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Your divine mission or purpose actually starts the instant you have answered your own personal call to consciously follow your divinity or Awakening. Its the good old mundane stuff. Your mission was always within you, you just did not see or hear it but now you can otherwise you would not be reading this article and resonating with the title and text.
When the divine intelligence (God, Universal or Cosmic intelligence) gets re-activated so does your path in life. Your path to consciously wake up and detach from the physical dream (physical universe) is already the mission it self because as said many times in my earlier articles, your willingness to follow your divinity will not only change the cause (your mind) it will also start to effect your external world as well and at first, things can get messy, especially the relationships you were involved in while still unconscious, which is why its crucial to understand that your spiritual mission has already started and is not something that happens in the future in the form of, less say, becoming the next famous guru, the next mother Teresa, the next Gandhi, the next Martin Luther King, the next best seller in spiritual books, you know. Your spiritual mission is to go trough the mess of your old life with your intention to release yourself and others from it and the ancient cycle of passive negativity and physical negativity that went along with it for a very long time but got numbed with external stimulus (overeating, overworking, alcohol, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, unhappy relationships in denial etc). Your mission is basically to do your best not to react from your ego to other peoples egos, some who will in their unconsciousness try to drag you down. You must be vigilant for your divinity and not put your power outside of you which reacting to the external world from your ego would do, meaning you are adding power to the matrix and the ancient cycle of hate and misery would go on thus you are bound to that relationships or a very similar one in an etheric level and you would not be moving forward with your day to day lessons. As long as you have the pure intent to change your life (which would include to change your old way of perceiving the world) you are already in your divine mission. At first it will be tough and there is a high chance you will loose yourself and fall down once in a while by reacting to other peoples egos but your intent to grasp life is what really counts and will help you to overcome your own misused ego. I just want to add that ego is just a tool for day to day living. It is not evil although we have abused and miss used it for the purpose of darkness/ separation. You use ego to judge whether to cross the streets or not, you use it whether to buy a processed food or not. These are judgements that do not have any intent to harm or enslave anybody to your world.
Although your spiritual mission will take a more obvious expression at some point such as starting a creative project, becoming a intuitive healer, becoming a humanitarian, devoted raising a child to become a conscious co- creator in life etc, the spiritual mission is ultimately an extraordinary normal day thing that boils down to forgiveness. Everything will always boil down to forgiving yourself, forgiving others thus forgiving the entire world and the thought system that is the root cause of our insane world. We are here to forgive everything that we find negative, we are also here to use discernment with what we think as positive and release the world. We are talking about a totally different way of being than what we were thought as we were raised.
There is a big obsession for some of us to find this grandiose mission thing to do. I sure was one of them. I remember after dropping my Course in miracles book down in my early journey I actually experienced some of my first syncro events that led me to establish a corporate start up business not so far from Sahara deserts. Since it included the “help” of the government it started to feel like an actual mission but ultimately it was actually the simple day to day mundane stuff to forgive the weirdness of homo sapiens and the man made world that mattered the most. The corporate thing was actually nothing. It was all about forgiving the relationships and to actually release these relationships by forgiving them. We have forgot that our presence as awaken being with the ability to discern is enough already regarding the healing of this planet. Your awakening and the inner joy that comes out from this inner process is what matters and is the healing agent for the entire collective sleeping mind that has split itself to many different bodies that think are separate autonomous self (Hindus the world of multiplicity). When you withdraw your investment to perpetuate ego consciousness which is all about separation and division by accepting your awakening and the death of your old world that kept you stuck in ego consciousness, you are already working as an example for others to make the same choice. Your mission has nothing to do with preaching about anything to others. Your peace and experience of your divinity is enough and on some level the people around you will sense this which is why as you advance, which can take time, you will notice people becoming attracted to you although they are really attracted to their own potential that they can sense in you. As said earlier in a another post, some will not like you due to jealousy or some other weird egoistic reason and this is where your mission steps in over and over again: to forgive.
Forgiveness does NOT include being passive and letting others abuse you verbally or physically. Its about coming in touch with our ancient decision to participate in this dream and agreeing to experience separation. Once you notice that we are playing a video game dream of separation you will learn not to take people personally which is basically another way to say you are forgiving people in your life for something they did not really do because it is all just a scripted video game dream meant to create an illusion of separation and people are simply actors reading their lines from the collective unconsciousness without knowing they are actors reading their lines that is scripted meant to perpetuate separation. But you know now everything is just an act, which means your spiritual mission is not about making a scripted life real by holding grievances, its all about making beneficial choices that are about reinforcing this divine fairy tale experience of everything being actually just a video game dream play. That the world is literally a stage and people are actors. If you judge people/ actors on a stage you are making the play real in your mind and cementing or rooting your self into the dream and your belief as a physical brain body self gets reinforced and you will be sucked back to the dream and basically feeling awful.
So, if you are reading this then your mission already begun. It re-began the second you decided to wake up. Your mission revolves to forgive the world day in and day out. It has nothing to do with the size of the mission. Whether you are a carpenter or a holistic business owner, a humanitarian, your life will still have challenges, especially with people so its important not to take anything personally/ seriously which means you are already able to forgive in the most deepest level. You are already doing your mission by not adding more negativity to the collective unconsciousness. As said by Yeshua in the Gospel of thomas found in Naghamadi Egypt: Be passerby.
The collective unconsciousness is the sleeping Son of Sod that is having a strange dream of separation/ multiplicity, it is us. If you judge the actors on the stage called the world, you are really judging your self of being the one that is dreaming them up and basically punishing your self in a level most are not aware of which is why there is so much sickness. You are the sleeping son of god, a part of the son that is waking up and hopefully using its remaining time wisely by not judging the reflections of his sleeping mind which is the world and entities he sees.
