Awakening From The Dream: Re-entering Society.

The Beginning: True Lightworking.

“In your relationship you have joined with me in bringing Heaven to the Son of God, who hid in darkness. ²You have been willing to bring the darkness to light, and this willingness has given strength to everyone who would remain in darkness. ³Those who would see will see. ⁴And they will join with me in carrying their light into the darkness, when the darkness in them is offered to the light, and is removed forever. (ACIM, T-18.III.6:1-4)

Once you have gone trough the Dark Night of The Soul (which can last from months to years) there is no turning back. Much has shifted within you as you were rewired by the Cosmic intelligence (Yahawah) as a initiation gift. One major quality within you by this time is that you re-become highly Extra Sensory Perceptive (ESP) to your surroundings & you can now honor this Extra sensitivity & use it well to navigate or discern trough life, both meaning the same really. In other words you have become an empath or psychic; merely outside the One Collective Mind in Awereness, not as a body; not yet. Once you come out of the metaphorical hermit phase & re-enter society, your acquired wisdom and the lack of addiction to Ego Consciousness gets automatically contrasted with the deep misery, search for validation & meaning the majority of our siblings in Christ around you are going trough from all ages and races. Majority of them so distracted by the world that they are not aware that they are miserable by searching for happiness outside of themselves. You will see the Cosmic drama being acted out right in front of you for now you come from a space of none judgement, where your past defense-based curriculum does not filter the facts of the objective realm Now. This is the true beginning of  Lightworking because as you are non-judgemental so will your actions, even the austere ones, such as a possible role to mercy kill people, or at least prepare them for such an event – can actually come from a space where others know deep within that your utterings are not coming from you personally & punitively – they are really Prophetical words & actions of Christ Consciousness trying demonstrate The One Son sense trough a none-ego way of being that naturally understands why people (Separated One Sons) want to maintain their ego fantasies. This understanding brings tremendous healing to the Collective One Mind, and it is not limited in one specific action or role. This is why you are forced back to the darkness, and share your gift, a gift which was not for you alone. The content, intent or understanding behind each action is what matters: Is the intent to establish separation or bring Oneness? So, before I go on with the basics of re-entering the societal matrix I would like to write a summary of the basic phases.

Restating The Basics.

1. Initiation: Everybody starts from this phase and majority of humanity have been stuck here for a long time. This phase is simply to be born into this world. Once you are born you get conditioned by your care takers and later on by your friends, school system, media and society. Unless you were born to an Enlightened being, which is rare, the conditioning you received while growing up were all objective. They all believed in a mysterious external world outside of themselves and something that should be taken seriously for the sake of survival. Once you take things seriously for many years you become addicted to that state and know no other way to navigate trough life. Once you reach adulthood and you notice that you are not happy, that you are still serious or unhappy, you are motivated to question everything you have been thought. Many people however suppress their real feelings regarding their unhappiness by distracting themselves trough relationships, abuse of sex, abuse of substances, beach vocations, overworking and overeating to a point the feeling of misery gets denied & hidden in the subconscious. When this happens the next step your soul will try to do to warn you is trough bodily sickness to motivate you to question what you pass as life but even this will not work in many cases because we will find satisfaction in blaming other people regarding the lot in our lives and the unconscious self hatred of not having the care to do anything about it but blame. The old grumpy man is a good example. Hitler found immense pervasive satisfaction in blaming others of his misery and even killed many to gain some sense of power. Many people at this point of initiation will find interest in conspiracy theories and although the basics are true, that a group of insane powerful individuals are not for the highest good of all and are plotting for a one world government to keep people more in bondage, the people who are miserable will then get stuck in blaming the insane “elites” yet not seeing the full picture of it which is that the miserable people are actually dreaming the elites up and the “elites” are just serving their wish to remain in literal and eternal sleep. They are also innocent in a sense that since we all deathwished our current system of distractions, so must we allow time play it self out so that the “elites” and their Nation of sleeping minds can be mercy killed back to nature Absrtact nature of God.

