it alarms we have reached the peak of wickedness, thus are living the end times, while other paths are too hipster type, and will not motivate you to be vigilant. Using these scriptures Religiously has not worked most of the time because it does not address the body as a projection of the mind, but tries to establish the dream body figures as flesh, blood and bone, which is a lie although a experience we should not take for granted. Psychedelics, even pot, tend to be a gateway to show us we are more than flesh, blood and bones and we can actually experience that we are more than flesh with proper mind training by undoing the ego. It has to be a slow gentle process because the brain that we think is real needs to adjust psychologically and physically to the changes in the mind. If the process goes too fast, which psychedelics can produce, well, again, you freak out, and may experience psychosis which is basically a word for an individual who has become un-grounded, or detached from the body which is not the purpose of Awakening. We all have a purpose here because we are living dark times. Do not fall for the trap of thinking “If life is an illusion then it does not matter what I do here”. That attitude, as Gary Renard points out well, will only make life appear meaningless.

So, Psychedelics have been a catalyst for the journey to self realization to many people for thousands of years. There is nothing new about this so Im not really into writing about this subject because it should be obvious. Some use it and some do not. We have been in this physical universe for what appears like eons so everybody has used it in some point anyway. Some abused it, and some used intuition.

 

 

7 Comforting Realizations due to Awakening from the dream of life and death.

1. Although the world was build to attack those who awaken from the dream you will be able to take those attacks less seriously. You will be able to take EVERYTHING less seriously because you are slowly understanding it is all just an imagination/dream. Once you are truly aware of being a dreamer, the freaky stuff is less serious or personal. This does not mean that as you expose the lies of this world that you will not be attacked or even killed. You will still take it less seriously. The sleepy ones are rebelling against God by attacking you.

Awakening does not guarantee a successful life in terms of the world. If you look at Yahawhashi/Jesus life, who was awakened completely, his life ultimately led to his crucifixion, so Awakening does not guarantee you millions of dollars or any of that Law Of Attraction stuff. The true miracle of your life is to experience that you are the dreamer of the physical universe. That is Enlightenment/ salvation. All else will fall into place naturally as your mind gets more healed.

2. Realizing you are the dreamer means that every animal you see are also you. You will have more abilities to communicate with them and animals will appear more human to you. You may lose the desire to eat meat for a while, and study what meat is lawful and what is notl

3. You will live a life of contentment and gratitude no matter how tough thing can get.

4. Although your career, your hobbies, people and even family members may fall away, and you will be in a limbo all alone, you will eventually attract the right people into your life who are on the same journey with you. As you progress or enter the dark night of the soul, you will lose new friends, the spiritual ones, because they are not ready to go all in. After this you will start to attract relationships in that dwell in a universal level, and are not based on any attachment. You may come across reptilian hybrids, that are trying to do good, and may spend a little time with you for the sake of learning.

5. Even when the dream can get very intense to a point it overwhelms you, you just know there is a higher purpose behind everything that happens in your life. Your everyday life has meaning.

6. Your body becomes more lighter and easier to carry around. It doesn’t feel like a heavy meat sack anymore.

7. You will eventually stop judging other people because you can see they are failing anyway for not knowing what they are doing, or why they were born to this world.

“Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out: and I will write upon him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, which is NEW JERUSALEM, which cometh down out of heaven from my God: and I will write upon him my new name.”

Revelation 3:12

 

7 Uncomfortable Realizations due to Awakening from the Dream of life.

1. Since you are the dreamer of the world and its people, all the people in your life are literally YOU! You do not really have parents that gave you life nor are the children you seemed to give birth to really your children. They are literally all fragmented parts of you because its all in your mind. Just like during night time bed when you sleep and dream a dream of places and people:all the people and places are you because they are within you. Realizing your children or parents are dream figures can be heartbreaking at first but this does not mean that your love for them will change or diminish. You will actually view them as powerful as you are: Spirit having a physical experience.

2. The dream world we seem to live in has been hijacked by selfish Satan worshipping beings the pop culture know now as illuminati and Reptilian. They created a man made system (religion, vatican, government, television, banking system, bureauocracy, hollywood etc) to keep us unaware of the fact that we are not really in the world at all but are minds dreaming as if we are in the world or matrix. In other words our entire system was created to keep us mindless/To not be aware we are the dreamer. Their main weapon to keep us believing in the reality of the body is trough fear by using false flag events such as 9/11. They have used religion to inject the concept of sin and guilt into our minds which only perpetuates the false state of being a body. They have basically lied to us about everything by using ancient sorcery they learned from other humanoid races thousand of years ago and still continue to work together to maintain people in an eternal state of sleep and to never get out.

3. The body is actually a deformity of thought. In other words the body is an after effect of a mind that is sick. Any sickness in the body is ultimately demonstrating a sickness that is in the mind which needs to be healed in an mental level trough self-work. The last sickness to overcome is the death of the body.

4. Friends and family members who are heavily invested into the dream or matrix will naturally fall away from your life. You will not be able to save them because the decision to awaken must be chosen by themselves. The beginning stages of Awakening is a lonely and gradual process where you slowly realize you are not here at all and to realize you do not exist can be horrifying. Realizing you do not exists takes an enormous courage and willingness so you can not force your loved ones to follow your path. You can also call awakening a conscious way of dying of the old life to the new and who wants to die really? This process is also very biological, and literally changes your skull, brain, digestive system. It can be a very painful process, but worth it.

5. Although there are many moments of bliss and communication with god (oneness) during your awakening process you will also be intensily sensitive and aware of the state of our world which is dwelling in insanity and pain on many levels and many will not make it. You will most likely be angry to the people around you of why they are not seeing they way you see things.

6. Hell and heaven are real only in the sleeping mind that dreams. The more you awaken the more you have to face your fears which may include embracing ancient demonic or alien entities. Being dedicated to truth means to embrace the bad things as well, not only the comfortable ones which only our egos would attach to. Facing your fears includes more subtle experiences as well such as facing being broke, being homeless, losing a loved one, being alone etc. The purpose is to overcome these obstacles is to train your faith.

7. Awakening process is about getting used to letting go of the false self which is the mundane life you believed to be your lot in life.  It is about getting more in tune with your inner self (the dreamer) and ultimately have the courage to leave the dream entirely (old life),  not trough death but trough purification of mind that dreams of a world, and multiple dimensions of time. Some good, some bad. You will have to get used to the concept of multiple dimensions, and let go of the idea of a linear time space world, which is a khazarian golum- cave dweller lie.