So relax, if you are opening your third eye, especially having the intent to not take the good and bad seriously (forgiveness) then you already are doing your divine mission. If you do not practice forgiveness then who will? Majority of religious believers and all the media materials that were inspired by religious mythologies have made sin and guilt real which means the forgiveness and prayers they practice on others are not authentic. It is all about establishing themselves holier than others who are able to “forgive” others sins when in reality there is no sin, its all an illusion… Argh… I think I went too “deep” again (this is actually common sense) but I kind of wanted to go there. I will leave now. Bye.
“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.” Lao Tzu
THE END OF YOUR WORLD.
Your world as you knew it before is changing very fast. Some people have vanished from your life and some you can not relate to anymore no matter how hard you and the people in your life try. Some will despise you without any valid reason. When this is happening it means that you are ready to face the unknown and thus life/universe/god is assisting to speed up your Enlightenment or freedom from space time experience and become a lucid dreamer within the physical dream which planet earth, the entire physical cosmos really is. This only starts to happen after you are not happy with your old way of living. When you are unhappy with your old life, your minds starts to open to new ideas. Without the curiosity to experiment with the idea that perhaps the world we see is in fact subjective, there would be not enough energy, zeal, to pull you into subjective direction which means your life, relationships or comfort zone would have remained the same and you would have being ruining your life just like the rest. The more your old world breaks down the more you get detached from things and people in a mental level. The more you get detached, the more you feel content by being by your self which becomes its own paradox because people will be attracted to you since you do not need anything or anybody outside your self. You are thus releasing your self from giving your mental power to the outside matrix world thus its hold on you is weakening. The more it weakens the weirder your life starts to get in both the good and bad ways so be prepared!
As explained in many different ways in my earlier article. The dark night (a.k.a existential crisis) is a time of grieving the life that you knew before but which was all a lie. Your system got shocked and you needed time to integrate the fact that we live in an illusion that is trying to lure us back to its grips which means the life that you thought you were living was not beneficial for you except, of course, if you still wanted to remain living a lie which some will do.
Most of your relationships from the past will not support your change simply because they are not mentally ready. It does not matter. The world was over long ago! When you go trough the dark you are not a match with the old way of living which means relationships, things and passions are not a match. At least for a while. In my case my old passions did re-surface but since they are more fun based rather than a serious thing, I have been gaining more opportunities in those fields lately.
NOTE: Not all people go trough the dark night. There is no race involved yet it is quite common for people to say that you leap frog in your spiritual evolution when you go trough the dark. I personally feel great. Hah! For those who need a bone, sure, I will admit that challenges still come.
YOU ARE DRAWN TO EAT HEALTHY FOOD.
Sounds retarded, I know, I mean, what does food got to do with experiencing heaven on earth? Well, as you progress in your growth, you will discover that a lot of our foods are processed and the idea behind that is to dull our biological body system and make it less aware of the universe and the fact that we are made of the exact same fabric as the universe: mass of atoms. So when you eat a bunch of killed animals you are digesting your body intelligence with information about death and destruction and you still wonder why people go trough cancer and other dis- eases? Do not get me wrong, you will know when or if you need to eat meat. You will also know when to never eat meat again. It all depends of your intention.
YOU YEARN TO BE IN NATURE.
For many who live in central areas, to them nature has become a little bit alien since they rarely have the time to visit forests or parks. When you start to wake up you will enjoy the intelligence and vibration of nature and will notice how much a simple 30min walk in nature refreshes the body mind. I am not an expert in telling the biological effects of it but the yearning to go to nature and spend more and more time there will be more common. If you go to city central it tends to be due to a calling/ mission not just to “hang out”.
YOU ARE LESS AFRAID OF DEATH.
This is a big one. The beginning stages of awakening from the dream of birth and death is really a conscious way of dying. The experience, that tends to be a gradual process to most of us, is like going beyond our childhood. In order to have that experience however, the things that were blocking this awareness you had even during your first years of childhood must go. When you lose everything and even your old way of thinking while still appearing to be in this world, you my friend, have just died without having to physically die. You have experienced the loss of your old self and you are ready to live a life on earth as a resurrected ascended master or as some like to call Christ. Your mission from here on out is to simply spread your talent or gifts all around the world so that others will also be inspired to wake up and embrace the new earth. They can only experience that when they love themselves the same way we on the journey of ascension started to do once we answered our own call to make a change. A change that ultimately does not happen outside but within. After that, the outside world (effect) changes automatically. When you awaken and integrate your learning, you become very effective in your daily tasks and passions.
Before we can see the new earth, the old must die. – Klem Kaan
PS: I have some cool stuff coming up soon outside of writing articles. You can best get updated on my facebook.
So, your life is a gigantic mess right now and nothing seems to be working right? First things first, relax. Everything is ok and you are actually on the right track. Nothing is wrong with you and things will get better.
The reason shit starts to hit the fan as you detach from ego consciousness that kept you in a sleep like experience of life is because you are being called to the unknown by the Universe detaching you from your comfort zones. The idea of your life falling apart is to make you prepared to Trust your Self as an extension of the Universe (or God if you will) rather than relying on a changing outside world which was what you were doing before answering our call to ascend. We all did that because that is how we got programmed. None of us knew there is a divine order in this insane planet so we never Trusted this intelligence that is within us (universal energy/ mass of atoms that is one with source) so we created our own safety with relationships and society in general to keep us in place but a safety net which was at the end of the day our own self made prison house due to its limitations. Some people went as far as to accept their semi comfortable nine to five jobs and were willing to stay there until they reach their retirement age! This is not however what universal energy wants from us. The universe wants you to be fully free not semi free. There really is no compromise with this. Everything that was limiting your life even by 2 percent will go. No matter how great the sex was with your spouse, if he or she limits you in other areas of life then it will not last even if you resist the change. It happens step by step to many people because the fear of liberation is so strong. We have gotten too comfortable within our golden cage and are not comfortable with the freedom: doing the creativity work we love, being around amazing people, inspiring and helping people… That is what we all want deep inside.