2. Undoing or Letting go: If you are lucky and you listen to your unhappiness or the sickness, you will start to rebel against everything you have been thought.  You will attract esoteric books, few friends who are also awakening and the right videos. And you will notice the importance of letting go of the false self: your old life which was working as an distraction. Dropping your old life will be a process because we fear the unknown after all of the old is gone. Many people will not go trough this phase and will jump back to their old lives and/ or comfort zones because they fear peer pressure that will inevitably happen with relationships. So many do not want you to be free and very few from your old life will allow you to go trough this radical process of letting go. The people from your old life will channel words and act out unconscious behaviors that will try to root you back in to the comfort zone you were part of for so long. Awakening is a road without distance so you really are not going anywhere but the change occurs at the level of the mind and once you have raised your awareness your life will picture this awareness accordingly which means your external world (the effect) will change based on the change in your thinking (the cause or projector). This is perhaps the most intense process of waking up and can also last for some time. If you live with a spouse, with family, it has been quite typical for them to suggest you should visit a psychiatrist and if you do that (some will be forced to do it) the psychiatrist, unless he/she is aware of jungian or any esoteric psychology, will usually diagnose your behavior as mental illness and you may have to go trough medication. Since you are the dreamer of your life and the people who seem to be outside of you are actually you, you will eventually have to forgive these people who hurt you by trying to drag you down to the old ways. Without forgiving them you will not be able to forgive yourself for being part of this Ancestral craft on Self, and finally release yourself from the experience of linear time: the sins of the past, the absence of present peace due to the fearful expectations of the unforgiving future. All this will be gone only trough forgiveness in a quantum sense. Forgiveness is the key to be released from time. None of us came here pure so waking up from the insane dream of Birth & Death – time & space – will make you more aware of this. We are all doing our best with our current state of awareness. I also want to add that although the psychiatrist have no clue what is happening within you, going to a mental health so-called professional will also be a good justification for others to allow you to take it easy & rest to digest all that is happening with you rather than pushing you to the world. Use this time wisely. Rest whenever you feel like doing so, in the end, you are called to be a end time leader & help others right? So, please, rest, because when you start to let go of your old life you will notice some Ascension Symptoms arising both at the physical & mental level. There are many Ascension Symptom lists on the internet so google search them using discernment. Very common ones are sleep issues, digestive issues, tinnitus, need to change diet, mood swings, lack or increase in libido, change in brain, skull & bone structure etc. This is raw stuff, like a Catepillar turning to a butterfly, but even this is only a beginning phase; this was supposed to launch everyone to Biblical timelines, but a dwelling place majority has failed to adapt, but I digress… Once you are changing your thinking, your biological self shifts accordingly to a more Light based body. Your psychological & physical self are getting trained being a dreamer outside time & space while still maintaining a body in a dense dream thus why all these radical biological shifts in the body (brain, organs etc) & the intense need to rest. When things balance out the body will feel more lighter, healthier & elastic, like a figure in a dream as Gary Renard or his higher selves said, although I do feel Gary might reincarnate to a different timeline for mistakenly suggesting false names & images of the prophets & especially Jesus, hence, although I love his contributions, he alone without his higher selves, is indeed limited & way too repetative. And attracts people who are not joining the high Prophetic ranks in their life time, which is intimidating as a man who is one of the Authorities in “gang stalking” or occult persecution, meaning a life of endless struggle & near deaths. Anyway, when Jesus was crucified he was completely outside of his body & did not feel any pain when the nails went trough his body. The Bible gave a different interpretation based on a suffering Jesus unfortunately, because The Bible has passages trying to compromise non-duality & concrete the Sleeping One Mind & make pain, sin, guilt & sacrifice real. Even those who were not born to the Bible belt, like my self, found it hard to not miss these pain, sin, guilt and sacrifice oriented concepts, because so many books, films and music have borrowed these painful concepts from religious stories just like the religious stories are borrowed from older prophecies which are facts within the dream, but do often miss stressing about the content: The addiction to study the Ego. The seed of manipulating the mind to believe in the dream trough concepts of sin, guilt and fear was placed long time ago even before our modern day religions. The Sumerian tablets and Egypts Hieroglyphs in Afrika are also a statement of that.

3. Dark night of The Soul: At this point you have lost so much and your body is still trying to catch on to all these radical changes. Many from your old life are gone and all that is left is the possibility of there being a God who might help you out. Many are not able to work in a job or will radically reduce their working to have more space for this cocoon process. Here is an earlier post about the Dark Night. At this point it will be hard to relate with anybody who have not gone trough this themselves thus you isolate yourself & become a hermit to digest your experiences alone. The best healing you can find in this phase is to surrender, walk in nature and do gentle exercises. Be glad if you are still diagnosed with mental illness because the few people in your life at this point will be more prone to leave you alone & rest: Your Mental illness is a lie however. You are dwelling in a place of the unknown with no reference points which your old life including the initiation and letting go phase of awakening was showing you as you were progressing trough these phases. At first you found meaning in the process of initiation and letting go but once you have let go enough of your old life even letting go loses its meaning and now suddenly there is no meaning in anything. There was no meaning in your old life/ initiation and even this spiritual letting go thing has lost its meaning! Yes, there really is no meaning in in this current world and this is exactly a phase of realization humanity escapes because the world is like a carrot in a stick trick for us to try and find meaning outside of God when there is none, but symbols with no content except a reminder we are in a dead state. This world was literally born from the wish to find meaning outside heaven trough dream symbols. We have been all tricked trough lies. In the Dark Night of The Soul you are trained to become content with the lack of meaning in life. That happiness is within. The reason why many describe Dark Night of The Soul as “the absence of God” is because we feel deeply the meaninglesness of everything and our systems get shocked for it’s truth. Some commit suicide at this point. Saying that the world is meaningless may sound depressing and harsh to the ones still entrenched in the 3D world. Yet DNOTS is really a sorting out moment, where God fuses it’s sense upon your mind & directs your step hence forth in ways beneficial for everyone. Again, the seed of happiness is within not without. The point of the Dark Night is to accept or love the meaninglesness of everything because this is what God is able to do, and since we are not separated from God but the thought (“image”) of God we must think accordingly like It, to be able to experience It, then move forward with the Word or mind of our Creator attached to your being.

Re – entering society after divine transformation.