The phase where everything goes upside down can take time and tends to be scary to many because the ones who are not ready for this will appear having all things figured out while your life makes no sense anymore. Please take heart. You are simply going trough a divine transformation. You are allowing your self to be crucified to the cross in your own unique way so just allow that to happen and do not fight it. Rebuilding your life will also take few years so allow your self to be a mess for a while. You will also notice the people who are there for you and the ones who are not there for you.
Ultimately your life is not really falling apart but it is actually falling into place. You just need patience. Life really is like a movie and what you are going trough is a typical heroes journey from the comfortable life towards the unknown. Ultimately the challenges you have will enrich you and you will eventually return to society and spread your knowledge to the people in need. You are literally a gift to planet earth.
“We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” ~ Joseph Campbell
I am not interested to save the world or become well known, something only very jealous people would like to think about my stuff. I originally made my website to share my videos and songs but that would have not being an interesting enough content to uphold a website which does cost money as well which is why I started to add more value to my page which is the stuff I have been writing so far. What I am writing Is just an after effect that is part of our collective evolution. Like a ripple effect, the evolution of humanity caught my attention and thus I decided to go along in case I will miss out something important which indeed it is. Majority of humanity have not noticed that we are living a time of change known as Aquarius so majority are missing out unfortunately and are ruining their lives. This problem is not just a linear issue its actually a multidimensional problem. Every dimension of time is packed with people majority still caught up in linear time which is in fact the past. The world was over long ago believe it or not and you are the only one in the room within you personal hologram of life and death that has been already over! Just like a movie. A movie may appear linear starting from beginning to the end but it has still been already filmed in the can before it even got projected to the screen to be experienced. And so is your life… You are already dead and looking at a world that is past but you are too fearful to let it go. I wont go too deep with this. Just saying that if you are reading this right now and find it resonating then indeed by all means continue reading. I do want to add that writing this stuff, although not new, is indeed my new passion and I love to spread the word forward. I am not a guru, spiritual teacher or any of that kind. I am an awakening esoteric ego. I have tarnished my image many times in the past years and even made a gritty exclusive documentary that was all about tarnishing my image as a goal getter business man and artist. You can watch it here. So if you think I am some kind of a cult leader, hah, think again. You will be wasting your time and ruining your life. “Let the dead bury the dead” is a quote from Jesus which means let the spiritually dead bury the dead. This page is about life. Yes, the road can be tough but life always wins. Humans will for life is too strong although the majority of humans have a high tolerance for misery and pain because our culture has been set to numb mental, physical and emotional pains so we are not aware that we have a soul that has been tortured that yearns to spread its wings and fly.
So am I pushing your buttons? Have my writings upset you? Are you bothered by the fact that earth, humanity is actually an illusion or a holographic dream or as some might call a simulation of a false life? Are you pissed that your career, loved ones, family and friends are all made up? Are you upset to hear that you are actually outside time and space in heaven/ infinity dreaming of a limited existence in a limited universe? That you are already dead just like the rest of humanity are already dead. Everybody is like in the movie The 6th sense… Humanity is literally like a ghost, they all think they are alive but the world was over long ago. Are you troubled by the idea that your are the one who has to take charge of your thinking because God has no clue about your dreams just like a parent does not know what a sleeping child is seeing in his or her dream. The only thing the parent knows based on the childs troubled sleeping face is that the child is having a nightmare thus the parent tries to wake up the child with gentle ease by whispering loving thoughts to the child.
Regarding the parent – child metaphor, please remember this is all a metaphor because we are not really bodies in heaven. God is not a person and nor are you. So back to the story. Like the parent whispering to the child to wake up and reminding the child that what he/she is seeing is just a dream God is basically whispering to the one mind dreaming of a universe with multiple bodies (extraterrestials included) that its dreaming. Since the one mind (which is ultimately you) is so identified with the symbols of the dream The mind interprets the whisper of god to wake up in the form of symbols such as the manifestation of moses, Jesus, krishna and none animated bodies like esoteric books such as the course in miracles, buddhism or any article that is trying to motivate the reader to wake up.
However when people are presented with the truth. That it is beneficial for you to wake up rather than staying stuck in a cycle of birth and death (physical reality which is a dream) majority like to hit the snooze button and continue their lives as if they never heard what any great master like Jesus or a authentic book or article was trying to say… And here is why… The 6 reasons you should forget about waking up from the illusion of birth and death and live your day to day life as if you never red this article.
1:If you answer the call to listen to the “Gods whisper” that is calling you to wake up (Gods whisper that took the form of Jesus, Buddha, esoteric books, esotric videos, esoteric music and articles) then you must be ready to allow your world to end and by that I mean that most of the western people are living a very unconscious lives and have made choices so that they can remain and deepen their state of unconsciousness or sleep. This usually includes poor choices regarding work, friends, spouse, family members, hobbies, diet and the way you think/ believe. Our thinking/ beliefs are not easy to purify which is why the old world that held your belief/ thinking system together tends to fall apart if you get serious about awakening from a thousand year lasting false existence. There are not many retreat centers in the world where people who have lost all and now have to start from zero can go to which is why Trust is such an important aspect of Awakening while finding refuge where you can rest and allow your biological self to adjust to this profound realization of not being a body. The world is not Awakening friendly because it is designed to keep us asleep and will continue to do that for quite a while. The reason trust is so important is because you are not separated from God, you are just dreaming of separation. The divine intelligence that fights against the chaos we created is also within the dream which is why your usual way of thinking must go away so that it can guide you. Without the divine intelligence infused with our miss creation of a false dream like universe there would be no order in this universe and one example out of many I can come up with is that our sun would not be in the exact place in the galaxy to shine its radiance from a perfect distance so that it wont burn our planet. This same intelligence that knows how things can be “safer” also knows how to guide you properly in a crazy planet.
2: If you are not ready to tarnish you image then you might as well stop it there. You can not care what other people think of you once you answer the call. When you loose your old life (which may include losing your house, spouse, job etc) you will be tempted to think how others perceive you. A lot of angry people tend to use the word “sheep” to define a person that is bound to a herd mentality. This page is not about being angry to people, quite the opposite, but it is true that humanity has a deep seated belief system (I call virus) and that is the belief in objective reality that needs to be taken seriously in order to survive. Once you start to become more subjective you will experience cognitive dissonance with the rest of the world who are still caught in an objective world and your very being will get misunderstood. You will not resonate with many people and it will take trials and errors and the ability to be vulnerable (average joes hates vulnerability) to find the ones that are suitable for your new subjective awareness. Objective reality has thought us to be goal getters and ambitious, serious individuals who must find this priceless pearl outside of us (to many people this priceless pearl is finding the ways to have sex). We have surpressed our nurturing feminine side which includes self nurturing and resting so that we can be effective in our natural talents and nurturing around others. This feminine energy is coming back now. The rising of female movements (such as the Me 2 movement) is just an expression of that even though they may not know it.
3: Awakening from the dream is really like consciously dying while still appearing in the body. Your usual way of human interaction will radically change and many foods will not fit your new awareness due to its harm to the body. Although the body is a deformity of thought it is still a divine creation and it has its own intelligence such as pain. When you feel any pain all that is happening is that your bodies intelligence is telling you to stop whatever it is you have been doing to it such as too much alcohol, unhealthy food, negativity or stress etc. To die consciously would also mean to accept to let go of any desire to be famous, rich, good looking etc. You must surrender your life to this divine intelligence that will guide your life towards a path that will bring you more and more within to the subjective reality. It is a very paradoxical journey. For example many things we thought to be our advancements or achievements have actually being damaging regarding our spiritual evolution while our trials and errors and the ability to move on have been our truest contribution to the healing of this one mind that is dreaming the entire universe, animals and all humanoids. We are all one. Its not unusual for long sentenced prisoners to be more happier than an average joe who is “free” because the prisoner has less distractions and no goals or desires around him. The prisoner thus ends up finding interest in the inner subjective realms and even has the time to digest all the physical changes due to very simple prison life. Nelson Mandela myth is a good example about a *made up* being that was locked up but was not distracted by much things thus he got in touch with his divinity and silently did his thing in “raising the consciousness of humanity”.
4: Eventually you will have to learn to surrender to the entire process even at times when nothing makes sense. As we advance in our subjective journey some have had the excitement to become teachers, healers, guides but this does not guarantee fortune and fame at all. The real question is are you ready to do Gods will even if nobody would know anything about you and you would not be rewarded materialistically at all? The ones that do receive material gains like Osho who had close to hundred rolls royces are ultimately there to learn that none of that brings them the happiness they were looking for. Perhaps your soul does not need to go that lesson especially if you are born within rich systems such as Norway or Finland. 😀
5: There is nothing wrong with religion yet it has taken peoples power away from them and has made many religious followers dependent on a force outside of themselves to save them. Many actually believe that there will be a second coming of Christ not understanding that the second coming is actually the time we are living right now which is the age of Aquarius where humanity is reclaiming their Christ within themselves. We are all Christ because we are all the one Son of God that is dreaming of a separated universe. Christ is simply a higher state of consciousness where you are more aware/ conscious of being a lucid dreamer outside time and space just like Jesus was aware of being a lucid dreamer. Jesus became one with Christ consciousness. Many have done so before and after Jesus so there is nothing special about him. If you are not ready to take responsibility of your life and rather prefer to project all your issues on a god outside of you to solve your issues then this path I have been talking about may not be for you because in this path you are taking full responsibility of your thinking and the actions that follow from your thinking. I also want to add that Atheism demands independence from a higher force/ God but this is not so. We are all one and interconnected. Independence or separation is just an illusion which is the world we appear to live in. The people that claim to be atheist have usually being very miserable people usually dependent on substances or relationships to ease their own created sense of abandonment from God (I prefer calling Oneness) and are sabotaging their lives by being over obsessive to prove religious people including esoteric teachings as bullshit. What a sad life and a waste of time…
6: Since Awakening is like dying from an old life and being rebirth to a new one while still appearing to be here. You may have to go trough phases of losing the zeal and passion in the stuff that you used to love. You must face the emotional side of death which is not only about losing your body but the entire human experience. You will loose more desires as you move forward… Even the desire to hold a role of a son, mother or whatever role you used to so identify with must fade away. This all does indeed sound harsh to anybody who still sees value in the 3 dimensional world but as you progress trough these experiences you will feel compassionate towards humanity and will function without any conditions set on others. Sure, you will still use common sense. You will not spend and waste your time listening to a drunk person, you know, or waste time with toxic family members who are still trying to control you, you know, or hang around with friends who have no respect for you. You will notice that many times it will be more beneficial for everybody for you to just leave the relationship so that others will one day get motivated to take charge of their own lives and make a change within themselves. You get what I am saying!?