When you come out of the dark the dream nature of this world becomes more apparent. The Ancient dream/matrix will start to fall apart & glitch once in a while & it will intensify as you progress. This is because you are becoming aware that planet earth, the universe is not linear, it is multidimensional or Holographic. You can skip dimensions of time if it is beneficial for you to see alternative realities (Mandela Effect). A good example I can come up with is that if you walked to work trough a certain street and you usually saw the same buildings, same people in the same place, this time you will see slight differences. Instead of seeing the same old drunk sitting next to the store and cussing, you might see a bunch of beautiful girls. Instead of seeing the same buildings, perhaps you will see a hotel that was not supposed to be there before. The changes in your world will not be too radical first so you can stay balanced: Mandela Effect. As you raise your frequency your old relationships will also not manifest to your reality as often as usual, and some of them will completely disappear. This shift includes witnessing your new woke friends falling to the way side too, because the idea of letting this solar system go is too alien. Repeating numbers like 1111-1444 should be a basic experience at this point.

Psychic Emergence.

Since you are less rigid in your mind and have evaporated a great chunk of garbage thoughts that distracted you from the present moment, you are gaining your forgotten abilities as an empath/psychic, and are able to see the state of others, majority who are stuck in their mind chatter and are divided to the past, present and future. They are still in Ego Consciousness or Ego Thought Streams; a lower vibration, fully engrossed in the holographic dream, purposed to serve a world of bodily awareness or carnality. So be ready for them not embracing your freedom which is their own call for help in a form people can accept without freaking out, but get’s dismissed for the need to project ones low self esteem on others, which covers the truth of the situation. Sword of Discerning is the Law of Attraction or Vibration Laws at play now. If you stick around “Low vibrating people” happy and free, it will make them aware of their state of misery & their investment to stay miserable, which is why they will prefer not to be around you. And will choose people vibrating at the same level as themselves. Respect that because we are not better than anyone else, technically. “Low vibrating people” will not be able to stick around your world too much unless you climb back down to their vibrational level and pretend to be not free which is not beneficial to you. When you are vibrating high, yes, your body appears to be existing to others (not all), but not only they will be intimidated by your freedom due to becoming aware of their own unhappiness, they will also sense deep within, although unaware, that you can read them like an open book because you are outside of the dream in tune with the One dreamer that is dreaming everybody. This is the so called psychic power, which is a gift & used by Freemasons sorcereres, left hand psychics & Reptilians too.

Techincally: Not Better Than the Rest.

The people who will be in your life are there to learn something from your presence but you will not have attachments to the result of their learning nor are you meant to talk about anything esoteric unless they ask. You will also need discernment in these relationships with lower vibrating friends because they may get dependent on your high energy and try leech onto you not knowing they are doing that. This is why its also beneficial to not have any random sexual encounters with low vibrating beings to avoid etheric attachments which can bind you to that person. The reason relationships with low vibrating people will require discernment is because they are attracted to Ego Consciousness and the only way the ego sustains it self is trough drama, so if you hang around “low vibrating people” for a long time you will notice that they tend to attract weird situations and weird people in to their lives without them knowing they are doing so, just like a young woman tend to date with jerks hoping it will work out, but which was really a rebellion & top reasons many women are marked to be killed, for it was a deliberate covenant with Satan using toxic masculinity as means to attack God or Creation – trying to prove God wrong & the austere presence of Jesus-Yahawashi Spirit or concept of a husband useless. So, alot of unconsious & violent ilmplicit behaviors will come to light at this point. You will notice the subtle sarcastic humor, subtle competition and so on – all are attacks on each other & contributions to our Babylonian vortex of attacks & unsolved issues – kept as secret sins & hidden hates, to power the collective confusion or amnesia alive. Basically, people are mentally cannibalizing one another. Since they are not Extra Sensitive or psychic enough to see what they are doing with their lives, they think all this is normal when it is the exact opposite. Again, “Awakening” can be disturbing at times but you will get used to it. I will also add one more time, that Awakening does not make you better or worse. It is a natural process of remembering who you are. As you know at this point, many people who are not going trough the process, who are fully engrossed in the holographic dream state are actually more prone to be able to function in regular jobs and careers because they have suppressed their feelings & are numb to the satanic structure literally breaking peoples minds & cementing their focus on the animal plane of Horus, yet compelling them to adjust to a system of nails & crown of thorns. We still need these suicidal beings so that our global system can be held together for a little while, before it gets destroyed after Proxy & information war is finalized. The ones waking up will find the demands of the world of thorns stupid & it is very rare, if not impossible, to be a CEO, a football player, a UFC fighter and to be “Enlightened” or highly vibrating at the same time in this messed up frequencyfence known as our world. These kinds of activities absorb your energy to the Matrix. So, allow “Unconscious people” to do their thing, they are Angels too. If everyone would wake up at the same time, nobody would be able to work in the system because remembering your self being a Child of God outside time and space, is a shock to the bodies system. It takes time to integrate this readiness of Knowledge/ Universal Presence on a biological level before you truly experience the body is actually an avatar within a projected holographic simulation or as some, including my self, refer as a Holographic dream. The excelerated experience of not being a body is also orgasmic & the bodies internal system needs to learn how to re-adjust these intense sexual or creational energies, having nothing to do with intercourse, which is not our natural inheritance anyway, but will be used as means to Ascend as Angels in the apparent Heaven on Earth & which may take time, for there will be no rush. In worlds stage this process can take years to master but as you advance, the need for physical sex tends to diminish in Edoms Kingdom of flesh. This is mainly to sustain your sanity as the world is becoming more out of balance & needs examples of none-carnal minds who in majority are men, not women. Again, like the Biblical Clean Lepper collective (Caucasus mt),  so are 99,9% modern females time encapsuled beings along the rest of Biblical “Heathens” who together decided to be adobted as the Children of time, decay & death, by choosing to abuse their bodies trough unconscious means, then rot in their own smell & offer their aging rottened & sexually abused bodies to their Lord Satan, who they love & also hate: The Kingdom of Duality. Hence, women will atone for their attacks on Christ by becoming servants again, because in reality men do not need women for men are able to activate Kundalini Energy & reach Cosmic Consciousness directly too. But since the body will die in that energy, God will step to judge if we should still remain in the dream to help others (mainly women) or reach him directly & finally unplug the dreams of time & decay forever. So, since the dream is one, even Kundalini Activated men & Jesus are counselled to stay, because the leap to eternity must be done together – in Awereness that is – or not at all. This leap includes killing & enslaving over-carnal-minds which means killing alot of women. This strategy to kill is mainly done by using “Spirits of Vengence” tactics to lure rejected & over sexualized psychopaths to kill modern women who are not suitable to be around Kundalini initiated men anymore, for they have become too dirty. The few females that will make it, will go trough a ritualistic cleansing, but if they are advanced, this is not so & why the sciptures had it wrong. The “Heathen” women will receive a servants position for sure, & will have to accept their parents & Nation deserved death, hence their only way to atone for their Ancestral crimes is to be a Concubine & advance spiritually by using their position as a means to an end until they will also become light beings, then leave the planet behind.


A lot of people will come and go in this phase of your life so be ready for nothing to last forever and time to speed up in your experience. The point of letting go and the dark night/ cocoon was a gift for you to learn to enjoy to be alone because all relationships come with an expiration date and unlike most people who try to immortalize their relationships, the ones who are sane, are about letting go. This goes to your like minded esoteric friends as well, be ready to reach a moment of releasing them in joy because we are all here for different expressions of the same mission which is to spread light and glory trough out the Universe by just being us. Not everybody is supposed to blog or make youtube videos with million hits. Some share their light in total obscurity only to find out they stood more than others from a Cosmic perspective, who is sifting the weath from the tares as we speak. Not all are meant to be together, which is why forgiveness needs to be applied to graduating individuals as well who come from different spiritual theologies. Once the purpose of the relationship has been served with a person, you release them in joy. The release must be done ego free with no need to prove or say the last words. That would be a learning error & would tragically force you to repeat a similiar relationship. Again, a lot of things shall unfold – some have already experienced extraeterrestial encounters & prophecies at this point since they are Extra Sensory (Gods Measuring Stick) to the Universe & are ready to be contacted. The dream will still try to lure you back with it’s Masonic-tricks. People will love you for no reason & people will hate you for no reason but neither one will have much effect on you anymore because you have learned to be content by being alone in silence with absolutely no meaning whatsoever in life, and discover that this world was deliberately sustained to be meaningless: But it is you who are the meaning. Release the need to dwell in the Dark Night of The Soul, which is a phase between choosing your old life of darkness or transform your life to receive the means to reinforce what Life of meaning *IS* trough you.

WARNING: COVID19-Ukraine-Israel war is a secret Rothchild rebellion regarding their bloodlines or Caucausus mountains human-ape bloodlines soon- to- come Biblical “UFO” euthanasia which is channeled by Native Israel bloodline. Caucasians and their NATO-EU allies, are unfortunately going to be put to death in our generation, and during Martial law era. The meaninglessness of life and the importance to be content with it, is to be content of the meaninglessness of this world, the world of Biblical Edomites from Mt seir and Caucasus mountains. Once the mind dwells in peace regardless of our Ancient intent to create a dying world with no meaning, you are at least ready to develop a mentality to receive a new one with meaning, but a world, and a World of Thought which is diametrically opposed to every value of this modern world, or kingdom, which is managed by a Freemasonic thought system of flesh. This world is about to be destroyed and dark night of the soul and your life “falling apart” is actually a positive initiation to prepare your mind to receive an ancient energy, and first escape the modern world, and its soon to be Biblical destruction. The letting go must be first mental, otherwise you will become a pile of sand like Lot’s wife in Sodom & Gomorrah. After destruction, there will be a rebuilding of a more ancient system closer to the times of King Solomon. A system of thought that convinced the planets intelligence the most, and is ready to receive it back.

Awakening From The Dream: The Dark Night Of The Soul.

The Dark Night Of The Soul: A Deciding For God.

 And thou hast cast me forth into the deep, in the heart of the sea, and a flood hast compassed me: all thy billows, and thy waves have passed over me. (Jonah 2:3)