Once you have gone trough the dark night of the soul (which can last from months to years) there is no turning back. So much has shifted within you. You have mentally, physically and some of you quite literally seeing glimpses of hell in the astral realms (the realm of nocturnal dreams or out of body experiences) and you have come back out of it stronger than ever. It will be harder to piss you of because you have seeing the inner realms of heaven and hell even the best UFC fighter does not have the courage to enter yet. One major quality within you by this time is that you re-become highly sensitive to your surroundings and you can now honor this sensitivity and use it well to navigate trough life. In other words you have become an empath or psychic. Once you come out of the metaphorical cocoon and re-enter society, your acquired wisdom and the lack of addiction to ego consciousness gets automatically contrasted with the deep misery, search for validation and meaning the majority of others around you are going trough from all ages and races. Majority of them so distracted by the world that they are not aware that they are miserable by searching for happiness outside of themselves. You will see the cosmic drama being acted out right in front of you… And boy that can be quite funny actually!
A word of warning which is that if you are not meant to wake up in this lifetime then what I have written so far will make no sense to you and will sound crazy. It gets more intense as we progress the ladder up as you will see as you read this. I am sorry to break your sense of reality. Bare in mind tough that this is becoming more common. There are 7 billion people on earth now so of course there must be more people waking up compared to 2000 years ago at the time of Jesus when there was perhaps only 2 million people on earth thus only 1-20 people waking up. One of them historically known as Jesus.
Before I go on with the topic of re-entering the societal matrix I would like to write a summary of the basic phases of awakening from the dream of separation (the dream of leaving God/Oneness and to dream to be born in to a physical false dream like universe to survive as a body and eventually die as a body)
1. Initiation: Everybody starts from this phase and majority of humanity have been stuck here for a long time. This phase is simply to be born into this world. Once you are born you get conditioned by your care takers and later on by your friends, school system, media and society. Unless you were born to an Enlightened being, which is rare, the conditioning you received while growing up were all objective. They all believed in a mysterious external world outside of themselves and something that should be taken seriously for the sake of survival. Once you take things seriously for many years you become addicted to that state and know no other way to navigate trough life. Once you reach adulthood and you notice that you are not happy, that you are still serious or unhappy, you are motivated to question everything you have been thought. Many people however suppress their real feelings regarding their unhappiness by distracting themselves trough relationships, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, beach vocations, overworking and overeating to a point the feeling of misery gets denied and hidden in the unconsciouss. When this happens the next step your soul will try to do to warn you is trough bodily sickness to motivate you to question what you pass as life but even this will not work in many cases because we will find satisfaction in blaming other people regarding the lot in our lives and the unconscious self hatred of not having the care to do anything about it but blame. The old grumpy man is a good example. Hitler found immense pervasive satisfaction in blaming others of his misery and even killed many to gain some sense of power. Many people at this point of initiation will find interest in conspiracy theories and although the basics are true, that a group of insane powerful individuals are not for the highest good of all and are plotting for a one world government to keep people more in bondage, the people who are miserable will then get stuck in blaming the insane elites yet not seeing the full picture of it which is that the miserable people are actually dreaming the elites up and the elites are just serving their wish to remain in literal and eternal sleep. They are also innocent.
NOTE: This does not mean that these global scammers which the pop culture refers to as the “powers that be” should not be responsible for their actions and put to a forced mental institution or even prison.
2. Undoing or Letting go: If you are lucky and you listen to your unhappiness or the sickness, you will start to rebel against everything you have been thought. You will attract esoteric books, few friends who are also awakening and the right videos and you will notice the importance of letting go of the false self: your old life which was working as an distraction. Dropping your old life will be a process because we fear the unknown after all of the old is gone. Many people will not go trough this phase and will jump back to their old lives and/ or comfort zones because they fear peer pressure that will inevitably happen with relationships. So many do not want you to be free and very few from your old life will allow you to go trough this radical process of letting go. The people from your old life will channel words and act out unconsciouss behaviors that will try to root you back in to the comfort zone you were part of for so long. Awakening is a road without distance so you really are not going anywhere but the change occurs at the level of the mind and once you have raised your awareness your life will picture this awareness accordingly which means your external world (the effect) will change based on the change in your thinking (the cause or projector). This is perhaps the most intense process of waking up and can also last for some time. If you live with a spouse, with family, it has been quite typical for them to suggest you should visit a psychiatrist and if you do that (some will be forced to do it) the psychiatrist, unless he/she is aware of jungian or any esoteric psychology, will usually diagnose your behavior as mental illness and you may have to go trough medication. Since you are the dreamer of your life and the people who seem to be outside of you are actually you, you will eventually have to forgive these people who hurt you by trying to drag you down to the old ways. Without forgiving them you will not be able to forgive yourself and release yourself from the experience of linear time: the sins of the past, the absence of present peace due to the fearful expectations of the unforgiving future.. All this will be gone only trough forgiveness in a quantum sense. Forgiveness is the key to be released from time. None of us came here pure and waking up from the insane dream of birth and death, time and space, will make you more aware of this. We are all doing our best with our current state of awareness. I also want to add that although the psychiatrist have no clue what is happening within you (psychology is still in its infancy), they are there to keep you more grounded without knowing that is what they are for. Going to a mental health professional will also be a good justification for others to allow you to take it easy and rest to digest all that is happening with you rather than pushing you to get a job or a career. Use this time wisely. Rest whenever you feel like doing so. Rest for 16 hours a day? Yes!
When you start to let go of your old life you will notice some ascension symptoms arising both at the physical and mental level. There are many ascension symptom lists on the internet so google search them and use discernment. Very common ones are sleep issues, digestive issues, tinnitus, need to change diet, mood swings, lack or increase in libido, change in brain, skull and bone structure etc. Once you are changing your thinking your biological self shifts accordingly as well to a more light based body and by that I mean that your psychological and physical self are getting trained being a dreamer outside time and space while still maintaining a body in a dense dream thus why all these radical biological shifts in the body (brain, organs etc) and the intense need to rest a lot. When things balance out (which can take time) the body will feel more lighter, healthier and elastic like a figure in a dream which it really is. When Jesus was crucified he was completely outside of his body and did not feel any pain when the nails went trough his body. The bible gave a different interpretation based on a suffering Jesus unfortunately because bible (influenced by power hungry extraterrestials and elitist) is trying to concrete the sleeping mind and make pain, sin, quilt and sacrifice real. It has done a very good job on many. Even those who do not belong to the bible belt like my self found it hard to miss these pain, sin, quilt and sacrifice oriented concepts because so many books, films and music have borrowed these painful concepts from religious stories just like the religious stories are actually borrowed from older prophecies. The seed of manipulating the mind to believe in the dream trough concepts of sin, quilt and fear was placed long time ago even before our modern day religions. The Sumerian tablets and Egypt hieroglyphs are a statement of that.
3. Dark night of the soul: At this point you have lost so much and your body is still trying to catch on to all these radical changes. Many from your old life are gone and all that is left is the possibility of there being a God who might help you out. Many are not able to work in a job or will radically reduce their working to have more space for this cocoon process. Here is an earlier post about the dark night. At this point it will be hard to relate with anybody who have not gone trough this themselves thus you isolate yourself and become a hermit to digest your experiences alone. The best healing you can find in this phase is to surrender, walk in nature and do gentle exercises. Be glad if you are still diagnosed with mental illness because the few people in your life at this point will be more prone to leave you alone and rest. You are dwelling in a place of the unknown with no reference points which your old life including the initiation and letting go phase of awakening was showing you as you were progressing trough these phases. At first you found meaning in the process of initiation and letting go but once you have let go enough of your old life even letting go loses its meaning and now suddenly there is no meaning in anything. There was no meaning in your old life/ initiation and even this spiritual letting go thing has lost its meaning! Yes, there really is no meaning in life and this is EXACTLY what humanity fears because the world is like a carrot in a stick trick for us to try and find meaning outside of God when there is none. This world was literally born from the wish to find meaning outside heaven trough dream symbols but it was all a dream. We have been all tricked trough lies. In the dark night of the soul you are trained to become content with the lack of meaning in life that there literally is nothing out there in the world that can make you happy – even spirituality. That happiness is within. The reason why many describe dark night of the soul as “the absence of God” is because we feel deeply the meaninglesness of everything and our systems get shocked. Some commit suicide at this point. Saying that the world is meaningless may sound depressing and harsh to the ones still entrenched in the 3D world but once you have gone trough this and come out of the dark night the paradox about this is that life becomes fantastic and more dreamy than ever! Again, happiness is within not without. The point of the dark night is to accept or love the meaninglesness of everything because this is what God is able to do and since we are not separated from God but the thought (“image”) of God we must think accordingly like It to be able to experience It. I know using the word “God” will intimidate some of you because for so long it has being used for manipulation and reinforcing sin, quilt and fear. All are false concepts because we are living in a dream.
Re – entering society after divine transformation.
I have had an awesome time lately. A lot of wild things have happened and I recently went to Santana concert having a nice view of him without paying a ticket. Thanks to forgiveness, my confidence has skyrocketed and the bliss of being a nobody and everything at the same time and not needing anything or anybody is like tripping on acid without taking acid. You have to come back from the high and integrate it once in a while so that you can function in the world and your body while you still appear to be here… And unlike the dark night of the soul phase, at this point, you do want to be here on earth as homo sanctus!
Many seem to sense my energy and people want to talk to me and meeting people is more simple when you need nothing outside of you. When I look in the mirror I can see my self smiling more frequently and my forehead is more serene. I have bunch of awakened friends and also the ones still asleep or in between but I just go trough the motions of life without any investment on any outcome enjoying all levels of human interactions. I do not care if people like me or not. I know that there is one of us appearing as many. One dreamer that is dreaming a life of multiplicity so im not really aware of “others” as much as before.
When you come out of the dark the dream nature of this world becomes more apparent. The ancient dream/matrix will start to fall apart and glitch once in a while and it will intensify as you progress. This is because you are becoming aware that planet earth, the universe is not linear it is multidimensional or holographic. You can skip dimensions of time if is beneficial for you and see alternative realities. A good example I can come up with is that if you walked to work trough a certain street and you usually saw the same buildings, same people, same cars parked in the same place, this time you will see slight differences. Instead of seeing the same old drunk sitting next to the store and cussing you might see a bunch of beautiful girls, instead of seeing the same buildings perhaps you will see a hotel that was not supposed to be there before. The changes in your world will not be too radical so you will not panic. As you raise you frequency your old relationships will also not manifest to your reality as often as usual and some of them will completely disappear.
You will start to notice synhcro events such as seeing repeating numbers on the clock and boards such as 1111 and other numbers that are meaningful to you. It is a personal message to you and only you know what it will mean. In my case it was about engaging with my new career activities and have fun because at that time I was half jokingly experimenting with a career move I could do with my new awareness but was not sure, until I started to see these repeating numbers like crazy thus I took inspired action. Challenges still come but there is more clarity to navigate trough them. Every encounter in life is about growing. Nothing is random and never was. Some of your old passions may re-surface as well. In my case they are more fun oriented not career seeking.
Psychic emergence .