Saint John Of  The Cross’s Concept of The Dark Night Of The Soul is a concept of the last steps in the Beginning Stages of Souls purgation where you are not ready to continue because you are holding on to your old life or relationships, regarless of the evident cognitive dissonance, which your Esoteric disciplinary practices brought about, which included the realization that our relationships were really based upon policing one another unconsciously to serve the Egos Thought System. This conflict of man was well hinted trough Saint John of Cross in codes when God fronted Bibles Daniel, an Anointed one, but who still had subconscious or concealed aspects of self still having earthly desires or hopes: From the beginning of thy prayers the word came forth: and I am come to shew it to thee, because thou art a man of desires: therefore do thou mark the word, and understand the vision (Daniel 9:23). And so, DNOTS is a grieving process of a life that is now lost & you don’t know what next. Here you are incresingly aware that you are at unison with a needy dialectrical electro magnetic field – the collective one son – that feeds from your bodies plasma by utilizing mainly reptilians & humans as it’s proxy. And even as you become less angry, less anxious & a more happy forgiving-self, it is still the small self housed in a body & in a world set up where individuality is maintained by playing king of the mountain hence there is no hope in the world except as a means to an end. The full acceptance of this will not happen in a long time; DNOTS just makes you increasingly aware of the worlds hopelessness or that you are not called to make life better in the physical universe – which you are battering trough your third eye – or even establish a heaven on earth. The most ideal is to leave the entire sandbox because the physcal realm was conceived from the principle of sacrifice. You are more than likely surrounded by infant minds at this point, ready to throw you to a mental hospital (Systematic defence) if you talk about this, because infant minds have over learned the linear world, hence are better at adjusting themselves to earthly situations. DNOTS is a half-dead experience because the one in the DNOTS perceives being stuck & unproductive in this stage due to the decreased ego motivations that got gracefully burned trough Celestial Practices, but a motivation – from the perspective of flesh that is – at least motivated the one to achieve things in the past & often was praised by the world. But in the DNOTS, now we look back in purgatory contemplation, often reflecting all our wretched offences we did unconscously living in a normalized Freemasonic system, hence you hear quotes in psalms 39:2 such has: I was dumb, and was humbled, and kept silence from good things: and my sorrow was renewed. This is where the decision making part of the mind (Reality) can sense the gravitational pull of God within, uttering or radiating more psalms like: My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God  (42:2)? Yet, as lovely as the Awareness or pull of Gods omnipresence *IS* within our collective Maya state – now as an offical inbetweener – the pull of the world (Black Mirror, Matrix or Holographic Counter space) becomes also accentuated, but a pull between two opposite Universes which has tortured the body since our birth, but was numbed trough Reptilian vaccines & the worlds culture that reflects the Egos Thought System that vexes bodily or mindless awareness. Since you have melted enough ego beliefs (Clutter of Thoughts) trough your stoic, meditative & esoteric practices, & have reached a deeper sublime heredity, there is no way to deny the conflict everyone suffers as bodies. And the body is a symbol of a deformity of thought (Plane of Inertia) where an abstract mind & seemingly wrapped by flesh, is in between two opposing forces, but is not aware of this anymore, for the Reptilian world was made to suppress this decision making dwelling place between two Thought Systems or spirits to be forever unconscious, or out of our awareness. A dwelling place where we can & must authentically, unequivocally, or Universally, communicate as decisive minds, a path that leads to a gentle conscious way of dying back to Source. Or, choose the other road of thorns that leads to a reprobate dimension of time & where your mind amplyfies the predatorial magnetic grid, producing unconsciouss sense of shame. The ones spiritually engineering themselves, are gradually aware of this pull to two different directions regardless of the GMO foods, vaccines & other masonic abominations we employed to prevent this experience from happening. This undeniable Awareness of our wretched condition as one, but the little hope to re-establish our vision to forgive others, hence ourselves, was spoken thus in psalms: 12 Thou hast corrected man for iniquity. And thou hast made his soul to waste away like a spider: surely in vain is any man disquieted. 13 Hear my prayer, O Lord, and my supplication: give ear to my tears. Be not silent: for I am a stranger with thee, and a sojourner as all my fathers were.14 O forgive me, that I may be refreshed, before I go hence, and be no more (Psalms 12-14) etc. And so it is, that in the Dark Night, this vacillation between two mutually exclusive Thougth Systems (Spirits) is experienced extremely energy consuming or painful: “From above He has sent fire into my bones, And it overpowered them; He has spread a net for my feet And turned me back; He has made me desolate And faint all the day. (Lamentations 1:13)… And where one or the other must be chosen as reality, otherwise you will be only wasting your time, because you are really escaping the advanced or Biblical means that awaits you to forgive this world, meaning, to become like Jesus-Yehushua & the other prophets, saints, shamans etc. Again, in this dwelling place within your mind you either choose or power up God-Yahawah or the Ego, which are Thought Systems a.k.a Spirits. It is a raw crystallization operation taking place, or an undoing of the flesh-man belief (Thought System), denoted in some scriputes too & a phase we can musically refer to as Stanzas.

Flesh Under The Consuming Fire of Divine Light.

10 Heap together the bones, which I will burn with fire: the flesh shall be consumed, and the whole composition shall be sodden, and the bones shall be consumed. 11 Then set it empty upon burning coals, that it may be hot, and the brass thereof may be melted: and let the filth of it be melted in the midst thereof, and let the rust of it be consumed. (Ezekiel 24:10)

Thou hast removed my soul far off from peace. (Lamentation 3:17)

In this often lamenting oriented operation, here we are called to see that we never were in charge of our inspirations, hence can not technically take individual credits of anything. Here, we are basically a moving corpse & this is why It is very common to not have any passion for anything, because you must allow your adjustments to the world be melted & re-adjust your mind or heart to a Universal Course within. And due to the depression that follows from the lack of passion, we tend to be very fatigued, & sleep a lot just to have some sense of peace, but again, it is really Gods finger tips trying to keep you still so that it can mold or shape you like a sculpture. But from the perspective of flesh & the world – like Jobs friends – this does not appear so; It’s more like God has left us because there is no inspiration for that which we once thought as our life. It is very good to know that this phase will pass, & the whole purpose of this process is to make your biological self aligned with Source/God/Universe, and to follow his Will (may lead you to be initiated to channel “UFOs”) so remember to rest a lot. You are being prepared for a more Biblical perception of that which *IS*, so your brain is literally rewired to receive more Cosmic energy, & de-clutter your mind from past concrete linear thinking. Without feeling dead you would be placing goals based on your old way of thinking, your ego. You would stay stuck in the world, & eventually be caught in the up coming Lock Down & vaccine traps, which is Georgia Guide Stone written human sacrifice ploy as means to rebel against the Biblical “UFOs”, which many Dark night survivors are initiated to channel to this planet to kill Rothchilds & their entire Nations, including our Caucasus mt or Clean Leper friends, because they suffer a Clean Leper condition which is an avatar that has paralyzed to flesh & has no hope to ascend 5D waves, hence, are together, along China & Japan, applauding for a 5G system, but expecting the remnant of Nations to join these steps towards a completed atonoment in death of Self.

The Dawn Of Multiverse Reality.

So, during this Dark night, You are officially becoming multidimensional. You will attract so-called new “spiritual” friends but who in majority were reptilian hybrids who appear esoteric, so stay alert. They are garrisoning multiverse timelines by analyzing peoples awareness, then snitching about it to FBI database. Here you are in a important phase of realizing you are the dreamer of the dream (Physical Universe & people) they want to study so allow your physical  biological self to catch on to this realization by resting as much as you can, for there are more intense DNOTS ahead of you that may hint that you are well advanced thus about to sleep soon & enter a secret inner wine cellar which is an advanced dwelling place or a hidden realm within where God has prepared a banquet for you & is not dependant on the world, the bible, prophetical events, or time. You will know when this takes place like a naturally dying bird that sits still In readiness to shed it’s body. As for the first DNOTS experience: Try to enjoy the fact that you are in a sped up process of self realization. Once you are in a DNOTS it is fair to say that there is no turning back. Give up your will back to God for you are far too gone now to return to your own vomit, which has killed many rebellious ones. You have basically raised your consciousness to a degree that it will be very hard to go back into your old habits, old friends & family members who are suffering different levels of forgetfulness, & are not attracted to any forms of reminders or Light. You can’t go back because you are Ascending now and this time you can feel it. Dark night of the soul is very painful process because you are contrasting your old comfort with the unknown future, but once you get out of it, you will have intense confidence in you to a point some people, especially children, animals will sense it and will be attracted to your Christ like Aura. You may also find weird encounters with people in general. Some may look at you with awe and are over curious to know about you, while others will get the hell away from you being angry at you for no reason, usually reptilians who are jealous of you, for their specialness is fading. Some people may even fall in love with you. Nocturnal dreams will get more prophetic. Its also good to to mention that some old relationships with family and old friends will come back but you will be more discerning with them this time and will more than likely not invite them anymore because at this point you are dead to the world of time, and really just waiting to be either lifted up, or be a Prophetical Guide for the little ones: The Biblical elects, who will be the next waves of Kings, celebrities etc. This means that after the energy consuming DNOTS experience, you will get your energy back and start to get hints of what you should be doing with your life, which may have nothing to do with society, so do not place expectations because many people after this stage are guided for end time preparations, and some of us are guided to channel Biblical clouds or “UFOs” to destroy Rothchilds family bloodline & their Nation. You will discover spiritual gifts (healing, prophecy, counselling, guidance) at this point, and you will eventually find the right platform to express this. The benefits are incredible. Hang in there because things will get beautiful. It will not be easy though.

I want to quote something from Patrick John Colemans blog. A Shaman from Chicago who helped me few times in my toughest days in the past, and I pray for him for the temptations he suffers.

What most don’t realize is that the dark night is a gift and you leapfrog over years of spiritual development in a mere matter of weeks or months. Some can stay locked in a Dark Night for years and the quickest way out of it is to give up. Let yourself feel terrible because chances are you’ve covered up those feelings in the past. Perhaps you’ve drowned your terrible feelings in distractions such as TV or engaged in addictions to make you feel artificially better. What’s happening in the Dark Night is that things are being set back into balance. You’re being reset and emotionally cleared for the next phase of your life as a spiritually awakened person. Where the shattered aspects of your soul have been collected and healed and you are now free to move through life unhindered by negative thought patterns or limiting behaviors. For that is the ultimate blessing of the DNOTS.


As you can see, the Dark Night of The Soul is not exactly fun, but beneficial. It will not look like that for a while, and it may take a while before things get brighter. But it will, because it did for me, not materialistically per-se, but on how I was able to view or perceive life and attacks of others. When I say that things will get brighter I am referring to a state of mind & nothing external. You can be in peace regardless of what happens externally, even if you are dragged to COVID19 FEMA-camp, and punished by death for not taking the vax and RFID-Chip which is the Mark Of The Beast in Johns Revelation & explained by the modern Hebrews from their Biblical perspetive. When you are at peace, which is the Cause, then the outside world, which is the effect, may appear to change. It usually does change because you are aware of different parallel realities, but they are all vanity, because the content is separation; Reptilian & Gray invaded, who guide the Fake-Jews. Dark Night of The Soul heals us speedily trough purging ones Ancient Soul like an iron molded & shaped by fire, which is why it is disturbingly painful. And again, there may come more Dark Nights as you progress, but this time you will navigate trough them as an Adept.