Since you are less rigid in your mind and have evaporated a great chunk of garbage thoughts that distracted you from the present moment, you are gaining your forgotten abilities as an empath/psychic and are able to see the state of others, majority who are stuck in their mind chatter and are divided to the past, present and future. They are still in ego consciousness, in a lower vibration fully engrossed in the holographic dream so be ready for not everybody embracing your freedom. This is the law of attraction or vibration at play now. If you stick around low vibrating people happy and free it will make them aware of their state of misery and their investment to stay miserable which is why they will prefer not to be around you and will choose people vibrating at the same level as them. Low vibrating people will not be able to stick around your world too much unless you climb back down to their vibrational level and pretend to be not free which is not beneficial to you. When you are vibrating high, yes, your body appears to be existing to others (not all), but not only they will be intimidated by your freedom due to becoming aware of their own unhappiness, they will also sense deep within, although unaware, that you can read them like an open book because you are outside of the dream in tune with the one dreamer that is dreaming everybody.
The people who will be in your life are there to learn something from your presence but you will not have attachments to the result of their learning nor are you meant to talk about anything esoteric unless they ask. You will also need discernment in these relationships with lower vibrating friends because they may get depended on your high energy and try leech onto you though not knowing they are doing that. This is why its also beneficial to not have any random sexual encounters with low vibrating beings to avoid etheric attachments which can bind you to that person. The reason relationships with low vibrating people will require discernment is because they are attracted to ego consciousness and the only way the ego sustains it self is trough drama so if you hang around low vibrating people for a long time you will notice that they tend to attract weird situations and weird people in to their lives without them knowing they are doing so just like a young woman tend to date with a jerk hoping it will work out. Another thing you will notice unconscious people doing to one another are things such as subtle sarcastic humor, subtle competition and so on. Basically, mentally cannibalizing one another. Since they are not sensitive or psychic enough to see what they are doing with their lives, they think all this is normal when it is the exact opposite. I actually have buddies who are not aware that one of their older friend who seems nice is actually very aggressive and can explode at any time. Again, awakening can be disturbing at times but you will get used to it. I will also add one more time that Awakening does not make you better or worse. It is a natural process of evolution. As you know at this point, many people who are not going trough the process of waking up, who are fully engrossed in the holographic dream state are actually more prone to be able to function in regular jobs and careers because they have suppressed their feelings and are numb. We still need them so that our global system can be held together. The ones waking up will find the demands of the world tough and it is very rare if not impossible to be a CEO, a football player, a ufc fighter and to be Enlightened. These kind of activities absorb your energy to the matrix so allow unconscious people do their thing. If everyone would wake up at the same time, nobody would be able to work in the system because remembering your self being a Child of God outside time and space is a shock to the bodies system and demands time to integrate this knowledge/ universal energy on a biological level as well before you truly experience the body is actually an avatar within a projected holographic simulation or as some, including my self, refer as a holographic dream. The excelerated experience of not being a body is very orgasmic and the bodies internal system needs to learn how to handle these intense sexual energies. The process can take years to master and as you advance the need for physical sex tends to diminish.
A lot of people will come and go in this phase of your life so be ready for nothing to last forever and time to speed up in your experience. The point of letting go and the dark night/ cocoon was a gift for you to learn to enjoy to be alone because all relationships come with an expiration date and unlike most people who try to immortalize their relationships, the ones awakened are about letting go. This goes to your like minded esoteric friends as well, be ready to reach a moment of releasing them in joy as well because we are all here for different expressions of the same mission which is to spread light and glory trough out the universe by just being us. Not everybody is supposed to blog or make youtube videos with million hits. Some share their light in total obscurity and their life is still THE shit man… Magical and weird. Not all awakened people are meant to be together which is why forgiveness needs to be applied to awakened individuals as well. Once the purpose of the relationship has been served with a person, you release them in joy.
A lot of weird things continue to unfold, some have already experienced extraeterrestial encounters and prophecies at this point since they have become so sensitive to the universe and are ready to be contacted. The dream will still try to lure you back and some things you will see can be quite random at times. People will love you for no reason and people will hate you for no reason but neither one will have much effect on you anymore because you have learned to be content by being alone in silence with absolutely no meaning whatsoever in life.
The dark night of the soul is a phase in the beginning stages of Awakening where you are not ready to move forward and you try to cling in to your old life and old relationships. It is a grieving process of a life that is now lost and you dont know what to do next. It usually feels depressing because we feel stuck and unproductive in this stage. We are basically a moving corpse and this is why It is very common to not have any passion for anything and due to the depression that follows from the lack of passion, we tend to be very fatigued and sleep a lot just to have some sense of peace. All in all it feels like God has left us because there is no inspiration for life (again, thus we sleep a lot). It is very good to know that this phase will pass and the whole purpose of this process is to make your biological self aligned with source/god/universe so remember to rest a lot, your brain is literally rewired to receive more energy and de-clutter your mind from past concrete linear thinking. Without feeling dead you would be placing goals based on your old way to thinking, your ego.
You are officially becoming multidimensional and after this, small manifestations like syncro events will be more obvious to you. You are on an important phase of realizing you are the dreamer of the dream (physical universe and people) so allow your physical biological self to catch on to this realization by resting as much as you can. Try to enjoy the fact that you are in a sped up process of self realization or Awakening from the dream of birth and death. Once you are in a dark night of the soul it is fair to say that there is no turning back anymore. You have basically raised your consciousness to a degree that it will be very hard to go back into your old habits, old friends and some family members. You cant go back because you are ascending now and this time you can feel it. It is not an intellectual spiritual mumbo jambo but real. Dark night of the soul is very painful process but once you get out of it, you will have intense confidence in you to a point some people, especially children, animals will sense it and will be attracted to your aura. You may also find weird encounters with people in general. Some may look at you with ave and be curious to know about you while others will get a hell away from you and be angry at you for no reason. Some people may even fall in love with you. Some times the same sex as you! Nocturnal dreams will get more intense. Its also good to to mention that some old relationships with family and old friends will come back but you will be more discerning with them this time. You will be discerning because by this time you have already met few like minded people you deeply connect with for you to see what connection really is and if your family and old friends are not willing to grow, you will be more discerning which means you may not spend too much time with them anymore. Another important thing to add is that you will get your energy back and start to get hints of what you should be doing with your life. You will discover spiritual gifts (healing, counselling, guidance) at this point and you will eventually find the right platform to express this. The benefits are incredible. Hang in there because things will get beautiful.