DNOTS video.

Awakening From The Dream Of Death: Beginning Stages & Releasing Relationships.

Beginning Steps to End Regeneration.

Since this is about the beginning steps I will keep things simple in explanation, as if talking to children, but the idea here is to build the reader to be ready to read the online book Universal Warning. So, Awakening from the dream of physical world and body, or in other words, awakening from the dream of a life of being born as a body, to eventually work hard to survive and to eventually die as a body is a growing phenomenon happening all around our world now. People have been introduced to this new way of being either true tragic such as a mental breakdown, losing a job, losing a loved one, losing health and so forth, that makes the individual question the meaning of existence in a more authentic and inquired way rather than just intellectualizing it to sound more wiser to others. Many people have been reporting similar stories of collapsing and having an out of body experience where their consciousness gets seemingly removed from the body and they see themselves in a tunnel like place and a light at the very end of the tunnel which reminds the seeming individual that there is more to life than what our perception (5 senses) shows us and that consciousness is not limited to our brain. Some people have a more gentle introduction to this new way of being by simply reading about quantum mechanics or a metaphysical book like the Power Of Now by Echart Tolle or just stumbling across a blog post such as this which makes the reader more obsessed with seeking more information to confirm that this is what is going on and is a topic that should be paid attention to. There are also a number of people who have been into conspiracy theories, and although the basics are true which is that we are all slaves within a system governed by few insane satan/ego consciousness worshipping individuals who invented religion, health care, hollywood and our economic system to exploit souls, these people who are into conspiracy theories have naturally given up on this subject because they have finally understood that all it does is stimulate negativity, paranoia and fear into their minds which keeps us stuck in linear time, so they end up giving it up and lean towards a more positive direction which eventually leads them to metaphysical and mystical direction, the way out of this world or the process of healing the mind that is projecting a dream of a world and body. The dream of separation.

The World Will Not Celebrate Your Esoteric Discovery.

However, being awakened in the beginning stages, although exciting and should be so, does not make you special. It is a natural process of “Evolution”. The word Evolution is quoted because everything has already happened, including your script where you appear to Ascend, but I digress, for now. In fact, from the worlds point of view you may be considered valueless to the world because the people who end up going trough the beginning stages in a western set up especially, will find it very hard to function in a world that was designed almost perfectly to keep the sleepers asleep. Having all the Universal electromagnetic energy running trough your open egoless, less guilty mind, trough spine, can make you very tired at times. For example in Buddhist tradition it is normal to find refuge after decent Awakening because the noise & demands of the world becomes overwhelming, for it was designed to attack our Cosmic Awareness, keeping everyone dull. So the world we see outside of us is basically a result of dreaming, so all it does is that it will always promote complicated systems, people in power, people in medicine, in media, in news, in science, in music and film industry, all that are coming from a place of unconsciousness, in other words, they are coming from a place of making the world and body real to us and something we must take seriously not realizing and admitting that there is nothing to take serious about this world because we are literally dreaming our lives and have the power to change the content of our dreaming at any time. To be co- creators of life.


Releasing The Past of Unconsciousness.

When you start awakening and you see beyond the falsity of this world or matrix which results you being stuck in two opposite worlds, one at the earthly plane and the other one being sometimes blissfully high in a different dimension only to come back to the earthly plane and depressed of not being ready to reach home yet, you will most likely find it hard to function in the physical world, in relationships and in all areas of your life for a while. A typical result is to end up isolating your self from the world around you and find solace in aloness because not only are you realizing that our so called leaders, news reports, scientist, religion, medicine and famous artist are coming from a place of unconsciousness, you will also realize that your previous decisions before your awakening with relationships, hobbies and ambition was also coming from a place of unconsciousness, to serve your ego desires! You will realize that all your decisions regarding friends, relatives, hopes and dreams, prior to your process to awaken from the dream of birth and death, have been made by you to distract you from reaching Enlightenment, the way out of this dream. I think this is why many are avoiding Enlightenment because you are basically seeing the truth of who you really are by contrasting it with who you are not. You are seeing that pretty much all of your relationships, hobbies and ambitions, the good and the bad were conditioned by you to remain in a literal sleep and throw your power away.  This is why so many people who are awakening have reported the same old story which happened to me as well which is that pretty much all relationships with friends, family, hopes and dreams ends up falling apart once the individual sees beyond the veil (starts to awaken from the dream of birth and death). These individuals and activities served you to keep your ego identity intact which was your secret wish and forgotten reason you started dreaming of a world and a body in the first place but if you really are for the job to leave the dream, it also means that you must reach a point of letting go of your false self and everything that perpetuated that false identity. The process of letting go of your old or false self is basically done by what I call mini deaths so if you have a relationship that was chosen from a place of unconsciousness such as the fear of being alone or a need for validation, so will the relationship be removed to learn more self love, & to trust your self. If you have a job only to make money to survive, the job will sooner or later fall apart for you to learn to trust the Universe in difficult times & to see if you are able to be kind to yourself & to others while going trough these difficulties. Since you are the dreamer of physical universe (the dream of birth and death), at some point as you advance in your awakening, you will realize that it is not God that is placing you to go trough these situations, it is your higher self inquiring your curriculum for the sake of everyones salvation from concrete perception. If you have strong resistance to these radical changes that will take place once you answer The Call for everyone to leave this insane stiff & concrete dream I can assure you life will do the work for you, because you can not be around certain individuals or circumstances anymore. You will go trough a cognitive dissonance for sure. Many of your old friends, family & people in general will hate your increasing luminous presence & will try to pull you back to their beliefs that serves to keep minds locked  in purgatory matrix. They will unconsciously, or the fear of losing you, try to pull you back to ego consciousness, to distract you back to body identification rather than being a lucid dreamer. Inside they know that you are indeed dying but in a good way – that you are graduating from the earth plane & going to a fresh vibration or dimensions of existence. And since “they” are too addicted to ego consciousness: the body, the drama, the fear, the mind chatter & the pain – they are not ready to let go of you, & will more than likely express their rebellion viciously, which is really their personal fight with God where you work as their means – it is not a personal thing – & it is only trough this vision you can truly heal or forgive your past, & the people that constitutes your past.

The Addiction to Concrete Consciousness: Our Worst Nemesis.

People who are still asleep are in other words addicted to ego consciousness that gives them the illusion of being a brain body complex. It has been going on for so long that letting it go is hard, and if you know the basics of Alcoholism recovery (AA) well, the most fundamental step is to let go of the people who are into the same habit of being an alcholic. This is basically why the common symptom of awakening/letting go of ego consciousness involves releasing the people who are not ready to do the same. Again, this is a process of conscious death and being prepared for a new life form, which includes the visitations of Biblical “UFOs” in to your life. So when it comes to you past relationships, but not sharing the same addiction for drama – there is basically nothing to share anymore, no reason to be around, nothing to talk about . Hence, It will all fade away, leading you to a state of void or Dark Night of the Soul, which is an Awareness – a boarder land between spiritual and physical realm where the controlling of this world takes place too. If you resist this natural process and stay with your past, you will see things getting very awkward, hopeless and difficult. Conversations with people absorbed by ego consciousness will be an offense from both sides, and the conscious individual will stand as a token for the rests self destruction. Even if you do not talk physically the attacking intent of others remains crystal clear because in reality we are minds and we communicate to one another telepathically so in some level your old relationships will sense that you have changed. Most of them seeing it as a bad thing, because conscousnes is life, hence you will be perceived as the one stealing anothers own life happiness by just being happy. For example in my case, when I went trough the dark night of the soul which is a word for a rapid expansion of consciousness, and I was more introverted than ever, one of my old friend while high and drunk asked me disapointed “what happened to that alpha male Klem I used to know?” But that so called alpha male was praised glorious by a wicked polluted world no one in their right mind wants to receive as their own identity.

Ascension: A Divine Process.

So do not panic when relationships starts to fade away and people will distance themselves from you or you will distance yourself from them. You are growing out of your peer group, this is normal. If you try to save the relationship by pulling your friends or relatives to your frequency by sharing about your esoteric experiences the typical reaction is blank stares – thinking you are crazy. In my case some have gotten aggressive because they have a hard time to accept that their problems and pains in life are all self created to basically sabotage their chances to be truly free. Religious people will have a hard time to accept that the god they pray to is actually the ego god invented by insane but ingenious individuals and left hand extraterrestials who are here to control mankind. In many cases, many people awakening who told their relatives about their esoteric discoveries has led them to mental hospital only to be framed with mental illness by greedy doctors, who are really military warlocks aware of we live the Age of Aquarius or the end of linear time. This happened to me too, so keep this hidden knowledge to your self if possible, but at some point you will also have to speak out. Many are not mentally prepared for this stuff anyway so let them be and wallow in their misery until they have also had enough of their mental & physical pains. If the world continues their murmuring, there is a Biblical “UFO” euthanasia right at the corner ready to put our past relationships, & the entire world to death before a new governmental body becomes established by graduated or fully kundalini awakened individuals: Man, children & women. Some will stay here to govern, while others may leave this planet towards other realms as Nomads. Namaste.


KLMKN 永遠に- åSTEAL_ THIS_ EP#ä “Download full ep”

These are close to 10 years old lost original KLMKN 永遠に soundtracks/recordings ripped from untitled cd:s found in our garage. Then, re-used, remixed even vaporwaved to serve our content, which, due to our embarking on a gigantic announcement, should prepare you well enough for us, to not make our future surprise too shocking for you to understand.

Although it is supposed to be a collection of lofty VHS_trash and distorted dreams. The so called EP “available from your local super market”, is special however. It Includes the last Klem Kaan Live analog_Guitar + Traktor performance in Helsinki Finland. Before accepting my role to tarnish this image & accept the chastisement of God, in order to become a new man, perhaps even “chosen” in a passed dream state.

Now that a little introduction is done. Let us begin our Ascension.

Finn & Maurice Episodes | HK Action Film [HQ] (2006-2008)

Finn & Maurice | HK Action Film

FULL Episodes

Synopsis: In the far north town of boring Oulu, two young dafts doing illegal odd jobs, and desperate for adventure, agree to set up a strangers death. The youngsters expect their salary, only to find out the stranger has left the scene, which brings more problems to be solved… Mostly trough kicking ass, and breaking places.

All Episodes are now back as Unlisted on Youtube for the people who crave a dose of Mini DV-Home- camcoder 2006 – 2008 nostalgia.

Links to Full episodes are listed in the description box of this youtube video.