I want to quote something from Patrick John Colemans blog. A Shaman from Chicago who helped me few times in my toughest days.
What most don’t realize is that the dark night is a gift and you leapfrog over years of spiritual development in a mere matter of weeks or months. Some can stay locked in a Dark Night for years and the quickest way out of it is to just yield and give up. That’s right just let it happen. Let yourself feel terrible because chances are you’ve covered up those feelings in the past. Perhaps you’ve drowned your terrible feelings in distractions such as TV or engaged in addictions to make you feel artificially better. What’s happening in the Dark Night is that things are being set back into balance. You’re being reset and emotionally cleared for the next phase of your life as a spiritually awakened person. Where the shattered aspects of your soul have been collected and healed and you are now free to move through life unhindered by negative thought patterns or limiting behaviors. For that is the ultimate blessing of the DNOTS…your freedom.
As you can see the dark night of the soul is not exactly fun but the benefits are great. It will not look like that for a while and it may take a while before things get brighter but it will because it did for me. When I say that things will get brighter I am referring to a state of mind and nothing external. You can be in peace and bliss regardless of what happens externally. When you are at peace which is the Cause then the outside world which is the effect may appear to change. It usually does change but that is not the point. The point is to heal our mind which is what the dark night of the soul does in a much excelerated way which is why it is painful and there may come more dark nights as you progress but this time you will navigate trough them better than before.
I made a good video, just for you explaining the basics of what Dark night of the soul is really about, and what happens when you have SURVIVED this rather challenging but extremely rewarding experience.
I do not consider cannabis as a drug which is what pharmacies and cartels are for that deal with toxic legalized chemicals that eats peoples bodies from inside out, but like anything in this world, it is recommended to use the green herb responsibly and with the right intent. There are proofed medical benefits for drinking, eating cannabis for those who are in physical and mental pain. You can also smoke it, but it is supposed to be the last option. It is quite usual where people with constant brain chatter, which may end up producing a stroke like body functioning, will find benefits and revelations when using pot products. This is because it gives you a hint of a none chattering mind and the benefits the none chatter of the mind has on the brain and thus the body. However pot does not teach you how to get to this state of meditation without the help of pot so many get depended on pot in their beginning stages, and will find hard to remain in constant meditative state without pot. Now all that said, Ascension or awakening from the physical experience of birth and death is a process of reaching higher dimensions, or higher states of consciousness. Many are failing but you are ascending otherwise you would not resonate with my writings.
Awakening from the dream of false physical universe is a process of becoming naturally blissful while you still appear to be in a body in a world of duality where many have become absolutely insane, and are actually marked for death because they are unknowingly part taking in a wicked system, that lives at other peoples expense mindlessly. So the more you vibrate with joy that does not depend on anything external, it means the atoms within are actually vibrating, you repel negative people and you are a sponge to cosmic communication with great benefits. If you use psychedelics such as marijuana on daily basis it may lead to a point where you realize it opens you to lower frequencies that usually takes the form of people who are passive abusers, and will use your laid back pot head mind to suck energy out of you since you are not aware of protecting your aura field. The same can happen in etheric realms, and may produce intense dreams that are not pleasant. When you advance, this is not the case though.
Psychedelics tend to point out quite fast that there indeed may be an ego consciousness that lies within humanity and controls their minds, emotions, thus their decision making abilities like a parasite, which is why it is also understandable, that for some, using psychedelics and the revelations that comes with it is not recommended: they would freak out about even the smallest discoveries because it goes out of their comfort zone. A Course in miracles, Buddhism, Hinduism and thousands of other paths are mind training programs to balance the mind that has been stuck in ego consciousness. A Course in miracles with the combination of understanding Bible, and it origin may be the most straightforward one because it alarms we have reached the peak of wickedness, thus are living the end times, while other paths are too hipster type, and will not motivate you to be vigilant. Using these scriptures Religiously has not worked most of the time because it does not address the body as a projection of the mind, but tries to establish the dream body figures as flesh, blood and bone, which is a lie although a experience we should not take for granted. Psychedelics, even pot, tend to be a gateway to show us we are more than flesh, blood and bones and we can actually experience that we are more than flesh with proper mind training by undoing the ego. It has to be a slow gentle process because the brain that we think is real needs to adjust psychologically and physically to the changes in the mind. If the process goes too fast, which psychedelics can produce, well, again, you freak out, and may experience psychosis which is basically a word for an individual who has become un-grounded, or detached from the body which is not the purpose of Awakening. We all have a purpose here because we are living dark times. Do not fall for the trap of thinking “If life is an illusion then it does not matter what I do here”. That attitude, as Gary Renard points out well, will only make life appear meaningless.
So, Psychedelics have been a catalyst for the journey to self realization to many people for thousands of years. There is nothing new about this so Im not really into writing about this subject because it should be obvious. Some use it and some do not. We have been in this physical universe for what appears like eons so everybody has used it in some point anyway. Some abused it, and some used intuition.